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[coh-i]

there is something very heartwarming about coming back here after 10 years and finding out that not only are my mutuals still mutuals but many are still active <33 if u see this i hope u are doing well mwah mwah

[sayruq]

Donate to Hot meals 4 Starved Palestinian Kids in north Gaza, organized by Hani Almadhoun

Do you know what it’s like to watch your family starve? I do. My… Hani Almadhoun needs your support for Hot meals 4 Starved Palestinian

Donate!!!!!! Boost!!!!!

[uvradical]

They are currently at 93% funded as of 3/02/26, every donation helps.

[pocketss]

Summoner is more of a cat person

[catcrumb]

pile of petals

[artandchocolate]

Mahmoud Darwish

[uselessnocturnal]

"my child is completely fine" your child has been reading fanfiction since they were ten years old.

[swarnpert]

don’t ever call me op. you will address me by my full name

[darllng]

obert pobert

[verifiedaccount]

i’m smart-passing

[dailycinema]

Crazy Rich Asians (2018) dir. Jon M. Chu

[notwiselybuttoowell]

[miathermopolips]

[xshayarsha]

“Holding someone’s hand was always my idea of joy. Often before falling asleep — in that small struggle not to lose consciousness and enter the greater world — often, before having the courage to go toward the greatness of sleep, I pretend that someone is holding my hand and I go, go toward the enormous absence of form that is sleep.”

— Clarice Lispector, from The Passion According to G.H.

[cheruib]

in this house we love love and heart shaped things AND the moon

[pathologising]

[sandersstudies]

*sees the icon of a mutual I literally never talk to* oh look it’s my Friend

[dog-teeth]

outfits that say im cute but there is something wrong with me

[coh-i]

Troy, Chad, Harry Potter, Dumbledore, Sirius Black

1. Sirius Black 

2. Chad

3. Harry Potter 

4. Troy 

5. Dumbledore

[coh-i]

All the Heathers Musical asks!!

Beautiful: Describe your high school experience.

Pretty good. Stressful though because IB’s a bitch. but honestly I'm almost done (edit: done ages ago. things were indeed ok) so its ok. after this i feel like i could do anything. The last couple of years have been the best of times but also the worst of times. (edit: life is just like that kid, you get used to it)

Candy Store: What's your favorite type of candy?

literally anything strawberry flavoured tbh. especially those marshmallow strawberry candies 

Fight for Me: Have you ever been in a fight?

verbal only 

Freeze Your Brain: What's your method for coping when things go wrong?

panic 

(edit: rolling with it. if things are going wrong you can’t changed what’s happened but you can change where you go from there. sometimes you just gotta go with it and realize some thing are out of your control.)

Big Fun: Have you ever gotten drunk?

somewhat buy never full on drunk

(edit: yes.)

Dead Girl Walking: Have you ever had sex?

nope

(edit: again, yes.)

The Me Inside of Me: Would you consider yourself popular?

lmao not at all

(edit: i don’t know about popular but i get along with basically everyone i know)

Blue: Give an example of a time when you were in a bad situation.

i let a person Im friends with do stuff with me i didn’t really want to because I can't say no 

Our Love is God: Is there anyone you'd kill for?

yeah

My Dead Gay Son: Has anyone ever surprised you with what their sexuality is?

yes

Seventeen: What's a casual activity you like to do with friends?

watch movies or talk

(edit: still true but i also like just sitting on call with them or going for coffee)

Shine a Light: What's something you're afraid of?

abandonment 

(edit: wow alright there edgelord i’m going to go with caterpillars)

Lifeboat: Are you more independent or dependent?

dependent its awful

(edit: id like to say i’m independent now. at the very least i’m more independent than i was)

Shine a Light Reprise: Have you ever been bullied?

not really

(edit: lies i was bullied as a child for being asian)

Kindergarten Boyfriend: When did you have your first crush?

first grade?

Yo Girl: What's something you've done that you regretted afterwards?

basically everything I've ever done

(edit: again, cool it edgelord. but yea everyone has things they’ve done that they regret. biggest one: dating my (most recent) ex (the others were just peachy))

Meant to Be Yours: What's your opinion on s'mores?

they are a great thing

Dead Girl Walking Reprise: Have you ever faked an illness/injury to get out of something you didn't want to do?

yea

I Am Damaged: Would you consider yourself to be a morally good person?

i hope so

(edit: i think so. i strive to be and i think my moral compass is strong)

Seventeen Reprise: How do you fix things when you make a mistake?

apologize and see how i can make things better 

F*** Me Gently With a Chainsaw: What's an outburst you say a lot?

fuck me right in the ass 

(edit: LMAO wtf well i don’t say that anymore. i’m going to go with: what the heck)

Lick It Up, Baby, Lick It Up: When's the last time you remember throwing up?

new years 

(edit: i don’t even remember at this point)

How Very: You inherit 5 million dollars the same day aliens land on the earth and say they're going to blow it up in 2 days. What do you do?

pay the aliens to take me with them

(edit: i stand by that answer actually. tho who knows if the aliens would take our currency)

Corn Nuts: What's your favorite snack?

popcorn? maybe? but like movie theatre popcorn 

(edit: still true)

You Look Like Hell: Describe your aesthetic.

oh hell its such a different mixture of things.

(edit: still a mixture of many things)

What's Your Damage?: What's something that has damaged you?/What's something that always makes you upset?

thinking about someone i used to have a thing with. they messed me up pretty bad. its not their fault, its just how it affected me. 

(edit: i’m actually on really good terms with them now and i’ve healed from this. i’ve moved on and it’s in the past. new answer: getting over being in an abusive relationship. thank god for therapy)

[coh-i]

doot doot