rants and rage

complaint side account to complain and vent

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My birthday is coming soon enough so that means getting ready to be given girly birthday cards with the wrong pronouns all over it but atleast it'll come with some money.

... yay I'm so excited.

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Pathetic

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Trying to watch Gordon Ramsey back when he was super popular but all the yelling and arguing just made you feel upset.

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When someone asks when I'm going to start dating and have kids.

(I'm a closted trans guy in a very conservative area and have a big fear of becoming pregnant)

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This older woman in thrift store shopping for a toy for her youngest grandkid for Christmas tells me how both parents to her grandkids have no money and benefits was cut from them so struggling to even feed them and then says "i hate to bring up politics"

In a first world country it's political to hate kids are struggling to be fed and have toys on the holiday.

America is a fucking joke.

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A man I could look up to for affection, compliments, encouragement could have already been. But instead a predator did that job, with a price.

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Chronic pain sucks but having it in an area thats deemed 'inappropriate' to mention is so annoying! Like I wanted my bladder and vulva to hurt?!

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The beast you paint from the easiest to hunt

An edit about how it feels seeing people like Trump and the people in power who demonize minorities. How it feels to already struggle with being a queer autistic closeted trans guy with chronic pain just to hear my own family being not only transphobic but truly believing trans people are more dangerous than a cis person. The president and his cult leaders now blaming pregnant women for causing a rise in autism for taking pain medication, calling autism a horrific thing. And it's not just about my own life but hearing them all being more and more racist, or at least more openly racist. Seeing them laugh at another random persons fears and mistreatment. Seeing someone who claims to love facts so much argue over literal fucking statistics.

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I'm only a level 1, even aspergers of you wanna use *that* term, so I can blend right into society and get a job no problem! :)

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I'm almost 21, have no driver's license, so sensitive to sound, and my social battery gets drained quick. Oh and chronic pain.

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Hey, if I can't even masturbate without flaring up what makes a doctor think I'm worried about a potential partner not being able to stick it into my vagina? I mention my vagina can't fit anything in it for medical reasons, not because I'm scared a man won't be able to fuck me.

Maybe it should be fixed so a Q-tip in it isn't torture, but that'd be for the sake I'm gonna be coming to OB-GYN's multiple times a year, not for some hypothetical partner.

Maybe the idea of me actually having sex, especially with a cis man, scares and irks me, but I'm looking for an answer to my chronic pain, that were labeling as interstitial cystitis but can't say is for sure or not. I'm not worried about a sex life, idgaf about that when I can't even enjoy myself

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No, I love going to a place that makes itself clear it's for pregnant women. Everything is about women and babies while I'm a trans guy with no interest in having children in there with interstitial cystitis.

Ughhhhh

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Rip that one anime movie that was actually really cool and cute but I'll never watch it again because of the room I was in when I watched the movie.

It doesn't deserve that association :(

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I just realized my father is a contrarian.

Everything I say he's argues against. You'd think the guy who loves science would agree with me saying the "direwolves" they brought back aren't true direwolves but no he argued they're basically direwolves.

He said Trump isn't truely for the people and for the big companies but when I suggest the tariffs he's pulling is harming the people he argues.

His opinion is basically whatever mine isn't. I swear if I said something homophobic he'd only then ever defend queer people.

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My mom worries her having a child makes me mad. She really doesn't understand how much I hated that man. I dont care she had a baby, I cared she hung out with the walking red flag that I told her I hated and wasn't any good and why multiple times, and she picked him. She thought she was picking both, but she was picking a man I despised and didn't trust at all. I dont tie people to their family. They had no choice. I don't tie that baby to him. I tie you who chose to keep hanging out with him when years ago you told me my opinion on who you dated mattered to you, just to not follow on that.

You ask me not to look down on you for the baby, but I looked down before you were pregnant. I'll take in the baby as my sibling. They asked to be born as much as I did. Not at all, and I see them wishing they weren't when they're older. The situation you've put them in, it's inevitable. I'll be there for them when it happens.

Maybe they will listen. If they don't, they won't be the first to disregard me.

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The most popular vegan subREDDIT, I sure hope it's generally progressive.

I got downoted for suggesting people who bully vegans would also belittle other people's harmless opinion that differs from theirs.

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In middle school I was always getting sick on my stomach and vomiting, only ever once really and then would go to nurses office and begin to feel better. That happened pretty often, especially during lunchtime when eveyone was really loud. Nobody took it seriously, seeing it as a kid trying to get out of school but this issue with getting sick on my stomach continued during summer, like in Walmart. I went to many doctors and they never figured out the issue.

It took years of mental decay till I started self harming to be taken to a physiatrist, no doctor I went to ever suggested it before. I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety.

I never was faking sick, I was anxious and overstimulated to the point my response I learned to stop it was getting sick on my stomach and vomiting. There was no other escape, we were limited on our bathroom breaks and getting sick and going to the nurse didn't put me on a time limit like going to the bathroom would.

Those teachers probably just always think of me as the kid who would claim to vomit to skip class when I really was going through a sickness nobody doctor could figure out because it wasn't physical. I always struggled with overstimulation in school, I was just lucky by high-school I finally had a diagnosed reason, anxiety, to leave class and an excuse to wear headphones that blocked out the main thing that caused overstimulation, sound.

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I hate birth control. I hate needing to take it to not hurt. I hate not knowing what's actually wrong with my body. Nobody sexualizes me anymore, and if I'm not sexually appleaing, what am I? What's the point of having such a huge chest while being a trans guy? What's the point of knowing I'm trans if I can't transition? Why can't I just be a cis woman? If I dressed like a girl, would I be sexualized? That made me so much worse, but yet I crave it like the sick minded freak I am. My family acts like they care for my mental health but they're all bunch of trump supporters who hate trans people and are selfishly wanting their girl back, a person who's masked since he was 9. They don't fucking know who I am because I'm a queer leftist. They hate that, they like when I don't express that, that being me.