Just A Human

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[charliebrenan]

“Lost faith in love and soulmate thing... It’s one big illusion..”

- single life made me say it

[charliebrenan]

Never thought I’d be feeling this lonely. Life is cruel sometimes. I never thought I’d be wanting someone to love me for who I am. Guess I am not lucky though.

Who would love me.. I am not beautiful, I don’t have a beautiful body, I am overweight and ugly. I am a foreigner to this country. I don’t have a steady job. I am still a student. Who will love someone like that.

I am gay and I can’t even tell that to my family. They will never accept me. Who would.. I am nobody. I have depression and anxiety. Who wants to love a mentally ill person.

I feel so lonely..

[charliebrenan]

Just a loner...

[charliebrenan]

To the tiger lily,

You made me wanna do better...

[charliebrenan]

When you learn that her “I love you”s were just words not real feelings, you realize that you were being fooled and she was the toxic one not you.

[charliebrenan]

I was feeling so down last night, so I slept on the floor.

[charliebrenan]

Loneliness hurts more than anything else...

[charliebrenan]

I am like the loner star staring at the moon unreacheable.

She is like the moon, loved by all the stars, she brightens the dark skies, she brings joy and happiness, yet to me she is far away from me.

[charliebrenan]

Is it a crime to love someone and then expect even a little bit of love in return? Can you block the person you loved once from your entire life just because of some mistakes?

[charliebrenan]

Apparently, I am a toxic person

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

It’s never too late to start being who you want to be

[charliebrenan]

Love

makes one

weak

vulnerable

restless,

wanting to

drop on

ones knees,

rip out

their heart

and offer

Love...

[charliebrenan]

I met an angel

There were times

When I was lonely

I felt I’d never

Find the girl who

would love me back

I looked everywhere

Searched every app

Over and over

Again and again

but never found her

Met some girls

here and there

But they were not

meant for me

or I for them

I wanted to stop

maybe she isn’t real

but my heart

won’t let me give up

maybe she’s waiting

On one lucky day

I swiped right

because an angel

stopped my heart

for a split second

Seconds into

Minutes into

Hours into

Days went by

we became closer

She became my angel

on a beautiful night

and said the words

I yearned to hear

for a long time

I made a promise

to myself and her

never ever to

take her for granted

And to love always

until my last breath

[charliebrenan]

Feeling lonely.. 😔😢

[charliebrenan]

Karma is such a bitch

[charliebrenan]

If I am a ship

She is my compass

Her love is my anchor,

Without her

Without her love

I am a lost ship

in the vast ocean of life

with no destination

sailing to unknown horizons..

[danger]