what else can i do for love?

will i ever transform into the man god meant to make when (s)he began ?

[clqudiias]

✧. ALLYSON. 22. haitian.

spcncershasting ⟶ clqudiias.

dni: homophobic, racist, xenophobic, transphobic, the basics, etc. especially do not interact if you are a waif/ed blog. please stay away from me. free palestine.

⭑ : color sideblog: @cecilialisbcns

⭑ : visual diary sideblog: @dettaabene

⭑ : writeblr: @hcneymooners

ao3.

[bwvampires]

THE VAMPIRE LESTAT debuts June 7 on AMC and AMC+

[motionpicturesource]

Nocturnal Animals (2016) - dir. Tom Ford

[blytthe]

The hopeless dream of being. Not seeming to be, but being. Conscious and awake at every moment. At the same time, the chasm between what you are to others and what you are to yourself. The feeling of vertigo, and the constant hunger to be unmasked once and for all. To be seen through, cut down… perhaps even annihilated. Every tone of voice a lie, every gesture a falsehood, every smile a grimace. Commit suicide? No, too nasty. One doesn’t do things like that. But you can refuse to move or talk. Then at least you’re not lying. You can cut yourself off, close yourself in. Then you needn’t play any roles, wear any masks, make any false gestures. So you might think… but reality plays nasty tricks on you. Your hiding place isn’t watertight enough. Life oozes in from all sides. You’re forced to react.

Persona (1966) dir. Ingmar Bergman

[claudiadpdl]

i don't care if i sound like a complainer or im beating a dead horse, but all the promotion that tvl is getting—the magazines and episode-breakdown couch convo/podcasts and in-universe commercials and live concerts and tons of alternate previews and fucking fashion designer collaborations—compared to the next to nothing that the previous two black and brown-led seasons got really feels purposeful. like amc got their audience built off of their diverse cast, and now they're shifting to a whiter brand, perhaps what they'd wanted to do all along, and are doing their best to advertise that as much as possible.

[murfpersonalblog]

especially when the pushback is that: "oh, but this is all on-brand for lestat~!" as if there's nothing that can be on-brand to promote louis? or claudia? or armand?

you think POM (putting aside the zionist shilling ofc) couldn't do commercials with armand pulverizing pomegranates in a blender?! SUS!

you think louis can't do audiobooks of excerpts? (those hockey boys did a whole audiobook about frikkin fairies ffs.) people rave about jacob anderson's accent work all the time, yet no one let him do a book reading event for the alphabettery for iwtv's anniversary, or james' baldwin's books for black history month, NOTHING! wwdits got wesley snipes to appear in-character as Blade, and jacob's gushed about Sinners 1000x, and yet NOTHING?! not even a Black vampires zoom call run thru BET, or an Essence magazine cover for halloween when y'all literally mentioned the essence festival in 2x8!? but nope, there's nothing in-character for jacob/louis to do for promo! SUS!

you think claudia/baby lulu can't have an installment as an american girl doll, or a funko, or a plushie? (matter fact: why is all the plushie merch being made & sold by FANS, and not the frikkin company itself?! clearly there's a demand for it!) SUS!

why is it that amc only has bright ideas all of a sudden when it's lestat & sam's the only one present on magazine covers & press events--when back when it was louis he had to always share the spotlight with sam!? this is all MIGHTY SUS, amc.

[clqudiias]

love love meeting caribbean moots ohmgeee hii im jamaican 😭😭😭💘

hello, hello. this is literally the best news of my life. finding a caribbean community on here, and a queer one at that, is everything. not to mention your aesthetic eye is absolutely insane; your blog is breathtaking. so so excited to have you as a moot, you gem. xx

[clqudiias]

omg you're haitian me too!!

hello, hello. nearly started jumping up and down. LOVE finding other haitian people anywhere. ugh love this for us. hope you're doing well, gorgeous. xx

[ashara]

Gods be good, why would any man ever want to be king? When everyone was shouting King in the North, King in the North, I told myself … swore to myself … that I would be a good king, as honorable as Father, strong, just, loyal to my friends and brave when I faced my enemies … now I can’t even tell one from the other. How did it all get so confused?

a song of ice and fire meme: [½] kings/queens ☆ robb stark

[clqudiias]

hii ally!! i hope you’re feeling alright💗 you’re the sweetest girl, i hope you know that. i love you honey babyyyy💗

this made my absolute day today. i love you so so much, thank you for checking in on me. i appreciate you taking the time do so. i'm feeling good right now, which is always a lovely thing, just in the whirlwind of finishing off my senior year and getting home. love you. xx

[clqudiias]

hi ally i saw your other post and i just wanted to know how much i love you, as weird as it sounds. we’re here for you baby🫶

hello, hello. thank you so much, baby angel. you're a star. love you more. xx

[dettaabene]

audrey hepburn on the set of funny face (1957) dir. stanley donen.

[bebemoon]

ulyana sergeenko couture spring 2o26 .

[andromaches]

Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

[lateloversnights]

deva cassel for behind the blinds, april 2026.

[mydivasfan]

Sharon Tate photographed during an interview, 1965

[artificse]

hiiiiiii!! i hope you’re doing okay! i was rereading ur fics and craving more fics with the style of ur writing and so i went to the works u had bookmarked and saw u had a fic saved that was an au of the this is how you lose the time war and im not sure if its okay to send but if u enjoyed that sci-fi au i think u would like this one which is like a super soldier au: https://archiveofourown.org/works/80573881

i thought it was well done and clever! i hope this is okay i just rlly love ur work and like wanted to give back in some way other than kudos 😭 ty for all u do!!!!! - 🪻

the way i jumped!! @clqudiias your fic!!!!!!

also: thank you for sending this! there are so many fantastic writers and stories in the hr tag, i wish i had more time to engage w them. always down for recs 🙏

fucking loveee airgiodslv's works btw. if you're into inception at all, they've got the crème de la crème. i still think about amazing grace and in certain light at least once a week.

[clqudiias]

this just made my day, what a sweetheart. all my love xx

[prettyscar]