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[nyctoheart]

if you dont like kh coded’s story that’s fine, just know you will have to work twice as hard as everyone else to get me to trust you :)

[breezylull-archive-deactivated2]

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[axel-keybladeviii]

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[nyctoheart]

♥  teasers for the Kingdom Hearts 2020 Planner

[saltycatfish]

Little dude’s ready for Halloween. 🎃

[koukouvayia]

I’ve been playing Kingdom Hearts for the first time, so I drew the boy 

[overheardbyjiminycricket]

“It will be an insanely irresponsible summer. The only thing I plan on not doing is dying and even that is negotiable.”

— Roxas

[0202kurusu]

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[rinmaidtsuoka]

kingdom hearts meme | nine quotes [4/9]

[358dividedby2]

Here, I brought you this.

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evcryopeneye‌:

His words cut. It wasn’t what he would have wished for him, sadness and guilt, were things he didn’t want for any of them. He wanted Roxas to be able to live. To have a life. To be able to…be free.

Yet, despite his demeanour, Sora wasn’t daft, he wasn’t that immature to know that something so large, was going to have a price tag attached. He knew that the moment Kairi had been struck down, that it wasn’t going to be an easy fix, but it was one he would do anyway.

“It’s not wrong.” There was no right or wrong here, there was just…what there was. “You deserve a life of your own, you’re your own person Roxas, with your own heart. You deserve freedom.” It wasn’t like any of them asked for this. He had just…been left with it.

“I made the best choice I could…” it wasn’t as if he had leapt into it without any thought. “It…was the only way out.” He kept telling himself that, as if it would some how flush away the loneliness and the guilt he felt leaving them.

“Is everyone…ok?”

Roxas had a hard time keeping a straight face. These words…Even with his internal fears and insecurities, he had known exactly what Sora would say if he ever voiced them. Sora always spoke with such confidence. Regardless if Roxas really believed everything he said or not, the other boy had so much conviction and hope…it was hard to strike his words down,

“…if you really believed this was for the best, I won’t argue with you,” Of course what he said made the most logical sense. Maybe Roxas disagreed over his choices, but his own doubts made little sense. To one extreme they were even disrespectful toward Sora after everything he’d done…but even so, Sora couldn’t erase his past. For all the days he counted, Roxas remembered every word that was said to him. Every word that cut him down and made sure he remembered where he belonged,

“You know I won’t lie to you,” The mention of everyone else is…harsh. He wasn’t one to sugar coat things. While he had spent the majority of his time with his own friends and distanced himself from Sora’s, he wasn’t blind,

“I’m sure some of them have convinced themselves…but no. I wouldn’t say everyone is fine. Some of them are very…strained…” Roxas himself isn’t sure how things will work out, but he usually wasn’t one to keep a positive outlook.

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Title - Balance

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ventyven‌:

“I am being careful! It’s…not really getting me anywhere though.” He stared at his feet, shaking his head. He’s not a quitter, come on! Ven did what he was told, pushing himself forward – not too fast and not too slow either. It was going good, at least Ven thought so until – 

He felt himself falling forward. One of the wheels must have hit a crack in the pavement, or maybe a rock. Either way, Ven tumbled off the skateboard, with a groan. Really? 

“Owwww.” Ven rubbed at his hands, wincing. He managed to catch himself with his hands, but now they hurt. Just his luck. He looked up at Roxas before hanging his head down in shame. “I…uh…can we take a break?” 

Roxas winced slightly at his friend’s fall. Well. . .gotta start somewhere right?

“Uh yeah yeah we can take a break. Why don’t we just. . .oh! We can go up the hill and watch the trains? I know you don’t come this side very often. . .” He really feels bad that this seems to be going poorly. Honestly he thought Ven would have an easier time. But there really does seem to be a big difference between the air and the. . .well ground,

“You. . .uh. . .oh you can get me back later? Try and teach me how to do some of that flying/gliding stuff?” It’s a basic offer, but maybe it’ll help cheer his friend up.

[chelshiart]

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evcryopeneye‌:

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There’s silence, he can feel them hanging over them. A heavy burdening silence of so many things left unsaid.

“It’s okay.”

Opening with a reassurance, felt like the right thing to do. There was a worry in his chest, that what he had done, was going to hurt people…but, if he hadn’t, then all of the years of fighting, was utterly pointless.

He wasn’t going to let that happen.

“Stop wearing that face, it’s okay now.” It was over, and if that had cost him his own life, in return for all of his friends, for all of the people, on all the worlds, that had saved. Then it was worth it. To be truthful, Sora hadn’t pondered on it, it had just been the right choice.

“You all get to be together. It’s what we spent so long fighting for.”

Roxas didn’t want to speak. He didn’t want to give any life to this fabrication. He hated dreaming; hated sifting through old regrets and hated being forced to deal with his current guilt. Whether this was real or not it didn’t matter. He didn’t like it,

“It’s not okay. And for my own sake, in this place, I’m not gonna pretend it is. . .” For once he’s not angry; just exhausted by his own thoughts. This whole mess should never have happened. But what could he have done differently? Sora was. . .impossible to gauge. He knew the other well, but even so, his actions were always something else,

“You never change. You’re gone, but still thinking of everyone else. You spent all that time fighting with them, and think they’re okay with this? This isn’t what they fought for. It’s not-” Even if this was just one of his dreams, voicing his thoughts any further was. . .difficult. He can’t admit his faults this way.

Roxas let out a sigh,

“It shouldn’t be this way. It’s wrong that I’m here. . .and you aren’t.”

[koukouvayia]

doodles from twitter. last one is vaguely art from my fic feat. babby (13 year-old) roxas and accidental babysitter high schooler axel/lea 

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[khsora]

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Title - Balance

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ventyven‌:

“Yep…baby steps.” Ven sure didn’t feel like he was gonna be going anywhere anytime soon, but Roxas seemed enthusiastic about his progress(?). Ven could only just nod and smile back at him. He didn’t have the heart to tell him he felt too grounded to improve. 

His skateboard continued to go in a straight line, before coming to a halt. 

“Yeah it’s way different,” Ven answered, suppressing a groan. Unlike gliding through the skies, Ven didn’t have anything that could propel him forward. Only his legs could push him, but he also had to consider how steep the ground was and keeping his balance – it was just too much to consider. “Gliding’s a lot different, I guess? Different things to consider and a lot less ground.” 

The idea of less ground sounded worse to Roxas. It wasn’t that he hated heights! In fact, one of his favorite places in all the worlds was pretty high up. But falling. . .that was a different story. Just thinking about being that high up then missing a footfall and. . .ah he shouldn’t think about that actually. Nope, nope he should shake off those thoughts and focus on teaching Ven,

“Well as long as you’re careful, the ground isn’t that scary. . .” he glanced down at the other boy’s skateboard, “So now would be the time to try and push while riding to get up some speed. But it doesn't have to be a big push. Even just a little one would be a start!”