am I delusional, is my gut broken, or am I right?
I have this classmate who transferred the same week as me (which was last october)
he is (extremely...) smart, sporty, idk... the epitome of the smart bright student everyone has a crush on... but he somehow gives me the ick???
maybe because he got transferred to our section because he sa'ed 3 fucking women? maybe...
we became friends around the end of 2024 for being press con buddies, shared smartypants experience, and because we're new to that section.
after some incidents tho-- like him slapping my thighs "as a joke", him randomly saying "I love you" once, and him randomly caressing my back once-- I kept my distance from him (which I started just this start of 2025)
ever since I that huge distance, I can't help but notice his eyes always staring at me.
one time after science class, I was tying my hair and I noticed him staring at me with that specific glint in his eyes in which I familiarized because I saw those same eyes with my exes (also he was hitting the palm on his chin pose, like he was admiring me??)
so like naturally, I panicked-- does he have a crush on me? probably?????
I ranted this to my classmates. some (or dare I say all) of them told me that "I'm so lucky" if he does have a crush on me... LIKE NO, THAT'S A LITERAL WOMAN TOUCHER THERE
a friend of mine suggested that I might be getting lusted on?? and that made me worry so bad
idk guys, I think I'm paranoid or delusional, what do I do?