/ᐠ ◞ ᆺ ◟マ

꒰ Don't lie to me, don't lie to me, don't lie to me! I want you to love me even if I'm greedy, greedy! ꒱

[clingitty]

　　　　 　Fraise ♡ 17 ᛝ she ⑅ any cat neos ᛝ transfem

　 　　 　　 lifestyle jirai ( cluster b, autistic, psychosis ）

hewwo ... this is my blog! i'm very ill, obviously, and it will affect how i interact with you. the main thing is dissociation, i greatly suffer with being forgetful and connecting with my surroundings. i'm part of a system so i will go inactive for long periods of time. i also lack guilt, empathy, and sympathy but i still want to be friendly with everykitty. tell me if i do anything that upsets you!

i'm professionally diagnosed with BPD, but i support self diagnosis. only you know your pain ♡

my interests include vocaloid ( DECO*27 especially! ), MILGRAM, Akiyama Enma works ( what jirai doesn't relate to Kokoa or Noa ... ), Love Angel Syndrome, NSO, bizxzera + panda23577667 ... more but they aren't really talked about in these spaces.

do not follow me if you are bigoted in any sort of fashion, 'jiraimaxxer's, just plain rude for no reason, invalidate other's struggles ( includes anti self DX and saying you aren't mentally ill enough if you don't xyz ), demonize any disorder, anti-recovery. I ♡ the block button!

I also would prefer not to be mutuals with those under 16 due to the nature of things I'll post about.

i don't know what else to put uumm ... i will edit this later if i think of anything!

[gaveyou]

[expiredfrillycake]

one day ill disappear and you'll just think im offline

one day you'll be mad at me for one last time

one day ill just stop talking to you

one day ill just stop being annoying

one day ill just stop

[toxetta]

life if i could get away with cvtting my arms

[jirai-syrup-deactivated20250809]

are you SURE i don't gross you out. like are you 100% POSITIVE that you don't find me disgusting and weird. are you SURE you're not faking being nice to me. are you SURE you don't hate me?? like REALLY SURE?? you don't want me dead right??

[bonbonluvsberries-deactivated20]

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god, please make me pretty! please bless me with beauty! I’d rather be pretty and miserable than ugly and happy!

୨ ₊ ┈ ⪩⪨   ┈ ₊ ୧

[mogailesbi]

JIRAI KEI LESBIAN -

lesbian who identifies as jirai kei , or is connected to the style , or wishes to be jirai kei , or just likes it ! etc .

[jiraisupportgroup]

[jiraisupportgroup]

[clingitty]

stamps cause I was bored

the text is hard to read on the pien chan ones but I don't know how to make it more visible while still looking good （；へ：）

[clingitty]

I stopped taking my medication a while ago, it wasn't helping anymore anyway.

[jiraisupportgroup]

[like-ribbons-in-your-hair]

[disrealities]

 ⌕ Landmine Alter . . .

  ╭ An alter that is jirai-kei, holds landmine tendencies, etc!

Event prize for @lovesse ( that was claimed on winecovered ^_^ ) !!!

Made by " Mother " .

[Plain text start: Landmine alter. An alter that is jirai-kei, holds landmine tendencies, etcetera! An event prize for lovesse (that was claimed on winecovered)! Made by Mother .Plain text end]

[d-vewing]

♡ Jirai/Landmine transfem ♡

Pt: jirai/landmine transfem, id in alt

This flag is specifically for lifestyle landmines who are transfemme, made to be a pair with my jirai intersex flag for a specific possible retheme lololol.

Any flavour of transfems can use

[d-vewing]

♡ Jirai/Landmine intersex ♡

Pt: jirai/landmine intersex, id in alt text

Self indulgent lololol, I made an old one but its so fucking ugly xPPP any intersex person can use this except for perisex ""transintersex"" people.

Im making a bunch of landmine flags so expect lots of similar colour schemes :33

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

„everything happens for a reason” what could, possibly, be the reason for all of that