Chaos and Confusion

Student - Genderfluid - Bisexual Aromantic

[chaosdemons]

Broke my two year nine month self-harm clean thing. But the sting between my knuckles is so good...

[just-shower-thoughts]

“Sleep like a baby” should be replaced by “Sleep like a teenager”.

[chaosdemons]

Did you mean: feel like the world is going to end and then sleep 13 hours due to mental exhaustion?

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[chaosdemons]

I'm just over two years clean from cutting. Now to feel pain I punch walls and I think that means that I'm not clean from self harm. I'm not clean at all and that makes me fucking pathetic. I'm pushing my friends away. I'm fucking toxic and I don't need to poison the people I love.

[misconsolatus]

[chaosdemons]

my whole body is shaking

[miseryxdespair]

[itsconsumingme-deactivated20210]

nothing and everything 

[damagedperfection]

[henkasuru-deactivated20260113]

Please hit me with a car so i dont have to kill myself i am so fucking tired of everything

[2016ami]

90% what is wrong with me 10% im a queen

[chaosdemons]

90% is this real 10% maybe it is

[iaoae]

a small comic about weird feels

[queerlycarter]

when i’m apathetic due to disassociation, it feels as if all of my emotions are muted, trapped behind a thick glass wall and totally out of focus. i know they are there; i can feel them tapping on the wall, calling through it, but they are muffled. there is no connection and they are easily dismissed or ignored.

[unforgottenstrength-deactivated]

I care for no man on earth, and no man on earth cares for me.

A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens (p.87, Publisher: Barnes & Noble Classics)

[nefasest-deactivated20160809]

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[spokengyal8]

Does anyone else feel like this

[mikefrawley]

Apathy

Shall we share a toast to apathy for though it means you cannot win within its cold and lifeless grasp you’ll never lose ……..never hurt or ever have to cry again