Levi

long suffering, long winded, short tempered

[bizarreauhavre]

“Memento Mori” book with skull carved in the thickness of old books

[theartofmoviestills]

[mirkokosmos]

[chaialevi]

first time using oil pastels in years

[slowdec4y-deactivated20231011]

[rococ0caffeine]

[terivarhol]

“Waking the Witch”

(Jeseniky Mountains, December 2022)

[chaialevi]

when the lower temperature limit of polaroid 600 film is 55F but it’s 36F out

[chaialevi]

i learned later that the feral horses do shakedowns on Assateague Island because a lot of dumbass people will try to feed the horses from their cars. and because these horses are descended from domesticated horses abandoned on the island they’re not shy around humans at all. had to sit 40 minutes in my car before they all moved. i just wanted to get to my campsite.

[chaialevi]

[chaialevi]

work in progress written in fever.

one night on a provincetown beach.

[chaialevi]

new hair

[chaialevi]

[chaialevi]

life after an eating disorder. experience and advice. you’re not alone.

[chaialevi]

honestly, best writing i have read. i am awe of the writing style, the organization, analysis, conclusions, pacing - just masterful. sharp commentary and critiques of cultures and cinema.

‘Everyone is beautiful and no one is horny: modern action and superhero films fetishize the body, even as they desexualize it.’ by R.S. Benedict [x]

[chaialevi]

• creeping of the slow freeze •

the passing mornings are growing cold

and it’s getting hard to get up, truth be told

the big sad arrives sooner each year, worse tenfold

creeping, consuming, settling into corners and folds

the coldest blanket, a sinister critic too bold

i dread the slow freeze of despair so old

but i’ll enjoy the last of fading light until it too turns cold

[x]

[chaialevi]

Iris van Herpen, runway detail ss2021