chris

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈, he/him, 19

[420technoblazeit]

they didn't kiss but their destinies are intertwined forever. they didn't kiss but in every universe they find each other and only jayce can make viktor understand his faults. they didnt kiss but jayce doomed viktor to his fate as the machine herald and then saved him. they didn't kiss but their love literally saved the world

[laughy-sapphy-blog]

“Didn’t you try to kill him?”

“The greatest thing we can do in life…”

“…is find the power to forgive.”

[homoidiotic]

"Tranz Portraits" by Del LaGrace Volcano, from the book Sublime Mutations

[cheaphalloweencostume]

not to get too deep on main but did anyone else have such deeply rooted issues with their self worth for so long that they thought as a kid/teen that their only redeeming feature was being “low maintenance” and now as an adult you give yourself guilt pangs asking for any more than the barest minimum in virtually any relationship because asking for things might negate your only good quality which is just “doesn’t ask for things”

[splickedylit]

#you don’t believe you can be liked so you settle for being useful 

[chrissometimes]

i feel like now more than ever it’s important to be proud of you are and who you love.

i feel, especially me, the need to hide or conceal who i am to protect the comfort of others.

but i don’t want to, why should i?

the people i am protecting do not care about my rights, or my feelings, or anything. they don’t care about me.

so why should i hide the part of myself that i should be proudest of?

i am a, proud, gay and trans man. i love my boyfriend and i love my body. my beautiful trans body.

[chrissometimes]

sometimes i worry that my lover going off to college will be tough, with the distance and all.

but i think of all we’ve been through, from then to now, and i don’t worry anymore.

my love for him is everlasting. no amount of distance or time can ever break it.

i’ll still look into the world and see beauty, because you are beauty.

at the end of the day we still look up and see the same moon in the sky.

and at the end of the day, and the start of the day, i will love you. forever and always.

[lovesick0cupid]

"imagine liking men" is dumb have you ever seen a mans happy trail. Good Lord

[chrissometimes]

i met you on accident, but i love you on purpose.

[chrissometimes]

i may think of you softly from time to time, but i’ll cut off my own hand before i ever reach for you again.

[blu-straydog]

I love chubby men so much

[chrissometimes]

“do you think we’re lovers in every universe?”

darling, i think we’re lovers in every field of existence.

my soul is tethered to yours. no universe, or dimension, or galaxy, or lifetime, or even death, can keep me away from you.

if i am able to breathe, wherever i am, i know i will love you

[chrissometimes]

everything is gonna be ok. sit outside and eat a banana with me. never forget that i love you

[chrissometimes]

16. it’s my 16th birthday.

i can’t believe it. i made it this far. i didn’t expect to be so happy with where i am, given all the hell people have thrown at me. i’ve survived and grown as a person through all i’ve been through in my life, and i can’t be prouder of myself.

a year ago today, i wouldn’t have believed you if you told me i wasn’t in that toxic relationship anymore, but instead, with the two pretty boys i accidentally fell so hard for.

two years ago today, i wouldn’t believe you if you told me i no longer spoke to those people who did nothing but make my life miserable, and found a way to rely on myself for my own happiness.

and lastly, 10 year old me. if you would’ve told them that they’d grow into the man he knew he could always be, he wouldn’t believe you. and if you told him he’d live to have his first kiss, his first heartbreak, his first date, his first time (that he actually enjoyed), his fourth coming out, and his first time driving. he wouldn’t have believed it either.

so little me, and past me, i am so proud of you. and you’ll make it to see your 17th too. i never stopped loving you. keep your head up.

[chrissometimes]

love is real. i saw it once outside my window. it smiled and waved at me, so invited it in. we sat together and drank tea. it told me i deserve to be loved, and feel loved.

so i told the people i love most that i love them, so love will visit them too.

love came back the next day, it told me it was sent here, and it all made sense.

[chrissometimes]

our love is like a hozier song.

it’s calming. you can feel it flow through your heart and soul until it’s calms your racing thoughts.

“no grave can hold my body down, i’ll crawl home to her.”

“honey just put your sweet lips on my lips, we should just kiss like real people do.”

“the way she shows me i’m hers and she’s mine.”

loving you you is like loving the forest. the moss, the sun, the moon, the leaves, the trees.

you make me appreciate the world around me more, and for that, i can’t thank you enough.

[moth-in-the-broth]

trans masc autumn is coming make sure to plan your cute spooky dates

[plumslices]

“Saying i love you every minute lessens the meaning” um to YOU….freak.

[silvadraconis]