Vent relating to self-shipping and a possible ex-f/o underneath cut. It’s all pretty silly though. I won’t tag this as anything self-ship related so it doesn’t show up in tags. Just me getting stuff off my chest. If you do see this and decide to read, please proceed with caution because it gets a little personal.
I always heard about how bad the Danganronpa fan base on Twitter is. Sure, I knew that going in. I still decided to get more involved in it, and it just feels like such a mistake. Whether or not everything was directed at me, I feel like self-shipping myself with Nagito is wrong. I’m starting to worry he’ll become a discomfort possibly, and I hope not because he’s been my #1 comfort character. Someone sent something to my Curious Cat recently saying I can’t self-ship with Nagito because he “doesn’t like she/hers” and it’s been such a whammy to my heart honestly. And all the discourse surrounding Nagito about whether he’s gay or bi has been so draining. I know it’s so stupid to want to cry hard over this, but I use self-shipping to hang on because I don’t have too much that makes me want to keep living everyday. Self-shipping has been something I’ve relied on for many, many years. But Nagito has been my main for the longest time. I feel like I’m such a terrible person for self-shipping with him and that I deserve to feel this way. And I know that I’m being absolutely ridiculous. It’s humiliating to feel this way. I’ve been deeply considering dropping my self-ship with Nagito for sure. It’ll be so hard doing so, but I suppose that would be the best thing to do in the end?
















