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they/them [tarot and spirituality]

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Tarot PAC Reading: What can't THEY say to your face?

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Happy Pride Month!! the decks used today are new so bare with me. Yokai Tarot by Marga Biazzi/Paolo Bertazzo, Fortunate Frogs Tarot by Devon Short and Alchemy Oracle by Kim Krans.

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Remaining time: 5 days 18 hours

PILE 1

Astrology: Aries, Capricorn, Gemini

Song: Queensway by Coral Bones

Vibes: Lady Hekate, Lord Hypnos, gold obsidian, peonies, strawberries, flame, passionfruit, chocolate, wine, girl talk, 8910, divinity, 333, counting sheep, waiting in line

Cards: The Empress, 10 of Shrooms, 9 of Wands, 8 of Wands, Fog

Pile one, someone in your life has deep feelings for you. They want to tell you so bad. They seem like the kind of person who rushes into things without thinking sometimes but i think this time something is keeping them bound to secrecy. They adore you so much. They think you are sweet and sexy. They want to see your clothes on the floor but they'll just have to wait. You both aren't ready for something serious. Even though you both want something more serious with each other. There is too much healing to do. There are so many mixed emotions running around this connection. This feels like you have had some spicy encounters before. If you haven't, their fantasies are so intense that they almost feel real to this person. You two are close but there is some anxiety around relationships. You probably watched them go through a giant break up. Maybe you where their while they cried about their former love. They haven't had a serious relationship in a long long time after that. (i suspect it's cus they want to save themself for you) They don't know how to even start because if they were to do what they wanted to do they might come on very strong. I see bouquets of roses so massive they barely fit in the car on the way to your place. Their fantasies turn to dreams and the dreams turn to delusion. They want you so bad it hurts, pile one. Just give it some time. You both need the time to figure out your feelings and make a game plan. I have a feeling that they will not know how to be patient and will eventually rush in. Just know they have a good heart. They have been hurt though so if they do rush in and make a mistake. Be patient with them and with yourself. Love takes time, communication and a calm mind. If you want to be with them it will certainly be a hot as fuck connection. Good luck pile one.

PILE 2

Astrology: Taurus, Sagittarius, Leo

Song: the angel on 8th ave. by Gang of Youths

Vibes: Lord Zeus, Lady Artemis, kiwi jasper, fishing, salamander, creek, beach, arguments/fighting, hurt feelings, broke hearts, graves, courage, content, strength, 5555, 2222

Cards: King of Shrooms, 5 of Lily Pads, 7 of Wands, Lovers, Against Nature

Pile two, this feels like a familial connection. A father figure who regrets treating you the way he did. He didn't know he could lose you but now you are gone. You have taken off on your own he sees exactly what he lost. He sees that it's all his fault. He doesn't know how to be there for you but he wants so badly to be there. He has misses so many milestones after so many arguments. He wants to apologize but he can't get over himself or his pride. He doesn't think you would forgive him even if he did apologize. You had every right to leave. His aggression was never serious but it looked so serious from the outside. He never wanted to hurt you but he broke your heart over and over and over till there was nothing left of your heart. He made you feel like you weren't good enough when you were just being yourself. When you were just trying your best.

I see a partner of yours defended you and he decided they weren't good for you even though it was him who wasn't good for you. He regrets so much he has said to you. He believes he is unforgivable. The thing is.... If he did apologize I think it would completely change the dynamic. You would forgive him because his apology is 100% sincere. He knows he messed up. He knows your hate for him was justified. He wants so badly to change. He thinks he is broken and unfixable. If he could just get over his self-pity then he would have you close again. Cus you love your dad. How could you not? He's your dad. You can't reach out yet though. He needs time to get the courage. He will say sorry soon. Just give him time. Just know he loves you more than anything. You are his pride and joy. Without you he has no joy. Your smile lights up his life in ways he couldn't even describe. He cares so much. He is just flawed. Like every human, he is flawed. Good Luck pile 2.

PILE 3

Astrology: Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio

Song: Jukebox by Kid Quill

Vibes: Lord Poseidon, Lord Eros, orange calcite, rebellion, 44, 4444, 515, dreams come true, rainbow, balance, hard work, money problems, chains, tattoos, pain, lotus flower

Cards: 4 of Lily Pads, 4 of Bugs, The Hierophant, The Devil, Uranus

Pile three, this person feels like a mentor or a friend? I think this person wants to keep their identity hidden cus they want to tell you things out of anger. Please don't take these comments to heart by the way. This is all opinions they hold out of pain. It says more about them, than it does about you. They are telling me they want you to get your shit together. They think you don't care about the "important stuff" when you are just a whimsical person. You lock in when needed but when it isn't necessary you love to have fun and live life to the fullest. They don't see your whimsy as useful so it seems unnecessary to them.

They like to follow the "rules" and you don't but honestly i think their rules are self inflicted and will make their life miserable. They want to tell you to focus on the things they deem important. This person is extremely two-faced. You know this already. I think you are fully aware of what they want to tell you actually. You're type B and they're type A. They have NOOO idea how successful you will be because you don't do things the way they do them. They do things just like their father did it. And i have a feeling their father is the most boring/unsuccessful person on earth. You are a rebel, pile three. Just understand that their opinions don't mean shit.

This persons ideals have gotten them into so much trouble that they refuse to take accountability for. Money issues, lost relationships, lost friendships, lost identity was all caused by them but they seem to blame you for some reason. (i dont believe they are in your life anymore) The way you live isn't wrong the way they think. Even if this person believes it is, they are acting out as a way to express the pain they are in. They are chained to tradition while you are freed by rebellion. I have a feeling you are probably queer or autistic or something and this person isn't so they can't see your genius until it'll be way too late. You will be basking in the light of the sun while they stay inside. Good luck pile 3, not like you need it. I see wonderful things in your future.

PILE 4

Astrology: Aquarius, Libra, Virgo

Song: your text by sundial

Vibes: Lady Hera, Lady Aphrodite, rose quartz, crane, birds, dragon, poetry, cats meow, soliloquy, creativity, art, drawing, day job, 333

Cards: 9 of Shrooms, 3 of Lily Pads, Knight of Swords, The Emperor, Spark of Light

Pile four, the person this message is from is a very close friend. You inspire them. You put a fire under their ass in the best way. They want to tell you but i think they are embarrassed about it because it is so much more intense admiration than you believe. You push them to do things they want to do. You push them to do things that are out of their comfort zone. You are literally the coolest person they know and you get stuff done so fast. You spark their flame of passion and keep them lively and young.

I think they really want to dance or draw. You always tell them to keep at it and skill comes from persistence not talent. You are their closest friend by the way which i have a feeling is news to you. Because of how inspiring you are and kind you are to them as a beginner. You are such an uplifting soul with a heart of gold. They really want to be just like you in every way. Maybe they put you up on a pedestal a little to high for you but they really look up to you and want what is best for you.

You should engage in some of their hobbies too! It motivates them so much. Maybe learn something from them too. They might know stuff you don't know about stuff you want to learn. Showing them you are just as clueless as them about stuff might help inspire them more. You being just like them will help them see you for who you really are. Good luck pile 4! And good luck to your friend :3

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🌻Pick a Card: Message from Apollo✨

Take what resonates and leave the rest behind, baby. But always be open to new experiences.

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PILE ONE

Astrology: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius

Song: Blue Ridge Mountain by Fleet Foxes

Vibes: Air, gold, green, Lady Gaia, golden hour, seeing the moon during the day, astral traveling, dragons, archeology, research, coffee, travel

Cards: "Be of Service", The Tower, 8 of Cups, 5 of Wands Reversed

Pile one, the mask you wore has been torn away from your face. You are seen for what you truly are. And despite your fear revolving what everyone might think of your truest self, it has seemed to cleared up some major conflicts. Changed the tides for you in the connections you hold in the best way. You are a good person. You do your absolute best to serve the earth and the people around you. You have it in your head that there is something inside you that is unlovable or un-healable. That's wrong. Walk away from idea that you're unworthy or that you must earn your worth. There is a wound that keeps you from authenticity. What someone said or something they did, that made you feel like you as a whole were not to be loved. They were wrong.

Humans are wrong all the time. It's in our nature to make mistakes. This person's mistake was making you feel like you were unlovable. Your mistake of believing them even though you know their opinion isn't worth shit. See outside the scope of this person to reveal the true of yourself to you. Look with your own eyes what actions you take daily. You are not what you think you are. Your vision is blurred by the results of a connection in your past. Take a deep breath. Relinquish your worries of the past coming to haunt you to the winds. Reliquish control of how you are seen by the world. The breeze will surely carry you to better ones now. You have changed so much since back then. Your service to the world is acknowledged and you WILL be rewarded soon. Just be patient with yourself. And kind to the world like you have been doing.

Thank you for reading with me. Lord Apollo supports your journey.

PILE TWO

Astrology: Aries, Leo, Sagittarius

Song: Jumpstart by Noah Floersch

Vibes: Fire, eclipse, light, biology, critical thinking, binary code, DNA, infinity, self care, family, 222, cats, abandonment, evergreen forest, learning, dinosaur

Cards: "Trust in Science", 4 of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, 9 of Wands Reversed

Pile two, you are the kind of person to always knows what to do. You are adaptable, determined and bold. If there is a problem, then there has to be a solution. That's your mentality with most things in life. You are currently being faced with a problem you are not used too. An emotional problem. I get the feeling that kind of problem is like your nemesis. You are being given two paths to go on during the process of the solution.

You can choose the path you have always chosen. The logical approach. Logic is an ideal you cling too a lot. Although it is not wrong to use logic frequently. It is usually healthy to have a balanced way of living. And i think you might use logic so much because thats how you were taught to live. I dont know if you realize how many problems have really come from always choosing the logical path. The cards suggest you really look hard at what logic has given you and what it cannot give you.

The second path is the emotional approach. Listen to people and be sensitive. Be curious but gentle. Be cautious about what you say and how you say it. We are all emotional creatures and deserve grace and care during our vulnerable moments, you included. You are allowed to be vulnerable and so is everyone else, it is up to us to leave space for people to be vulnerable. We all need moments of full trust to remain sane. Use your critical thinking to see that there is no "One Tool" for everything. Different tools are needed for different jobs. You can handle this problem pile two, you just need the right tools.

Thank you for reading with me. Lord Apollo supports your journey.

PILE THREE

Astrology: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces

Song: Spring and a Storm by Tally Hall

Vibes: Water, repeating cycles, wishes, dancing, arachnids, prophetic dreams, sigils, eye of Horus, Nile River, river spirits, unrequited love, creation, artist

Cards: "Weave Your Reality", The Star, 3 of Cups, 2 of Cups Reversed

Pile three, I think you might be in love? But you are waiting for something. Wishing for something to happen with them. For you to get closer naturally in a really romantic way. However I see that wish can't come true without you taking some initiative in this connection. Lets just say the person you are into is as dense as a rock. They are smart though so you keep thinking theyll get it but they just never will unless you make a move. Im encouraging you to make the move. Once they actually know you are into them they'll start taking charge in the ways you have dreamed of. They probably see your little clues you have been leaving as just you being friendly. They definitely think you are WAY out of their league. Maybe they want to be friendly back but might think they are being super creepy if they initiate something more than platonic with you. Be open about how you feel and your wish for romance and affection could come true.

Thank you for reading with me. Lord Apollo supports your journey.

PILE FOUR

Astrology: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Song: Calypso by Sail North

Vibes: Earth, long journey, change, mountains, magic circles, yellow, light green, yellow flowers, dogs, doors, doorhandles, racing, old cars

Cards: "Illusionary Obstacles", 6 of Wands, 8 of Wands, Knight of Pentacles Reversed

Pile four, why do you think a power house like you is stoppable? Like isn't the protocol to just go around if something gets in your way? Didn't you make rule? Anything in your way now just needs patience and adversity. Which you have both in abundance. Don't give up while the finish line is so close! Don't let a bump in the road stop you after you have already come so far. You are a success and you will have so many more success in the future. Any failures you face are learning opportunities that teach you how to handle that situation better next time. I know it is easy to get into a self doubt headspace but you will get by on determination alone. Never forget you can handle anything. You create the world you live in and you are doing a great job. Please don't doubt your capabilities.

Thank you for reading with me. Lord Apollo supports your journey.

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Pick a Card: What relationship do you have with your guides?

This reading will go over how your guides see you and how you interact with them in everyday life. I hope this can better connect your guides with you all! Everyone deserves to know how much their guides want to help them succeed. Thank you for all your support. Take what resonates and leave the rest behind but always be open to learn! <3

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PILE ONE

Astrology: Capricorn, Gemini, Cancer

Song: Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths

Vibes: 22, peacock, blues, greens, arcane, throat chakra, rose quartz, femininity, trust issues, wild flowers, cows, Lady Hera, vampires, courtship, royalty, crown chakra, puss in boots, frieren, fire spirits

Cards: Ace of Wands x2, Apprentice of Cups, Garden

Pile one, it is so crazy I pulled from two different tarot decks but drew the ace of wands twice for your pile. Your guides have always aimed you towards success and passion even if you didn't know it was them effecting little things here and there to make it take place. They love you so deeply. They love you the way a dedicated mother loves her children. They are your guardians in every sense of the word. They have and will continue to protect you with all of their power. Even when things look impossible or the future is unclear just know if you ask they are always willing to bring you opportunities whenever and where ever. Please just ask. I feel that they probably wont do things FOR you but they will clear a pathway for you to travel down.

I am seeing that they do still give you lessons. Lessons that are not always easy but if you fall mid-lesson or make a mistake, be sure they will send you a gift or a sign as a pick-me-up. You just have to look and listen for it. Instead of getting caught up in the roadblocks.

If you are wondering what other things you can look for to recognize your guides. Please look to the greenery around you. You will find their essence when you take a second to smell the roses. You will see them in the weeds growing through sidewalks. You will feel them when the breeze hits your skin and rustle the trees. The symbolism they want to show you in these images is that you will grow no matter what. That the winds of change will carve out a road for you. They will make sure of it. They will shepherd you to where you need to be, no worries. They love you.

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PILE TWO

Astrology: Leo, Sagittarius, Libra

Song: This Could Be A Dream by AURORA or Cheshire Kitten by SJ Tucker

Vibes: Horses, dogs, leopard gecko, lizards, water lilies, celestite, carnelian, amethyst, thistle, sleep, audio books, audio processing issues, howls moving castle, love, witchcraft, 33, Gaia, earth spirits

Cards: Elder of Wands, 5 of Wands, Knight of Wands, Moon

Hi, pile two. Your guides have so much fire and passion for you. Im getting conflicting messages for this one so please take what resonates and leave the rest. Your guides are in your ear almost 24/7 but you have MANY different guides due to your natural inclination to be good to everything and everyone. However the mass amount of spirits that follow you get loud and have conflicting ideals and plans for you. It is difficult for them to all speak to you at once. They are almost competing for your affection. Your guides give the vibe of like an adoring fanbase. Pile two, your energy must be genuinely intoxicating. The perfect balance of masculine and feminine. A Rebis by nature. Your guides have one thing in common though. They know you will be truly successful one day. You will shine like the sun with such abundance that you will make the stars jealous. Maybe sooner than you think. When you want conformation from your spirits it would suit you best to look inwards to listen carefully. When you are wondering about your guides you will feel them in the fires of passion or see them in the animals around you. When you feel so certain and determined that something will be yours. When you are having blissful fun or laughing so hard your sides hurt. That in itself is your guides instilling their confidence in your abilities. If you are struggling with self doubt or anger that means your guides are being blocked by outside forces. Cleanse your energy with smoke, crystals or celestial light. Sit out in the sunlight or moonlight. Be still for just a moment and listen. Reality can get very overwhelming and it can distract us from our goals and our dreams. Pile 2 your guides want you to know that your dreams will come true. Never stop chasing them. It is okay to take breaks to refocus or re-cooperate but never ever give up. They are all rooting for you with all their souls.

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PILE THREE

Astrology: Virgo, Pisces, Aquarius

Song: Once Upon a December by Liz Callaway or What I Want by Gregor McMurray

Vibes: Gold, diamonds, butterflies, snow, cold weather, ice, bears, angel wings, lullaby, ballet, insomnia, hummingbirds, memory, family, death, desire, delusion, 1212, low vibrations, hail mary, maiden mary, water spirits

Cards: 2 of Swords, 7 of Pentacles, Ace of Cups, Owls

Pile three, your guides feel a bit distance from you but I dont think is because they don't care. They love you. Some of them feel like family members that have passed on. And I think if you really wanted something, you could ask them and they would hand it to you on a silver plater because of the love they feel for you. Yet, you refuse. There is some kind of pride in the way of you taking the offers they keep giving you. You want to succed all on your own? Or you are paralyzed by indecision. Either way your guides are so proud of you. You have made much progress on your own and they got to watch you succeed all on your own. But it hurts them to watch you fall and then refuse a miracle. You would rather choose the white dangerous waters than the still calm waters everyday if it meant you didnt ask for or accept help from the spirits AND people around you. They aren't asking me to tell you to take their offers. If anything they would prefer you accept their gifts on your own just as you have declined them on your own. Your independence is astonishing. (this is the reader telling you this now: TAKE THE DAMN OFFERS PLEASE. the path would be SOOOO much EASSSIERRR. okay im done) If you are interesting in seeking out your guides i recommend keeping an eye out for gardening tools, checkered patterns, doves, humming birds and flower pots. They do wish to contact you but will wait for you to come to them patiently.

thank you again for reading with me :D

PILE FOUR

Astrology: Aries, Scorpio, Taurus

Song: Blood in the Wine by AURORA

Vibes: Crafting, coffin, tigers, feathers, ink, dogs, full moon, Lady Hekate, white flowers, 44, 1234, heart, lungs, eyes, surgery, hedonism, facing a fear, sailor, uncharted waters, air spirits

Cards: 9 of Cups, Judgement, Magician, Letter

Hello, pile four! You have like 3 or 4 very distinct spirits that guide you. Not because of the lack of candidates though. You are very picky with the advice you like to take from the living AND the non-corporeal. The energy you have picked out feels very structured. You don't like your guidance to be wishy-washy. Your discernment guides you more than the spirits do. If you wish to contact the guides you have approved of then I recommend automatic writing. Let the messages come to you from you. You can trust your own judgement to discern what is important and what is not. After writing, reread the messages at a later time, probably after a good rest. When you reread them, look deeper than the initial words. Analyze it like your in english class and find the hidden meaning underneath. You will start to see what your guides have in store for you. You find what gifts they want to give you and you will rally your resources expertly to complete whatever goal they want to assist you with. You are already the master of your reality, your guides just want to see you bloom again and again. You have everything you need and anything more that is required. All you must do is ask. Wish for what you want. I see you have the spiritual backing and the self discipline/passion to get the support you need to achieve anything you desire.

thank you again for reading with me :D

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Pick a Card: What you should know about your Shadow?

Your shadow has so some shit to tell you. Are you gonna listen???? Take what resonates and leave the rest behind but always be open to new experiences.

CONTENT WARNING: trauma, abuse, codependency

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PILE ONE

Astrology: Aries, Libra, Sagittarius

Song: TrusT by half.alive

Vibes: Science, astronomy, butterfly, moth, humming bird, reading novels, reclaiming, clear blue sky, sunny days, summer, warmth, watermelon, addiction, power dynamics, Lord Hermes, Lady Athena, Lord Ares

Cards: Oracle of Swords, Power, The Eternal Child

Hi, pile one. Your shadow is a result of specific trauma you went through at a young age and a reflection of the person who inflicted that trauma on you. You have taken the image of your abuser and formed it into a shield for yourself when you feel vulnerable. I dunno why but i am hearing the word bastardization. (maybe because your image of this person was skewed due to the power imbalance between you and them. or it could be skewed because you did NOT want to be like your abuser at all.) So just so i don't ruffled too many feathers cus i wont lie pile one, yall seem like an intense bunch. You are not your abuser. You do not hurt anyone the way they hurt you... except yourself. Curating this image you display has made your internal world a bit hellish for you. You have simultaneously liberated your inner child and you also have tied them to the identity of someone who hurt them. I can only imagine how painful that must be. Do not be hard on yourself about this. That will only perpetuate the pain your initial abuser caused you. The reason you sought out to resemble this identity was because the young are impressionable. This person scared you and you thought that was what power looked like. You wanted power for yourself to reclaim what was taken from you. You seek power now because you never want to feel powerless again. All very understandable experiences.

Your inner child appreciates you doing all you can to protect them for as long as you did. But now they are asking for a change in strategy. You no longer have to protect yourself the way you once did. You are smart, intuitive and adaptable so i dont see this adjustment to be difficult for you. Let yourself be vulnerable sometimes. Your inner child needs room and space to play. They need space to do what they enjoy. When you have a day to yourself spend it doing what you weren't allowed to do as a child. Give yourself permission to have some fun that isn't curated as a performance. You deserve a moment of respite even if it's just with yourself. Good luck pile one. You are not the victim you used to be.

thank you for reading with me :3

PILE TWO

Astrology: Taurus, Gemini, Cancer

Song: A Different Kind Of Human by AURORA

Vibes: Robot, third eye, cyberpunk, swan, star gazing, heterochromia, lake, ocean, cloudless skies, moons, satellites, gifts, lost, value, codependent relationships, mirrors, broke glass, Lady Aphrodite, Lady Artemis, Lord Hermes

Cards: The Star, Awareness, The Lover

Hello, pile 2. Your shadow is erratic. I feel your energy struggling to maintain momentum or structure because you keep stopping to look for someone. This someone is no one specific, despite what you might believe. What is truly happening internally is that you are lonely. You don't look inward so well. You keep seeking for a grounded identity in the people around you. And i get the feeling that you and your shadow are a mirror. This is because of the lack of solid identity. Your root chakra clings to your lovers, your friends, your family members and sometimes even your coworkers or acquaintances. It leaves you in a constant state of confusion about what is going on and who you are because who you are changes with who you are around at a higher frequency. Breaking this habit is like wishing upon a star. The likelihood that it will happen easily is especially unlikely. The cards are not asking you to change any of that. In fact there are many benefits to your ability to fully mirror people. However, I think your spirit guides are asking you to have discernment about who is worth mirroring. Deliberately decide who you wish to resemble and why. Right now or at least for a long time previously you mirrored anyone or anything that was in your line of sight. Be observant and analytical before you mirror someone. Watch and wait. Develop your opinion as you observe. When you have decided they are worth learning from. That's when you allow yourself to mirror. This will help you develop a value system which is a great way to begin building an identity. Good luck pile two. And be careful. Some assholes aren't worth mirroring.

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PILE THREE

Astrology: Capricorn, Leo, Aquarius

Song: Im Not Alright by Loud Luxury and Bryce Vine OR Pigs In The Sky by Grabbitz

Vibes: Eagle, doves, ice, snow, harvest, autumn, darkness, transformation, strong, isle, easel, horns, feathers, creatures, cryptids, monsters, rainbows, tattoos, art, painting, fashion, imposter syndrome, death, Lord Hades, Lord Apollo, Lord Zues

Cards: Temperance, Doubt, Thread

Pile three, your shadow is brimming with doubt and self confidence issues. You seek out perfectionism to live up to the expectations of the world. The world around you has never seemed to understand how your mind works or how you work. Every where you go there is someone trying to deconstruct who you are and why but then they make assumptions that are obvious self projections of their shadow onto yours. This is because you are a multifaceted person that expands and changes with your experiences. You give me the vibe that you are always ready to learn and you face criticism with grace and thoughtfulness. So take notes when I tell you this, your shadow really wants everyone to like and love you so so so so much. Some people don't like anything or anyone and all they do is bitch and moan all day about everything. Even if you were absolutely perfect in every way, that bitter miserable person would never be able to see it because their perspective is swayed by their shitty mood. You have probably heard it a million times so im sorry but not everyone is going to love you or like you. Your innate ability to learn and grow makes this even more exaggerated. Let go of the need to be loved or liked. Just be. Go about your day and just be. Let your shadow reveal itself to you through your mistakes. Perfectionism leads to stagnancy. Seek exploration instead, pile three. Good luck.

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PILE FOUR

Astrology: Scorpio, Virgo, Pisces

Song: Glow by Chloe Moriondo

Vibes: Mushrooms, enlightenment, meditation, lobster, jellyfish, roses, deer, obsidian, open minded, pink, orange, sappho, achilles, mythology, immortality, liminal, uncanny, sight, Lady Hera, Lord Dionusys

Cards: The Hanged One, Awakening, Defeat, The Nectar

Pile four, your shadow thinks it is invincible sometimes. This lends you a lot of benefits I think. Your blind confidence makes you magnetic and charming. You have a solid networking skill and the audacity to do shit no one else would even consider because they would be way to scared. However, when you reach a roadblock on one of your adventures of risk, it often shepherds you into a spiral of despair or it has you clinging to the identity of victimhood. The thing is you are extremely self aware of your ups and downs but controlling the ups and downs feels boarder-line impossible. Your shadow doesn't need a collar or a leash my friend. It needs someone to aim it. Consider your shadow a dangerous and powerful weapon that needs regular exercise/usage to remain healthy. Your inherent ability for boldness is a great skill and could take you far but you must be discerning about what you aim it at. And when you feel it begin to control you, find something constructive to keep your laser focus on. Re-contextualize how you see the roadblocks that find you. The universe is here to help guide you. If someone tells you no or a door closes in your face. Consider it a blessing from the universe. Doors close for us because it would be un-constructive to have you learn lessons already learned or lessons you arent ready for. Lean into the flow of things. Balance your velocity with acceptance and I guarantee you will find a way to get what you want even faster.

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Pick a pile:The mark of the dragon: What does Hekate want to tell you? Shadow work.

Before you begin: Draconian energies are heavy and difficult. You may read things you don't like. The Draconian path is dark and will drag you through the mud. Reading a pick-a-card won't change your life, but it can confront you with things you don't want to face. I speak from my own experience. Now that you've been warned, it's up to you.

Pile 1: 9 of swords, ace of cups and 3 of swords.

Hekate isn't talking to you, she's yelling, "Get out of your head!" She's telling you that the biggest monster isn't under the bed, but in your circular thoughts. You're torturing yourself over things that already happened or that only exist in your anxiety.

She shows you the wound not so you can revel in it, but so you understand that a broken heart is the crack through which light enters. Pain was the price of your former self. Herein lies the key to your shadow: you have sought love outside and found only swords. Hecate offers you the chalice so you may fall in love with your own darkness. Self-love is the only medicine that will heal these wounds. "Drink from your own spring, be your own light, you are no one's slave, you are free, and pain reminds you of this. You can only heal when you choose yourself."

Pile 2: The emperor, 4 of wands and page of cups.

Hekate speaks to you with the firmness of someone helping you build a new personal temple. It is an energy of order, celebration, and the birth of a new sensitivity.

"I am the law at the crossroads, and you must be the law in your life." She asks you to stop being a victim of circumstance. It's time to structure your shadow, to set rules, and to reclaim your throne. The Mark of the Dragon is activated here through discipline.

After so much struggle, Hekate tells you that you have earned the right to peace. This is the moment to lay your foundations. Transformation isn't always chaos; sometimes, the greatest magic is creating an inner home where you feel safe and celebrated.

"Within your Emperor's armor, let the child learn anew." This is the key to shadow work: you have had to be so strong that you forgot how to play or how to receive good news. Hekate brings you an emotional surprise, a fresh start where you can allow yourself to be tender while still remaining powerful.

Pile 3: Page of swords, the charriot and queen of pentacles.

Here, the shadow work isn't about weeping or building, but about moving with cunning. Hekate hands you the torches so you can see the path and dash off toward your independence.

Hekate tells you to stop being naive. Your shadow work here is to recognize your capacity for astuteness. Don't feel bad about investigating, being suspicious, or analyzing every detail; that sharpness is your protection. The Mark of the Dragon is activated through your intelligence.

"Your goal is your own freedom." This whole Chariot movement has one objective: for you to be the master of your own garden(It comes out like this because I'm using an Over the Garden Wall deck, sorry if it's not the most appropriate language). You are an independent, prosperous, and down-to-earth person; don't let anyone ever move you from your place again.

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Dear HelPol crowd~

Can we please stop using AI images.

There is plenty of art of the gods, plenty of statues, plenty of fan art, PLENTY OF CONTENT.

STOP GENERATING AI CONTENT. IT IS GROSS. THE GODS WOULD NOT APPROVE.

Thanks.

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FACT CHECK TIME

time to correct misinformation - people have been crediting this photo of the moon to the artemis ii mission. that’s not true.

from what I can tell it originated from this post- photographed on August 10th 2025 and NOT from the artemis ii mission.

i love this photo too, and i’m not saying you can’t appreciate the beauty of it, but people are claiming it’s from the artemis ii mission when it’s not and taking credit away from the original photographer.

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Pick a Card: Who is Dreaming about You?

This is kind of a love reading but not explicitly romantic love. Take what resonates and leave the rest behind, baby. But always be open to new experiences. Enjoy :3

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PILE 1

Astrology: Gemini, Virgo, Aquarius, Libra

Song: Grand Romantic Life by Mom Rock or Two Princes by Spin Doctors

Vibes: Fluorite, books, library, learning, mental clarity, water, flowers, clear glass, green house, sunflowers, sundresses

Cards: The Fool, Key, Sun, Crossroads, Coffin

Pile 1, I see two people dreaming of you. Someone you ended a connection with and someone entirely new. I get the feeling the previous person had some control issues. About who you hung out with or what you wore. Like they are so insecure. Which is probably what caused the end of that connection. You are still mourning this first person. Their dreams of you consist of regrets and apologies. Things they wish they had worded better run through their mind at night without their permission. But the decision has been made. There is no going back to this person and you probably wouldnt even want too anyway. (i swear dude if you are genuinely thinking of going back you are nuts. look past the pain of losing them to see the pain of being with them) The good news is that the new person is dreaming of you too! They have a very considerate and thoughtful yet very silly energy to them. Although i get the feeling the dreams they are having are spicy dreams lmao. They havent felt like this about anyone in a long time. Untapped loving potential is in play and it is your choice to tap into it or not. It is absolutely worth it. Have some fun with this new person, pile 1. I think it'll be good for both of you. Healing from the first person will come second. Prioritize joy because the first bitch wouldnt let you :3

PILE 2

Astrology: Scorpio, Cancer, Capricorn, Taurus

Song: Traveling Song by Ryn Weaver

Vibes: Rose Quartz, connections, friendships, goddesses, fiction, novels, cozy bed, candles, clouds, 1212, apollo 13, space

Cards: 9 of Cups, Owl, Birds, Rider, Fish

Hi, pile 2! The person dreaming of you has mixed emotions about you. They really like you and think of you as a good luck charm but you may not be with them all the time. I think one of you might travel a lot but when you are back together it kinda feels like the mundane turned to magic. But the travel makes it difficult. I think they are debating on telling you a secret. It could be a secret of love. Doesn't have to be romantic love but it could be. I hope they are honest with you about how they feel because it would be incredibly cathartic for both of you if yall just tell each other whats going on in your minds. You are both very guarded though. It hasnt been easy building this connection but it has been worth it and there is nothing but good vibes between you both. They havent felt the kind of peace you give them before. I think the people around them have been very anxiety inducing but you are an oasis in the desert. The cold water on their face after a long work day. They have dreams, you push them to chase them. You dont ask too much of them. It isn't quite romantic love i feel. It's family. You are their found family. They dream of seeing you again when you are both apart. I get the feeling their will stick around for a while longer than you expect.

PILE 3

Astrology: Pisces, Gemini, Sagittarius, Aries

Song: 514-415 by Bells Larsen

Vibes: Quartz prism, music, rainbow, queer, change, 333, nonbinary, exploration, new experiences, transformative period, stress, insecurity

Cards: 6 of Cups, Anchor, Tower, Bear, Dog

Your one and only is dreaming of you, pile 3. They are your rock, your comfort. They are everything you used to dream about in a partner. They think of you all the time and always consider you even when you dont consider yourself. You have known them for such a long time. Maybe they have been in and out of your life but they have always been consistent when you have met back up. Now they are in your life for good. They think about you at work and at the store. Just any point of their day without you, they have a thought bubble of your face always above them. They love you with everything they have. When you knew them before they might have in a whole different stage of life but now they are all grown up. Yet there is still this lovely energy of childlike wonder. They are now your protector or your structure. They keep you grounded and on earth. This person keeps you from drifting off into anxiety fits and unwise purchases. They love you with everything they have. You love them in a way that is indescribable. You are one lucky person to have them. Never forget that and they will dream of you forever and ever.

PILE 4

Astrology: Leo, Pisces, Sagittarius, Virgo

Song: Against the Tide by Sail North

Vibes: Larimar, selenite, cleansing, food, rest, relaxation, kindness, multiplicity, lighter, smoking, purple, playing cards, gambling, winning

Cards: The Devil, Heart, Clover, Fox, Mice

Pile 4, you accidentally stole someones heart. They dream of you every night. You showed them how to play. You reignited passion in their heart. But they are SO nervous around you as a response. I think because they dont want to lose you. You didnt mean to steal their heart. You were just being yourself and having fun. I think you might be stuck with this person for a while because of how you made them feel and everything you taught them. Be careful with this person though because their nervousness could easily turn into possessive energy but some of yall reading this probably dont mind that. This person sees you as a manic pixie dream girl (gender nonspecific). You brought color back into their life when they thought it would never come back. If you commit to this person just know itll be a fucking rollercoaster.

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Pick a Card: Message from Hekate

Take what resonates and leave the rest behind, baby. But always be open to new experiences.

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Hekate is the triple goddess of night, witchcraft and the crossroad. She rules liminal spaces and guides people in those spaces. She takes the form of women in three distinct ages. This reading will cover her guidance from all three.

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PILE 1

Astrology: Cancer, Gemini, Libra

Song: Ice Water by Rebecca Sugar

Vibes: Horror movies, dogs, 888, playing, giggling, car horns, blue lace agate

Cards: Elder of Pentacles, Knight of Wands, Empress, 4 of Swords

Pile 1, you are one powerhouse of a person. You can do it all. You are driven because you have a dream. A goal in mind with people who are relying on you. I hear you saying, "Of course I'm driven. I have so much to lose.” Mother Hekate wants me to tell you that one nap isn't gonna negate your progress. A moment to rest at the crossroads with her won't change how much you have already succeeded. Spend some well deserved quality time with your loved ones and take a break from working so hard. She says that you are closing yourself off from pleasure and putting to much focus on work. The money will find you even if you are resting a little bit. Your dream will be fulfilled. But you must be patient with yourself and your goal. You are not a machine. You are a person with needs. Needs you have been neglecting. Cut that shit out, pile 1. She wants to emphasis the importance of this rest because it will contribute to how your goal turns out. What you put out will come back and if all you put out is work work work work. Then that is what you will eventually receive. More work. Change your perspective. If you truly believe you are a machine then machines need maintenance and repairs. Currently your machine has been running for too long. It's overheating and something vital in it is under so much stress it could possible break soon at the pace you are going. So rest as the goddess asks you. Let the machine that is you cool down. A broken machine is much harder to deal with than a machine that needs to stop for a while. So moat it be.

PILE 2

Astrology: Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aries

Song: Did I Make You Up? by half alive

Vibes: Trees, insects, psych ward, snake, reading, coloring, moss agate

Cards: 4 of Pentacles, 9 of Swords, 9 of Wands, Tower

Pile 2, I am very serious when I say this. There is danger afoot. Tread carefully and leave as soon as you can. Someone you care for is resonating at a frequency that is destine for disaster. Listen to me. I am not fucking joking. Run far away from them. They do not want was is best for you. They do not think about your wellbeing and they will hurt you more and more. They have been testing the boundaries lately. Trying to see how much you will put up with. You are too loyal, and too kind to someone who has done nothing but make things hard for you. When you are around them you are not yourself. You are more anxious with your guard up. That kind of connection is familiar to me. I know it will hurt to leave because they have been a constant in your life for so long. You deserve better treatment. Let go. Please let go. This could be anyone. A lover, a family member, coworker or a friend. Either way their goal is to isolate you. To claim you as their own and to cut you off from the outside world. This is the end of this connection one way or another. The person you knew who you love is gone. They have been gone a while but you are so kind. You thought, "This is just a rough patch. They will be okay soon I just know it." Maiden Hekate is telling me you have a different close confidant that does not like this person. Listen to them. Listen to me. It will end. It's up to you to make it end sooner rather than later because the patterns of abuse will not end. IF it seems like they might change or they promise they will. They won't. Cut your losses and save yourself. Lady Hekate will protect you as you find new people to travel the path with. So moat it be.

PILE 3

Astrology: Leo, Aquarius, Pisces

Song: Real World by Owl City

Vibes: Friends, grits, breakfast, 789, lion, rain water, petrichor, orca agate

Cards: Justice, Judgement, 7 of Cups, King of Coins, Hierophant

Pile 3, Lady Hekate wants me to let you know that you are protected. However, the crossroad you are at is a tough one. She wants to help you make the decision but she doesn't want to tell you what to do. She is telling me that their looks to be only two choices but their are more than there appear to be. You only see two because it is what you know. This kind of feels like a career thing. You are at a job that isn't terrible but the rules are weird and don't make sense. You don't get paid enough for what you do. It has led to escapism in your daily life. You are being guided to reflect on how you feel about the job genuinely. Is it really worth running yourself ragged for not enough money? Do you like what you do? Do you love it? Why? Once you have asked yourself these important questions and answered honestly then the crossroads will appear. There are two paths you know, you have seen them before. Everyone you know has traveled these paths. Both are not so great. There is a horrible job that pays well or an okay job that pays very little. There are more options. Lady Hekate wants you to really ponder what you want out of a work environment. There is at least 4 more options you could consider outside of the two you know. You deserve a just situation where you are treated well and you get paid a living wage. You will find it if you look inside yourself and reflect inwards. It will come to you as you answer the questions I've asked you. And at the crossroads, there is a deer trail. The deer trail is a the safest trail. Follow the deer. Follow your heart. The crone asks you to see more than what you know to witness and experience something new. Good luck, pile 3. So moat it be.

PILE 4

Astrology: Virgo, Taurus, Scorpio

Song: Farewell Wanderlust by The Amazing Devil

Vibes: Doorway, sweets, gifts, alcohol, pen drawing, shells, bumblebee jasper

Cards: 9 of Pentacles, 2 of cups, Queen of Swords, Emperor, 9 of Cups

Pile 4, Lady Hekate tells me you are in love! Maybe it doesn't feel that way though. You are a very logical person. Someone who seeks the best quality in everything. The quality is most important to you. The person you are with is the best the universe has to offer you and yet I think you still want more. Maiden Hekate really wants you to look with clear vision at the person you are with. They are strong and reliable. They know you so well and always try to be there for you even if they don't always know what you need. They know you better than anyone ever has. But they have flaws and they make mistakes. They are a bit forgetful and maybe not so emotionally intelligent. I also see they might not be conventionally attractive. This bothers you a lot. Maybe more than it should. Lady Hekate is saying you have been considering leaving them due to their appearance, flaws and mistakes. Please don't leave them. Talk stuff through, go to couples therapy. This person loves you. They love you so much. They would do anything for you. They will accept any version of you. Your worst is still the apple of their eye. That is a rare trait in this day and age. And you want to leave on the off chance that someone "better" might come along. Maybe you have someone in mind you wanna leave your person for. You don't see the full picture. The universe and Lady Hekate see of you leave them it will not be fun and there will be no turning back. Don't stray from the path you are on with your person. You will regret it for the rest of your life if you do. Accept their flaws as part of their charm. So moat it be.

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Pick a Card: What is ready to let go of You?

Take what resonates and leave the rest behind for others. Also tell me what you think of the reading in the comments. I wanna know if I'm accurate or not.

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PILE 1

Astrology: Aquarius, Gemini, Virgo

Song: Smile by Vitamin C

Vibes: Birds, cats, 8888, stim toys, perfume, bath time, rubber duck, wine, mother nature, kiwi jasper, ocean jasper, cozy games, mugs, coffee, ants, jupiter, puppies

Cards: Apprentice of Swords, 6 of Pentacles, Dandelion

Pile 1, you are a stubborn person aren't you. It's hard for you to let go of things you have found attachment too. Stubbornness is a wonderful trait in my mind. It makes you driven, strong and the utmost powerful. Never giving up is a great asset in this day and age when many things feel almost impossible. There is a certain responsibility that you have claimed as you own even though it was meant to be a team effort. And i get why, it seems like the people who share that responsibility are maybe a bit younger. They just give me the vibe that they will give up easily on projects. It has kind of clouded your vision and intuition. You think you have to do it all alone. There is a past wound coming up in this reading. A wound that has festered for too long. See to it that you don't take more on than necessary for your own success. It can lead to burn out and burn out is so difficult to recover from in a world that never sleeps. You are allowed to be generous to yourself and let go of control of the outcome. Take a nice warm bath or cozy up with a book. Or do whatever helps you reset. Spend effort soothing your anxiety and your soul. The failure of others is not your failure. Things will work out without you overwhelming yourself with things that aren't yours to carry. Take a chill pill, friend. You deserve some rest. Let go of the responsibility of others.

PILE 2

Astrology: Libra, Pisces, Taurus

Song: 7 Seas by Chloe Moriondo

Vibes: Lightbulb, reaper, 555, rose quartz, amethyst, love letters, morning texts, sugar cube, cartoons, silk pajamas, feathers, leather, soft sand, pink, artifacts, bees

Cards: Oracle of Pentacles, 4 of Wands, Hematite

Hello, Venusian energy! You are so magnetic pile 2! I get the feeling you have many suitors who want your hand as their own. Like you are literally a honey pot to all these people. You attract all types of people but they would all go to war for you. I see 6 or 7 distinct people who are genuinely interested in having a deep connection with you. Half of those people have explicitly romantic intentions. (Also this next message isn't for everyone but i think at least one of them you are already in a committed relationship with.) However, I think this may be causing you so unforeseen trouble. They don't like each other very much. They get incredibly jealous when you split your time between them and then they bitch and moan about it to you. They make THEIR jealousy YOUR problem. This has ungrounded you and pushed you into the people pleasing mindset. You are tough though and have handled it well so far. I see you trying to set boundaries and make changes to your schedule. Good on you but the thing you genuinely need to let go of is pleasing everyone. You aren't going to please them all. You don't NEED too. ALSO if you try to please them all, you will end up hurting everyone. And i know you don't want that. All it's doing is making things more complicated than they need to be. Some of these "suitors" think you being nice to them is like a sign that you are into them even if you have specifically told them you aren't interested. Love makes people stupid as fuck, dude idk what to tell ya. SO, let go of people pleasing for all your close people. It'll do you a lot of good, pile 2.

PILE 3

Astrology: Leo, Aries, Scorpio

Song: Destiny Calls by Megan Shumway & ButterscotchBread

Vibes: Roadmap, tapestry, howlite, moss agate, healer quartz, diving in, excitement, flame, 99, 55, masking, reinventing, dark hair, paper stars, palm stone, worry stone

Cards: Wheel of Fortune, 6 of Swords, Broad-Winged Katydid

Hi, pile 3. You have been having a rough time of it lately. Maybe you don't even notice because that's just the normal of your life. Peace is hard to cultivate in the age of technology. Worry not, fair child. The sun is rising soon. You are holding in a massive amount of emotions. Dread, fear, sadness, frustration and anger. They are stuck in your body which is causing your soul unimaginable anguish in your day to day life. It's making things harder than they need to be for you. But you have been putting off feeling all of it. I totally see why. It seems like a lot and you have so much on your plate already. I'm so sorry it has been so hard. But remember i said the tides will change soon. They do require some action (or rather inaction) on your part. Take a moment to rest and relax. Your body has been in survival mode for way to long. For anyone who doesn't already know, survival mode is being in a state of fight or flight. You have been going and going and going. Never stopping to take a breath or a break. When us humans go into survival mode many of our regular systems shut off such as our digestion and appetite. Our sleep is harder to reach if we stay in survival mode indefinitely. AND sometimes in some people it shuts off our emotions. Please let go of survival mode. It isn't helping anymore the way it used too. So please pause and observe yourself. take a moment to look for patterns in yourself. Cry. Scream. Talk to your friends or therapist about all that has been weighing you down. Let go of all the feelings you are hanging onto. It should make you feel better.

(also pile 3 if you were feeling drawn to pile 1 as well, please go read it. I feel similar energy in both of them.)

PILE 4

Astrology: Capricorn, Cancer, Sagittarius

Song: Calypso by Sail North

Vibes: Fish, pirates, anime, bottles, renaissance festival, hard cider, 1234, windswept, sunrise, praying, rough waters, kisses, amber, smokey quartz, moonstone, squirrels, tigers

Cards: Lovers, 9 of Swords, Smokey Quartz

Pile 4, I'm gonna need you to take a deep breath for me. You are sooooo anxious. I know for sure that's what you need to let go of. Anxiety. You are incredibly creative, did you know? You have a wild imagination that creates these stories in your mind. They are so vivid that sometimes you think they are real. These fantasies are full of animosity towards you from all the people you love and care for. If you are worried about how someone feels and thinks about you, ask them. If they tell you, "I love you! Everything is great between us! I think you are so sweet and cool." Do yourself and also me a favor and believe them. I can tell this is connected to an old wound. A wound defined by lies from the people you used to love. The new people in your life now don't have a history of that kind of behavior. Believe your new people at face value. They don't seem like the type to lie about how they feel. You are losing sleep over if they care about you or not when all their actions say they do!!! Ground yourself in reality. Ground yourself in truth. Look at what the people you care about do for you. Acknowledge the effort they put in by watching their actions. They reflect truth into your eyes. And you know what? Find a creative outlet that suits you. Because you are a genuine genius at storytelling. You would make an excellent writer whether you believe it or not. You have a good head for it and it would make the anxiety much easier to deal with. So, let go of thinking others are lying to you about how they feel and start something new to help sooth your very active mind.

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🍀Pick a Card: You're beautiful, look past insecurity to see truth🌷

Take what resonates and leave the rest behind for someone else who needs it, but always be open to new experiences. Universe loves you.

This reading is going to focus on the beauty within and the beauty that sits on the surface. Four cards will be pulled each from different decks.

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PILE ONE

Astrology: Leo, Sagittarius, Taurus

Song: Bad Dream Baby by Hippo Campus

Confirmation: Dolphin, Larimar, 40, 22, clouds, storms, blue, late bloomer, taxes, sleep, pandas, child-like wonder, humming birds, cut grass smell, pollen

Cards: Three of Cups, Six of Wands, Library, Numerology 3: Monuments

Hi, pile one. I get the feeling that you are truly a beauty beyond comparison. However, I also get the feeling you don't believe that due to the friends you have had in the past and what you have been told your whole life. You are literally the bell of the ball but you were probably bullied in your youth for being a bit fat and/or for being a nerdy kid. I can see you used to read a lot to get away from that criticism. So real btw, me too. But now you are grown and you have outlived those narratives yet you are still stuck in this headspace that you are not beautiful. Even though you have the luxurious curves that people go crazy for and a gorgeous face with eyes that shine like the sun. Stop comparing yourself to bellflowers when you are the most fragrant peony in the bouquet. You turn heads when you walk through the door. Oh and i see a lot of focus on your hair. The length of it doesnt really matter because any length is gonna be pretty. I do think long hair suits you best though. Don't villainize your body for it contains the most lovely of souls. Don't forget beauty is not just the exterior. All those bitches who called you names and made you feel like less are gonna age like milk. They peaked in high school while you are peaking in adulthood. See past insecurity to the truth. You are a bombshell. Never forget. And honestly if you cant get past the insecurity, fish for compliments. I know thats usually seen as bad or whatever but if it soothes your soul then who cares.

PILE TWO

Astrology: Capricorn, Virgo, Aries

Song: When did you get hot? by Sabrina Carpenter

Confirmation: Whale, obsidian, keys, dogs, music, whistling, horror, deep blue, Scopophobia, comic books, meowing, 666, Lucifer, forest for the trees

Cards: Oracle of Swords, Page of Wands, Garden, Numerology 8: Display Orrery

Pile 2, there is something waiting for you on the horizon. You worked for your beauty. You have put in so much thought and time into your appearance. The way you have tended to your garden has cultivated your beauty. But it doesn't seem like the kind of beauty that artificial either. It's a beauty that is wild, strong and free. Like i wouldnt call you cute i would call you HOT. Maybe you have been working out or going to therapy. Beautify of the soul in my opinion effects the exterior beauty too. Either way it has made you look absolutely glorious to behold. Like a sun beam hitting the water in the forest or a peacock spreading it's feathers. You are blooming, you have come out of your cocoon and let your butterfly wings finally see the light. You are reaching the goal of the beauty you were seeking for so long. You put your whole soul into it and the best thing about it is that after you reach the summit, it'll be permanent. Obviously, keep at whatever you are doing to make it happen if you can but it'll be much easier to maintain than build it up. You are abundant. You are toned and sleek. Your eyes captivate anyone who looks into them. You might catch people staring. They might need to double take because when did you get this hot?

PILE THREE

Astrology: Cancer, Scorpio, Aquarius

Song: Would That I by Hozier

Confirmation: Crab, citrine, walking in nature, orange, starfish, beach, ocean sounds, sea shells, 123, angels, random acts of kindness, crazy dreams, darkness, stars, video games, fast paced

Cards: Four of Swords, Six of Wands, Spaceship, Numerology 8: Save Forever

Pile three you have an ethereal beauty. It is so beyond traditional beauty standards though. Which has made you hide yourself away. NOT your fault though, my friend. I can see someone you dated or were very close to had some controlling behavior. I do think they are out of the picture at this point but if they aren't im gonna need you to either drop them or say "fuck you" to their opinions. They literally don't know how to work with your kind of beauty. You are above beauty standards. I need you take that comment to heart, girl. Also i see you aging like a fine wine because of this kind of etherealness you have. Like Tilda Swinton or a mermaid. Be weird with your appearance if you want. You don't have to dress to impress anyone else. Dress in what makes you feel good. When you finally do, the confidence you will exude will overshadow any doubt that you are this stunning stallion that no one can tame. You shouldn't be tamed! It's not good for glow of your soul. SO go shopping for a new wardrobe. Get rid of the clothes you had before cus gotdamn they do not suit you. Get silly with it, get weird with it. The compliments will come rolling in cus with looks like yours theres just no way the adoring fans cannot say something about your beauty.

PILE FOUR

Astrology: Gemini, Pisces, Libra

Song: QUEEN OF THE NIGHT by The Vanished People

Confirmation: Octopus, black opal, dinosaurs, fun facts, tripping on a shoelace, dancing under mistletoe, romance, asexuality, courage, 777, jumping over the moon, cause and effect, herbal medicine, finding nemo, thoughtfulness

Cards: Death, Seven of Wands, Escapist, Numerology 1: Primordial Soup

Pile 4, you have had a lot of insecurity around your appearance for a long long time. I'll tell ya now that it's because you haven't been done cooking. There is something internal that has blocked you from the beauty you dream for. This is gonna be a lil weird so bare with me. I have a feeling you are genuinely stunning. Stunning the way renaissance paintings and sculptures are. But it just didn't feel good. It didn't feel right. It didn't suit your soul. For a long time you have worn this beauty and defended this beauty even though it felt this way. Like wearing a mask. You have been escaping from the beauty of your soul to chase the beauty of the body. It sounds like it's been pretty hard to deal with. However, something happened recently. I dunno exactly what but it has completely overhauled how you view that external beauty. You are changing and metamorphosing into a new kind of beauty. The knockout of the deep and dark. It has been a long road to get to here but now you are here. Or you are almost there. Keep going if you are. You WILL find it. I see you will be beautiful like a crescent moon or like a bioluminescence. Gorgeous like crystals that sparkle in lowlight. Your soul will finally match your body. It will finally feel like home. The person you are changing into is so wow. Allow this change to come smoothly. Do not cling to your former form. It's no longer for you, sweetheart. You deserve more. Please don't forget.