ollie

dianite sleeper agent

[cittrusine]

YOU KISS THE BACK OF MY LEGS AND I WANT TO CRY. ONLY / THE SUN HAS COME THIS CLOSE, ONLY THE SUN. x

ollie / solar

18+, she/they,

carrd, ci boards, bcr boards, collab playlist, oc crash course, twitch channel

[cittrusine]

you guys my period has done something truly horrid to me this month i want a baby so bad all of a sudden

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this feeling has not gone away and i don’t know what to do with it

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i’m like mostly convinced that people that don’t like suguru just do not understand his character

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i like having a bad day and then projecting it onto jude darling . none of my ocs have quite the same amount of allure as he does to my brain when i am in a negative mindset and he is so much worse off for it

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started thinking abt az a little too hard and now im really sad about him again

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hey i know im like probably 20 years later to this than i should have been but i just realized the existence of dinosaurs is actually really fucking crazy how the fuck did they exist

[cittrusine]

you guys my period has done something truly horrid to me this month i want a baby so bad all of a sudden

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playing this game called no stimulation saturday where i turn off all my lights and stare at a wall for 3 hours before falling asleep because work was hell and i need sensory deprivation

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i’m in the market for new hobbies does anyone have suggestions for me so far I have tried rock climbing bookbinding and am attempting to get into furniture restoration and that’s pretty much it

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thinking about saltburn .

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trying to get avatar frontiers of pandora to run on my computer is fighting an uphill battle at this point i need to justify buying a better graphics card

[ingapotejtoo]

hello flightsmp fandom, can i interest you in the purple goddess of balance that tf!sparklez prayed to so he could awaken his funky totally not justice and very purple powers

[coolcattime]

New Mianite headcanon/wild thought discussion time:

So, in general in Mianite, there is very few undead characters. There's a lot of immortal/unaging characters, but not many undead.

There's Tom, Rupert the Grey, S2!Dianite's ghost, and S2!Mianite's army. (If there's any in Isles, please tell me).

Both the S2 examples are linked to gods. Dianite is obviously linked to his own ghost. And Mianite is said to be reviving his own dead soldiers as basically mindless drones.

Tom is obviously a player skin, but nearly all the headcanons I've seen for him being an actual zombie have him being revived into one by Dianite.

Then there's Rupert. Now Rupert calls himself cursed, implying that's why he's a skeleton. But the sentence where he says this is the one where he says people can only get to Ianerea if he's with them. So (though I assume complete unintentional on the writers' part) that statement is bullshit.

Basically, my new headcanon is that Rupert is one of Ianite's previous important followers that she didn't like the idea of losing and made undead either as a response to our to stop his death.

We know that S1!Ianite likes to keep her followers bones so it doesn't seem out of the question for her to use those bones to get the follower back...

[cittrusine]

i had to ban myself from listening to the great divide it was actually ruining my mental health

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just got an hour and 45 minutes of overtime by crying in my supervisor’s office is this what people mean when they say they’re committing time fraud

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my life and will to live are slowly returning to me i’ve worked on a fic consistently for the last three days

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i just hit 11k words on the first chapter :D

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this one goes out to all the girls who are missing someone they used to know very dearly and loved tenderly and would unfortunately still probably turn their lives around for