Warnings: My only warning is that it's my first time writing anything relatively smut-y, pls forgive me
Part of @seakay05’s One (1) Prompt Collab, under the category “Angst/Smut”
"Yah, Y/N-ah," You heard Jungkook call from his room. You had a terrible week and your closest friend/roommate asked you to watch some movies with him so that you can wind down and just chill. "The pizza's here. I don't have cash. Can you pay for it?"
You groan, stepping out of your room. It was typical that Jungkook would ask you to spend time with him but ask you to pay for the food. You had a tiring week and this was the only way you could wind down - chilling with your roommate. He was one of your closest friends and you decided to get an apartment when you two needed a place to stay.
You didn't mind it though because he usually pays you back or treats you to dinner the next time you spend time together. You missed this and thinking about it made you smile ear-to-ear, until... you opened the door.
"I thought you were the pizza guy." You rolled your eyes, and just let the door fly open. Yoongi just grinned as he walked through the door. You tried to ignore the person you opened the door for because he made your blood boil and your panties wet, but you weren't going to tell him that.
"I was the pizza guy for a few months," He snickered, making your roll your eyes once more. "But not anymore. I found a better job, if I needed to remind you, Y/N,"
"You don't need to," You gave him a fake smile, "how can I forget if you mention it every five minutes?"
"Well, it's because it's worth mentioning, my dear Y/N. It’s not everyday I get to be an executive assistant for the best music producing company in Korea! " He says, as he falls into the love sofa. He loved saying it out loud because he worked so hard for it. "And what flavor pizza did you get?"
You scoffed, not facing him. "I don't know." You mindlessly start scrolling through your Instagram feed. “I didn’t order it. You can ask JK.”
You just didn’t want to look at his face because it would make you one of two things - annoyed or flustered. You didn’t have enough energy tonight to go through those things. Tonight was supposed to be simple - hang out with your roommate and watch movies. That’s it! Why was he making it hard for you? Yoongi getting me flustered every 5 minutes was not part of the agenda.
"Why are you always on your phone?" Yoongi asked, genuinely curious as to why you don't interact with him as much as he wanted you to.
He wanted to talk to you, to hear your voice. However, you mistook his words. You were offended by them. You thought that he was judging you and your actions. You started to get annoyed by his casual talk with you as if you were close friends.
"Why do you care?" You replied, annoyed by the sudden question. He was just the best friend of your roommate. You wanted to be nice in the beginning but he was annoying you and liked to push your buttons. He knew that he was pushing your buttons and he enjoyed it. He thought that you looked cute whenever you got mad at him.
He thought he could rile you up with the question, “Why can’t you get a better personality?” But he didn't think about the consequences of his words.
You were having a rough day and then this comes along. It was annoying and it made you snap. You rolled your eyes, threw a pillow at Yoongi and scoffed. “Fuck you.” You murmured, then stormed out of the room.
Why did shit keep piling up on your plate? You tried your best to be good to everyone. This was unfair!
Tears well up in your eyes and you hate yourself for it. Why did his words affect you so much? Why did his words have so much weight? Why did his words make you self-conscious? You didn't even like the guy! Or maybe you... do? You were balling and you didn't even realize it. Your face was now wet with tears and you just used the sleeve of your jacket to wipe off the snot that was coming out your nose. That was attractive.
You tried your best to sleep. You tossed and you turned, but to no avail. You didn't even enjoy the night with your best friend. You were waiting a couple days for this night and this happened! What a disaster. You kept thinking about how annoyed you were at Min Yoongi.
You found his face annoying, and you always hoped he’d shut up. But Maybe you could shut him up with your mouth or maybe he would shove his face into your pussy, both are very nice options. You’d forget your own name either way. It’s a win-win.
Wait, what? You thought to yourself. What did I just think about? This was wrong, you repeat to yourself. You were annoyed at him! Not hot and bothered. Get with the program, dammit!
You couldn't take it anymore. You wanted to end this suffering (and by suffering, you mean the way that you wanted Min Yoongi to touch you) so you decided to meet with an old friend, porn. You wanted to get off as soon as possible so that you could fall asleep.
You bring your middle finger to your sex and slowly touched yourself. You hissed at the contact because you weren't going to lie and say that you weren't wet when you saw Min Yoongi. No one can make you admit that, but it was the truth. You thought that your best friend's annoying other best friend was hot. You had eyes for crying out loud! The way he stares at you can make you whimper, if you couldn't control yourself.
A moan escaped your lips as you thought about how Yoongi looked tonight. If only his annoying mouth could be more useful, you'd be screaming his name by now. You were moaning as quietly as possible, feeling good, but not better. It felt good, but you knew it wasn't enough. It was either you had to change your position or watch some more porn. You couldn't focus on your video because the thought of Min Yoongi on top of you was making you go rougher than usual. The thought if Min Yoongi's hands all over you made you release a loud moan. Immediately, you shut yourself up by placing a pillow near your face so that you could bite it when you couldn't hold in a moan.
Would my hand be enough? You thought to yourself as you continued.
"Hyung, why did Y/N suddenly leave again?" Jungkook asked, for the nth time.
"Jungkook-ah," Yoongi stared at the younger. "I already told you! I was only talking to her. I tried making conversation."
"Maybe you said something..." He scratches the back of his neck. "She's not like that. She just storms off when she feels helpless and that if your words affected her."
"Why would my words affect her?" Yoongi thought out loud, he was meant to keep that in his head but the younger one just shrugged. Not knowing how the underlying feelings of both his best friends were growing without any of their knowledge.
“She was really happy before you got here,”
“Wow, thanks for making me feel welcome.” He huffed, crossing his arms. Slightly offended by his words. “All I wanted was to see her annoyed, not pissed.
“Why are you always at each other's throats?”
The older one started to think. He wasn’t exactly sure, but every time that he saw you at least slightly annoyed he would find that you were cute. You looked hot when you’re mad, he wasn’t going to lie to himself. And when your arguments and bickering would get heated, you would have this hot look on your face that would make him feel restricted in his pants. He would get hard at the thought of you.
He just shrugged at Jungkook, not wanting to tell his best friend that he had the hots for his other best friend.
"I may have said that she should get a better personality..." The older one murmured, suddenly realizing that his words were quite harsh.
“Hyung!” Jungkook gasped, eyes widened. “Y/N is very insecure about that. You shouldn’t have said that to her.”
“I know…” He answered quietly. “I’m sorry.”
“Yoongi hyung, you shouldn’t say that to me.” The younger said, taking a gulp from his drink. “Tell that to Y/N.”
“Yah, Jungkook-ah, can’t you just tell her for me? Hmm…” Then he started pouting, trying to act cute.
“It’s not that hard hyung,” The younger one pointed out. “Just go to her room and apologize.”
“But… she might shout at me.” He was making excuses, but hey he thought they were valid.
Jungkook rolled his eyes and just threw some chips at the whining baby.
“Fine!” Yoongi gave up, raised his arms in the air. “But if she shouts at me, you’re going to buy me dinner. I’m hungry as fuck.”
Yoongi spent exactly 2 minutes and 38 seconds staring at the mirror in the bathroom trying to rehearse the things that he will say to you. He didn’t want to mess up and seem more of a prick than he already is.
“Y/N,” He said, “Look, I’m sorry… I never meant to say those things to you. That was really shitty of me, and yeah…”
“Y/N…?” There was nothing but silence on his side of the door, but he could hear a slight whimper on your side of it. The first thing that came to his mind was that his words may have affected you a little more than he initially thought. It’s been an hour since you left for your room and you were still crying?
His stomach fell to the floor. He felt worse that you were hurt by his words. He felt sorry, he wanted to tell you so bad. Why weren’t you responding?
Yoongi quietly turned the knob on your door and slowly pushed it. He entered the doorway and was ready to see a crying, sad you. But he was only met by an eye-closed, hands in your pants Y/N. He was about to turn around when he heard you moan his name, which caused him to accidentally bump into the chair that was weirdly placed near the door. Why the fuck did he not see that?
“Oh my God,” You shouted, removing your hands from your core. You were getting at a good pace and it only started making you feel good. “What the fuck? What are you doing here?”
“Y-Y/N, I was here to s-say sorry…” He stammered at his words. “I didn’t mean to interrupt you.”
No words were said after his apology. You were nervous that he had heard you. Your face was turning red because of how he stared at you.
“I just wanted to apologize,” He repeated, his hand at the back of his neck. “I’m sorry. I never meant to say those words.”
“Okay, Yoongi.” You finally said, “Now go!”
“I never meant to say those words.” He said once more, now he was repeating things.
“You already said that. I get it alrea-” He cut you off.
“Did you mean to say my name as you touched yourself?” He heard you. Fuck! Your breath hitched as he got close to you.
“It sounded like heaven, Y/N. I never thought I would hear you say my name and when you did,” He paused, you noticed his hand was moving towards you. You stopped breathing at this point and you could hear your heart through your ears. “I snapped.”
He placed his hand on your thigh, giving it a slight squeeze. “Can I touch you?” You whimpered again. The same whimper which he thought was you crying. He had a full blown hard on right now because of the way you were responding to his touch.
“Y-Yoongi,” You stammered, out of breath. You were lacking the stimulation that you wanted, “Please touch me.”
His hand found its way to the place where you needed it the most, and it felt good, too good. “Does that feel good, huh?” He wanted assurance, making sure that he wasn’t stepping out of line. “Do you want me to continue?”
When you didn’t respond to his question, he stopped and removed any contact with you. Your eyes shot open, whining at the loss of sensation.
“I need you to say it, Y/N.”
“Fuck,” You groaned, “please touch me, Yoongi.”
“You don’t need to beg, baby.”
The night ended with Yoongi in your bed, and Jungkook falling asleep on the couch, waiting for his best friends to make up. He didn’t expect them to make out, and… other stuff.
After doing the deed that night, you explained to him why you were affected by his words and everything started to make sense. It was your way of coping with your insecurities, and you were his way of being happy.
You were happy with your setup with Yoongi. He would come over sometimes, you’d pretend to fight, and this leaves an unknowing Jungkook drooling on the couch while the movie was still playing as you two fucked until you couldn’t move anymore.
You trusted Yoongi, and he trusted you. But it was in your bones that having something constant, being so happy was never good. It would always end up in misery. When you finally accept that things are great and that you don’t have a care in the world, the world crumbles in between your hands. You were never ready for a relationship and you made it clear to Yoongi when you were weeks into your setup. It wasn’t something that you were looking for right now, that’s why specifically had to mention it to him.
But he fucked up, he caught feelings. He started to develop feelings, attachment, and love for you. He understood your feelings and your worries. Every day, he tried to help you understand where he was coming from. He tried to tell you how much you mean to him, but you just wouldn’t get what he meant. He, too, was afraid to love. He was afraid that you would never accept his feelings, so he never told you.
He tried to make it seem as if it was only pillow talk but he wanted to hear your thoughts about your relationship. If there was a possibility that you’d take a step forward, but your answer only broke his heart.
He didn’t have the balls to tell you that he loved you. He wanted to hold you in his arms, lift the burdens off your shoulder and love you so hard that you’d overdose with happiness.
He was hurt, but he knew you were in pain too. His love for you was strong, but he wasn’t as strong. He was a coward and cowards flee. This was his plan, run away from the pain instead of suffering.
He didn’t tell you. He didn’t tell you that he was leaving, that he was going to go by dawn. He made love to you. He felt content when he saw that you were falling asleep with a smile on your face.
“That was fun, Yoon.” You barely whispered. “Thank you for that.”
“No worries, love.” He caressed your face, helping you sleep faster. The faster you sleep, the better. It would make him leave faster, but he knew that it wouldn’t hurt any less. “Go to sleep. I enjoyed tonight. It was my favorite.”
When your eyes shut, finally falling asleep, he kissed your forehead and whispered, “I love you.”
THIS WAS LATE AND I APOLOGIZE! Thank you @seakay05 for letting me join your collab 🥰 I hope this thing I wrote means something! I tried my best.
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