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Once I learn how to stop being me itโs over for yโall
I feel empty, I feel a hole in my chest while sadness and anguish are invading me. I don't have enough strength to get up, move, concentrate and eat.
I had to endure everything alone so Iโm sorry that I donโt know how to ask for help or even accept it
My traumatized brain: everyone will hurt you and no one can be trusted
and dont open your heart to anybody ever again
And don't believe a word they say.
I am nothing but a burden
If the rest of my life is like this Iโm gonna be honestโฆ I will definitely be killing myself at some point
i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn
I'm never enough, but I'm "too much." I don't get it.
i donโt hold grudges.......anyway i hope everyone who has ever wronged me gets shot in the face
living with abusive parents will be like: *gets criticized for appearance* *gets called out for something everyone else does without punishment* *gets shamed for not knowing information you were never told* *gets punished for someone elseโs bad mood* *why canโt you be more like xyz?* *youโre always like this* *gets left out of any positive family events* *gets chased away from dinner with insults* *gets criticized for spending too much time alone in your room* *gets shamed for not keeping up appearances* *gets blamed for stuff you had nothing to do with*
Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around
"Youโre so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
all i want to do is isolate myself from everyone, trust no one, so i don't have to fear abandonment anymore. i would finally be free, because then, nobody can hurt me.
Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.
no longer asking whatโs wrong with me i donโt believe i care to know
Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
my whole life is just one big try not to kill yourself challenge, and im losing