Caz... I'm rad yanno...

I'm Caz... and I'm rad... cos topherchris said so.... I have a blog but I REALLY like Tumblr...

[segamascott]

[isay]

You forgot something...

[caz]

Now THAT was funny…

[decemberof1989]

Mesmerized by Alana Haim on this drum.

[kristenwiiggle]

A she did that™ moment

[deebott]

Honestly fuck me up lil mama

[fwarg]

this is the sexiest thing ever

[1woman2armpits]

I’m glad this came back around because I need it and the power it gives me

[thecasaofjulesie2]

“This is a live feed of Alana Haim and her drum communicating directly to the moon for all of us from Hag Island.” –Me, every time I see this on the dash

[thisisgonnabemymonkey]

Good LORD

[suitep]

Needed this on my dash again as I gear up to get housework and grocery shopping done. 

[caz]

Reposting this because it always makes me feel kinda something…

[caz]

With the news the Haim are teasing new music today I’m reposting this again for reasons…

[demonprincex]

In ~these times~ it is important for queer people to be reminded of what "coming out" originally meant. "Coming out" did not mean telling all of your co-workers something super stigmatized and vulnerable about you, wearing your queer status on your sleeve in public, informing the police or government institutions about your sexuality, or even telling your parents. "Coming out" meant venturing out into the queer community; being among other queers as a queer yourself.

Coming out isn't about telling the entire world when doing so is not safe for you, it's not about arming your enemies with information they could use against you. No, coming out is about making a fulfilling queer life possible for yourself through participation in the queer community. It is about escaping the restrictions and dangers of the cisgender heterosexual world by rooting oneself more deeply into the queer one.

And you can always do that. No matter how oppressed we are. No matter how much the culture shifts and policies are enacted to terrorize us. We are always able to be ourselves when we are amongst each other. And living our queerness has always been a collective social project, not just a matter of personal exposure.

[caz]

Found this so interesting I wanted to reblog it.

[qualityfarmprofessorpaper-blog]

[alexaloraetheris]

You know when Terry Pratchett said 'It doesn't stop being magic just because you know how it works'? Yeah, he meant this.

[luneloving]

something I've recently learned: if outright positive thoughts are too difficult for you, you can try something called "bridge thoughts" which are essentially thoughts that aren't really inherently negative or positive. things like "maybe im not as embarrassing as i think I am", "maybe im not as ugly as i think" or "maybe someone could possibly find me likeable". if you try to go from "everything is terrible and i want to die" to "i love life and i want to live!" cold turkey a lot of times its just ineffective. you need to take those small steps towards changing your mindset first, and then eventually you can say "i love life and i want to live!" and actually mean it.

[caz]

Just something that struck home.

[hairstylesbeauty]

[le-slut-deactivated20250810]

Lee Pace for Thom Browne and British GQ (July, 2023)

[decemberof1989]

Mesmerized by Alana Haim on this drum.

[kristenwiiggle]

A she did that™ moment

[deebott]

Honestly fuck me up lil mama

[fwarg]

this is the sexiest thing ever

[1woman2armpits]

I’m glad this came back around because I need it and the power it gives me

[thecasaofjulesie2]

“This is a live feed of Alana Haim and her drum communicating directly to the moon for all of us from Hag Island.” –Me, every time I see this on the dash

[thisisgonnabemymonkey]

Good LORD

[suitep]

Needed this on my dash again as I gear up to get housework and grocery shopping done. 

[caz]

Reposting this because it always makes me feel kinda something…

[caz]

First time seeing my daughter today since the summer.

She gave me a stack of photos to look through from their “working trip” to Vegas in October.

These pictures were hidden at the bottom of the stack.

Turns out they’ve been keeping a secret.

[caz]

My daughter started the Christmas rounds this weekend. First stop Wales to have Christmas No 1 with her partner’s Mum & family. Safely back now in her snow covered Cotswold cottage.

Although I can’t be with her much anymore I’m glad her partner refuses to put his camera down when they are away on trips.

[caz]

Found a box of stuff whilst getting the 🎄 out.

This sat on a high shelf in my kitchen for many many years noting, as if I needed to be reminded, the date my Father died.

The verses & thoughts on it could not be more accurate. The day my Father died was the same day we had a party to celebrate my daughter’s 7th birthday.

I packed it away about 6 years ago when I had my kitchen replastered. I guess I never got it back out.

The guilt I feel that I forgot it existed feels heavier than the sadness of the reminder.

Living with grief is odd at times. You don’t realise you’ve progressed through it until something happens to remind you of it.

[caz]

Saltram shrooms… 🍄 🍄🍄🍄🍄

[caz]

Here is another one of those pictures I was talking about. I wonder how grown up she is now. Did she carry on skating? Do they still have moments like this...

[caz]

Just some daisies from back in the summer.

[caz]

Anyone else look back on their old photos & wonder what happened to the people in them? I know I do.

[caz]

This guy & his curls came to stay a little while back & I miss him.

[caz]

I sometimes think about “Dad’s Tree” in Kourion. I wonder if it’s still there & if people, hot & tired from the visit to the archeological site or from working on a dig, seek shelter from the sun under its branches, in the same way my Dad did… & the same way we did on that baking hot day almost 23 years ago. I hope it’s still there… offering a respite to everyone who sits under it. 23 years… where did the time go? https://instagr.am/p/CQWzP9INMaq/