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I hope it's okay if I request Splendorman x a sassy fashion designer reader? As in reader adores being the center of attention and has a very bold style, but is also very easygoing.
I really love your writing style! Please remember to take care of yourself 🫶
Main Characters: Splendorman and fashiondesigner!Reader
Secondary Characters: Trenderman
W/C: 1,578
A/N: you're so sweet! and thank you <3 i'm sorry that took me SO long to write this. please enjoy!
FIRST MEETINGS
Splendorman had been invited by Trenderman to a party with some fashion designer friends of his brother;
And that's where he met you;
At the beginning of the party he was a little agitated, the only company he usually receives is from children or his brothers;
He also knows nothing about fashion;
Most likely Splendor will try to talk mainly with Trender;
Trender figures it out pretty quickly though, and, seeing that you're the most easygoing person at the party, he decides to introduce you to his brother;
At first Splendor is a little confused... you're only talking about yourself;
However, he is too kind to interrupt you and will therefore listen to your entire speech;
At the end of the party he will, involuntarily, know everything about you;
He will then talk to Trender to ask him about you;
Trender informs his brother that you are very chill but, somehow, a self-centered person;
But he doesn't inform Splendor that you also have a sassy personality;
Of course Splendor will find out for himself!
However, after the party, he doesn't see you for a long time since he doesn't frequent the fashion field;
One day he goes to visit Trender and finds you chatting about something related to fashion;
Trender invites him to sit and join their tea break;
And could Splenderman ever refuse?
Obviously not so, internally disconsolate, he sits next to you on the sofa;
The situation comes to a head when you realize that Splendorman isn't listening to your words at all;
You will have a lingering frown on your face;
And the two brothers notice it;
However Trenderman has to leave you and his brother alone as he has to go make tea again;
And the situation degenerates;
Given your egocentric and sassy personality, you begin to accuse Splendorman of not paying attention to your words;
He tries to explain that he was listening but simply didn't know how to respond since fashion isn't his thing;
The situation is resolved with Trenderman helping his brother to explain;
The "tea break" ends awkwardly;
DEVELOPMENT OF FEELINGS
Trenderman absolutely wants to make you reconcile;
So he will try to invite you two to the events he organises;
Being the proud person that you are, you will not apologize first;
Splendorman will speak to you privately and apologize;
(even if it's not his fault);
You start going out together, initially as friends, and, speaking not only about fashion, you get along very well;
Splendorman finally begins to believe that you are easygoing;
He also thinks you're very pretty, you dress very well and always very elegant;
When Splendor starts to perceive romantic feeling, he doesn't pay much attention to it;
You're very sweet but not his type, right???
When the realization hits him he's a little bit embarrased: he hasn't had a crush in a long time after all;
Splendor will start giving you more and more gifts (he used to give them to you also before but now it happens more often);
He will also shower you with more cute and sweet compliments;
You can understand that something is wrong bc he blushes very often even at the slightest contact;
But it's not really bad to see him get all shy, right?
THE CONFESSION
I'm pretty sure he'll confess first;
Splendor can't keep all that stress inside himself + he doesn't want you to continue to see him only as a friend;
He prepares everything, leaves nothing imperfect;
After all, he already has a plan in mind for how things will go and Splendor's just waiting for you to arrive at his house;
He wants everything to be romantic and perfect, like in romantic films or fairy tales;
He's just a little nervous, after all you're a little late (about 5 minutes but time seems to pass more slowly);
Emotion overtakes him when he hears the doorbell ring and Splendor literally throws himself on the door handle to open it...
... but we are not in a romantic film here.
The door opens with a click and Splendor, all breathless and panting from both anxiety and emotion, looks at you with dreamy eyes. However, the sparkle doesn't last long and is replaced by his worried "eyes" and a forced smile.
Why are you so serious?
Your eyes aren't as relaxed as usual and there's an annoyed frown on your lips. His arm instinctively moves towards you and his hand is about to touch your shoulder but, at a certain point, Splendor stops.
Did you just take a step back?
Splendor quickly moves and waves his hand at you to come in, now he's just like you: very stiff and he doesn't even want to. He watches you as you quickly reach the couch, however you sit in an unusual place and further away from his seat. Splendor sighs internally, not wanting to upset you too much, and silently closes the door, to speed things up he teleports to his seat on the couch. His gaze darkens when he sees you jump as he appears in front of you.
Were you afraid of him?
Splendor coughs and clears his throat. "I called you here to tell you something very important, my dear...". He wants to continue but stops when he sees you shaking and crying. He's really lost, and while he's good at comforting people, he doesn't really know how to act around you. After all, he had never seen you cry. The minutes pass uninterrupted, the silence of the living room is broken by your curses and sobs. "...do you want to talk about it?" Splendor tries to lighten the air that is too thick with unhappiness and tension. "I know what you want to talk about..." your voice is low and entremely shaky than usual and, at your words, Splendor panics.
Do you know everything? How? Trender told you something?
"Oh... really?" Splendor swallows his saliva with difficulty, his throat has become dry and sore in less than a second. He watches you while you painfully nod your head "T-There's no need for your explanation, Splendor... I understand that my p-personality is absolutely unbearable and, d-definitely, annoying... I had already noticed for a long time your efforts to push me away but... w-well, I always thought it was just my impression, I-I didn't want to believe it since i've always liked you... b-but now..." your voice is broken by a particulary loud sob and, after it, you are permanently silent.
Splendor doesn't really know what to do. Should he hug you? Kiss you? The desire to prove that everything you said was wrong is very strong but, rationally, he decides to take his time to explain the situation to you. "Oh my darling, you couldn't be more wrong..." quickly his usual and iconic smile reappears, a tentacle slowly approaches you and rests under your chin, then it gently raises your head in his direction. "I love you... that's what I wanted to talk to you about. I was afraid of rejection but now that I know how you feel I think it will be easier to confess, isn't it?" Splendor chuckles lightly, very amused by the misunderstanding that had arisen a few minutes ago.
After these words no one speaks anymore, you start crying again, against your will, but this time for other reasons and Splendor knows it well.
You spend most of the day cuddling on the couch and you both decide not to discuss the "feelings" issue for now. After all the emotions before you both need a break.
AFTER THE CONFESSION
You start spending more and more time together;
Splendorman is already thinking of living together but doesn't want to force you to do something you don't want;
Even though you don't live together yet, you spend a lot of nights at his house;
You mostly spend time together while he creates some gifts for the kids and you design some new accessories and clothes;
Speaking of drawings: one day he peeks into your notebook and sees all the beautiful sketches:
From then on, he start giving yourself anything related to drawing;
YOUR RELATIONSHIP
Your relationship is, in general, very stable;
Splendor learned how to deal with your sassy personality and you did the same with him;
That said, when you two argue, Splendor tries to resolve the situation as quickly as possible;
He knows you won't apologize anytime soon or at all;
One time you apologized to him two months after the fight, Splendor thought it was very cute that you were still thinking about it;
He knows that you care about your relationship, you just have a little difficulty apologizing, but Splendorman takes on this task very willingly;
You two don't really think too much about the future, Splendor only thinks about living together;
As far as future children are concerned, it is still an unknown;
Starting a family is challenging and you both have a lot of work to do during the days, so at the moment you don't even think about it;
Although Splendor is very proud to have you as his boyfriend/girlfriend, is reluctant to let you meet Offender and Slender, so expect to see them few times or not at all;
Having said that, he is very happy that you are on good terms with Trender;
You are the person he cares about most in the world and the same goes for you;
Base Yandere Splendorman Headcanons: In His HAPPY Mind~ (Creepypasta)
[Hello, My Sexy Muffins! I am back with a new chapter! This one is going to be with the base yandere traits of Splendorman, a good amount of it is how I write him and such since little is fleshed out about him! Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this chapter here!]
(Disclaimer: Splendorman is NOT Yandere in canon! This is just for fun and not to be taken seriously at all! Simping for fictional characters and yanderes is fine! Just do not be illegal or gross about it! You know who you are! You dirty, Flaky, Biscuits! Yanderes are not ideal partners to have in real life, also remember to separate fiction from reality and headcanon from canon! Thank You!)
-Base Yandere Headcanons With Splendorman From The Creepypasta Fandom-
.Splendorman is a cheerful man who loves to help others and bring a smile to their faces.
.He ends up helping kids who are in need and is super helpful.
.He similarly met you, you were not a kid but you were the older adult sibling to a kid.
.You at first did not trust the strange tentacle creature.
.He was smitten with you right away and would not leave you alone, it did not help you lived near his part of the woods.
.So he got to see you plenty of times and got it into his head that he was courting you!
.He is always making little gifts for you and leaving them outside your window.
.He always tries to get you to play with him and stay with him as long as possible.
.He is a stage five clingy yandere that is for sure and he always sulks when you have to go.
.He unlike his brother slenderman does not kill children, in fact, her thinks children must be protected at all costs.
.So he does not understand why his brother kills and eats children.
.He would never understand his younger brother slenderman either.
.In my headcanon/lore out of the four Splendorman is the oldest, then Trenderman or Offenderman (I have not nailed down who is the second and third born) and the fourth born and youngest of the first four is Slenderman.
.Splendorman is still a Grimm fairy type of creature, but he does not hurt children.
.He still has a dark side to him, when he gets mad or angry he can turn downright horrific and murderous.
. Especially if children are hurt, one time he saw a father hurting his kids and it sent Splendorman in such a rage that he tore the man's limb from the limb and bashed his head into a rock over and over until there was nothing left.
.He did not like going into this state and needed the blood off of him as he did not like this side of him.
.It took you comforting him and telling him that his hands protected those children. Yes, the children might be afraid of what they saw, but they would live and that was all that matters.
.Those words that you told him made something in him snap.
.He swore if anyone ever tried to land a hand on you like that he would kill them but even worse than he killed this guy.
.He has a silent vow that he must protect you at all cost and this makes him a very overprotective yandere, that if anyone hits you.
.Even playfully he runs the risk of snapping and going into a blind rage where he would brutalize them for daring to lay a hand against you.
.He had to keep you safe he had to.
.He also would become paranoid at the thought of you being hurt, so he would stalk you more, sneak into your room, and one day might even kidnap you!
.You were the love of his life, his little light and he would rather die than you being hurt.
.If you are the one hurting yourself you can be he will kidnap you and keep you tied down, where you cannot hurt yourself.
.Also he can make sure you are well taken care of and never able to hurt yourself again.
.That is right he will protect you from everything even yourself.
.If you are dating someone who so happens to be abusing you, then you can bet he is going to try and make you break up with them. (Side note he would then for sure kill your partner)
.And if that does not work he will just go to kidnapping you and killing your partner.
.Although it is a toss-up if he shows you the body or not.
.It depends on the day he tells you. Either he not tell you at all, or say he took care of it and not show the body, or flat out say he killed your partner and then show you their severed head!
.It is a toss-up and how he is feeling.
.He would try and stress that everything he does for you is to keep you safe and sound and that you had to accept that he is doing his best to keep you safe.
.If you just trusted him and let him keep you safe then he would not have to keep you tied to the bed and would not have to have you bound to his side when you do go out.
.So those are the many ways he would deal with rivals.
.Other than trying to first ask them nicely to leave, to scaring them off, to straight up murdering them.
.You are the love of his life and he knows he wants you as his and only his.
.His overprotective and clingy nature is the almost perfect combination for him to stalk and eventually kidnap you.
.All it takes is a couple of things for him to stalk you, although he likes to call it watching over you.
.And to also kidnap you, which he also likes to call something else with, keeping you safe.
.In his mind it is for your own good and back to the rival things.
.In his head he would find reasons that a rival is no good for you and is in fact bad for you and a risk to your health and safety.
.So in his mind, getting rid of rivals is his way of keeping you safe and sound.
.He of course would never ever want to scare you and if he does scare you he might break down and that is not good for you or anyone else as he could snap.
.He would confess to you in his idea of a romantic way, with a day full of romance and fun.
.If you accept his love he is over the moon and wants to be with you right away! To bring you back to the creepypasta mansion and make you a part of the family!
.If you turn down his love? Well, he is going to kidnap you, I know I said he would do this a lot, but he would have a reason this time.
.In his mind (Okay not the best reason but it is still a reason!) you are being blinded by the big bad world and it is his job to make you see clearly.
.He believes the world has tricked you and it is his job to protect you and help you.
.He thinks he knows best and he will make you see that you DO Love him and that you are his good Special Darling!
[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS another chapter is done, I hope that you all enjoyed this chapter, and...
What Slender Brother would you like to see next?
Offenderman
or
Trenderman!
Comment below and stay sexy, all of my sexy muffins!]
can you mayhaps do a Splendorman x NB reader fluffy fic 👉👈
I don't personally mind what it is i just love my little baby :3
I’ve never really given splendor the attention he deserves but I gave it my best! He definitely deserves more love! I really hope you enjoy it and thank you for being my first ever request, I love you!!
“Fluff of the forest”
Splendorman x reader fluff
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On this sunny fall day the weather was just perfect, it was a crisp 72°F, a light breeze, and not a cloud in the sky! I decided to go out and enjoy the nice weather, with my favorite light sweater I made my way out of splendor mansion and into the lively forest. I took my normal walking path to a clearing full of beautiful wild flowers, I swear I’ve seen a sunk, fawn, and a tiny bunny running around! “What an absolutely perfect day” I said with a dreamy sigh, I noticed the clearing just up a head and with a big smile on my face I walked just a bit faster. Once I got to the middle of the clearing I took a deep breath enjoying the fresh air and smell of flowers. The sounds of the signing and the light flower from the creek at the edge of the field relaxed me. I laid down right in the middle of the clearing, in a small spot where there were no flowers, I laid on my arms and closed my eyes and just enjoyed feeling the sun on my face. As I relaxed I heard the slight ringing of soft bells as if they were gently moving in the wind, I smiled as I knew exactly who it was. “Hello my favorite forest creature” I said with a smile on my face, a light chuckle could be heard as someone suddenly blocked the sun from my face. I put on a fake pout and opened my eyes. “You know that’s rude right?” As soon as I spoke my façade fell and I let out a small laugh and soon enough Splendorman joined in. “Hello my dearest flower, I see you are enjoying the weather” he said with a soft smile on his face. I patted the ground next to me gently “care to join me on this fine day?” I asked. He happily sat down, one of his tendrils gently curled around my right hand. I let out a happy sigh and held onto his tendril. As we just sat there enjoying the weather and each others presence I felt a hand gently pet my (H/C) hair, I opened my eyes with the biggest smile on my face while looking at the love of my life and said “if my love for you was measured by the amount of stars in the sky, we would have to go through all the know universes and there still wouldn’t be enough stars” I said softly while looking into his eyes. “Oh my dearest, I love you so much that I call you mine” he said back with a small smile.
We sat there for hours just enjoying being with each other, once the sunset I started to get cold. “Maybe we should head home? I’m getting a bit chilly” the light sweater I put on doing nothing against the chill of the fall weather. “I have a better idea” splendor said in excitement while lying down, next thing I knew I was being picked up and laid on his chest. “Let’s star gaze together for a bit!” I gave him a small smile and relaxed against him, my back on his chest and his arms crossed over my body. Splendor was always the perfect temperature, in the heat of the summer he ran cold and in the middle of winter he ran hot. As the hours ticked on we spent time pointing out the constellations to each other, turns out when you are old as time and have spent that time watching humans you can learn a lot about the stars! I let out a small yawn and snuggle more into splendor with a smile on my face I said “this has been the best day ever, thank you my splendor” he held me a bit tighter as I slowly started to drift off into sleep. “Oh how I wish we could spend everyday like this buttercup, sleep well” I heard him say softly before I fully fell asleep while in his embrace.
Could we get heat hcs for Fen and Splendor? I'm just curious how they both manage (or I guess ignore it??) given their polarizing libidos. With or without an S/O is up to you, beloved
I went ahead and actually did both with and without a s/o, I hope you enjoy <3
I'm gonna add a sort of lore stipulation I guess that I haven't mentioned before, that I think the more sexually active and open a being is, the easier their heat is to deal with, and the more sexually repressed they are, the harder it is to deal with.
Offender:
Fen is one of those demons that I feel has his heat care pretty locked down in how he handles it. He knows his body the best out of his siblings, and he knows what he needs to do to get himself through it. When he doesn't have a partner, I think he locks himself up in his house and stays in his bedroom taking care of himself until his heat is over. He'll make sure he has plenty of food and water stored up in there, and he handles his urges himself. One of his brothers might stop by just to check on him and restock his food if he needs it, but otherwise, he prefers to be completely alone during a heat cycle if he's single, because it's a very emotionally vulnerable time and he doesn't want to invite in a stranger to help him through it because he'd be uncomfortable. If he does have a partner, things might or might not be different. If you're not very interested in sex (or having that MUCH sex), he does not expect you to help him at all and honestly encourages you to vacate the house for the duration of the heat if you'd like to. Although, if you're okay with it, it would be very nice for him if you checked in on him at least once a day, snuggled him for a bit, gave him some kisses, and just made sure he's doing alright because it helps him a lot just to have some attention from you. If you are interested in having sex with him through his heat, he will definitely accept your help. He has really very good self-control during his heat (especially after you get an orgasm or two out of him), so if you need to take a break and rest, he can reel himself in until you're ready to continue helping him, or, if you're done for the rest of his heat, he can accept that just fine as well. Like I said earlier, even just being there for a little bit helps him immensely, so even just a couple of rounds of sex could be enough to satisfy him for a single day before he gets worked back up to the point of absolutely needing release. He mostly just wants to be cuddled up with you skin-to-skin, feeling the comfort of your warmth more than he even wants to indulge in the needs of his heat.
Splendor:
Splendor, on the other hand, is the absolute opposite of Fen when it comes to handling his heats. Like I said in my little lore update at the top, when a being is not very sexually active or open, their heats tend to be much more intense and hard to get through. I think the Underworld produces a sort of heat suppressant medication to help beings halt their heat if necessary, but eventually, it won't work anymore and you will have to go through a heat (meaning you obviously can't take the medicine every single heat). Splendor does not like experiencing a heat regardless of if he's single or not, so he tends to take the suppressants as long as he can before he finally has to succumb to it. His heats are so incredibly strong and intense that he cannot care for himself alone, and so if he's single, one of his brothers usually has to stop by once a day to check on him, feed him, and make sure he hydrates, because otherwise he'll just be collapsed in his bed the whole time. If he has you as his partner, things are only even more intense for him. He doesn't mind having sex with you regularly (in fact he quite enjoys it despite his very low sex drive), but during his heat, he's so incredibly emotionally vulnerable and needy that he craves you more than he can handle. If you do not want to have sex with him, it is best that you avoid him during his heat, because while he CAN hold himself back, it begins to cause him physical pain with you being so close and him being unable to relieve himself with you. If you are willing to have sex with him throughout the heat, he'll be incredibly grateful for it and absolutely make it up to you after. I think he'd want you to restrain him (like tying his hands to the bedposts type restraints) because even in his heat muddled mind he's terrified of hurting you with how needy he is, so he wants you to be completely, 100% in control. He only wants to do something if you're willing and able to. The more orgasms he has the more his mind clears up, and the more he's able to get control over himself and relax and rest with you as he'd prefer to. It's a very draining and challenging time for him mentally, so he needs all the comfort he can get from you.
Splendorman vs Slenderman and they both want the same person.
Splendorman who is so sweet and attentive, always making sure they know he’s thinking about them.
Slenderman who is more of the silent type when he shows his affections. Drapes his suit jacket over you when you sleep, leaves you coffee or tea when you need a pick me up.
They’re bothing pining in a sense that doesn’t even make sense to them. Splendorman knows it’s love, he’s seen, heard, read it all before. To Slenderman, it’s ensuring you’re alive. Because how else will your things get done if you’re dead?
Also, poll at the end if you want Slenderman headcanons soon since I know you might feel scared to request them (or may not want to ヽ(；▽；)ノ)
(Also a second and third option for NSFW if you want of Splendor)
Splendorman's mansion is located at the sunniest part of Slenderman's forest, as he wished to stay close to his littler brothers! Unlike Slenderman's mansion, his mansion is always clean and orderly! This is largely due to that he actually cares for the mental health of the humans who "works" under him, although he really just sees them as friends or buddies! His house is brightly colored with all sorts of rainbows that to the creepypastas and Slender's proxy's hurts their eyes so when they are around he tones the colors down.
Splendorman houses all creepypasta children within this household and makes sure all of them are well fed and cared for, he also helps with their emotional dysregulation due to their deaths or what had occured during their lives. This includes Sally, Lazari, Lifeless Lucy, Slender Doll Ally (she still obeys the Slenderman, but she lives with Splendorman as she was only 10 when she was murdered), and Ben Drowned.
He does not necessarily like when his underlings (especially the children) kill other people as he wishes to spread joy, but he is really powerless to stop them—he isn't but he doesn't want to harm them unless absolutely necessarily.
If you are his friend, amazing! He will treat you like any other person who lives at his mansion, that is kindly. He will talk to you about your issues whether that is gender dysphoria, mental health issues like BPD, or just overstimulation. Your room in the mansion molds, adds furniture, and even adds clothing to what you see fit. Food even seems to appear randomly when needed and always seems to be at the right quantity of it. Whether that is the house doing it or Splendor subconsciously doing it, it doesn't matter as it's extremely sweet.
A sign he wants to date you is when he starts complimenting you and calling you a "Goddess". Another sign was when his bells on his tentacles got more ringly and moved excitedly when you were near, almost like he was stimming.
When you are dating everything mostly stays the same, but you have responsiblities like helping Splendor spread joy! You also have to take care of the children within the mansion, and take care of any disputes (they are rare to be quite honest.) You do get mouth kisses, forehead kisses, and cheek kisses, he never does anything or wants to do inappropriate. You think that he must've not been born with that desire... Or so you think.
Toby has a freckled face + sun spots and more freckles on his shoulders, back, arms, and legs.
He seems skinny under his baggy clothes, but he's really lean muscle. He's stronger than he should be because of his abilities as a proxy.
That boy is not tall and nobody can tell me otherwise. 5'6" (167cm) max.
Because of the gash in his cheek, he's usually got some drool on his face when it's not covered by a bandage. He only makes an effort to wipe it off sometimes.
Eyebags + dark circles for days. This is canon, I know. Even on the rare occasion he sleeps a normal amount, he still looks like he's been awake since the Stone Age.
Self-inflicted scars on his upper arms. They're messy and don't look to be made with self-preservation in mind. He knows he can't feel it, it's just for the love of the game 😭
All his clothes are either cold neutrals, some shade of brown, or black. They're also all dirty with blood stains or mud and have weeds stuck into the fabric.
His fingertips are very uneven because they're made of scar tissue from his anxious habit of biting his hands. He has parts of fingernails missing too.
His skin is a bit tanned and always sort of clammy looking, even if he isn't physically feeling sick.
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》 PERSONALITY TRAITS + HABITS
He is SOO annoying omg. He loves to press people's buttons. If he knows what'll annoy someone, it's wraps. He's laughing about it all giddy too.
He's not keen on cleaning up after himself. That's not to say he's entirely unorganized, it's just a total mess that only he can work through.
Super curious about things. He wants to know stuff so bad.
Unfortunately, he's pretty forgetful. Sometimes it's just in one ear and out the other with him.
Absolutely despises being assumed to be idiotic or incapable in any way. Because of the memory loss, he doesn't know why and assumes it's just a natural pet peeve of his (it's because of the bullying.)
Soooo bad at masking his emotions. He's trying his best okay? 😓 When he's feeling something, EVERYONE will know about it whether he likes it or not. (He does not.) He feels things very strongly and will split on people when it's too intense for him.
Terrified of being vulnerable despite being the most vulnerable guy you'll ever meet. Those muscles aren't fixing that emotional trauma sorry bud.
Taps his fingers on everything he can. Tabletops, countertops, trees, himself, other people's shoulders, you name it he's tapping his fingers on it.
Doesn't sleep well. Whether it's his hyperactivity, mood swings, nightmares, or just him not wanting to sleep, he is staying UP.
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》 TICS
1. MOTOR TICS
Obviously he has a canon neck twitching tic. He twitches to the right side. It's harsh on his neck, and he can feel the pressure in his muscles and joints even if he can't feel the actual ache.
Another canon tic is bending backwards, but I raise you throwing his head back so hard that it just ends up making him bend back a bit. Again, this one gives him "aches" that he just feels as pressure in the back of his neck and upper back.
Two hard blinks in a row. That's it.
Lifting his left shoulder up to his ear.
Hard face scrunching.
2. VOCAL TICS
Low, short hum.
Tongue clicking.
Speech blocking tic (acts like a pause in his speech, usually followed by a motor tic.)
Long high-pitched whistle.
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》 INTERESTS
Hatchet-throwing. Come ONNNNNUHH. He LOVES practicing his technique. He's got specific trees he likes to practice on.
Cooking. He doesn't remember this, but he picked up cooking from Lyra. It feels special to him and he doesn't know why. He's not great, but it's calming for his overactive nerves.
Drumming. He doesn't know how to do it at all, but drums are his favorite part of music. He tries drumming on things with sticks privately (he's embarrassed.)
Experimental rock, alternative rock, glam rock. Anything with funky samples, a cool, groovy instrumental, surreal lyrics, he's into it.
He also likes emo. Because I said so.
Making fires. He likes being able to control them, and he's not scared of the heat, so it's just fun for him.
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》 AUTHOR'S NOTES: Yay!! First post! I feel really strongly about Toby's portrayal's accuracy ESPECIALLY his Tourette's as a Tourettic myself. Huge and gargantuan pet peeve of mine to see people butcher my man. I hope you enjoy my headcanons, and please keep in mind they are MY headcanons, so yours can be different and that's fine. Thanks for reading until here. Requests are OPEN and a pinned post is IN THE WORKS!!! Cya next time,
-PARIAH
Tagging mootie [ @citri-ismylemonad3 ] to feed our mutual Toby obsession 🫰🏻 Love ya Cami
If you bind, he's helping you get it on and off whenever you need. Tight binder fabric is no match for that proxy strength okayy 🙂↕️
He's also NOT letting you bind for longer than 8 hours. He's got a timer and everything, so you don't damage your ribs or breast tissue. There will be NO unsafe binding around these parts.
If you don't or can't bind for any reason, it doesn't change how he sees you at all.
If you're dysphoric from your body figure or curves, he lends you his clothes. Not because he can't keep his eyes off you in them, of course... just to help you feel better.....👀
If anyone misgenders you from your appearance, voice, literally anything, he's SO quick to correct them. He's glaring directly into their eyes, almost instantly telling them "He's a boy."
He will keep this up as long as he has to until nobody misgenders you.
If you have long hair for any reason, he loves to practice hairstyles on you. He's to embarassed to admit anything so he'll tell you it's for hand-eye coordination, but he just loves the feeling of your hair in his hands.
If you have short hair for any reason, he's grabbing your head and ruffling it up whenever he gets the chance. He thinks it's cute.
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》 POST-MEDICAL TRANSITION
Post-top surgery, he takes care of you for WEEKS. He's putting any and all cooking and baking skills he can remember to work and bringing you whatever food you need.
Pain medication is always on him somewhere just in case you're hurting during recovery. Sometimes multiple bottles because he forgets that he's already got one.
Once your chest is healed enough, he's all over you. He'll be tracing his rough fingertips over your incision scars as carefully as he can, admiring your new body, finding clothes he thinks you'll like to wear now.
He's a curious man, so he likes to sit and watch you do your testosterone shots or apply gel. He'll offer to do it for you just to see what it's like.
Hearing your voice get deeper and more like you is his favorite. He could listen to you talk about basically anything because he loves it so much.
Painful/sensitive bottom growth also has him keeping those painkillers in his pockets all day.
He'll try his best to help. He doesn't have much understanding of pain itself, so he hates seeing you uncomfortable even more since he can't grasp how bad it is for you.
If you choose to grow your facial hair, he's feeling it 24/7. Cupping your face, rubbing it, kissing it.
Still loves seeing you in his clothes.
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》 GENDER DYSPHORIA COMFORT
Toby is constantly making an effort to make sure you know he sees you as male.
If you get your period, he's doing even more. Maybe a little too much, but he's got the right spirit.
"You're s-suh-still my boyfriend, d... don't be an idiot [name]. It's just a per-peri-period. A week isn't gonna change that you're a boy."
He'll encourage you to step out of your comfort zone too. If you enjoy something that makes you a bit dysphoric, he'll reassure you.
He makes sure to use masculine-leaning compliments or names for you.
Steals Buys men's clothing for you in whatever style you like most. He does a little digging to find out your favorites, what you've been wanting, what would make you less dysphoric.
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》 AUTHOR'S NOTES: 2nd post done! Idk how much of my audience is trans but there's a LACK of stuff with trans men in mind. I hope i could deliver 🫰🏻 As a side note, just because the reader in this suffers from gender dysphoria, that does NOT mean it's a requirement for being trans. Transmeds are not welcome here ever. Also I had to rewrite this like 3 times because it just wouldn't save to my drafts..... tumblr's out to get me. Anyway, enjoy. Cya next time,
Toby has a freckled face + sun spots and more freckles on his shoulders, back, arms, and legs.
He seems skinny under his baggy clothes, but he's really lean muscle. He's stronger than he should be because of his abilities as a proxy.
That boy is not tall and nobody can tell me otherwise. 5'6" (167cm) max.
Because of the gash in his cheek, he's usually got some drool on his face when it's not covered by a bandage. He only makes an effort to wipe it off sometimes.
Eyebags + dark circles for days. This is canon, I know. Even on the rare occasion he sleeps a normal amount, he still looks like he's been awake since the Stone Age.
Self-inflicted scars on his upper arms. They're messy and don't look to be made with self-preservation in mind. He knows he can't feel it, it's just for the love of the game 😭
All his clothes are either cold neutrals, some shade of brown, or black. They're also all dirty with blood stains or mud and have weeds stuck into the fabric.
His fingertips are very uneven because they're made of scar tissue from his anxious habit of biting his hands. He has parts of fingernails missing too.
His skin is a bit tanned and always sort of clammy looking, even if he isn't physically feeling sick.
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》 PERSONALITY TRAITS + HABITS
He is SOO annoying omg. He loves to press people's buttons. If he knows what'll annoy someone, it's wraps. He's laughing about it all giddy too.
He's not keen on cleaning up after himself. That's not to say he's entirely unorganized, it's just a total mess that only he can work through.
Super curious about things. He wants to know stuff so bad.
Unfortunately, he's pretty forgetful. Sometimes it's just in one ear and out the other with him.
Absolutely despises being assumed to be idiotic or incapable in any way. Because of the memory loss, he doesn't know why and assumes it's just a natural pet peeve of his (it's because of the bullying.)
Soooo bad at masking his emotions. He's trying his best okay? 😓 When he's feeling something, EVERYONE will know about it whether he likes it or not. (He does not.) He feels things very strongly and will split on people when it's too intense for him.
Terrified of being vulnerable despite being the most vulnerable guy you'll ever meet. Those muscles aren't fixing that emotional trauma sorry bud.
Taps his fingers on everything he can. Tabletops, countertops, trees, himself, other people's shoulders, you name it he's tapping his fingers on it.
Doesn't sleep well. Whether it's his hyperactivity, mood swings, nightmares, or just him not wanting to sleep, he is staying UP.
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》 TICS
1. MOTOR TICS
Obviously he has a canon neck twitching tic. He twitches to the right side. It's harsh on his neck, and he can feel the pressure in his muscles and joints even if he can't feel the actual ache.
Another canon tic is bending backwards, but I raise you throwing his head back so hard that it just ends up making him bend back a bit. Again, this one gives him "aches" that he just feels as pressure in the back of his neck and upper back.
Two hard blinks in a row. That's it.
Lifting his left shoulder up to his ear.
Hard face scrunching.
2. VOCAL TICS
Low, short hum.
Tongue clicking.
Speech blocking tic (acts like a pause in his speech, usually followed by a motor tic.)
Long high-pitched whistle.
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》 INTERESTS
Hatchet-throwing. Come ONNNNNUHH. He LOVES practicing his technique. He's got specific trees he likes to practice on.
Cooking. He doesn't remember this, but he picked up cooking from Lyra. It feels special to him and he doesn't know why. He's not great, but it's calming for his overactive nerves.
Drumming. He doesn't know how to do it at all, but drums are his favorite part of music. He tries drumming on things with sticks privately (he's embarrassed.)
Experimental rock, alternative rock, glam rock. Anything with funky samples, a cool, groovy instrumental, surreal lyrics, he's into it.
He also likes emo. Because I said so.
Making fires. He likes being able to control them, and he's not scared of the heat, so it's just fun for him.
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》 AUTHOR'S NOTES: Yay!! First post! I feel really strongly about Toby's portrayal's accuracy ESPECIALLY his Tourette's as a Tourettic myself. Huge and gargantuan pet peeve of mine to see people butcher my man. I hope you enjoy my headcanons, and please keep in mind they are MY headcanons, so yours can be different and that's fine. Thanks for reading until here. Requests are OPEN and a pinned post is IN THE WORKS!!! Cya next time,
-PARIAH
Tagging mootie [ @citri-ismylemonad3 ] to feed our mutual Toby obsession 🫰🏻 Love ya Cami
