ricebowlzz

hopeless romantic spiralling out of control

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I wish I didn't miss you but I do so much so that the reminiscent memories of your smile and giggle bewitch me from head to toe

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I just want the everyday things with someone, to go grocery shopping, on picnics, drawing together, cleaning, cooking, telling each other stories, that's all I could ask for

[michaelbogild-deactivated202503]

“I don’t write poems about her; those are prayers”

— (via michaelbogild)

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now my dreams don't just involve me, they are full of moments of you and me

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when Jon Bon Jovi said "you promised me heavens, then put me through hell"

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half-folded unsent love letters , which will never be read by their intended recipient

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im scared of falling in love again, i don't want to break more than i already have, but i want to, love and feel love, so much

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trying to become, feel nothing, be numb, lose emotions and the ability to be sensitive, I will, I promise myself one day I will, and then I will smile the largest nothingness smile

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i want to forget, forget that i ever met you, forget that we existed together, forget that we expressed, i just want to forget but how can i when there is the constant reminder of how you disposed of me and left me a mess

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crying while thinking about lost love, I feel literal tremors of cracking on the left side of my chest

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i actually brought an empty cd and burned her favourite songs on it to give as a gift(old school) on the 1 year mark, and now it is just sitting here, I want to break it or burn it but I cant even do that, such a sad piece of shit I am.

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man i just wish somebody out there actually respects and means the words "I love you" , "you are the love of my life" instead of tossing them around and butchering their meaning for those who actually believed in them.

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i just see everything heartbreak and shitty thing that happens to me like a plan to further my character development like in an anime, but like how much more ?

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my heart would beat so fast, placing a hand over it could make you think it's alive. as i clench it now, its heavy like dead weight, i can feel it be so heavy in my chest