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system doubting until i’m on pinterest and decide maybe ill make a board with sections for everyone to make their own to hopefully coax them out and then seeing a picture and hearing clearly and loudly “Oh that’s just like shark” and caught myself putting on the board before noticing and realizing it was not really me doing it

#mission log #like oh okay cool #who the fuck was that #and why couldn’t he tell me that #it was a young voice #i’ve never experienced that clearly before #except when someone yells ‘i would not fucking say that’ at me #which like how am i meant to know what you’d say ? you’re not talking IM talking #wish could tag w a name but idk who tf i am <3 light and love #plural #system #maybe #probably #some shit is going on

leathersys

so... we may have made something.

have YOU ever thought like this?????? i know WE hate the current plural diagnostics!!!! so! WE MADE OUR OWN!!!!!!!

it's 50 questions long, you can receive a total of 56 points!

it's unfortunately hosted through google forms for now unless we find something better...

*Due to how Google Forms is built, your "System Percentage" is shown as your amount of correct answers. Plural systems typically get a score

we are not doctors, do not take your result as medical advice.

feel free to reblog with your result!

note: if you're a system and got under 60%, let us know! the 60% minimum is based solely off of, like, five non-system takers. we're working on getting a bigger sample size!

BIG EDIT I REALLY HOPE PEOPLE SEE THIS: please read this reblog if you have a concern about the nature of the questions!!

#50 out of 55 #………#obviously NOT a diagnosis or anything concrete even mildly #but. laughable nonetheless #said the same shit abt autism and well!

melancholic-whimsy

they hate me for my flat facial expressions and inability to contribute to conversations

#idk the name to use #but yes #gets us in trouble because suddenly i’m a dick #but i’m simply not masking big bubbling and smiley.#unfortunately for me it’s anger or neutral. so i tend to just lean on neutral #oh well

leathersys

guy with disorder: why am i experiencing symptoms of disorder

#literally #when i’m saying something and hear a voice go ‘i would not fucking say that’#others art

someone order 2015 esque vent art 🤩

#monkey w finger in mouth i don’t knowwwww #everything feels bad ! and wrong #and it feels like there’s an evil jester taunting me and begging me to do something stupid #vent #idfk what to tag this #system comic #?#plural

hate being angry. doesn’t even feel like my anger. i’m trying to not give a shit and some evil devil on my shoulder is begging me to start biting.

#mission log #idfk #this is just complaining

i say i don’t have memory barriers and then come across an account thinking they’re cool and i should follow and i already have. right…right. okay !

#plural #mission log #like sure.

i think i’ve seen other systems talk about this but it’s funny when I leave work where i remember a sense of exhaustion if nothing else definitive about the experience and then getting home and it’s like i’ve woken up properly for the first time and i have a bizarre amount of energy.

#like i know the body was just tired.#i felt it. in a way #like my hands were on the feeling of exhaustion instead of feeling it internally if that makes sense #i dunno #but anyways #getting a second wind like i was napping all day at ten pm #but i’ve been working all day #or something idk #mission log #osddid #osdd system #system

guy who suspects he’s a system voice: no yeah i just really like the doctor. No particular reason. how every so often their face changes to better match the person they are at that time. How they’re effectively one person but they look and act differently, and each iteration exists as a response to the other versions. again! for no reason.

#doctor who #system #i genuinely don’t know if this makes sense to everyone else #but #the doctor deeply resonates w me and specifically the timelord biology of ‘turning into a new person’ to survive death #anyways #mission logs

intro ? don’t know what’s happening in me noggin but easier to process it all assigning it to others. surely this means nothing.

#comic #system comic #plural #potentially #monkey w finger in mouth i don’t knowwwww #colors/sonas likely to change as i (we?) slowly sort out what’s going on #and work to get back into therapy #but uhhhh #yeah. hi! i suppose. l #blue #pink #yellow #green

having an episode so bad the seven year old who was being sexually abused takes over the body is crazy bro he doesn’t know what’s happening he thinks it’s still 2008! He doesn’t even know about Obama yet!

#ptsd #plural #maybe #probably #mission log

uhhhh system? blog ? i don’t know. comic/diary blog of sorts! putting things down somewhere. idek what’s happing in my head or who else might be in here but. wanted a place for the thoughts

#plurality #<- ig ?#maybe.#probably.#diary moment more than anything #mission log #<- text post tag

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