This honestly like a diary/vent account in a way I just need somewhere to talk about my thoughts and feelings in a non judgmental environment.
I’m new in the Radqueer community
༺♰༻ Main Fronters:
(Arlo⭐️ He/They)
(Jason🧨 He/Him)
(Aurie/Auriel🕸️ He/They/Bite)
(Damien🪓 He/Him)
(Eddie📼 He/They)
(Hela/Helaena🪱 She/They)
(Kurt💙 He/Him)
༺♰༻ DNI: Racists, Homophobes, Xenophobes, Transphobes, Anyone Pro-contact or Anti-consent; animals and children can’t consent if you disagree, go fuck yourself.
༺♰༻ Null: Doubles, Human Aging, Stalker, Pain, Anemia, Guilty, Nausea, Medicated (I hate taking my meds), Migraines, Dysphoria (I want that bitch GONE)
༺♰༻ Interests: Supernatural, Hunger Games, Bugs, Animals in general, Anatomy, Marvel, Star Wars, Stranger Things, Music, A Song of Ice and Fire, TWD, Slasher films, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, other video games, Lord of the Rings, Law and Order, Girl Interrupted, KMFDM, Carrie, Heathers, Sweeney Todd, a bunch of other musicals, and I used to be into Harry Potter but Rowling is a bitch, I’m getting into Interview with the Vampire and Hannibal.
༺♰༻ Special Interests: Knives, Guns, Dragons, Music, Fantasy RPGs, Vampires, Anatomy, Animals
༺♰༻ Mental Health Diagnoses: C-DID, OCD, C-PTSD, Autism, Hyper-sexuality, HPD, NPD, Generalized Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Depression, Seasonal Depression, OSFED, Pica, Insomnia, and EXTENSIVE trauma but I thug it out. I also very likely have ASPD but I’m not diagnosed yet.
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(I keep updating this because I have terrible memory and forget stuff)
for necrophiles who are goth or enjoy the goth subculture, fashion, music, or literature, or who feel their necrophilia is goth or related to the goth subculture in some way
for trans ids, can you try to explain all the prefixes for IDS?
Ex: CIS-ID Null-Id,, etc etc
yes ! this was planned, but i can do it early :) this will include the basic ones and there will likely be more parts due to how many there are !
Identity prefixes
CisID
Simply put, something that you naturally are and identify as.
NatID / Natural + Natal + Native ID
There are a few types of natID - naturalID, natalID, and nativeID
They all have a similar concept of something that you naturally are. One may or may not identify with this, which is the main different from cisID; CisID means that you identify with the identity while natID doesn't necessarily.
as described by the coiner, the differences are:
Natural (naturally developed): "refers to personality, physical features like weight or strength, or secondary sex characteristics, mentality, developed illnesses or disabilities"
Native (to oneself): "whatever tf you want it to be its just another word with a similar and applicable meaning. i am specifically using it with the definitions 'Existing in or belonging to one by nature; innate' and 'Natural, unaltered, or unadorned.'"
Natal: "thing you are strictly 'born with'. part of the "bodily" thing. not just related to sex, can apply to hair type, skin tone, eye color, disabilities, neurodivergencies, family relations, whatever"
TransID
Identifying as something you arent naturally- a better definition is in this(link) post!
NullID
When someone identifies as not being something, usually something they naturally are but wish to not be but it may also be something they simply wish to never be, even if they are not naturally it now.
PermaID
Where one identifies as permanently something ! This may be due to something they currently experience or something they wish to experience.
XisID
When one is trans- of an identity but prefers to identify or present at cis- of said identity !
Some various prefixes that are mixes of multiple other prefixes:
TrisID: Trans + Cis
TrixID: Xis + Tris (Being trans- something but identifying as tris- said thing !)
Termaid: Trans + Perma
Further research !
on transid.org there is a massive list of a good portion of the coined prefixes ! it can be found here(link)
reminder : natalIDs and cisIDs are not the same thing !!!!
a natalID is any ID you were born as , whether you identify with it now or not . for example , being born Black would make you natalBlack , but it doesnt mean youre cisBlack . just because someone identifies as natalID doesnt mean they want to be treated as that thing !
a cisID is any ID you identify as in a cis way , regardless of if you were born that way or are that thing bodily . being cis can mean you dont feel a need to transition , feel you're already "enough" of that thing , you were socially imposed that label , etc etc . !!
alright so im thinking about cutting you open and taking out your organs one by one and shoving them back up inside you. then when you inevitably die from shock, bloodloss, whatever, i take them all back out so i can fuck your dead cunt while my hands are inside your abdomen holding onto your bones, trying to keep a good grip. ill use your body till it goes cold. sound good puppy? no? too bad, lay down.
I think being hit in the face and being beaten and raped and then being comforted and laying in bed together and being told loving and sweet lies about how it’s okay and it won’t happen again and how sorry they are. All just to calm me down knowing it will happen again. Would fix me ngl..
attraction to the act of hunting, however you choose to define it
🪙 autovenariophilia
attraction to being hunted (i.e. animal for hunter, vampire for vampire hunter, criminal for police officer even, go wild), however you choose to define it
