Chocomichi

she/they | 20+ | eng/esp | ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ I draw for fun! Multifandom (anime, ffxiv, genshin, hsr, wuwa, etc.)

[suremaybeiguess]

Wait I’m already crying

[haunted-xander]

Aren't we the same?

[aphel1on]

i genuinely wasn't prepared for og zandik to be dead like i had it in the back of my mind as a possibility but i guess i thought he would've at least found a way to upload his brain into the cloud or something. but no he died at 85, lived a normal human lifespan and died of normal natural causes, and everything since then has been this bizarre house of mirrors. all him but not quite, eerily eternal, cannibalizing his still-warm corpse for scientific insight and then carrying on his legacy for the next four hundred years. but if what they did with it was exactly what he would do we have no way of knowing. we get to know him refracted through a prism, through these versions of himself half-clone half-creation, but we will never know the real him. not fully. this man this monster he lived a human life and died a human death. as finite as anyone else and as much as the segments stretch the concept of "self" they know they are not him. fucked upppppp

[aphel1on]

what is a reflection of a person without that person to reflect. "the eyes i have placed in the dimension of time" omega said in sumeru but he didn't do that. zandik did. whatever their original roles they surely had to redefine themselves in his absence. i think some of them never got there. how else could omega wipe the others out so easily? if no other reflections remain, he reclaims his place at the center, he becomes the one looking into the mirror rather than one of the ones staring out. and there is something so horrifically fitting about how zandik died, looking into all of those reflections one last time and finding no compassion. why would there be? what kind of a life did he live? god. i have to go eat glass

[depsidase]

[azaablue]

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be apart of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

[quasi-normalcy]

We have this interesting situation where we basically no longer have privacy nor the expectation of privacy, but we also don't have community or meaningful connection with others, so we're all simultaneously both completely exposed and absolutely alone, and please understand that when I say this situation is "interesting", what I in fact mean is that it's "nightmarish and I wish I could wake up"

[nata-mata]

[shannanigansart]

Happy olruggio day everyone!

[shannanigansart]

Orufrey brushbuddies 💕✨

[sevequiem]

Old lovebirds... ♥

[driatwo]

You're hardly normal, and you don't cherish life. You just don't want to admit defeat in the limited time you have. Even so, don't I deserve an interesting ending?

[oryunart]

Witches @oryunart

[emilicorail]

Guy who hates himself expects to be treated well by the himselves

[squeakitties]

"do it scared" gets exhausting when you're The Fearful Afraider and everything is scary even when you're in your 30s

[chocomichi]

Is it just me or does the tumblr app keep crashing for anyone else?

[chocomichi]

Had to stay away from Tumblr because I did not want to get spoiled for the latest Genshin patch and I wouldn't have time to finish it until today...

Welp I have thoughts. I can't believe it ended like that lol

[chocomichi]

Like, okay the data in Irminsul was backed up but how are should going to reach Aaru now? Are the ley lines still a thing?

The gnosis disappearing means 100% that the Tsaritsa has it now just not sure how. But like, I'd expect her to start her plan right away yet somehow she's going to wait (presumably) until 7.0?

So Pantalone is not Aurelian. Not sure if I should've recognized his name but regardless he's been around for a while thanks to Zandik.

Original Zandik is dead, the other fragments were destroyed but Dottore divided his soul in 2? All of that was kind of confusing to me. They kept saying that this is the end of Dottore for good but this convoluted setup would definitely allow for maybe one more soul fragment or whatever to secretly remain. Not copium, just trying to understand why that soul splitting thing was necessary. Also how was it different from the excision of the deadly selves? Dottore seems to be an antithesis to many Buddhist and Wuxia concepts but this sounded kind of similar?

[chocomichi]

Had to stay away from Tumblr because I did not want to get spoiled for the latest Genshin patch and I wouldn't have time to finish it until today...

Welp I have thoughts. I can't believe it ended like that lol