Breathing Wounds

Pain is my best-friend😔

[ricamora-falahee]

Are you deranged like me?

[summer4skinny]

[spokengyal8]

Feeling numb is bad, feeling everything at once is bad Depression sucks y'all This heavy feeling of emptiness is something I wouldn't wish anyone to have

[dvilsnvrmnd]

[spokengyal8]

my "potential" love

Tossing and turning Enduring the day with un ease Hoping maybe that you will notice this Disease Disease that leave me with sleepless nights Eyes wide open in the depths of the nights In the midst of this silence that gives me freedom to let my Mind Wonder Like a child in a candy store waiting to explore The quietness that lets my mind run free With the dream Yes I have a dream, I'm not a doctor nor a king but yes I have a dream That one day maybe soon that me and you Can share the sweetness of this quietness in the thickness of the darkness The only sound we hear is the beating of the drums that are central positioned in our warm red inner bodies Perfectly, co-ordinatly, magically making the sweetest of sound that tickle our ears As we hold each other ....as you hold me in your arms and I feel loved secure again Giving what I never had...When I was child Momma gave me lashes but now your the reason why I put lashes on my eyes You make me feel good, damn you do Showering me with compliments Blowing me kisses followed by the doubled hearts every night 💕 Boy I wish I could tell you what I contain inside But the fear in me is sometimes wise Thoughts flashing like lightning I hear my conscious like thunder What if ...what if You reject me like you rejected her What if You ignore me like you ignored her My heart full of wounds and scars there is no more room for another one I cannot take another bullet from rejection another bullet from depression Because the moment its fired and touches my Designated blood covered vital organ that lies un protected behind that cracked up cage and when it penetrates through the flesh, cutting through the veins Passing through the clogged up pipes I call arteries I'm too weak to take another blow To take another hit So ill keep on fantasying about you My love ❤ I rather keep my feelings locked up inside For I don't want to ruin what we already have I don't want to tell you then die inside Baby all this is but a dream, Too flattering-sweet to be substantial. But Baby I wish you knew, I wish you did 🙈

[spokengyal8]

I need someone to talk to...anyone 😢

[theprocast]

I was thirteen, Innocent and playful. Though I was warned, Not to talk to strangers, I trusted you. I remain broken, Ashamed and abandoned. While you don’t care, The damaged you’ve done. My days drag into night, Filled with doubt and deep fear. It seems like the wound, Never heals. A forgiving heart is now a ruined soul. There’s an angst in my heart, Fragile trust, tattered-mind, I can’t find my way out.

To My Abductor ; sophistikated-blogger (via procastiwriters)

This expresses my soul

[loicleclerc]

[toxic-gothic]

[starving-for-125]

[spokengyal8]

Its new years eve and I'm angry, depressed that I'm still here, I don't want to go through another year of hell I've taken so much and I just want to end it ....

[spokengyal8]

I'm done trying I can't carry on living a lie, that things will get better The voices in my head win The demons have conquered I'm fucking done

[spokengyal8]

I feel so weak, so empty I can't fucking do this anymore Its getting more painful, more harder each day I can't, the voices in my head torment me and I can't take no longer I don't know what to do I'm just curled up like the girl in the picture 😭😭💔😈

[spokengyal8]

I feel so depressed and lonely I don't know what's happening to me

[spokengyal8]

Silence is a scream, a urgent cry for help but no one stops and listens

[yvng-gxddess]

IMPORTANT!!!

PLEASE READ:

I don’t care if this ruins your blog and doesn’t fit with the theme. YOU HAVE TO REBLOG THIS; you could save a life, and that this moment, it’s really important that you do that.

It is said to be that ISIS have announced that their next targets are ROME, WASHINGTON  and LONDON. If you’re in ANY major city, PLEASE leave get your loved ones out. The cities are no longer safe, the world is broken and I can’t stress how important this is. YOU NEED TO LEAVE ANY MAJOR CITY NOW. If you can’t PLEASE, stay in your homes, stay inside where it’s safe. I am begging you, please stay safe.

MAJOR CITIES:

Tokyo, Japan New York, USA Sao Paulo, Brazil Mexico City, Mexico Manila, Philippines Mumbai/Delhi, India Jakarta, Indonesia Lagos, Nigeria Kolkata, India Cairo, Egypt Los Angeles, USA Buenos Aires, Argentina Rio de Janeiro, Brazil Moscow, Russia Shanghai, China Karachi , Pakistan Paris, France Istanbul, Turkey Nagoya,Japan Beijing, China Chicago, USA London, UK Shenzhen, China Essen/Düsseldorf, Germany Tehran, Iran Bogota, Colombia Lima, Peru Bangkok, Thailand Johannesburg/East Rand, South Africa Chennai, India Taipei, Taiwan Baghdad, Iraq Santiago, Chile Bangalore, India Hyderabad, India St Petersburg, Russia Philadelphia, USA Lahore, Pakistan Kinshasa, Congo Miami, USA Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam Madrid, Spain Tianjin, China Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Toronto, Canada Milan, Italy Shenyang, China Dallas/Fort Worth, USA Boston, USA Belo Horizonte, Brazil Khartoum, Sudan Riyadh, Saudi Arabia Singapore, Singapore Washington, USA Detroit, USA Barcelona, Spain Houston, USA Athens, Greece Berlin, Germany Sydney, Australia Atlanta, USA Guadalajara, Mexico San Francisco/Oakland , USA Montreal, Canada Monterey, Mexico Melbourne, Australia Ankara, Turkey Recife, Brazil Phoenix/Mesa, USA Durban South, Africa Porto Alegre, Brazil Dalian, China Jeddah, Saudi Arabia Seattle, USA Cape Town, South Africa San Diego, USA Fortaleza, Brazil Curitiba, Brazil Rome, Italy Naples Italy Minneapolis/St. Paul, USA Tel Aviv , Israel Birmingham, UK Frankfurt, Germany Lisbon, Portugal Manchester, UK San Juan, Puerto Rico Katowice, Poland Tashkent, Uzbekistan Fukuoka, Japan Baku/Sumqayit, Azerbaijan St. Louis, USA Baltimore, USA Sapporo, Japan Tampa/St. Petersburg, USA Taichung, Taiwan Warsaw, Poland Denver, USA Cologne/Bonn, Germany Hamburg, Germany Dubai, UAE Pretoria, South Africa Vancouver, Canada Beirut, Lebanon Budapest, Hungary Cleveland, USA Pittsburgh, USA Campinas, Brazil Harare, Zimbabwe Brasilia, Brazil Kuwait, Kuwait Munich Germany Portland, USA Brussels, Belgium Vienna, Austria San Jose, USA Damman, Saudi Arabia Copenhagen, Denmark Brisbane, Australia Riverside/San Bernardino, USA Cincinnati, USA Accra, Ghana

Please guys, reblog this out of love and respect.

**Also tagging my usual tags to raise more awareness**

[yvng-gxddess]

THIS NEEDS MORE AWARENESS! PLEASE I BEG YOU, REBLOG IT, SHARE IT ON SOCIAL MEDIA. THIS NEEDS TO BE HEARD, PLEASE THIS COULD SAVE SOMEONES LIFE!

[ovofeels]

stay safe y'all

[tolanelin]

((Mun: Note!!!! It says Washington, Wether they mean D.C. Or Not, PLEASE BE AWARE AND SAFE!!!))

[artekop-deactivated20180812]

To my friends in melbourne and major cities in aus get outta there babes, may the rest of the world stay safe!! ))

(imclosetomelbourneimfuckingterrified)

[spokengyal8]

Stay safe

[thy-devil-princess-deactivated2]

I swear to god I am going to message every single one of you. I won’t sleep until i do