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aes sideblog about near from death note | main: wormworker

[marcianitee]

I miss them so much

[clowntears]

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holy shit i haven't posted here in a million years and for sure have hella posts to delete because of how much my values have improved. buuut anyway, i just watched hellraiser ii (from the 80s movies) and i could swear the death note writers got inspiration for near from the character tiffany.

fair-haired, wears a white buttonup and grey sweatpants (basically, pajamas), and is fixated with puzzles. she's also mostly nonspeaking and nonverbal, and her mom is all like "doctor can you fix her" even though tiffany just finds puzzles soothing, so she's definitely autistic-coded as well.

i would also be surprised if no one has drawn fan art of near with the cenobite puzzle box lol

[wormworker]

matt and mello blowing up near's phone if they'd been alive after he took down kira like

mello: i can't believe i fumbled such a fucking baddie..........coffee later?

matt: YOOOOOOOOOOOO

[texasbama]

I think people forget what fandom is for and that makes me so sad.. Trying to prove that you’re “right” for whatever reason. Who gives a fuck. Enjoy your little show or movie. Enjoy your little fictional characters. Love your ships. Hate characters just cause you can. Hate ships just cause can. Theorize all you want. Be as silly as you want. Who CARES. The minute you start policing what you do/say for fear of what other people in a fandom will say, you’ve lost. The minute you go out of your way to attack others just because they don’t agree with you, you’ve lost. Your fandom experience is for YOU, stop giving a fuck about what others think and stop treating fandom spaces as some kind of moral superiority complex. We’re all just here smashing our dolls together and playing in the sandbox. Lighten tf up.

[gorkloum]

Light and Kira (pt.1)

Close-up:

[scarletbirbs]

Oh boy I can't wait to see what kind of posts are in my favorite character's tag! :D

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[tnridndisnsiswjsjdndznz-deactiv]

Mello posting

[sooperlative]

this is for those who despair over seeing ships or tropes that make them uncomfortable while they do their little scrolly-scroll on ao3, acting like they aren’t responsible for their own internet experience

(alternatively, the back button also works)

[fungi-maestro]

Hm. Your interpretation of this character displeases me. Guards! Take them away! Make them read the source material once more, and if that fails, the stocks.

[wormworker]

some of y'all forget way too often that fictional characters are like... open to interpretation

[imninakk]

[imninakk]

Yammy yammy

[adamfandelmeronia-deactivated20]

i want them to die

[wormworker]

I've had an attachment to fictional characters since early childhood because my family was not emotionally present for me.

My family coldness did not allow me to develop an ability to accept love, to feel intimacy, to know human connection.

I have always been attached to characters based on what I've desperately needed or what I was overwhelmingly feeling with no one to talk to about such extreme anguish; no one to care.

Fictional characters have always been my superficial supplement for the tier of Maslow's Hierarchy that I was never going to have fulfilled. I'm attached to the character dynamics that emulate the family connection I need, interested in "ships" that echo the patience and warmth I would need in a relationship, and to characters who seem to mirror some of the same agony in my life.

These parts of fiction have been my greatest obsessions and the dominion of almost all my special interests. Because they represent what I've always needed to not feel so broken. What I've needed to feel alive. What I've needed to be okay. Things I will probably never have.

Of course it's never enough. It will never be enough. Humans were not built to survive without the real versions of these things.

But I would be dead without this coping mechanism, without this focus.

Undoubtedly, I would be dead.

[rinpa91]

Light is always pretty much a challenge to draw since his expression is usually careful and calculated. I think I want to see him lose his cool, showing a rougher side, cause it’s fun.

[italictext]

More manga panel coloring!! I love Light and Near so much <3

[clowntears]

Dia duit (hi) after forever lol. I'm not sure what to do with this blog now except maybe continue posting aesthetic and fan art posts. I still love Near but, my special interests just work in a way where I'll lose interest in one thing and have all my focus in another. I am, however, mostly active on my Jojo's Bizarre Adventure sideblog, @deusluxuria , and then here is my main @wormworker .

I am not proud of a lot of the posts I've put on here but it feels like too much right now to scroll back and delete them (and is also embarrassing). I'm so sorry if any of them have offended anyone. I have improved a lot as a person and I encourage you to engage with these other blogs if you're interested. Slán go fóill! (Bye... for now!)