[coss-moss]

-Nobody

-just stay a while

[coss-moss]

Ive been having a dream lately where in another dimension/unvierse where the sky is pink and blue with rups in them that show the blackness of space and. There are giant planets throughout the sky.

All there is, is the ocean but the ocean is like a middnight blue. There are sea creatures coming in and out of the water ever so slightly.

There are few abandonded pieces of architecture like street signs sticking out of the water, roads emerging from the water too

Its peaceful and quiet. And silent all around.

[achorusofcrows]

this is what they planned

[coss-moss]

did a drawing of g because i wish i could have gone to all 5 shows instead of just one

[coss-moss]

the only two drawings I did that were so good 🤌

[coss-moss]

I didn't know which one to choose so you get both!

[coss-moss]

and as you stumble through your last crusade

will you welcome your extinction in the morning rays?

[coss-moss]

its been a while since I've drawn g.

Took like an hour or two.

[coss-moss]

Despite everything

its still you

Alive and angry

[coss-moss]

I wasnt tired at all yesterday and I just laid in bed. I slept for an hr woke up at 4:40 am and was wide awake(which doesn't happen a lot) got juice walked around the house laid on my bed and waited till sunrise. I then slept another hr and had to get up. Laid in bed closed my eyes and then it was 8and then 9am.

Im not tired but I feel exhausted.

[coss-moss]

mama can't save you

[mcrbois]

the gateway to our souls. 👁

[coss-moss]

on my way home today my brain suddenly got loud???? like extremely loud with just yelling and random gibberish being yelled through the insides of my ears

I had to wait till my sister got out of the car so i could just say shut up shut up shut up...

[mexicanprophet]

[coss-moss]

I must have done something in my sleep last night bc both my middle fingers where my rings are on hurt a lot. Like they're bruised or something

[coss-moss]

Laying on the floor outside in the rain to this

[coss-moss]

Not having a permanent therapist after 10 yrs of seeing therapists is really not making anything better....I need that consistency that repetition. I need to talk to anyone even if I have to pay them...

Lol I gotta pay for someone to acknowledge me