The Runaway [The Mandalorian x Reader]
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Chapter One: The Escape
Lok was a barren planet, devoid of any color or life. Acres of deserts with rolling hills, alongside the expansive sulfur pools, littered the planet. It was a desolate planet; anyone forced to stay would be a prisoner to its harsh climate.
You were one of the unlucky ones to be an inhabitant of such a planet.
Your lungs burned as your feet carried you further along the stretch of sand. Your heels kicked up sand behind you, causing occasional trips due to the shoes being unfit for your activity. Despite the feeling of the dust you inhaled making it harder for you to breathe, you continued to run. You just needed to make it up the hill, and then you could finally give your body the chance to rest. Your dark cloak bellowed in the artificial wind you created by your speed, revealing the slivers of the white gown you wore underneath.
You took a few more steps before reaching the very top of the mountain, your legs giving out the moment you stopped moving. Hacking coughs racked your body, your throat scratchy from the energy you spent; the dry air provided no relief to your dry lungs. The dark cloth wrapped around you like a blanket, sticky on your sweaty skin. A thick layer of sand particles coated your eyes, making them water in response. You let your eyes flutter closed for just a moment, bathing you in darkness. You took a couple of heaving breaths, your diaphragm expanding as big as it could to desperately take in any semblance of relief. Once you were able to take smaller breaths without pain (even if they were shaky), your eyes opened once more.
You stared at the disturbed sand that had shifted when you collapsed onto the ground, ruffled around your form. Using all your strength, you forced yourself off the ground. Staggering for a second before fully grounding yourself, you took in the surrounding view. Behind you, you could see the way from which you came. The path you had just taken, but the footsteps were no longer imprinted on the surface. It seemed that despite the hot, dead heat that covered you, a breeze still seemed to flow. You turned away from the monotonous surface to turn to the view over the mountains. Miles beneath the ledge lay nothing but more sand, which was guarded by the shadows of the adjacent mountains. It was a long way down.
You squeezed your hands into fists, your fingernails pinching deep into your delicate flesh. You took a couple more deep breaths while squeezing your eyes shut. You knew what you had to do. You just didn't think that in the moment it would be so difficult to do. Despite months of planning and preparation, nothing could prepare you for the vast darkness that lay beneath you. That you would soon lie with too.
You opened your eyes again, turning them to the sky, and whispered a silent prayer:Â please give me a sign I'm doing the right thing. And if it is, give me the strength to do it.
Tears pooled at the edge of your lashes. Taking one more large breath, you prepared yourself to take the plunge before a sound drew your attention.
You looked around wildly, eyes scanning the vast range for a sign of life. Nothing was there. Maybe you imagined the sound, as you were unable to recall what it even sounded like.
A frustrated sigh left your lips. You were looking for an excuse to not go through with it, and time was dwindling. You only had a certain amount of time before everyone realized you were gone, and if they had already noticed, surely they would assemble a group to search for you. You had even less time before they found you. You had to get it together and do it soon before—
The feeling was there again.
A slight caress of what felt like fingertips slid down your back, causing the bumps on your skin to rise in suit. You turned around to stare at the land before you, eyes perusing for anything to explain this strange feeling. Nothing but sand filled your view until the smaller sliver of a light tucked behind a mound of sand flashed before you. You narrowed your eyes to get a better glimpse of what it was, and the light wavered. It was metal.
Once more, the tingle of wind gently made its way from your shoulders down to your fingertips, as if to pull you along. You didn't know why, but you let it. You followed the wisp of energy all the way back down the hill that you, just a mere few minutes ago, struggled to hike up. You followed it all the way until you could see what the glimpse of metal was connected to.
In front of you sat a large spaceship that towered above your form. The metal was dusty and worn; the dust from the sand that coated the ship seemed to be doing it a favor: hiding the scraps and dents in its form. The most out-of-place thing was that the ramp at the back of the ship was left wide open. You glanced around; no footprints. The air around you was dead: no sounds had graced your ears. No one was nearby. You weren't sure what someone would be doing all the way out here. You knew of the planet's history, ingrained with the cruelty of pirates and the destruction that they had caused. But that had been so long ago; there was no way that they could still exist here. Right?
You felt it again. The pull, this time in your chest. The pull that was pleading with you to go inside the ship.
And despite your judgement and throwing all caution to the wind, you made your way up the ramp.
Your heels clicked as you slowly made your way across the ramp, echoing against the walls inside the ship. The light from the open ramp flooded inside. There wasn't too much going on inside the ship, and you continued to look for a semblance of ownership.
"Hello," you called out to the empty air. "Is anyone in here?"
You paused, waiting for a response, and were met with silence. Remaining apprehensive, you decided to continue your journey further into the ship. Maybe this was your lucky day. If the ship was truly abandoned, maybe you could use it for your escape. Of course, there was the small issue that you had never actually flown a spaceship before, but how hard can it be? You spent hours having your brother go on and on about them; surely some of that knowledge could come to your aid now. You made your way deeper into the interior when your eyes met a floating capsule just hovering a small distance away from you. You paused, unable to see what was inside the carrier.
Then you felt it again, that strange force washing over you, but this time, it was amplified. That pull that seemed to whisper, move forward. With your mind clouded over with that feeling at the forefront, you slowly crept towards the device. You could barely see the shape of pointed ears peering over the capsule, and when you went to take the next step closer—
A strong force shoved into your chest, pushing you against the firm metal panel behind you. The wind was knocked out of your lungs, rendering you speechless. A distorted voice spoke out, "Get away from it!" His tone was filled with anger, shining through the mechanical hint to it. The action of being shoved against the wall caused the hood of your cloak to fall further down your face, hindering your view of the figure in front of you. The pressure against your chest persisted as he kept his arm firmly against you, pinning you between him and the wall. The pain of his restraint, as well as the extensive exertion of your journey, had made it difficult for you to get even a peep out. The lack of response from you caused him to grab your arm, pulling you towards him before once again slamming you against the wall. A sharp hiss of pain slipped out as your head hit harshly backwards, the edge of a panel causing pain to branch out from the back of your scalp. The sensation of cold metal being thrust into your jaw forced your head to angle upwards. In turn, this moment allowed for your hood to fall further down, exposing your face and part of your hair. You finally were able to get a good look at the figure in front of you. The silver helmet he adorned was mostly dark, with light reflecting from the top. The T-shaped visor was black and devoid of any emotion. However, with how close he was to you, you could see your own reflection staring back at you. Your eyes were wide, lips slightly parted as your chest rose up and down erratically, and you could see what the metal pressed against your jaw was: a blaster. You took in a shaky breath and squeezed your eyes as you leaned back against the wall, trying to put distance between you and the weapon.
"I'm so sorry," you squeaked out. "I didn't realize this ship belonged to anyone; I thought it was abandoned. I don't mean to cause any trouble, I swear." You trembled under his hold, blaster still held steadily against you. You were unsure of what he was thinking. Unsure of whether he even believed you despite telling the truth. You allowed yourself the opportunity to open your eyes, as if looking at him would give you any indication as to what he was thinking. But his helmet masked any emotion he could feel, leaving the pit in your stomach to get deeper.
His tight hold of you lessened, and even after his grasp left your arm, the pain of his hand lingered. He took a step back, creating a small distance between your forms, and holstered the blaster into position securely on his hip. An awkward silence washed over the room, the two of you sizing each other up, waiting for the other to make any sudden movement. The soft coo of the child inside the capsule seemed to break the trance.
The man cocked his head towards the ramp that you had used to let yourself in, "Leave."
You stood there, your back still awkwardly pressed against the sturdy wall behind you. The pulsing of your head caused you to hesitate before you spoke softly, "I cannot."
Silence filled the air once more. Neither of you moved. You stared at the blank expression of his helmet, no longer able to see yourself in the reflection due to the distance between you. You didn't know if that made you feel more or less at ease. It was the man who spoke up first.
"There's something I can help you with?" His tone came off in this harsh, sarcastic way. You could tell he had no true intention of helping you; he merely wanted you off of his ship. Away from his child, you suppose. You hesitated, thinking of the best way to offer your proposal.
"I need safe passage off of this planet." You continued, "You may drop me off at the next planet you visit. I can pay you for your service."
Silence once more. Even without seeing his face, you could tell he was looking you up and down. You, a young lady, were graced with nothing else on you but your lousy brown cloak that covered most of your form. You had no bag, no indication of having anything that could prove that you could pay the man in front of you.
"My price is high."
You stepped forward a bit, revealing a bit more of yourself. You could feel the light against the warm skin of your face. Angling your face towards his masked face, you pleaded, "I can pay it. I may not have the credits now, but as soon as we get to the next planet, I can pay you." You took a deep breath. "I need your help." Your eyes flickered to the open ramp of the ship. "I cannot stay here."
No one spoke for a moment. The pit in your stomach only grew deeper with every passing moment. You couldn't take no as an answer; this was the only way out now. Your body would not be able to pull itself up that mountain again; your other plan was foiled, and if he said no, you would surely be found and punished for your attempted escape. You tightly balled your hands into fists, in a lame attempt to stop the way they violently shook.
The soft sound of the child pulled you away from your frantic thoughts. Before you, the child in its crib sat up taller, allowing you a good look at its form. The green wrinkled skin of his face was softly illuminated by the light that made its way into the ship. His long, pointed ears stood proudly on his round face. And his dark eyes stared right at you. The sound left him once more as he slightly angled his head to get a better look at you.
He turned his head to the Mandalorian before cooing again. Your eyes glanced away from the child to the armored figure, as the two seemed to be having a silent conversation between them. A beat passed. The masked man turned towards you:
"Deal."
He turned quickly, ignoring the shock written across your face, and quickly moved to close the ramp. You stood, still semi-against the wall, watching his movements as the light from the outside slipped away with the shutting of the ramp. His armor was reflected now only by the dim overhead lights, as well as the colorful lights from the buttons and panels scattered across the inside of the ship. Basking in the warm glow from the ship, you could finally take a second to just breathe. The sticky sensation of sweat on your skin felt suffocating with the lousy cloak pressed against it. You shrugged off the cloak, letting it slip off before folding it into your arms. The hairs on your neck were matted by the dense layer of sweat. The feeling of the long sheer veil softly grazed your newly exposed skin along your arms. The white gown cascaded down your body, ruffles disheveled and wrinkled by the movements of the day. You glanced down; the bottom hem of the dress, caked in the dusty sand, contrasted greatly against the clean cloth around your midriff. The slight shimmer of the cloth shone brighter due to the glow of gentle lights around you. You could only imagine how much of the orange dirt had plagued your once brand-new heels beneath your dress. Your hair cascaded down your face, and you could feel the small jewels carefully scattered throughout it as you went to swipe it out of your vision. Your hand traced up the opposite arm towards the area of the man's previous tight hold. A slight wince followed as your fingertips traced the discoloration that had already begun to form.
You were so lost in your own world that the past few moments of silence went unnoticed. However, the discovery of the man's lack of movement caused you to glance up at his previous position.
There he stood, still by the buttons to close the ramp. But his form was trained in your direction, watching your movements for who knows how long. You pulled your arms into yourself, wrapping yourself in a tight hold as if to shrink as small as possible to disappear from his steady gaze. The veil slipped past your shoulders to wrap around the front of your form. The light formed a halo around the shimmering gems that graced the cloth now adorning the front of your form. Your eyes still remained on his unmoving body, and then he quickly turned, making his way to a different part of the ship.
You let go of the breath that you were holding in. Despite your request for his aid, you were unsure of the man. Uncertain of who he was and what business he could possibly have on this dead, barren planet. Worst of all, what could he possibly be doing with the child that sat only a few mere feet away from you?
The child, which had completely slipped your mind, with its rather large eyes, still remained trained on you. You felt that feeling again, the invisible rope that compelled you to move towards the capsule that inhabited the small creature. You blindly followed that feeling until you were just a step away from the child. He craned his neck to look up at you, curious eyes that followed you, waiting for a moment. He cooed once more before raising his tiny arm up towards you.
You hesitated. The man seemed rather upset before when you were near the child, and you had the bruise on your arm to show for it. He was protective of what you assumed to be his son, and the last thing you needed was to make him upset again. At the possible detriment of his taking back his deal and leaving you abandoned on the planet, you wouldn't allow yourself to touch the child in front of you. You whispered softly, "I'm sorry, but I don't think I am allowed to touch you."
The child whined, his arms reaching even further in desperation to get closer to you. He whined louder when a moment passed, and he continued to strain himself to find his way from your remote form. "Okay," you reached your hand out towards him, scared that if he reached any further, he would tip and fall out of his holder. You let your pointed finger slide into his open hand, his hold wrapped around it. The oddly firm grip from the tiny creature took you by surprise. The feeling of his slightly sharp nails grazed softly against the tip of your index finger. This small action placated the creature, and he let out a rather happy coo at the newfound contact between you.
With his grasp still on your finger, you lowered yourself onto your knees to let yourself be at eye level with the child. His eyes never left yours, and you took this opportunity to get a better view of the small creature before you. You had never seen anything quite like him before. The green, wrinkled skin made him seem like he should be older than he truly was. The light from above the two of you allowed you to see the light wisps of hair that sparsely coated his head. Those dark, expansive eyes were actually quite bright in this lighting, as they reflected everything the small child held in its gaze. Right now, you could see yourself in his gaze. And despite your best judgment, you felt slightly embarrassed by your disheveled appearance. With your free hand, you went to swipe away the dirt that had painted across your cheek. Your hair was tousled across the top of your head; the makeup around your eyes was smudged. If only your mother could see you now, the look of disgust she would give you for looking anything less than perfect. The child before watched as you readjusted your appearance, as he reached his other hand out for the cloth that descended down past your head. His small, three-digit claw wrapped around the sheer fabric, and you watched the way he slowly moved it back and forth in his hold. His eyes were trained on the way the light caught the gems carefully sewn into it. He squealed in delight as the light came and went with the smallest movement of his hand. A small laugh slipped past your lips; a small smile bestowed the shape of your lips. Your eyes watched the way his face contorted into one of joy at the simplest pleasure of the veil that brought you so much pain. "Do you like that?"
The child moved his eyes away from the fabric that remained in his sturdy hold. His other hand let go of its grasp on your finger to now reach out to your face. You shifted slightly, allowing his hand to gently touch the tip of your nose. The smile remained graced upon your lips as you watched the way his vast eyes studied the shape of your face.
"We're leaving now."
You jumped back, moving your face away from the child. He let out a disgruntled grunt at the loss of contact with you. You remained seated on the floor, the gown pooling around your form as you looked up at the man with wide eyes. You went to quickly apologize for touching his child, but before you could, he was already gone; you assumed to the cockpit. The child mewled, both arms outstretched to you as he opened and closed his tiny fist in your direction.
"I don't know if I'm allowed to pick you up, honey."
He whined in response and continued his restless movements with his fist. You glanced at the ladder that the armored figure disappeared into. If he truly had a problem with you being near the child, he would have said something. Surely he had to see the child touching your face before. If he had any issue with it, you assumed he would have forbidden you from even being allowed anywhere near the creature. You took one more glance in the direction you last saw the man before scooping the tiny baby into your arms. The child babbled happily in the new position in your grasp. You looked around for a moment, looking for a place to rest so that you could safely take off into the vast space. Due to the lack of seating around you, you finally realized why the man emerged earlier. He was not being kind enough to let you know about takeoff; he was telling you to follow him into the cockpit in the most curt way possible. You slowly raised yourself from the ground, struggling due to the child that was wrapped tightly in your one arm. Once you had gathered your bearings, you made your way up the ladder. The door slid open, the light from the windows momentarily blinding you. Beyond the windows lay the vast terrain that you had crossed just moments ago. And there in the seat right in front of the control panel sat the masked man, who didn't even turn to look at you. You knew that he could hear you, the sliding of the door, and the tapping of your heels on the metal panels beneath you giving your position away. You glanced at the seat on the man's right, seeing a makeshift carrier for the creature. You gently lowered the child into the seat and waited until he was completely nestled into the space before moving to the open seat across from it. The masked man continued to fiddle with the switches and buttons, but it wasn't until the soft click of your seat belt closing that the engine fired to life. He moved the stick directly in front of him, and you could feel the ship's shaky rise off the ground. The ship moved steadily as it ascended further into the sky until the surface became nothing but a distant memory. Once the ship began slowly cruising through space, you truly felt the weight of today hit you.
You were free.
Your eyes felt heavy, and you fought with all your might to not doze off in the seat. A quick washup and some sleep would help you be back in better shape. The man still hadn't spoken to you since you were back on the ground, and you felt your throat tighten up at the thought of being the one to break the silence. You remembered seeing the refresher and a sleeping cot by the ladder, but you didn't want to assume you could just use both without permission. Your father had driven home the idea that you didn't deserve anything unless you were explicitly given permission for it. You stared holes into the back of the helmet, trying to conjure up the courage to ask if it was okay to go, when the man spoke up for you.
"Refreshers downstairs. Sleep in the cot."
With a quick thank-you for the curt statement, you made your way back down the ladder. The first thing you did was wash the grime off your face, using the water to gently remove the buildup. You let the cool water run over your delicate skin, washing away the memories of your expedition. The water dripped slowly from your skin, and you leaned over the sink, resting your forehead on the cool metal surface. Your body felt like dead weight, and it was taking far more energy than it should have to keep your body upright. You removed your head from the surface and stood up straight, expecting to see a mirror in front of you; however, no such thing existed. You guessed it made sense: why would a man who wears a mask require such a thing? You made your way out of the washroom back into the empty space of the interior of the ship. Your eyes landed on the cloak you left behind amidst the interaction with the child. With a quick swoop, the cloak was back in your arms. You moved back to the small cot tucked into the corner. Before allowing yourself to enter, you peeled the pins that held the veil in place from your hair. Without care, you balled the fabric together, tossing it lazily in the corner. The removal of the gems that decorated it would have to wait until tomorrow. You sat at the edge of the cot before swinging your feet into it, readjusting yourself so that they lay in the deep crevice of the small space. Placing the folded cloak at the opening edge of the cot, you finally let your head rest against the scratchy fabric. The mattress, which was nothing more than a thin cloth, barely provided any comfort from the harsh metal surface beneath it. Despite that, after a few moments of shutting your eyes, sleep had taken over you.








