Guess who finally became brave enough to open a self shipping blog đ«Ł
What better day to do so than Valentine's Day? Lol. I did it thanks to my sister's encouragement; for the past few months, I've been working on a self insert character, her story, and, of course, her relationship with Satoru. Since I don't really have anyone I can talk about this kind of thing to, I've been showing her the bits and pieces I wrote so far and she told me I should post about my self insert online. I'm still a bit scared of getting hate, but now that I opened the blog? I feel liberated.
synopsis: its finals week, and both you and satoru are extremely stressed, with sleep being a foreign concept to either of you. with time running out, coffee's brewing cold, you decide to help each other out in the hopes of passing this semester.
word count: 4.8k
tags: studying, library date, tutoring, loss of plot, established relationship, flashbacks
a/n: yes i made this solely to "study" for finals <3 good luck everyone!! (coming up with a subject nerdjo would be weak in was too difficult than one would assume haha. he's too smart for his own good!) this is also the first thing i've written in WEEKS i finally feel whole again <3
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10:00 p.m.
one would think that as time passed, the number of students in the campus library would slowly dissipate, leaving nothing but the incessant tick of the overhead clock, and the constant whirring of the semi-useful air conditioner.
but no, people seemed to multiply as the hours grew longer, the sun gradually fading into nothingness as dusk blossomed forth.
your coffee cup long sat cold, the foam that had once floated to life now helplessly deflated at the bottom of the drink that seemed less enticing than your actual homework.
your boyfriend, satoru gojo, on the other hand, had formed a small card-tower out of his discarded styrofoam cups, the bottom drinks creating overlapping rings of moisture and vapor on the wooden tables.
"i can't do it," you declared, head lolling forward and hitting the desk with a thud! as the blaring red letters flashed on your laptop screen once more, mocking you in its bold fonts and subtle dropdown menus to the steps to the answer.
satoru, who was normally so optimistic, always elated to aid you in your academic struggles, mimicked your action, white tuffs of hair falling gracefully over his abundance of notes as he groaned in dismay.
"i have an idea," he said then, voice muffled against the stack of crumpled sheets of paper, various colors signifying different units or topics he was supposed to have memorized.
"that can't be good," you murmured from where you sat opposite him, opening one eye to squint at him.
"please. my ideas are always great! they're profound, even! they should immortalized for philosophers and scholars to come!"
simply raising your brow, unaffected, you drawled, "like that time your idea was to skip our movie date so we could make dungeons and dragons character sheets?"
he huffed, feigning indifference. "correction, i said the movie date was delayed. and i loved kiki's delivery service!"
"'toru, 'm just messing with you. i liked making my druid! even if i'm still confused on her buffs."
"oh, its super simple. you've just got to figure out her dexterity, strength, intelligence, constitution--"
smiling, you brought him back to the original topic at hand before he began rambling more than he already was. "your grand idea?"
"oh! right!" he pushed his textbooks aside, intertwining his fingers in a fist, looking deathly serious--though hints of a laugh peeked through his facade. "we drop out!"
you took a moment to pause. breathe. recollect. you noticed his fingers twitching; surely the caffeine had gotten to his system.
"oh. you're serious?" it would have sounded like an absurd idea, and with fresh ears and a sound mind, it would've. but with your last organic chemistry grade--you considered it.
"yeah! i mean, we're super smart. we could be like, thomas edison or something. invent something so cool and so amazing that we get super rich and pay off all our loans. oh! then we can go on those tv shows and show our product--"
"and storm out all dramatic when they dont like it?"
"exactly!"
he sounded so enthusiastic, so genuine, that you couldn't help but grin from your position. with an aching slowness and a deep-rooted reluctance, you set your spine back in its alignment, with satoru slowly doing the same, letting out a prolonged sigh as his back snapped into place.
"okay, then. what do we invent?"
you chewed on your bottom lip, shutting your eyes tight as you concentrated, your brain scrambling for a spark of an idea. "okay. okay, hear me out. a machine that detangles your earbuds?"
satoru, ever the old soul at heart, beamed at your suggestion, eyes twinkling at the thought. of course, he owned multiple paired of wired-earbuds, though the prospect of listening to music was much less enjoyable when tasked with unraveling them.
he was one of the few who did not sell his data to a large music corporation, instead opting to use his paychecks for vinyls, cds, and even the occasional mixtape.
of course, people had teased him for his strange, traditional habits, joking about his obsessive traits of manually imputing his data into an excel spreadsheet, even though he found more joy in that than hearing out statistics he was already aware of.
you had found it cute, asking him to make one for you, too, after seeing your top five artists and complaining about your data being 'totally inaccurate'.
"It makes me feel more connected to the songs," he had told you one late evening, when your hips had swayed in tandem with his own as the calming voice of ella fitzgerald floated throughout his dorm room.
his hands had found their resting place on your waist, your toes long since throbbing as he continued to step on them, apologize profusely, and accidentally stamp on them again.
(knowing the equation for motion and balance doesnât necessarily mean the one finding the variables has it in him. your toes are now constantly covered in blistersâthough he is always happy to massage your feet when they ache!)
"y'know, listening to how the artist meant it to be played. i dunno...do i sound pretentious?" he questioned, looking entirely serious as his tinted glasses slipped down the slope of his nose, giving way to the view of his dilated pupils at the sight of you in his arms.
you had simply giggled, standing on the balls of your heels to kiss him lightly on his nose, the skin underneath blooming in a fuchsia pink. "a bit...but its alright. everyone fakes their numbers, anyway."
a cough across the library had jolted you back into the present moment, where your suggestion was turned down as "everyone uses wireless earbuds, or over-the-ear headphones, anyway."
"okay then, smart guy, what's your idea?"
he grinned, toothy and wide, his hands gradually becoming more animated as he explained his proposal.
"poster tape!"
"hon, that already exists,"
"okay--let me clarify. poster tape that works."
he simply widened his cerulean blue eyes, giving you a look that said, âremember?â, as if being sleep-deprived would make you both psychics, too.
it was the first week of your sophomore year at university, and you had desperately called satoru over, your trash can filled with past experiments of washi tape and sticky notes.
he was annoyingly on time, even going so far as to refresh your flowers on your bedside vase, tilting them just so for primitive light exposure.
âyou know they teach you to use tape in like, the third grade, right?â he had teased, peeling off the flexible strip from your torso.
âsato, iâm literally going to kick you out unless you be of help!â
âyes, maâam!â
half an hour had gone by with no progress being made--the only remnants of your labors being a band advertisement being crumpled in frustration, and a movie poster being strategically pinned to your wall.
"i think i'll just hang a tapestry," you exhaled, your left pant leg rising to your thigh as you flopped onto your twin-sized bed, satoru's long limbs quick to weave with yours.
"maybe some curtains," he added, his forehead damp with sweat. in a better situation, you would have teased about his lack of athleticism, but you were currently trying to regain your own breath.
currently, your dorm room is a hodgepodge of your favorite items--a wide variety of flowers from satoru (this week was hydrangeas), a small floating shelf with an assortment of legos, figures, and other knickknacks, and a photo album yuki had gifted you for your last birthday.
"i think we'd be sued in every direction to even think about making a profit," you snorted, making a mental note to find stronger duct tape.
"we're hopeless! hopeless and degree-less and broke!" he wailed then, wincing at the sound of necks snapping, furiously sharp glares of students preparing for their exam, knee-deep in textbooks and adderall.
"sorry!" he whisper-hissed, his smile growing sheepish.
more shushes echoed across the library, one even becoming so aggravated that a textbook--calculus by the haunting look of it--was slammed, with said student storming off in a fit of irritation and anguish.
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11:00 p.m.
"god, i feel like there was a plague every decade," groaned satoru, a small strawberry bruise forming at the surface of his forehead from how much contact occurred from his head to the table.
your lips quirked up at his suffering, unused to seeing him struggle so much academically. "what is this for again? history?"
"yes--basic, supposedly easy, world history for non-majors. i think i'm going to die."
quietly chuckling, you debated shuffling your chair over to his side before remembering the aggitated student from before, and simply stood up and sat down next to him, elbows and thighs brushing together.
"you can't look at history like a course," you started, fishing a pencil from your bag. "it's all just a big story. you've just got to treat it like gossip!" you clasped your hands together, overjoyed at the prospect of teaching him something.
âgossip?â
âyes! likeâŠletâs see.â you grabbed the nearest, thickest textbook with the most tear stains and flipped to a random page from his study guide.
âfranz ferdinand and sophie. okay! pretend that youâre ferdinand, and iâm your wife, with whom youâre madly in love.â
âdonât have to pretend for that, sweetheart.â
âflattery will get you everywhere,â you giggled, shaking your head to remain focused.
"so, think back to the early 1900s. you, archduck franz ferdinand, were heir to the austro-hungarian empire with me, sophie chotek."
he blinked, but nodded slowly, mental gears steadily churning.
"alright, sophie. what happens next?" he laced his hand through your own; pale and nimble fingers absentmindedly playing with your ring.
"well, i was a lady-in-waiting when i met you at the imperial court. you were the nephew of franz josef--"
he nodded, strangely in-tuned with the tale you were crafting. his eyes were shut, brows bunched together in pure, unaltered concentration. âokayâokay. i see it. you look good in a crown.â
âi do?â
âamazing, dare i say. did they even wear crowns? maybe youâre wearing a tiara. headpiece?â you visibly watched his brain stutter before he ushered you to continue.
"well, our marriage was incredibly controversial. super scandalous.â
his eyes widened, hand reaching for an invisible container of popcorn.
âstatus was an incredibly powerful aspect in the 20th century, and even before that. because you were the heir to the empire, your wife needed to be someone of equal importance to continue the legacy. i mean, this was a multi-territory monarchy we're talking about here!" you stopped yourself, seeing the bewilderment in satoru's electric eyes.
"you know what? let's keep this simple." your thumb rubbed over his skin, specifically circling the rough bruise that had formed from eons of researching and essay writing.
"so, it's now the year 1900, and your uncle franz josef refused to attend our wedding purely because i was of a lower class. while i wasn't exactly a peasant, it wasn't royalty."
you watched as the bunches in his facial muscles loosened, giving you the encouragement to continue.
"during our marriage, i was constantly belittled by others. you could call it edwardian era petty bullying. i had to enter rooms last, and always be seated far away from my husband--you--at dinner tables."
"aren't i the king? can't i have you sit with me?" his question was authentic, born out of veritable curiosity that made your smile grow.
"good question! no, you aren't a 'king', per se. you're an archduke. basically, you were a military figure and politician. but that's not entirely important.
"remember how i said that my family wasn't royal? well, i did come from a line of nobles. as a result, our children were unable to be of the line of succession for the throne."
his cheeks sparked into a strawberry red at the mention of your children, but you refrained from teasing him if but to save his dignity.
"anyways, flash forward a couple years, and we're both on our way to the bosnian capital of sarajevo. we're riding through the city when suddenly, you're shot!"
satoru audibly gasped, eyebrows disappearing beneath his hairline. "shot?! by who?"
"by a teenager."
"no!"
you nodded solemnly, unable to take it in as fact yourself. "nineteen-year-old gavrilo princip killed us both almost instantly. the murder then proceeded to trigger the events of world war one, as countries began throwing names and accusations around...you get the picture."
"so history is really just a big domino effect waiting to happen?"
you snorted, knowing it wouldn't take long before his genius would be able to comprehend the material. "honestly? yes."
âokay, now, do youâŠthink it helped?â you tentatively questioned, analytically inspecting every movement, every minuscule muscle in his face for some kind of reaction. "don't say yes just because i'm your girlfriend or anything, or to protect my feelings--"
he cut you off with a kiss, hands cradling your face as if you were about to break if he held you too tightly. his eyes softened at your asking, head nodding so vigorously you were afraid itâd fall off.
âyouâre an angel. seriously! all these dynastiesââ
âthatâs eastern asia,â
âwhat?â
âweâre in europe right now.â
âexactly!â
he ran an exasperated hand through his hair, his eye-bags seeming a little less heavy, his heart feeling a little less anxious.
the mechanical pencil he was prone to fiddle with, pencil gripper torn off, the eraser shaved down to the bottom, was lightly placed behind your ear, almost as a placement for a flower.
ânext time iâll get you a real rose,â he smiled, watching as you fixed the instrument so it didnât prick your skin.
âflowers die, though. this is better. not as glamorous, but better.â you set his metal-wires frames aside, clamping your hands on the sides of his face, lightly squishing his cheeks with your palms before attacking him with your newly-glossed lips.
he laughed in your embrace, unabashed and honest. it was a sound that was pure and light and lovelyâyou donât think youâd ever tire of listening to his naturalistic melodies.
âalright, alright! weâre âposed to be studying. donât you have a final soon?â the shimmer had transferred from you to him, the underlying aroma of citrus filling the air between you.
he awkwardly placed his glasses back, struggling to wipe the smile from his face. with much hesitation, you slid both your books and laptop to your chair, careful not to let the metal scrap against the wood. âitâs fine, toru. itâs onlyâŠâ
âmidnight?!â you shrieked, your voice reverberating throughout the libraryâs walls. more disgruntled looks appeared as the sound echoedâone stuck their middle finger at you bothâand the librarian herself sneered at you, lightly shaking her head.
quickly quieting yourself down, you only watched the white characters at the bottom of your screen blink at you in horror. officially, it was 12:15 a.m. the very time you told yourself to go to bed, get some semblance of rest before your final.
âshit.â
12:30 a.m
tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, though you couldnât find the strength to let them fall. your heart was a noiseless metronome, its beat feeling heavier and heavier with each passing moment.
âthis wasnât supposed to happen,â you groaned, fingers flying to your forehead to rub at your temples in an attempt for desperate relief. âi had a schedule, toru. a schedule! i was going to study, help you, take a break, and get back to studying, then get some sleep for once. it was going so well..."
satoru frowned, his heart lurching to see you in such sorrow. especially after you had spent so much time and effort to help him understand and truly comprehend the curriculum.
before talking himself out of it, he leapt out of his seat, scrambling not to trip over the chair's legs, whispering that he'd "be back soon!", leaving you in a daze of perplexity and bafflement.
you thought about shouting to grab his attention once more, knowing that he wouldn't hesitate to rush to your aid, but thought better of it, seeing as you were still on the librarian's shit list. being banned for the rest of your college career wouldn't exactly be the trade-off you'd like for a decent grade--or better company.
satoru returned fifteen minutes later, his cheeks flushed and breaths ragged, with his shirt slightly stained a light hazel. in his hands he carried a single textbook, which was used to hold two--presumably--coffees.
"line," he wheezed, taking a moment to catch his breath. "i cut in front of an old lady." with a heaved sigh, he placed the two drinks in front of you both, as if this was planned.
"satoru," you marveled, smoothing out the hairs that stuck to his face from sweat--had he run all the way back here? "what is this?"
"well, the book was from my dorm, i just had suguru bring it here, and then the drinks are from the campus cafe--y'know, where we went this afternoon? did you hit your head or something? should we see some--"
you pulled him by his shirt collar, with any protests of studying now muffled by his head resting on your neck. "thank you," you breathed, breath ghosting his skin, arms squeezing his body tighter.
"don't thank me, please," he spluttered, sucking in large gasps of air. "just returning the favor, right? even if you didn't help me, i'm always here to help you."
you released your iron-like grip on him, a new determination settling in on you. "okay then, teach. where do we start?"
"how good are you with stereoisomeric relationships?"
"and that's...chapter one?"
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2:00 a.m.
"okay, now, let's try an experiment." satoru began, voice gentle, but not condescending.
you raised a brow, curious to his methods. knowing that satoru's study habits were unorthodox, you were inquisitive, ready to follow his commands.
"raise your hand, like this." your palm lifted, and you lightly tapped his own, eliciting a smile out of him.
"now, raise your other hand." by this point, you were puzzled to see what connotation this had to chemistry, but were dedicated to see it through.
"now, notice how both your palms are mirrors of each other. your fingers are all the same length, shape, and size. they're a reflection of each other."
your palm connected with his right one, slowly waving to and fro in sync. "satoru, we were taught reflections in like, the third grade."
"patience, padawan."
"nerd," you teased, lightly poking his bicep.
"you love me," he frowned, the corners of his lips fighting its grin.
"with much objection," you asserted, though your teeth flashed white all the same.
he didn't exhale an exhausted sigh like your other teachers. never once did he close the book in frustration, promising you that the lesson would be 'picked up in the morning', only for the text to collect dust in a storage closet.
no, he stayed. even when concepts were fairly simple for a great mind like his own, and when professors deemed his friends to be of a lower intelligence than him.
he rearticulated definitions, worked examples out until his hand cramped, and played professor until the sun rose once more, announcing the birth of a new morning.
"with your left hand, could you rotate, shift, or even dilate it to look like your right hand exactly? i mean, with your thumb on the other side, and so forth?"
you attempted his five-minute-craft experiment, finding failure with his objective. "well, no, you can't. physically--it's impossible."
"not superimposable, you mean. this is an example of a chiral object. i mean, the word 'chiral' itself stems from the Greek word for 'hand'. and with organic chemistry, specifically, there are chiral molecules and there are chiral atoms.
"molecules are easier--they literally are not superimposable on their mirror image."
"the hand thing?"
"correct!" he exclaimed, his chest feeling tighter, his heart feeling warmer, seeing you grapple the ideas and not bursting in tears.
"to recognize chiral atoms within a molecule, generally you look for carbon. now, it could also be phosphorus or sulfur, but it's usually carbon."
"carbon's so easy."
"i--what?"
you would've laughed, seeing the expression of pure disorientation on his face, but your mind was running a mile a minute, a newfound insight dawning on you.
"first, it bonds with everything in sight. i mean, four bonds? really? it just shares electrons with anyone. or, any element? then it has single, double, triple bonds. talk about greedy! it even bonds with itself!"
satoru's lips thinned into a line for a moment, taking in your words before they widened into a smile, his eyes sparkling with delight.
"yes, you're right! i'm telling you, sweets, you're getting the hang of this."
you hung onto his praise as a child would after receiving their first trophy in a sports competition, hungry for more.
"so, you know how carbon usually has four covalent bonds, yes? at least to achieve a stable, full outer electron shell. well, say it's bonded to flourine, bromine, and methyl. with carbon in the center, as always, and these elements and compounds bonded to it, we have a chiral carbon. if you were to take the mirror image of this, it would be superimposable."
your finger traced his poorly-drawn model, noticing the subscripts and coefficients of past examples. "okay...i sorta get it. then what's a stereocenter?" you questioned, recalling the vocabulary of a previous problem.
"a stereocenter is more of an umbrella term--but you'll mainly see it with carbon. again, it's easy, right? so, it's just a point in a molecule where interchanging any two attached groups creates a new stereoisomer--or a molecule with the same atoms but a different 3D arrangement--but on your exam, you'll either see one of these terms or the other."
"you must not know professor yaga," you awkwardly chuckled, forgetting that your pencil led and drilled a small hole through the table, quickly covering up the ditch with your worksheet.
"i suppose if i had to summarize, all chiral centers are stereocenters, but not all stereocenters are chiral. if that makes any sense whatsoever. i know sometimes i teach too quickly and i don't check for understanding so if i'm losing you just say the word and i'll--"
"satoru," you quietly interrupted, clamping a hand on his shoulder, bringing him back to earth. "you're doing great. you're great. this--what you're doing for me? is so, so great. take deep breaths. it's okay."
he gulped down air faster than a starving man would water, dipping his head into your shoulder after the carbon in his body had dissipated.
âgreat. thatâsâŠthatâs great. so, you really understood it? and not in the âoh yeah let me say yes so i can get home fasterâ kind of way?â
frantic to prove to him that his lesson was intelligible, you sprouted off the first analogy that came to mind. "yeah, it's like rectangles and squares, right? like, every square is a rectangle, because it has four right angles and equal opposite sides. but most rectangles aren't squares, because their sides are unequal, and their diagonals aren't perpendicular."
his smile grew at your explanation, fingers instinctively rising to rub the skin where it began to throb.
"yes, yes, exactly! you've got it!" he cheered, chuckling as you bumped your drink with his. fixing his glasses, he looked at you preciously, as if you had positioned the moon and stars yourself.
"maybe i'm not so hopeless after all," you sighed contentedly, life refilling your veins with every sip from his early holiday present. of course he has your order memorized.
"you never were hopeless, you only thought you were." he murmured, lacing his fingers with yours.
your palms were now stained with pencil lead and blue ink, but it was difficult to mind when it was interweaved with his own.
"now, can we get out of here? i haven't seen the sun in quite some time, and my ass hurts."
"yeah...let's."
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3:00 a.m.
stumbling out like newborn foals, you were certain that the librarian had raised her clenched fist in pure exuberance from seeing the two of you exit the building, showing what must be the first signs of emotion in her many years of employment.
âsatoru,â you hissed, checking your watch. âitâs three a.m!â
he, in turn at your proclamation, picked up his walking pace, believing that sleep deprivation had now led to hysteria. âthatâs lovely, hun. letâs get you to bed, yeah? doesnât that sound nice?â
âitâs the ghostâs hour!â
âghosts arenât real, sweetheart.â
âthen whatâs that over there?â with an outstretched arm, you pointed into the unknown, while your other hand trailed the backside of his neck.
flaying his body away from yours, he shrieked, compulsively pulling out his pencil as a makeshift weapon.
â[name]!â
âwha..?â you asked innocently, tired doe eyes blinking up at him.
âyou scared me!â
âi didnât think it would work!â
steadying your arm around satoruâs torso, you both helped one another walk back to the dorm room, collapsing once your feet touched carpet.
gently prying off your tennis shoes, satoru made his way around your apartment, the layout memorized by his second visit.
even as he fluffed your pillow, carefully maneuvering your head to rest comfortably, you noticed the dark circles that had etched under his eyes. they seemed to shine brighter under the moonlight that filtered through your windows, if that was even possible.
you pawed at his face, the details of his skin going blurry as sleep threatened to pull you under.
ârest,â you mumbled, bringing your hand to pat at the bed next to you. âcâmereâŠâ
âi canât do that, sweets,â he whispered, planting a kiss so soft atop your temple your eyes fluttered shut. âsuguruâs gonna be pissed at me if i donât throw out the trash in the morning.â
âyour boyfriend will live for one night,â you grumbled. even in unconsciousness, you reached out, needing to be tethered to him. âplease?â
unable to resist your pleas, he shrugged off his jacket, sat his shoes next to yours, and climbed in next to you, the bed creaking softly under his added weight.
letting out a relieved exhale, you shuffled over, arms instantly reaching out for him, warm puffs of air coating his neck as you nuzzled into his body.
âgânight, toru.â
âgood night, sweets.â
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8:15 a.m
blindingly bright, you squinted as sunlight infiltrated your room, automatically groaning as the blares of your alarm clock stubbornly continued, even after you slapped it one, two times.
after the insolent machine fell to the floor in defeat, you staggered out of your twin-sized mattress, blinking awake when satoru's outline was gone, leaving nothing but a dip in the bed, a flicker of what was once there.
now completely conscious, you fumbled at your face at the sensation of something unusual, peeling it back from your forehead to reveal a sticky note.
had to leave before your RA got back -- shoko's still mad at me, haha. i'll see you right after my history exam (:/) good luck with your final, i believe in you, and love you so, so much. let's get food after, yeah?
-- your toru
you got dressed with a newfound confidence, that all-too-familiar test anxiety forgotten as you slung your backpack over your shoulder, the weight bouncing against your back with each step.
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10:00 a.m.
as your professor began the clock, with skeptical ta's walking around the class, sweat beading against each student's foreheads, you were eager to begin the exam--if just to finish it.
it had consumed so much of your life over the past months, making you forlorn hobbies and activities that had once been your main source of joy.
the thought of returning to your favorite interests and pastimes almost made you offer your final half-finished. almost.
your pencil skidded across the page as you got to the dreaded stereochemistry questions, the lecture from the night past flooding your mind.
problems that were once nonviable and overwhelming now looked comprehensible, almost logical.
soaking up every possible minute, you submitted your exam just before it was due, alleviation and relief washing over you in comforting waves.
drained of energy, you packed up your things, with satoru's promise of a long-awaited date night pushing your tiring feet forward.
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7:00 p.m.
you wouldn't realize it yet, but you would pass your organic chemistry exam with one of the highest grades in the class, a shining 82%. with a class average of 45%, it didn't sound so bad.
satoru, too, would pass his history exam with a similar grade, later complaining at dinner that if he "were able to find an equation to solve for the byzantine empire's success, the grade would've been higher."
you consoled him throughout his sulking, noting that his grade only dropped two points, eventually coaxing him with a strawberry shortcake.
"you think we should study ahead of time? y'know, for next semester?"
you both laughed at your own question, stomachs hurting with the only pain you would accept. knowing the answer, satoru shook his head, wide grin stitched across his face.
"when i have my amazingly intelligent girlfriend here to tutor me? no, thanks."
"tutor? like tudor? get it?"
satoru watched you with a blank stare, slowly pushing his piece of cake into his mouth, nodding as you continued to chuckle at your own joke.
"c'mon, toru, we went over this, didn't we? the tudors? c'mon, it's funny! laugh!"
"i'm laughing, baby, i swear!"
"well, then, say goodbye to any dreams of being an actor."
"sweets, you wound me."
"you love me."
he hummed, content and at peace for the first time the entire semester. with no thoughts of variables or molecular compounds, he focused on you--how the light brilliantly shone across your face, how excitement plastered your expression upon seeing him, how tranquility was oozing out of you--quietly wondering what equation he must have solved in a past life to call you his.
"that, i do."
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âł "Why me? I don't understand what you see in me."
âł "Aren't you going to get some food?" "No, it's okay. I need to eat less anyway."
âł "No, it's my fault. I just need to work harder, somehow." (In response to a failure or mistake.)
âł "You really think I can do this?"
âł "Do your __ (parents, friends, etc.) also tell you __?" ('You're too loud', 'you're too lazy', etc.)
âł "Oh, no, it's okay. Let them be. I hear this all the time." (In response to an insult.)
âł "I don't think you should've chosen me."
âł "Haha, I'm not actually that __ (smart, talented, etc.). You should look at __ (name), though."
These subtle cries for help are subtle because they're often spoken lightly--almost like a joke. A passing comment that flew by too fast to analyze. They're honest but not dramatic and often don't focus on themselves--the character speaking. These lines are fantastic for foreshadowing and revealing deeper, more sensitive parts of the character.
In real life, we don't always directly ask for help. We don't directly rant about our more personal and lasting issues, but we'll make comments with deeper meanings, and you can absolutely demonstrate this in your writing.
A Study Session Worth Highlighting (Gojo x GN!Reader)
Note: Welcome to another installment of my tradition of uploading a fic on Christmas Eve!
Last month I saw a fanart of Nerdjo (aka Gojo as a nerd) for the first time. I fell in love with the concept right away and I knew I needed to write something with it <3 I wanted to make him the classic shy nerd, but I held myself back out of fear of being called out for making him out of character (although it's supposed to be an alternate interpretation of Gojo lol).
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2,619
Summary: While preparing for finals, you find yourself seeking the peace and quiet of a study room, but the ones in your local library are all occupied. Good thing the librarian directs you to a room with only one person in it, and good thing said person is willing to lend you his highlighter when yours runs out of ink.
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âSorry, but all of our study rooms are occupied,â the librarian said from behind the reception desk.
âReally?â Your shoulders slouched. âIs there not even an available spot in any of them?â
âOh, I should have clarified that! My bad. Study room 105 only has a boy in it right now.â
You sighed. Expecting the study rooms in the library to be empty with finals approaching was dreaming big. If only your dorm room wasnât a shoebox and the campusâ library wasnât crowded with other students watching brainrot on the computers, you wouldnât need to come all the way here.
âThatâs fine, it will do,â you reassured the librarian, giving her a small nod.
The woman gave you another nod in return. âFeel free to call me if you need anything.â
After thanking the librarian, you headed for the stairs and made your way up. You couldnât wait to reach that room and put down on a table the books and notebooks you had been carrying all the way from campus. The library isnât that far away, you thought. Holding all these things during a fifteen-minute walk wonât be a problem, you thought as well. Your burning biceps begged to differ.
You headed right and the doors to the various study rooms came into view. Next to them, minimalistic white signs with bold black numbers. Your eyes were fixed on them until you finally passed by the one you were looking for. When you moved your arm towards the doorknob, you lost your balance and stumbled forward. You had been enduring the brick-like weight of your study material for so long that the lightness in your arm took you by surprise. You only hoped the same wouldnât happen once you finally let go of the books.
You turned the doorknob and walked into the room, closing the door behind you and managing to do it without a sound. Modern shelves in steel and pale wood populated the area, all of them crowded with books of all colors and thicknesses.
As the librarian had told you, there was only a boy there. His head was down, eyes fixed on whatever was in his open notebook. The array of books around him told you he was taking this study session to heart.
âHi,â you muttered, not expecting an answer. Sure enough, he didnât even look your way.
You approached the table and situated yourself opposite to the stranger, picking the chair left to the seat across from him; you didnât want to invade his space, nor did you want him to invade yours. The test you were studying for was as important as his. You put your books down on the table and, despite how hard you tried not to, you let out an audible sigh of relief. Knowing how fussy some people could get over small noises in libraries, your shoulders shrank right away, but you got no response either. Damn, you thought, giving the white-haired young man a glance. He must have been wearing earplugs or something.
You sat down, opened a couple of books, one of the notebooks, and took out your pencil case from your shoulder bag; trusty and practical, but not big enough to be used as an alternative backpack.
You were neck-deep in the ins and outs of the Industrial Revolution. By now, you were used to having images of cotton spinners, steam engines, iron furnaces, and factories flash before your eyes every time you blinked. You were lucky you found history as a whole fascinating. Otherwise, you would have pulled all of your hair out by now.
You opened your pencil case and took out your favorite highlighter, a pastel purple one that deviated from the usual colors. You had to take notes on what the Industrial Revolution entailed for workers. The books in front of youâwhich were of your ownershipâhad great chapters on the subject. Youâd be making an amazing summary thanks to them.
You highlighted away, the words on the page putting on a pastel purple coat that contrasted with the realities the text informed about: dirty working and living conditions, illnesses that didnât deter employers from exploiting their workers, never-before-seen levels of pollution⊠You skipped redundant words and adverbs, leaving only the most relevant information. Many of your classmates admired your ability to pick up what mattered from what didnât.
The tip of the highlighter glided across the page until its ink lost steam, much like the machines you were reading about. You huffed. This couldnât be happening. Your other highlighters were in your deskâs drawer. You knew the pastel purple highlighter didnât have that much ink left, but you trusted it to last at least until the finals. How could it let you down like that? You werenât about to highlight the text with your pencil; you couldnât trace a straight line with it for the life of you. It wouldnât look pretty,
Then, you glanced over at your unplanned study partner and a desperate idea formed. He had a couple of highlighters out and he wasnât using either of them.
You cleared your throat. âHey.â The boy continued to scribble in his notebook. âExcuse me, could you lend me one of yourââ
He looked at you and you found yourself face to face with the bluest eyes you had ever seen. Despite the black oversized glasses framing them, they dazzled you like when sunlight reflected on the seaâs surface on a summer day and made it shimmer like a thousand tiny lightbulbs had lit up at the same time.
âYes?â he asked, encouraging you to continue with a hint of a smile on his plump, soft-looking lips.
âUhâŠâ You had barely heard him over your heartâs frantic beats. âIf itâs not an issue, could you lend me one of your highlighters? Mine has just run out of ink and I kinda need one.â You giggled, trying to calm yourself down.
Wait, why did you need to calm down? Was it because you didnât feel worthy of being in the presence of that living work of art? Not even the so-called most handsome guy in your college could hold a candle to him.
âSure, here you go.â He extended one of the highlighters towards you. It was a neon blue one, but it somehow failed to match his eyesâ vibrancy.
âThank you,â you said, taking the marker from him.
You went back to your previous task. The bright blue picked up where the pastel purple left off, coloring the texts with precision. Your notes had been saved thanks to the gorgeous stranger sharing the study room with you.
A few minutes later, you had highlighted all of the necessary information. It was time to give everything a read, close the book, and write down in your notebook everything you remembered. That study method had granted you some of the best grades in your class and you hoped itâd do the same for the finals.
You read from the top of the first page, your eyes following along the purple-coated words⊠until they drifted towards the boy on the other side of the table, who was still as focused as he could be on his own work. The baby blue pullover he was wearing clung to his arms in a way that hinted at some muscle beneath all of that cotton. Could it be from carrying so many books? Maybe. Your own arms were threatening to greet you with an ugly muscle fever when you woke up tomorrow morning.
You turned your attention back to your book, but you raised your head not long after because you thought you had seen him move out of the corner of your eye. That wasnât the case. Deep down, you were just trying to think of excuses to eye that guy. Hopefully he wouldnât notice because if that happened, the floor should open under your chair and swallow you up.
The neon blue highlighter he had lent you was now hanging out in the back of your mind, overshadowed by thoughts about the living conditions of factory workers and the unfairness of having literal children work themselves to exhaustion. With how focused you were, youâd be writing a compelling and informative set of notes once you closed the bâ
âExcuse me, could you give the highlighter back to me?â The gorgeous young man was looking at you with those impossibly blue eyes of his, leaning forward on the table.
Processing his words took you a second because your focus had shifted to his harmonious features. Before he could ask you why you were staring at him like he had just handed you the answers for all of your upcoming tests, you giggled like a fool and handed him his highlighter.
âHere you go.â You kind of hoped his fingertips would brush yours, but that didn't happen.
âThank you.â And he went back to his homework, notes, or whatever he was working on.
Your gaze lingered on him for a couple of seconds, just like the silly smile on your lips. Who could blame you? Not only was he cute, he was also polite and looked like someone you could have a nice conversation with.
You returned your attention to your text. The paragraph where you had left off detailed the horrors of tuberculosis in British cities; your lungs constricted just from reading about it. You turned the page and in doing so, you shot your study partner another glance. Maybe because you needed a breatherânever better saidâor because you were feeling bold all of a sudden, you made your voice heard again.
âWhat are you studying for?â
Still holding the neon blue highlighter, the young man raised his head.
âMath,â he answered. âStatistics, to be exact. Theyâre a walk in the park.â
You chuckled and leaned forward without even realizing. âIâve never heard anyone call anything related to math âa walk in the parkâ. I always struggled with them,â you admitted, averting your gaze.
He gave you a small and reassuring smile that triggered butterflies so intense you almost took your hand to your chest.
âIt must be because you didnât have the right teachers. When explained properly, math feels like a game.â
âA game?â You snorted. âYeah, a game that makes me want to rage quit.â
And he laughed, loud and lighthearted. You laughed along with him and for a moment, the smoking factories and the people coughing up a lung vanished from your thoughts. When your laughter subsided, the young man still looked at you, his expression relaxed and a bit contemplative. You couldnât take your eyes off him now and, luckily for you, he didnât seem to mind.
After a few seconds of light silence, he said, âWhat about you? What are you studying for?â
âHistory, the Industrial Revolution.â You showed him your book, with the purple and blue lines forming a neat pattern on the pages. âI love history, itâs like watching a show or reading a book, except everything youâre hearing about is⊠a true history.â You chuckled at your own stupid joke just in case the white-haired boy didnât.
But he did, and it was music to your ears.
âYouâre right. I liked history classes when I was in high school, although they werenât too in-depth.â
âYeah,â You ran your hand over your hair. âI guess they didnât want to overwhelm our teenage minds with too much information.â
After that, the study session could no longer be called such. In between glances at your respective books and notebooks, you and the attractive math lover shared various anecdotes about your high school years. He told you about the time his PE teacher yelled at him and his best friend for involving the throwing of basketballs in an argument they had during recess; you told him about when you tried to leave school because it was your last class of the day and the teacher wasnât coming, but she walked into the building just as you were going to sign out.
The clock struck quarter to eight in the afternoon and a chime was heard in the study room. It signaled that the library would be closing soon and people in it should finish their businesses and leave. You and your study partner still stayed seated for a few minutes more before he closed his notebook.
âLooks like this is the end of our study session,â he said, looking at you while zipping his pencil case closed.
âYeah, I want to say it was a productive one.â
You said that although you spent most of it talking to the guy and laughing with him, but you didnât regret a thing.
âWhenâs your history test happening?â
âNext week, on Wednesday,â you answered right away, the date circled in red appearing before your mindâs eye. Then, before he could put anything else in his backpack, you clasped your hands together. âUm⊠Will you be here tomorrow?â
The young manâs hands hovered over his statistics book and he let them rest over its cover. He shook his head. âNo, my test is tomorrow.â
âOh, I see.â You lowered your head and forced out a smile that tried to wish him good luck.
âAlthoughââ he opened his pencil case again and fetched a random piece of paper from his backpack. He wrote something on it ââI know of a numerical sequence that will ensure we meet again.â
He gave the slip of paper to you. On it, you found his phone number and his name, Satoru. You had to clench it between your thumb and index to try and mask the shaking of your hand.
âSatoruâŠâ you read the name out loud, and after putting his number into your pocket, you reached for a piece of paper yourself. âI happen to know about another numerical sequence with the same effect.â
You wrote your phone number and name and handed it to Satoru. He took a look at it and grinned.
âIâll call you tomorrow if you donât mind, after my test.â He carefully slid the slip of paper inside his pocket.
You nodded, although in your mind, you were pumping your fists into the air. âThatâs fine. If you catch me studying, Iâll use it as an excuse to take a break.â
Satoru smiled again. You could watch him smile for hours and you wouldnât get tired. Itâd be even more enthralling than a documentary on the Middle Ages.
âAlright. Good luck with your upcoming history text.â He leaned forward and, despite the table standing between the two of you, he reached out his arm and patted your shoulder. The young man added, âAlthough I donât think youâll need it.â
While you were wearing a sweater that covered all of your skin, your shoulder still tingled in the area Satoru had touched. You blinked a couple of times and bit back a stupid-sounding giggle, the one people make in movies when their crush says âHiâ to them.
âThanks, and same to you. Iâm sure youâll do great tomorrow.â
He thanked you with a gesture of his head. You rushed to pack up all of your stuff so Satoru wouldnât see the growing blush spreading across your cheeks and forehead. With your shoulder bag on and your books in your arms, you passed by him and said goodbye with a fleeting look; Satoru said it back.
If only you had looked at him one last time, you would have seen that he watched you leave with dreamy eyes, already looking forward to sharing another study session with you. Both you and he knew this one was only the first of many.
I sent my latest fic to agirlnamedjana's sideblog for prompt fills (not tagging her because I'm a shy coward who's always afraid of being a bother) and I love that she added to the tags that one line Megumi says towards the end đ„č She seems to have liked the story overall!
Knowing what kind of things people who read my fics enjoy about them makes my day. I'm not saying this to ask for comments, althought they're always appreciated; I do because, at the end of the day, writing is about evoking emotions in the reader and I'm glad to know I'm capable of doing that.
I'd also like to add that, while I mainly write these Gojo x Reader fics for self-indulgent reasons, I do want other fans to enjoy them and have a good time reading them. That's precisely why I always make the reader insert a gender-neutral person.
Note: Of course I had to write a fic for Satoru's birthday and of course it had to be something sweet and extra fluffy like this <3 Truth be told, I got the idea of writing a birthday-themed fic from KefiTeria over at AO3, who writes amazing and adorable Gojo/Reader fanfics. After reading this one, you should go check out their stories!
Warnings: None
Word Count: 4,321
Summary: Accompanied by his students and you, Gojo celebrates his 29th birthday at home. He will be getting many gifts today but, after almost a year of preparation, you will be giving him one he can't see coming. One that will mark the start of an exciting and beautiful new chapter in your lives.
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Attached by cords to their respective stands, bouquets of blue satin balloons swayed from side to side. They flanked a big âHappy Birthdayâ banner Yuji and Megumi hung on the wall a couple of hours ago while you, Yuta, Tsumiki, and Nobara devoted yourselves to tasks such as folding the ivory white napkins to make them look fancy, plating the food on dishes from Satoruâs best dinnerware set, framing them with matching cutlery⊠Everything had to be perfect.
The rest of Satoruâs students couldnât make it to the dinner, but they, too, were in on what would happen there. After all, today wasnât an ordinary day: it was his birthday. That alone was special enough, but there was a twist not even his Six Eyes would see coming, one that would add an extra layer of significance to the day.
Today, on his birthday, you would propose to Satoru.
It wasnât something you had thought of on a whim, no. You wanted to do it from the moment Shoko finished patching you and your boyfriend up after the battle against Sukuna. You already knew, but looking at him lying next to you, with your hospital beds pressed together and your fingers tightly interlaced after narrowly escaping death, your certainty solidified. You wanted to spend the rest of your life with Satoru.
Originally, the idea was to propose on Valentineâs Day, but that concept was corny even to you. As you discarded it, the perfect date came to mind like a strike of lightning: his birthday, December 7th. Not only was it another special date, but it also gave you almost an entire year to prepare and make sure everything was perfect. To further ensure that, you asked the kids for help. They performed particular tasks each: Megumi and Tsumiki convinced Satoru to celebrate his birthday at homeâyou wanted the proposal to be an intimate moment; Tsumiki accompanied you for ring shopping; Nobara helped you pick your outfit for the occasion; Yuji took care of the decorations, and Yuta, of the cake. As for Panda, Toge, and Maki, they came up with the menu: miso soup, salmon, and tempura. It was a pity they couldnât be there.
The kids could almost feel as their own the palpitations you hid behind your big grins and your giggles, all of them seasoned with a pinch of nervousness you beat yourself over in your mind. You knew you had nothing to worry about, and yet, a faint anxiety crept up your chest every time you took your hand to your pocket and pictured Satoruâs possible reactions to what you were hiding in there.
Laughter and friendly banter surrounded you. Okay, Megumi was as serious and stoic as usual, but you could tell he suppressed laughs every now and then.
âThe sound Sukuna made when you stepped on him?â Satoru said, tapping Yujiâs arm, âI think of it every time I need a quick laugh. It was like one of those noise putties.â
âYou mean the ones that sound like a fart? Theyâre gross.â Nobara scrunched up her nose.
âBut you still know about them,â her teacher pointed out with a triumphant grin.
âWith your past as a tomboy,â Yuji added, âI bet youâve played with noise putties before.â
âN-no! Iâve never played with those.â The girlâs nostrils were all flared up, but Yuji and Satoru still laughed.
And you laughed with them. Nobara half-pouted at you and continued eating. Megumi shook his head and did the same. For her part, Tsumiki laughed under her nose. Her brotherâs classmates were an interesting bunch.
Things were much calmer for sorcerers ever since Sukuna was dealt with, but moments that allowed for fun and peace were still more than welcome. Actually, the peace part could be scratched this time for you, anyway. You exchanged glances with the students every now and then. The food on the plates was waning and with it, the minutes until Yuta brought your boyfriendâs birthday cake into the dining room. The cake was something Satoru was curious about, by the way.
âWonât you give me a hint on what itâs made of?â he asked Yuta, leaning forward.
The boy shook his head, pausing before picking a piece of tempura with his chopsticks. âI already told you itâs meant to be a surprise.â
âYou wonât even tell me what color it is?â
âHe already told you it was a surprise,â Megumi droned from across Satoru.
The cake⊠You almost turned it into an actual surprise by hiding the ring in it, but you had heard enough horror stories about people nearly choking on their engagement ring to rule the idea out. Going down on one knee was special, too.
After taking a sip of his miso soup. Satoru turned to look at you. âHey, babe.â His words made you jolt in your seat. âYou good? Youâve been pretty quiet ever since we started eating.â
Oh, of course he noticed.
âYes, Iâm fine,â you told him with a reassuring smile. âIâm just⊠listening to you all.â
Satoru narrowed his cerulean eyes, a mix of disbelief and amusement glinting in them.
âListening to us? Itâs more like youâre lost in thought.â
Nobara gave you an alarmed look. You briefly shook your head at the girl, eyeing her out of the corner of your eye.
âIâm also wondering about what the cake will be like.â
âBut you must have seen it while plating everything,â your boyfriend pointed out. He chuckled and patted your shoulder. âDonât worry, I wonât press you on it.â
Your eyes landed on Yuta next. He let out a sigh just as your shoulders lost their tension. Satoruâs perceptiveness could be a problem sometimes.
You were that quiet because, in your mind, you were going over what youâd be saying when the big moment came. You had looked up ideas online and, while some of the suggested sentences were beautiful and loaded with emotion, going off something you had read somewhere would mean scripting your feelings. Satoru deserved to hear words born from your heart, not a repeat of what someone had written online.
In the blink of an eye, all of you were done eating. Yuji leaned back against his chairâs backrest and rubbed his stomach.
âEverything was great, but Iâm so full! I hope I can still eat some cake.â
âOf course you can,â Tsumiki said, âthere`s always room for cake.â
âYouâre right.â
Meanwhile, your guts were so tight you couldnât believe you ate everything on the plate. The food tasting so good must have played a part.
Yuta gave you a fleeting glance, then spoke, âWhen should I bring out the cake? If we eat it right now, it could be too heavy on our stomachs.â
Satoru leaned back, supporting his chin on his hand. âThatâs true. I donât think I want to end the last birthday of my twenties with indigestion.â
âDo we wait twenty minutes or so, then?â
âYeah. That should do it.â
You exhaled. Twenty minutes before the proposal. You touched your pocket, making sure the small black velvet case was still inside. Satoru saw that. The first thing that crossed his mind was that you had your gift on you and that it must be something tiny. Not that it mattered; anything coming from you or the kids was valuable. What didnât sit as well with him were your eyes, all fixed ahead, the fast-paced rise and fall of your chest, and the small nods you gave to yourself every now and then. Satoru was tempted to take you aside and ask if something was troubling you, but the smiles you shared with him and his students eased his concern somewhat.
Those twenty minutes passed by both in a blink and at a snailâs pace. When Yuta got up from his chair, a rush of heat washed over your back and you opened your mouth like a fish out of water. You had to reach for your glass and pour some soda into it because, at that rate, your mouth would become so dry the words to âHappy Birthdayâ would get stuck in your throat like they were in a traffic jam. The kids shot you sympathetic glances. You had this, they were sure of it.
Rising from her chair, Tsumiki said, âIâll go turn off the lights.â
The girl flicked the switch and the dining room became illuminated only by the light coming from the kitchen, where Yuta lit the candles on the cake one by one. When he was done, he turned off the kitchenâs lights and the warm glow coming from the candles extended from one room to the other. You all stood the moment Yuta came into view through the doorâs threshold and began singing the famous song.
You eyed Satoru as you sang. His gaze was both on all of you and on the cake, a two-tiered chocolate sponge cake covered in a generous coat of delicious, perfectly smoothed out icing of the same flavor. Of course, it was adorned with twenty-nine colorful candles, their flames flickering with each step Yuta took.
The boy placed the cake in front of Satoru, who quipped, âMy birthday cakes are starting to look like concerts.â You and Yuji chuckled at the comment.
âWhat are you going to wish for?â Nobara inquired.
Satoru shrugged. âThe kind of thing one usually wishes for on birthdays.â He put his hands down on the table and leaned in. âAlright, time to take care of these candles.â
He focused on the twenty-nine flames in front of him. Despite the vagueness of his response to Nobara, your boyfriend had two specific wishes in mind. He wanted everyone he cared about to be safe. He thought of you, his studentsâincluding Tsumikiâand his colleagues. He hoped a threat on Sukunaâs level would never arise again, but that, if it did, heâd be able to ward it off the same.
And right before blowing out the candles, Satoru also wished for being able to keep aging by your side.
All the flames went off in one go, leaving behind the characteristic scent of their charred wicks. Clapping and hugs followed as Tsumiki rushed to turn the lights back on. You were the first to embrace Satoru, but you angled your body awkwardly at the last second so the jewelry box in your pocket wouldnât poke him. Your heart broke a little when you saw the confusion in his narrowed eyes, but it was fine. Heâd find out why you had been acting so off soon enough. Too soon for your comfort. If those already shaky hands of yours managed to drop the box when the moment came, youâd curl into a ball in a corner of the room and cry.
âTime to go get our gifts,â Yuji announced, giving you a side glance as he did. He then addressed Satoru, âStay patient, okay?â
âIâll try, Iâll try.â He sat down on his chair and dragged it back, stretching his long legs.
You and the students headed towards the living room, where the gifts awaited inside a cupboard. Megumi opened it and everyone took their corresponding packages. You watched from a few steps away, taking deep breaths and trying to visualize a circle expanding and shrinking with every breath. You kept telling yourself you were ridiculous for being so anxious over proposing to your boyfriend after months of preparation, but you couldnât help it. Asking the love of your life to marry you wasnât like asking them what they wanted for dinner.
Megumi put a hand on your shoulder. âHey.â His voice and sudden touch startled you. âYou donât need to worry about anything. It will be alright.â
âButâŠâ You put your hand into your pocket, grasping at the box inside. âWhat if he says no? You know how Satoru is. He could say he doesnât need to marry me to know he wants to be with me. I wouldnât complain, mind you, but stillâŠâ
âHave you two ever talked about marriage?â
You two had, in fact, talked about the possibility of marrying someday and, in fact, Satoru told you he liked the idea, but that there was no need for a wedding in his eyes. He loved you with or without a ring.
âYes,â you answered. âHe is⊠ambivalent about it.â
Nobara, who had heard the exchange, approached you with a hand on her hip. The other held the gift she got for her teacher. âIf he dares say no, Iâll âaccidentallyâ ruin all of his favorite shirts.â
âCome on, Nobara, donât be petty,â Yuji scolded her before addressing you. âBesides, Gojo would never say no to you.â
âYou know you have him wrapped around your finger.â Tsumiki gave your back a couple of comforting pats.
âItâs unnerving because you care,â Yuta said, taking a step towards you, âbut it will be a beautiful moment. Your proposal will make him happy.â
You took another deep breath and placed your hand over your heart. Its beat was so strong you could feel it by just grazing your chest.
âPlease, I hope so.â
The six of you left the living room and returned to the dining room, where Satoru awaited, seated on his chair, arms and legs crossed. As soon as he saw Megumiâthe one who led the groupâcross the threshold, he got up and approached all of you.
âThis is my favorite moment in birthdays besides the cake.â He had a big, almost childish grin on his face. He was going to make you melt. âLetâs see what you all got me.â
Megumi was the first to give Satoru his gift. It was a copy of Frankenstein; Satoru had resolved to read more, but he wanted to start with something he was already familiar with thanks to movies and, to him, that was a perfect option. Next was Tsumiki, who got him a cotton candy machine. Satoruâs eyes all but sparkled when he unwrapped the box and saw the gadgetâs image on its colorful front. You knew he was thinking of all the cotton candy heâd be making day in and day out.
Everyone elseâs gifts were just as amazing: Yuta got him a sleek black smartwatchâon the cheaper side, but Satoru didnât mind that at all. He praised its wearability and even put it on. Nobaraâs gift was a menâs cologne that had been widely advertised lately and that she thought Satoru would like. Indeed, he proclaimed it as his new favorite after the first whiff. As for Yuji, he gifted his teacher a box that contained a selection of the most iconic movies of the 90s. Satoru thanked the boy for giving him so much great material for future movie nights.
With every gift he received, your mouth grew drier and your breathing shallower. You reminded yourself to visualize the circle, to trust yourself and, most of all, to trust Satoru. He glanced at you after each one of the presents, hoping youâd be next. When he placed the box Yuji gave him down on the table, Satoruâs gaze stayed on you. Everyoneâs gazes were on you, actually. The kids moved aside to give you space and stood side by side, ready for what was about to unfold. Nobara retrieved her phone from her purse in a discreet movement; you had given her permission to record the moment, which only added to your fear of messing this up somehow.
You took a sip of soda and approached your boyfriend. He didnât eye you from head to toe, hoping to guess where you hid your gift, nor did he ask you where it was. He stood there, waiting as you got choked up without even having said anything yet, as you blinked back the tears you knew were coming. You looked over at the kids for reassurance one last time, and then, your attention was all on Satoru.
âYou might be wondering where my present is,â you began. âI donât blame you, it must be weird for you to see that Iâm the only one without anything to give you, but the truth is that Iâve had it on me all night long.â
Satoru nodded, letting out a soft snort. âI thought as much.â
You expected him to make a humorous comment or try to take a guess at what it was, but he remained silent instead, allowing you to continue. His natural perceptiveness must have told him this was important. You extended your hands towards him and he took them in his own.
âYouâre shaking,â your boyfriend noted.
You squeezed his hand to reassure both him and yourself. âItâs okay, Iâm fine.â Your shuddering breaths said otherwise, but you continued, âWeâve been together since we were just two teenagers. Remember the face I made when I confessed and you said you liked me back?â
âOf course I do.â Satoru chuckled at the memory with fondness. âYou thought I was joking.â
âBecause it was too good to be true⊠And it still is. Sometimes I still canât believe weâre together.â You rubbed your thumb over the back of his hand. Your other thumb soon mirrored the action. âI canât picture life without you in it. The nineteen days you spent inside that damned box gave me a glimpse of what that would be like and I didnât like it one bit.â
Thinking of those lonely nights where, full of anguish, you wondered if Satoru would get to come out of the Prison Realm during your lifetime made the lump in your throat even heavier. He was the one caressing your hands now.
âNot to mention the battle against Sukuna. Despite my faith in you, I was terrified that youâdââ
You pushed your lips together. Even thinking of the word that would finish the sentence put a bitter taste in your mouth.
Another breath. You leaned in, your gaze fixed on his. âIn a world full of chaos, youâre my peace. Youâre my home. My life is brighter and better because youâre in it, stopping at nothing to cheer me up, making me smile even when I feel like I canât, reminding me that Iâm worth loving and being patient about it despite how self-doubt makes me go in circles sometimes.â
Satoruâs lower lip quivered, but he tried to hide it by smiling at you. Tears gathered in your eyes and you blinked so they wouldnât blur your sight. That was the last thing you wanted right now.
You took your hand to his cheek, brushing it with the backside of your fingers like it was made of the most fragile porcelain. The moment had arrived.
âBecause of how much I love both you and the life we share,â you said, letting go of Satoruâs hands and taking a couple of steps back, âthereâs a question I need to ask you.â
One final deep breath before reaching for the box in your pocket. When you were certain your grasp was firm, you pulled it out and went down on one knee. His hands were already covering his mouth.
âSatoru Gojoââ you opened the black velvet box, revealing a beautiful platinum band with an octagon cut aquamarine embedded in its center ââwill you marry me?â
For once in his life, the talkative and charismatic young man was at a total loss for words. All he could do was dart his gaze from the ring to your loving and hopeful expression. He, too, had to blink a few times so the tears he was trying to hide wouldnât obscure the scene before him.
âGodâŠâ Satoru lowered his hands to his chest, over his pounding heart. âGod, babeâŠÂ Yes. Of course I want to marry you.â He held out a trembling hand towards you to help you up. âCâmere, sweetheart.â
You chuckled, then looked over to the kids with the box still open in your hand, then back at Satoru with your eyes drowning in tears. The moment you took his hand, your body shook with a quiet sob that turned into more sobs as soon as you buried your face into his embrace. Satoru was quick to squeeze you between his arms and cradle the back of your head in his hand. He lowered his face to rest it against your hair and only then did he let his tears fall.
The kidsâexcluding Nobara, who was busy recording the sceneâcheered and clapped at the beautiful moment they were witnessing. Yuji gave Yuta and Megumi loud pats on the back that earned him a flinch from Yuta and a glare from both Nobara and Megumi himself. Meanwhile, Tsumiki wiped her tears away with the back of her index finger.
When the two of you calmed down, Satoru pulled away and held your face between his hands. He wiped your tears away with his thumbs and pressed kisses to your forehead, nose, and lips. He didnât care that his students were seeing this side of him; Megumi and Tsumiki were well acquainted with it anyway.
âDamnâŠâ he said. âI suspected you were up to something, but I had no idea it would be this big.â
You grinned, reaching out to wipe his tears away yourself. âThe biggest surprises come in the smallest packages sometimes.â
âIndeed.â He then looked over at the kids, dramatically arching an eyebrow. âDid any of you know anything about this?â
âN-noâŠâ Knowing he was a terrible liar, Yuta gave him a sheepish smile.
âNo, not at all.â Yuji whistled.
âHey, Megumi,â Tsumiki said, ânow we can say we had the privilege of watching our parents get engaged.â
Megumi, who was totally not using his shirtâs cuff to make his tears disappear, cleared his throat. âYeah, not everyone can say that.â
âDonât forget the most important part!â Nobara called from behind the phone.
Right. You opened the box again; you had closed it before hugging Satoru.
âI think I have something of yours,â you told him, carefully taking the ring out of the case. Now empty, the black velvet box went back to your pocket.
He extended his left hand towards you. âYouâre right. Itâs time you give it to its rightful owner.â
Gently, you took Satoruâs hand in yours and slid the ring onto his ring finger. You admired the way it looked now that it was there. It felt like it had always been in Satoruâs hand, like it was meant to be worn by him and only him. He, too, gazed down at the meaningful piece of jewelry with a warm glint in his eyes that threatened to bring tears to yours again. You couldnât believe you had the luck and privilege of being the one putting that look on his face.
You got even closer, until his torso touched yours. âI would do the same in a heartbeat.â
Satoruâs lips and yours met as he took you back into his strong arms. You melted into the kiss, cupping his cheek with your hand and holding him as close as you could with your free arm. The thought that the kids might get scandalized at this display of affection lingered in the back of your mind, but you made yourself forget about them for just a moment. Satoru was your priority.
Yuji leaned towards Nobara and whispered, âItâs like watching a romantic movie happen right in front of us.â
âThen, itâs more like a romantic theatre play,â she said.
âExcept this is very real.â Megumi sported a faint smile he didnât bother hiding.
You pulled away after what felt like the sweetest of eternities, but Satoru kept his forehead on yours. You looked into his eyes, tracing the perfect contour of his cheekbone with your thumb. He brought his hand up to give you the same treatment and placed another kiss on your forehead. You both knew youâd be doing a hell of a lot of cuddling and kissing later.
âI want to stay like this forever,â Satoru whispered into the tiny space between your faces, âbut Iâm sure the kids would like to congratulate us.â
You glanced at them, your gaze warm and grateful. âYes, Iâm sure of it.â
And just like that, you saw yourselves surrounded by the excited teenagers, hugs and well-wishes going round. You felt a little bad that Satoru was no longer the sole focus of their congratulations, but you knew he didnât mind; the radiant smile he gave you after hugging Tsumikiâone that crinkled his eyes in the most adorable wayâconfirmed it for you and, right that instant, you made it your lifeâs mission to ensure you put a smile like that on Satoruâs face every day for as long as you lived. He deserved it.
Rebloggable version, as requested by davrosbro. :)
Oooh! Â Yes! Â I love kisses. Â Kisses are where it all starts ;).
Okay, first, remember that a kiss is much, much more than just lips. Â It is lips, but also tongues, teeth, eyes, faces, hands, noses, bodies, heartbeats, Â breath, voice- and most importantly, a kiss is emotions. Â A kiss without emotion is just wet mushy lips stuck together. Â Ew. Â Gross. Â The most important part of a kiss isnât the how, but the who- because of the emotions between the two people.
Okay so:
lips- Lips can slide, glide over each other smoothly, or they can be chapped and rough and dry and get stuck on each other. Â They can match, top-to-top and bottom-to-bottom, or they can overlap, with one personâs top or bottom lip captured between the other personâs lips (yummy). Â If there is lipstick or chapstick there is lipstick or chapstick flavor, otherwise, lips donât have a taste (can you taste yours?). Â Lips also can smack- the sound of two of them coming together or pulling apart, because theyâre wet and warm and soft.
tongue- Tongues are always wet, and always warm. Â Theyâre very versatile. Â They can trace over lips, teeth, or another tongue. Â They can be smooth and graceful or teasing and flicking. Â When tongues are involved, there is drool. Â Itâs only sexy when you like the person youâre kissing, or else itâs kinda gross. :P
teeth- teeth can clack together awkwardly, or teeth can bite down sensually. Â A person biting their own lip is cute, a person biting anotherâs lips is sexy. Â A person biting gently is sensual, a person biting roughly is sexual.
eyes- Eyes can be wide open with surprise, half-lidded with desire, fully closed with pleasure. Â Eyes can gaze lovingly, lustfully, wistfully, hungrily, seductively- it all depends upon the emotions of your characters. Â Have them do whatever you like, but donât leave them out- give them at least a mention!
faces- Faces are what the lips are attached to. Â Noses bump, cheeks flush, ears turn red, foreheads either wrinkle or relax. Â Kisses can leave lips, quite easily, and become kisses on chins, cheeks, noses, foreheads, ears, necks, throats. Â Kisses on noses or foreheads are cute and adorable, kisses on cheeks are sweet, kisses on chins, ears, and throats are very sexual. Â And a kiss on the lips can be all of those! <3
hands- Hands are super-important. Â In order to describe a kiss, usually you want to also describe the hands. Â Where are they? Â Does one character have their hand behind the otherâs head or back, holding them close? Â Are they on someoneâs shoulders pulling them near, or pushing them away? Â Fingers brushing someoneâs cheek or palms grabbing someoneâs ass convey two very different kinds of situations, even if the kiss itself is exactly the same.
noses- Noses are annoying. Â They easily get in the way, especially for first kisses! Â People have to tilt their head to one side or the other, and if they donât, noses bump. Â Iâd only mention noses if a kiss is supposed to be awkward or uncertain or nervous.
bodies- bodies are either close together, or far away. Â Someone can be surrounded comfortingly by someoneâs arms, or terrifyingly trapped by them. Â Bodies are warm or hot, they are calm or nervous, relaxed or tense. Â Body language says a lot. Â Is your character pulling away, or moving closer?
heartbeat- Hearts can beat fast or slow, and thatâs about all they can do- but there are lots of reasons why they do! Â A heart can beat fast with fear or excitement or nervousness; a heart can pound with lust or race with terror or sing with joy. Â Hearts can glow, cower, or shatter. Â When you really want to drive the emotions of a character home, mention the heart.
breath- To me, the most consuming part of a kiss is the breath. Â The air that someone else has just breathed going deep into your lungs is very intimate. Â Lips and tongues donât have a taste, but breath does. Â Each personâs breath tastes different, smells different, and surrounds a person differently than anyone elseâs breath. Â Breath can be warm and sweet, breath can be hot and sexy, breath can be hot and frightening. Â It is something that is very present and should not be left out. Â A lot of writers leave breath out. Â And itâs so important; itâs the most intimate part of a kiss. Â Someone else is breathing into your lungs, and itâs either heaven or itâs hell.
voice- Voice conveys much, even without words. Â A voice can groan, whimper, gasp, moan, catch, whine, scream, sigh. Â Voice can convey emotion powerfully, and while some kisses are silent, usually theyâre not.
emotion- Â Emotion is the most important- and the thing you try not to say. Â You want to describe it, through all of the things above, so that itâs perfectly clear what your characters are feeling, without you ever using the âfeelings wordsâ. Â If theyâre in love, their bodies will lean close, their eyes will smile, their voices will giggle softly. Â If theyâre nervous, their palms will sweat, their noses will bump, their voices will shudder. Â If theyâre afraid, their muscles will be tense, their faces will grimace, their lips will not open. Â Emotion is the color that you keep inside your mind as you write; itâs the base line that drives the description behind everything else you say.
Wow, that was a lot!  Gosh I hope it wasnât too much!  Keep in mind not every kiss has all these things- this is just a list of things to consider when writing a kiss, and based on how long of a kiss you want to make.  Keep in mind that typing âthey kissed for a long timeââŠthatâs six words, it takes half a second to read, so thatâs a short kiss!  If you want a long kiss, you need long sentences that make the reader linger.
So maybe to start off, pick three things on the list to describe in your first kiss. Â Donât try to do it all- that would be too much for even the most epic kiss. Â Just pick whatâs most important to this particular scene, to these particular characters, and describe those parts along with the lips, and youâve got yourself an awesome, emotional kiss. <3
Sometimes the strongest "I love you" doesn't appear on the page at all. Sometimes the strongest form of love is written in the details. Perhaps it's unrequited love, or saying those three words are just too difficult. Here's 20 ways you can show love in your writing without admitting it.
Remembering tiny details nobody else notices.
Saving the last bite of food for them.
Touching them absentmindedly (shoulder, sleeve, hair, hands).
Keeping track of their comfort without saying anything.
Sharing jackets, blankets, space.
Adjusting their tone when they speak to them.
Letting them see moments of vulnerability.
Reaching out to steady them without thinking / catching them when they trip.
Buying or making something âbecause it reminded me of you.â
Defending them when theyâre not around.
Staying up late just to keep them company.
Learning their hobbies so they can talk about them.
Seeking their face first in a crowded room.
Standing closer than necessary.
Softening whenever they smile.
Doing chores they hate without being asked.
Letting their hand linger too long.
Giving up something important because it matters to them.
Being patient with their flaws and fears.
Looking at them like theyâre the safest place in the world.
The reader doesn't need dialogue to understand how strong your character's emotions are.
Note: Remember my fic Brave New World, the one I deleted last year in order to rework it? That rework didn't go anywhere, but LZA is tempting me to pick Juliette's story back up and give it a massive overhaul, even bigger than the one I intended to give it last year. This one-shot is both a test run of sorts for that and me wanting to write something related to this magnificent game. Seriously, it's everything I ever wanted!
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2,584
Summary: Chaos erupts in Lumiose City, burdening citizens and visitors alike with heavy uncertainty. A young girl who gets too lost in her thoughts splits up from her family, but the distressing situation leads her to an unforgettable encounter.
Among the people whose day had been turned upside down, there was a family having a nice little vacation in Lumiose City to escape from the routine of their daily lives: the Ronsons, Kalosians with a tinge of Unova settled in Anistar City. Of course, their vacation had turned into what felt like a scene from a movie they would have never wanted a part in. They had just made their way into the popular and affordable Passage du Palais for some shopping when everything around them shook.
âWhat was that blast about?â Ădith, the grandmother, held onto a pillar.
Rachel, her daughter in law, cowered and scanned the area for somewhere to hide under. âMaybe it was a landslide? I donât knowâŠâ
âWe need to get out of here,â said Mainard, Ădithâs son. âJuliette, are you okay?â
Juliette nodded, clutching her Bulbasaur in her arms. âYes, but I donât like this...â The girlâs Frogadier stood tall by her side in case he had to shield his Trainer.
One of the storeâs clerks was by the door, gesturing with an arm towards the exit. âOver here! Staying indoors could be dangerous!â
Employees and visitors emerged into the street. Thatâs when they saw it: the iconic Prism Tower, glowing an ominous pink that shrunk the hearts of those who locked eyes with it. The memories from five years ago rang alarm bells over everyoneâs heads.
âI agree with Rachel,â Ădith spoke, âweâll have an easier time navigating the Vert Plaza route. People going towards it are behaving more⊠orderly.â
Mainard nodded. âYou both are right. Besides, what if any of us got injured because of the crowd? Especially you.â
His mother snorted and waved a hand in playful dismissal. âI know Iâm old, but Iâm not that old.â She then placed her hand on Julietteâs shoulder. âCome on, letâs go.â
They headed their steps towards the Vert Plaza evacuation route, monitored by a female police officer and her Pangoro.
Despite the fear thickening the air, people were still talking.
âWhat if Team Flare is back?â
âNo, this must be Quasarticoâs doing. You canât trust the rich.â
âThat was probably Clemont with one of his inventions.â
âHe and Bonnie arenât even in KalosâŠâ
Juliette and her family, on the other hand, were dead silent. The event seemed to only affect Lumiose City, but the lightning and buzzing emanating from the tower threatened a disaster capable of compromising the entire region.
Probably because of the thoughts occupying her head or because of the rising number of people choosing to evacuate towards Vert Plaza, when Juliette tried to ask her mother how she was doing, she saw a businesswoman occupying what was once Rachelâs place. The girl stopped dead in her tracks and the people behind yelled at her; an Eevee even bumped into her ankle.
âSorry,â she muttered, darting her gaze around in hopes of seeing her family walking a few steps ahead. No such luck. They were out of sight.
A teenager passed by the girl. She tried to tap his shoulder, but he was too fast and she was left with her hand hovering in front of her. A middle-aged woman came next.
âHi,â Juliette called out, âhave you seen a couple with an older woman and a Frogadier?â
âNo, I havenât.â And she continued walking.
The girl stood around for a couple more seconds before moving along; she didn't feel like being yelled at again. Either way, her family couldnât be that far away, right?
âWe need to go find our daughter. How else am I supposed to tell you?â Mainard had a thin layer of sweat coating his forehead.
âI know,â the officer answered, stoic as a concrete wall, âbut going against the direction everyone is advancing towards could lead to a stampede. Iâm sure your daughter has just fallen behind.â
âWould you leave a family member of yours alone in a panicked crowd?â Ădith questioned him.
âNo one here is in a panic; theyâre just walking along the evacuation route as they should.â
âIn situations like thisââ the woman looked towards the glowing tower ââcalmness can turn into chaos in the blink of an eye.â
âAnd I donât want my daughter to be caught in the middle of it all,â Rachel joined in.
The officer crossed his arms and exhaled. âDo you want to cause a bottleneck? I bet you will still find the girl at Vert Plaza. Now, please, move along.â
The RonsonsâFrogadier includedâglared at the police officer and turned around, resuming their steps.
âHow insensitiveâŠâ Ădith muttered.
âI get wanting to keep peace,â her son answered, âbut keeping someone from locating a family member during an event like this is cruel.â
Rachel sighed and looked back. âI just hope Juliette and Bulbasaur are okay and that they can find us soon.â
That wouldnât be easy. With her thoughts going a mile a minute, Juliette rushed to overtake as many people as possible, hoping to spot her family as her brown hair flowed behind her like a fluttering cape. The girlâs mind was so set on moving forward that, when a guy dressed in DYN4MO garb announced he knew a shortcut to Vert Plaza and a handful of people began following him, she joined them without a second thought. Who knew, maybe sheâd get there before her parents, her grandmother, and Frogadier did.
The atmosphere was one of relative serenity. Some even cracked jokes to lighten up the mood and a few chuckles were heard. Everything was going well. Vert Plaza became visible on the horizon, even. Theyâd be there in no time.
But genius plans donât always work. The DYN4MO fan wasnât wrong about the shortcut, but he didnât keep in mind the possibility of roadblocks being set up to ensure everyoneâs safety. Thatâs what he and everyone who followed his lead came across.
âOh, no⊠What do we do now?â The young man scratched the back of his head.
âI guess we will have to go back to the normal route,â a woman said, already turning around.
Everyone was of the same mind as her, but not Juliette. She took off with Bulbasaur still in her arms. If she went all the way back, her family would be even further away⊠unless they left the evacuation route to go look for her, something unlikely given the strictness of safety protocols like that one.
Juliette eyed the street name signs out of the corner of her eye. Having spent a few days at Lumiose City meant she was already somewhat familiar with it, so that was a point in her favor. According to the signs, she was still on her way to Vert Plaza. Good. Hopefully, she wouldnât come across another roadblock herself.
At that moment, in Juliette`s mind, being reunited with her family was more important than safetyâhell, being with her family would be safety. Still, something told her that not paying attention to her surroundings wasnât wise. She knew, she really did, but nothing mattered more to her than making sure that her parents, her grandmother, and her Frogadier were okay. Not even the Ultimate Weapon scare from five years ago was as nerve-wracking as not knowing if your loved ones were safe andâ
A sharp snap above her head interrupted the girlâs train of thought. Now that she had to run the fastest, Juliette stopped and looked up. The concrete was cracking, drawing a pattern reminiscent of bolts of lightning before her eyes. A curtain of pulverized concrete fell behind her and some got on her hair and clothes. Juliette couldnât move or speak; Bulbasaur did so for her by crying out in what looked like a vain attempt to get her to run again.
For a moment, there was quietness and stillness. Then, a louder snap. A large piece of rubble was on its way to impact Juliette. It was too big for her to avoid by stepping aside, yet she did anyway while shielding Bulbasaur with her body.
But Zygarde stopped sniffing and, before Juliette or her Bulbasaur could register what was going on, they were on the canineâs back and moving through the streets at a speed that must have rivalled that of light and sound. It was a wonder the girl didnât fall off on the way to Zygardeâs destination: Vert Plaza.
Juliette turned her attention back to her savior. âHey⊠Thanks for bringing me here.â
Bulbasaur croaked, echoing her Trainerâs sentiment, and Zygarde nodded in acknowledgment. Juliette was about to joke about how it probably had better things to do than rescuing her, but Zygarde dashed away in a black and green blur. The girl shook her head with a hint of a smile on her face.
Note: This is a commission for my friend @crystalpepsea on Twitter. She asked for a friendship oriented piece focused on her OC Odile and Zygarde, very fitting with the upcoming release of Legends Z-A đ Here's my commission info in case any of you want a piece of your own, I'll be glad to listen to your ideas!
Warnings: None
Word Count: 2,996
Summary: What looked like a routine visit to a construction site lands Odile and her partner Totodile an interesting new companion. Things will no longer be the same for them, that's for sure.
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Receiving blueprints, reviewing them, and visiting construction sites to ensure of their viability were all key aspects of Odileâs role in Lumiose Cityâs urban redevelopment plan. Quasartico saw the chance of counting on a young and talented architectâs collaboration and took it.
The young woman had left her native Shalour City three months ago and, while she and her Totodile had already adapted to Lumiose Cityâs hectic pace of life and the jobâs demands, the social aspect of it all wasnât going as smoothly for Odile. She enjoyed the peace and quiet of her individual office, with the computerâs hum and Totodileâs babbling being the only noises, but the sight of her coworkers laughing and exchanging confidences during lunch break placed a faint tightness in her chest. Itâs okay, she told herself, Iâm here to work, not make friends.
That one was a regular, slow day at work. Odile replied to an e-mail from a cobblestone supplier typing at lightning speed and with her eyes fixed on the screen. Perks of being left aloneâmostly, because Totodile sat munching berries by her sideâto focus and do your job.
Her loneliness didnât last much longer, however. A series of knocks on the door boomed across the room, making Totodile nearly fall off the desk and Odile, interrupt her task with a harsh exhale.
âCome in.â
The cause of the unexpected break was Vinnie, who marched into the office with his shoulders all squared up and his chin so high he might as well have been checking out the fluorescents on the ceiling. He was holding something Odile was already well acquainted with: a rolled-up blueprint.
âGood morning,â he droned before unrolling it and placing it down on the desk. âHereâs a design for a new wild zone in the South Boulevard. We want to include a fountain, but the terrain in the selected lot is uneven. You need to go take a look.â
âWhen should I go?â Odile asked, locking her gaze with Vinnieâs sunglasses.
âTonight, if possible.â
âTonight?â she leaned back on her chair and crossed her arms. The wheels skidded on the floor. She sighed. âAlright⊠That wonât be a problem.â
âGood.â Vinnie pushed up the bridge of his glasses. âJett is expecting the lotâs report tomorrow around midday.â
Without further ado, he bid Odile and her partner farewell and left the office, closing the door with a surprisingly soft thud. Odile tipped her head back and rubbed her eyebrows. Traversing Lumiose City at night wasnât among todayâs plans, but she had no choice. It was for the jobâs sake.
Odile and her Totodile had just overcome a challenge of their own: making it to the plot on the blueprint during one of Lumiose Cityâs busiest hours. It took her a few bumps and countless âSorryâ and âExcuse meâ, but she was now in front of the future wild zone, empty like a blank canvas. Odile tied back her long, pale brown hairâwhich had a habit of getting in her eyes during workâand stepped into the lot.
Odile snapped pictures of the areas where each of the elements would be installed. Theyâd be going on the construction siteâs report, the first thing sheâd be working on in the morning.
Unlike the way there, the visit to the lot was quick and easy. Odile filled her lungs with airâoh, how she missed Shalour Cityâs cleaner airâand swung her arms by her side.
âLetâs go, Totodile.â
She walked only a few steps towards the busy street before stopping in her tracks and looking around with a raised eyebrow. It felt like someone else was in the lot. Weird. The area was clearly empty. Maybe Odile was just tired. Good thing she only needed to serve dinner for herself and Totodile and go to bed.
The report was completed and sent to Jett well before midday. She greenlighted the construction and agreed with Odile that the terrain irregularities could be easily corrected. However, the young woman would have to visit the construction site a second time that night. Sheâd be marking out the areas corresponding to each of the design elements. The architect couldnât wait to feel like a Magikarp swimming upstream again.
Luckily, she found a shorter and less busy path during her lunch break thanks to Rotom Maps. When the sky darkened, Odile and Totodile left their house and set out for the lot. There were no bumps, âSorryâ or âExcuse meâ this time, only a smooth arrival.
With Totodileâs help, she demarcated the future locations of the wild zoneâs features. The lot now sported long stripes of red tape, the blank canvas not so blank.
Odile took a picture to show Jett the next morning and put her phone back in her bag. She intended to go home and her steps were already headed towards the sidewalk, but the sensation of not being alone came back. Odile stopped and crossed her arms. She glanced down at Totodile, who looked around in alert but wasnât baring his fangs or showing any other signs of defensiveness. She then looked over at a line of sparse bushes outside the plotâs limits. They werenât big enough for someone to hide and spy through them⊠or so she thought.
The leaves rustled. Totodile stood in front of his Trainer. Odile didnât move; she kept her eyes fixed on the shaking shrub. The buzz of the nearby streets seemed to fade out as seconds ticked by with nothing happening. Odile made it as if to turn around and leave when an unknown figure jumped out of the bush.
The young woman squatted in front of the creature. âWho are you?â she asked in a voice tinged with amusement. The being looked up at her with its single eyeâit had something next to it, but it didn't have a pupil.
Odile didnât know what to do. She didn't know what the cute green blob in front of her was or why it was looking at her in a way that said âTake me home,â but she couldnât leave it behind all alone at night. It looked so defenseless⊠Thatâs why after asking Totodile if heâd like a new buddyâto which he responded with an eager nod and happy babblingâOdile took the creature into her hands and placed it in her jacketâs pocket.
Finding a spot for the householdâs new member to sleep on wasnât an issue; it curled up next to Totodile in his bed. Giving it a name wasnât a problem eitherâOdile called the creature Squishy because of its bodyâs gelatinous consistency. What had her at a loss was what Squishyâs diet could be. It didn't want Totodileâs feed or any of his treats.
That mystery nagged at the back of her mind during work until Squishy itself gave her the answer. While lying on one of the officeâs windowsills, the red hexagon on its stomach glowed and absorbed the morning sunlight that filtered through the glass. The sky was free of clouds, so Squishy could get plenty of it.
Later in the day, Odile typed away at the computer while Totodile played catch with his new friend around the room. Totodile knew he couldn't knock anything down or get too rough, so that didnât faze Odile. The door opening without warning to reveal one of her colleagues did, however.
âHey, have you seen my stapler?â Her eyes landed on Squishy and she gasped, eyes bright with amazement. âWait, whoâs that?â
âI found it last night, at the construction site.â
âSquishy, huh?â The woman was in the center of the room, crouching before Squishy with a huge grin. She poked it with a finger and squealed in delight. âI can see why!â She then stood up and approached Odileâs desk. âHow about you join me and the others during lunch break and tell us more about Squishy?â
Her first impulse was to say no, but Odile bit her tongue. She craned her neck to look at Squishy over the desk. It was still hanging out with Totodile, unbothered by the strangerâs presence.
âYeah⊠Why not?â
Although she wouldn't admit it out loud, that was the best lunch break Odile had had since joining Quasartico. Besides sharing what little she knew about Squishy, she also got to talk about how she met Totodile and what brought her to become an architect. Her colleagues listened to her all still, with their chests against the edge of the table. She would have never thought the things she said were that interesting, but being listened to sure felt nice.
That also happened the next day. Accompanied by Squishy and Totodile, Odile left her office during break and joined her coworkers. She also did the following day. And the day after. Those little reunions were becoming the highlight of her day and the young woman found herself hoping for excuses to talk to her colleagues more. After a week, she had already exchanged numbers with a couple of them.
Odile was also starting to leave her house more for leisure reasons and less for work matters. She went on walks with Squishy and Totodile, the first always inside a pocket or bag in case it accidentally got lost in the crowd. That didn't prevent it from peeking its head out, taking a look at its surroundings, or absorbing sunlight.
She soon learned what that was. The next day, on the way to work, she had to bring her steps to a halt when Squishy leaped at a closed ice cream stand.
âWhat are you doing? Thereâs no one to serve us.â And Odile reached to grab her companion, but her hands froze at what she saw.
In front of Squishy lay a creature almost identical to it, except it was flat, with a green hexagon in its middle, and motionless. Before Odile could get closer and take a better look, Squishy had already absorbed it with the same green flash from the previous day.
âC-cannibalism?!â
Odile shuddered every time Squishy took in one of these creatures. They were all around the city: inside shops, under banks, in wild zonesâŠ
A month after their paths crossed, the young woman thought she had already seen everything there was to see about her mysterious partner. Needless to say, she was wrong; the best part was still to come.
It happened one night, after leaving a creperie, chocolate crepes for herself and Totodile in hand. Odile was so focused on taking a bite into the sweet treat that she didn't see Squishy hopping towards an alley until it was a couple of meters away.
âHey!â She sprinted towards it with Totodile following suit.
Like she had assumed, Squishy wanted to assimilate a lookalike. Odile leaned against a brick wall and took another bite off her crepe. A bite that almost went the wrong way as a green light enveloped Squishy. The first thing that came to mind was that it was evolving. With the variety of strange evolution methods out there, it was possible.
âA Zygarde?! I own a Zygarde?!â She edged towards Squishy/Zygarde like it would disappear if she moved too fast. Odile compared the appâs picture to what was in front of her. There was no doubt.
Squishy looked up at her, wagging its tail. Odile patted its head with an incredulous laugh. She was even more amazed upon noticingâ
A prolonged shriek substituted her words. Taking it as a cue to get going, Squishy took off as soon as Odile grabbed the leash and the poor girl saw her chocolate crepe fly off her hand in the process. Good thing Totodile and her phone didnât meet the same fate.
Squishyâs new appearance didnât go unnoticed by her coworkers either. Upon seeing Odile and her partners arrive at Quasartico headquarters the next day, the receptionist left her desk and stood before the pup in the blink of an eye.
âNo way! Is that a Zygarde?â She kept moving her head, looking at it from different angles.
âYes, Iâm as surprised as you are.â Odile had the hint of a grin on her lips.
âItâs amazing, I never thought Iâd see one with my own eyes,â the receptionist marvelled, clasping her hands together. âGet ready to be the officeâs sensation!â
That was a fair warning. Every worker who came across Odile and her partners had something to say: âIs that Squishy?â, âHow did you get a Zygarde?â, âDoes it bring you the newspaper?â
At lunch break, she and Squishy were the protagonistsâalthough saying Squishy was the protagonist would be far more accurate. Everyone took turns to pet it, toss balls at it, and give it various treats. Totodile wasnât jealous, on the contrary: it clapped with glee every time Squishy successfully retrieved a ball or proved to be able to obey commands like shaking paws.
âYou know,â Odile began before realizing, âyou have changed my life.â
Squishy glanced up at her and tilted its head. Odile chuckled. She knew that despite its clueless expression, Squishy knew what she meant.
She then turned towards Totodile. âArenât you glad Iâm starting to come out of my shell?â Totodile jumped on the couch seat, tiny arms up in the air. Odileâs eyes crinkled with a smile. Zygarde, the overseer of balance, truly did bring her such: the balance between solitude and company.
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