clandestine weepings

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The Last Hours characters | D&D classes

Cordelia: The Paladin James: The Monk Matthew: The Rogue Lucie: The Bard Anna: The Sorcerer Christopher: The Wizard Grace: The Warlock Jesse: The Cleric Thomas: The Druid Alastair: The Ranger

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TWILIGHT (2008) dir. Catherine Hardwicke

[ecstaticadventures]

‘bread is bad for you’ ‘rice is bad for you’ sorry im not subscribing to the idea that staple grains that have been integral to cultures for centuries are evil. i love you carbs

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[blissfullsnowangel]

idek if i’m bi or not like WTF

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Every time I watch this scene it's like sucking the business end of a sh*tgun bc it hurts so good

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Wow

[pmamtraveller]

Bathroom floor is a mini pool.

[swiapples]

clingy grace

[sersh]

SOPHIE THATCHER Videography by Edoardo Mariano for Plico Magazine Issue #1, 2026

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[bhloomest]

[academic-vampire]

𝔪𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢

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This week I got to decide between taking medication that triggers my OCD, makes me anxious as fuck, gives me panic attacks that last hours, has me crying 5x a day, and makes me suicidal

OR

Not taking it, not experiencing any of those things, but being in such excruciating pain that I was doubled over in my bathroom screaming and retching.

I still chose the second one.

Also this is what it's like to be a woman with endometriosis and it's really fucking asinine that there are no genuine endometriosis treatments proven to work long term but we have research on if women with rectovaginal endo are more sexually attractive to men :-)

Happy Disability Pride Month I want to [redacted]

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Chronic Illnesses as Wings, part 1

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Anarcha Westcott was a young Black girl enslaved in Alabama. After a traumatic childbirth, she developed vaginal and rectal fistulas, a condition that left her in constant pain and shame.

Instead of receiving care, she was experimented on over 30 times by Dr. J. Marion Sims, who operated on her without anesthesia. He used her body to develop a surgery that would later be used to treat white women, with pain relief, dignity, and consent.

Anarcha didn’t agree to any of it. She wasn’t a patient. She was a victim of medical violence.

Today, she is finally being remembered, not as a statistic, but as one of the true Mothers of Modern Gynecology, alongside Lucy and Betsey.

[planstransamanacanalpanema]

Important note from a future nurse: if you are chronically ill, on a lot of medications, even managing conditions on your own, buy a drug guide. Davis's Drug Guide is what they had us buy for nursing school, and I've looked up every single medication I take in it. It helps you understand what the drug is doing to you, helps you understand side effects, reasons why you shouldn't take a medication, things to monitor for while you're taking a medication. It's not perfect by any means, but the thing I've found is that it's helped me guide conversations with providers, nurses, pharmacists, it's helped me figure out what questions to ask. When I've heard people talk about what they didnt know about their meds, what they wish they knew about their meds, it's often in a drug guide.

Out of everything I've learned in nursing school, it is the biggest thing I'd advocate for having in any home, period.

[befuddled-calico-whump]

scrolled past this and thought it was worth sharing! by connorgallic on Instagram

[image text: this feels illegal but when insurance denies a claim I don't accept it. I call and say "I'd like to file a formal appeal". First appeal: denied. I file again. "I'd like to escalate to an external review." External review means someone outside the insurance company decides. They approved it. $6,400 bill became $0. Same claim. Same procedure. Different answer. 80% of people never appeal. 90% of external reviews get approved. They deny first hoping you'll give up. Don't.]