Tarot PAC Reading: What can't THEY say to your face?
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Happy Pride Month!! the decks used today are new so bare with me. Yokai Tarot by Marga Biazzi/Paolo Bertazzo, Fortunate Frogs Tarot by Devon Short and Alchemy Oracle by Kim Krans.
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Which one did you pick?
one (spider/butterfly)
two (window)
three (rose)
four (2 butterflies)
PILE 1
Astrology: Aries, Capricorn, Gemini
Song: Queensway by Coral Bones
Vibes: Lady Hekate, Lord Hypnos, gold obsidian, peonies, strawberries, flame, passionfruit, chocolate, wine, girl talk, 8910, divinity, 333, counting sheep, waiting in line
Cards: The Empress, 10 of Shrooms, 9 of Wands, 8 of Wands, Fog
Pile one, someone in your life has deep feelings for you. They want to tell you so bad. They seem like the kind of person who rushes into things without thinking sometimes but i think this time something is keeping them bound to secrecy. They adore you so much. They think you are sweet and sexy. They want to see your clothes on the floor but they'll just have to wait. You both aren't ready for something serious. Even though you both want something more serious with each other. There is too much healing to do. There are so many mixed emotions running around this connection. This feels like you have had some spicy encounters before. If you haven't, their fantasies are so intense that they almost feel real to this person. You two are close but there is some anxiety around relationships. You probably watched them go through a giant break up. Maybe you where their while they cried about their former love. They haven't had a serious relationship in a long long time after that. (i suspect it's cus they want to save themself for you) They don't know how to even start because if they were to do what they wanted to do they might come on very strong. I see bouquets of roses so massive they barely fit in the car on the way to your place. Their fantasies turn to dreams and the dreams turn to delusion. They want you so bad it hurts, pile one. Just give it some time. You both need the time to figure out your feelings and make a game plan. I have a feeling that they will not know how to be patient and will eventually rush in. Just know they have a good heart. They have been hurt though so if they do rush in and make a mistake. Be patient with them and with yourself. Love takes time, communication and a calm mind. If you want to be with them it will certainly be a hot as fuck connection. Good luck pile one.
PILE 2
Astrology: Taurus, Sagittarius, Leo
Song: the angel on 8th ave. by Gang of Youths
Vibes: Lord Zeus, Lady Artemis, kiwi jasper, fishing, salamander, creek, beach, arguments/fighting, hurt feelings, broke hearts, graves, courage, content, strength, 5555, 2222
Cards: King of Shrooms, 5 of Lily Pads, 7 of Wands, Lovers, Against Nature
Pile two, this feels like a familial connection. A father figure who regrets treating you the way he did. He didn't know he could lose you but now you are gone. You have taken off on your own he sees exactly what he lost. He sees that it's all his fault. He doesn't know how to be there for you but he wants so badly to be there. He has misses so many milestones after so many arguments. He wants to apologize but he can't get over himself or his pride. He doesn't think you would forgive him even if he did apologize. You had every right to leave. His aggression was never serious but it looked so serious from the outside. He never wanted to hurt you but he broke your heart over and over and over till there was nothing left of your heart. He made you feel like you weren't good enough when you were just being yourself. When you were just trying your best.
I see a partner of yours defended you and he decided they weren't good for you even though it was him who wasn't good for you. He regrets so much he has said to you. He believes he is unforgivable. The thing is.... If he did apologize I think it would completely change the dynamic. You would forgive him because his apology is 100% sincere. He knows he messed up. He knows your hate for him was justified. He wants so badly to change. He thinks he is broken and unfixable. If he could just get over his self-pity then he would have you close again. Cus you love your dad. How could you not? He's your dad. You can't reach out yet though. He needs time to get the courage. He will say sorry soon. Just give him time. Just know he loves you more than anything. You are his pride and joy. Without you he has no joy. Your smile lights up his life in ways he couldn't even describe. He cares so much. He is just flawed. Like every human, he is flawed. Good Luck pile 2.
PILE 3
Astrology: Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio
Song: Jukebox by Kid Quill
Vibes: Lord Poseidon, Lord Eros, orange calcite, rebellion, 44, 4444, 515, dreams come true, rainbow, balance, hard work, money problems, chains, tattoos, pain, lotus flower
Cards: 4 of Lily Pads, 4 of Bugs, The Hierophant, The Devil, Uranus
Pile three, this person feels like a mentor or a friend? I think this person wants to keep their identity hidden cus they want to tell you things out of anger. Please don't take these comments to heart by the way. This is all opinions they hold out of pain. It says more about them, than it does about you. They are telling me they want you to get your shit together. They think you don't care about the "important stuff" when you are just a whimsical person. You lock in when needed but when it isn't necessary you love to have fun and live life to the fullest. They don't see your whimsy as useful so it seems unnecessary to them.
They like to follow the "rules" and you don't but honestly i think their rules are self inflicted and will make their life miserable. They want to tell you to focus on the things they deem important. This person is extremely two-faced. You know this already. I think you are fully aware of what they want to tell you actually. You're type B and they're type A. They have NOOO idea how successful you will be because you don't do things the way they do them. They do things just like their father did it. And i have a feeling their father is the most boring/unsuccessful person on earth. You are a rebel, pile three. Just understand that their opinions don't mean shit.
This persons ideals have gotten them into so much trouble that they refuse to take accountability for. Money issues, lost relationships, lost friendships, lost identity was all caused by them but they seem to blame you for some reason. (i dont believe they are in your life anymore) The way you live isn't wrong the way they think. Even if this person believes it is, they are acting out as a way to express the pain they are in. They are chained to tradition while you are freed by rebellion. I have a feeling you are probably queer or autistic or something and this person isn't so they can't see your genius until it'll be way too late. You will be basking in the light of the sun while they stay inside. Good luck pile 3, not like you need it. I see wonderful things in your future.
PILE 4
Astrology: Aquarius, Libra, Virgo
Song: your text by sundial
Vibes: Lady Hera, Lady Aphrodite, rose quartz, crane, birds, dragon, poetry, cats meow, soliloquy, creativity, art, drawing, day job, 333
Cards: 9 of Shrooms, 3 of Lily Pads, Knight of Swords, The Emperor, Spark of Light
Pile four, the person this message is from is a very close friend. You inspire them. You put a fire under their ass in the best way. They want to tell you but i think they are embarrassed about it because it is so much more intense admiration than you believe. You push them to do things they want to do. You push them to do things that are out of their comfort zone. You are literally the coolest person they know and you get stuff done so fast. You spark their flame of passion and keep them lively and young.
I think they really want to dance or draw. You always tell them to keep at it and skill comes from persistence not talent. You are their closest friend by the way which i have a feeling is news to you. Because of how inspiring you are and kind you are to them as a beginner. You are such an uplifting soul with a heart of gold. They really want to be just like you in every way. Maybe they put you up on a pedestal a little to high for you but they really look up to you and want what is best for you.
You should engage in some of their hobbies too! It motivates them so much. Maybe learn something from them too. They might know stuff you don't know about stuff you want to learn. Showing them you are just as clueless as them about stuff might help inspire them more. You being just like them will help them see you for who you really are. Good luck pile 4! And good luck to your friend :3














