Jae

19 Need kpop friends nct bts mainly

[feelingsofsomeonewhocarestoomuc]

I swear every time I think I’m going to make it and I think I’m going to be okay and he won’t bother me mentally...I think I’ll be okay...but then I see a truck similar to his and I panic or I smell him and my heart breaks even more. I think that no matter what he will always be in the back of my mind. And no matter what I won’t be able to get rid of him cause he was someone I’d truly give everything too.

[crackhead4kpop]

History? (Dunno what to call this little story tbh)

Too be honest with this one...I was/am going through something that really hurt me when I wrote this one...It still hurts very badly so you guys might be getting sad one shots or very agressive ones. I am going to be trying to update some more on here though. Love you guys!

Also I didn't mean to switch from third to first person when writing this. I kinda like how I did switch to it tho.

Her heart shattered as she watched him walk away. Every ounce of her body was drained. She knew that she couldn’t show him how much she loved him. Life was too hard at the time. This was the second time she lost him. The first he walked away was when they were younger, two years ago. He left without saying anything. Nothing. He just walked.

Namjoon came back on her birthday. He said that she was beautiful and that she deserved to be loved by him. He said that he was sorry for what he did not only to her but to others. He said that they would make it work again. He would do better. He would be better and show her what love really was.

But why did you leave me? I needed you like I did then...I guess history repeats itself.

[feelingsofsomeonewhocarestoomuc]

Ever wish you could preview what your life would be like with someone?

I never would’ve let him hurt me like that if I knew.

[crackhead4kpop]

UPDATE ON MEEEE

So long story short I went out with a boy and no longer have my phone...IM 19!!!

Anyway I'll loose all my streaks on snap and loose the part I have in some of the groups I have joined on Tumblr...I'm super sad but do not regret leaving and going to see this boy....he made me soooo happy!

[crackhead4kpop]

It’s been pouring outside since yesterday morning and I just want to recommend going outside and listening to your favorite song while playing in the rain with an animal or just by yourself. It’s the best therapy I could ever have.

I ran with my dog in the rain for an hour and half listening to best of me by bts and just felt so good afterwards.

[crackhead4kpop]

Lost my password to my tumblr but I’m back! How’s everyone??

[heavensghost]

But ur sat on a train again

[crackhead4kpop]

Tell me why I thought of train to Busan....

[crackhead4kpop]

Sorrryyy

Sorry I have been inactive I have story ideas coming! I am moving to a different house so it will be hard for me to update but I will try to very soon! 

[crackhead4kpop]

Stable Boy - Jaehyun Part 2

A/n: I feel so awful for the reader and Jaehyun...

Warnings: Death, Sadness, Yuta is a b*tch, horrible language is used

~ Two days later ~

“With the approval of Prince Nakamoto Yuta and Princess L/N Y/N I here by sentence Jung Jaehyun to be executed by noose.” A man shouted as he read his committed crime. It was barely even a crime. 

I tried begging my mother to not kill Jaehyun. I tried to tell her to just lock him up and throw away the key. However she was not stupid and knew better. She said I would end up running away with him or find a way to see him. 

“His crime!” The man shouted, “Treason to the royal family and the future heir of South Mushian and north Sveagan.” 

Yuta sat beside me with his chest out in pride, while I sat sulking in my seat. This was not fair! I had to do something! I had to cause a diversion or something that could get me to see him again! 

“Stop being a brat,” I heard Yuta mumble as he grabbed my hand. 

Unlike Jaehyun’s hand holding, it was rough and forced, his hands were too soft from being pampered. 

I glared at him from the side. He rolled his eyes. “Fine, be that way, at least pretend to love me, behind closed doors we can be rude,” With that he squeezed my hand a little too hard. 

Suddenly, an idea popped into my mind. 

“Yuta,” I fully looked at him. 

“What?” He grumbled his eyes on Jaehyun, as the announcer wrapped the noose around his neck. 

“I will promise you that I will do everything to please you as long as you let him go. I will never speak to him. I will only love you and no other as long as he is alive. I will not fight you, I will do as you say. I promise. Just let him go and we won’t have any problems.” I proposed.

Yuta shook his head, “You are a whore, not a princess. You do not keep your promises.” 

I squeezed his hand really hard and demanded, “Look at me.” 

The sound of my voice being so stern caused him to look at me with anger in his eyes. A woman was to never speak to her significant other that way. However this was an exception. 

“If I must prove it to you, how can I?” His eyes flickered down and I knew what he wanted. Something that I would never give to him willingly.

He shook his head and looked forward, “By letting him die.” 

Yuta grabbed my chin and forced me to look at the scene in front of me. Jaehyun stood staring at me with tears in his eyes. I felt mine appear too. 

“Yuta, please.” His hand was gripping my jaw as I was forced to look at my lover. 

Just as the floorboard let go and he fell to his death I swear I heard over the crowd of people three words, “I love you.” 

[crackhead4kpop]

Haechan X reader - You said you wouldn’t

Pairing: Haechan x Reader (told in Jisung pov)

Warnings: Sadness?? Angst???

Summary: “You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did.”

A/N: My heart lowkey hurt...Told in Jisung’s pov simply because this was just a small piece of writing I did at like 3:00am soooo yeah! Requests are open!

“Shut up Jisung! It is too late now! She knows…” Haechan glared at the younger one. 

Jisung only backed away knowing to no longer speak to him unless he was back to his happy self. Jisung had heard everything when she called. Haechan had answered with his normal happy tone. 

“Baby! How was your day?” Haechan had asked. 

“Save it...I know about her,” Jisung remembered the way she sounded. It was worse than seeing his hyungs cry. It was like hearing a puppy whine after it got kicked. And not to forget the way Haechan looked. It was as if he got stabbed in the chest. 

“Baby? What do you mean?” Haechan had his eyebrows furrowed but it was all an act. This Jisung knew simply for the fact that he caught them in the closet in the dance room. However, he kept it a secret for his hyung.

“I got videos sent to me today. It was more than one Haechan…” The female spoke as if she were on the verge of tears and maybe she was. 

“Baby-”

“Do not call me that…You promised she was just for the public...You promised...You said you wouldn’t and you fucking did. You broke me.” Jisung never had heard the girl swear before. This fight was not like the others; this fight would end and Haechan would be broken, more broken than he had ever been before. The fight would end and this time there would be no “I am sorry,” Or “Please come back” this time was the last and this time it was the end of their so-called forever.

[surakonacross]

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[crackhead4kpop]

Fine by me love!!

[crackhead4kpop]

Stable Boy - Jaehyun

Description: Basically princess!reader got hurt and Stableboy!Jaehyun went to check on her. They are together behind families back and stuff happens! I suck at descriptions.

Pairing: Reader x Jaehyun 

Warnings: none other than mentioning Jaehyun getting hurt?? I don’t know

A/N: I am open for requests and anything really! I’ll create a post about how I take requests soon for now just send it through the ask box...

    “Y/N? Where is she?” I heard a voice ask. I knew it anywhere. The way the voice just warmed me whenever I heard it. 

    I heard the guard’s armor cling and clank as he moved, “You are not allowed to see the Princess. She was just injured from the attack.”

    If anything, I only tripped over my dress when I began running. YG’s Kingdom decided to attack us three weeks after our peace meeting. Clearly, they did not like our terms. 

    “Please, let me see if she is okay, then I will be on my way! Sir please!” I heard him beg. I could see him on his knees begging my guard to just let him in. 

    Joy looked at me with worry. Only she knew of him. I nodded my head at her and she moved to the wooden door. 

    Slowly she opened it and revealed my guard and the boy. 

    “The princess will see him, alone.” Neither the boy or the guard moved.

    “Taemin, move before you make her mad!” Joy yelled.

    The moment I saw him on the floor we made eye contact and he ran in the room, “Your Highness!” 

    I looked at Joy and Taemin, “Leave us.” 

    With them gone, I got out of bed and ran into his arms, “Jaehyun!” 

    He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me tightly. The smell of the horses and plants filled my nose as I breathed him in. The worst of my thoughts went away when I felt a small kiss to my head. 

    I pulled back and stared at him. He was okay, nothing bad happened to him while the attack was happening. When I was pushed into the safe room with mother and father all I thought was that he could end up hurt. He could’ve ended up dead. 

    I didn’t feel the tears rolling down my cheeks until we broke apart and Jaehyun was wiping them away, “Sh, it’s okay, I’m here. I am here.” 

    His hand was warm against my cheek and I felt myself lean into it. Unconsciously,  I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers. We stood there looking at one another, knowing that we were safe for this moment.

    “I thought you were dead.” I mumbled as he played with my fingers.

    “Well, I am not, I made it into one of the hidden passages with Jisung and Irene. We waited it out for a while.” He answered calmly. 

    I reached out to touch his face and pushed myself closer to him, “Jae.”

    He smiled. Jaehyun loved it when I called him Jae. Running my thumb across his cheek I leaned closer. 

    “Y/N, we could get caught.” His smile, now gone. 

    I frowned. He was right, mother could walk in and see us. If anything I could say that he wanted to make sure his future queen was okay, but with how close we were standing, I knew what she would say. She’d have his head served at our next dinner.

    “Just kiss me. Please,” I asked quietly.

    He didn’t move. I knew that he was thinking of all the ways we would get caught and all the different punishments my mother and father would give him. His brown eyes looked at me before he smiled. 

    “Jae, Please,” I pleaded. 

    His lips were soft against mine. It almost felt like a pillow. I missed the feeling of his kisses and the way he would hold my hand. 

    Even if the kiss only lasted a few seconds it felt like I had fallen in love with him all over again. He always gave me that feeling. The feeling that I should be loved. 

    “I don’t want to let you go, but they will be coming back any moment,” Jaehyun whispered as he laid his forehead against my own. 

    “Or they will be coming back now,” A shrill voice sounded. 

    By the door was a tall woman with black hair dressed in a blood red dress sprinkled with diamonds. Her face held anger as she moved closer. This was my mother.

    Jaehyun stepped in front of me protectively. His arm stretched out in case I needed to be moved. 

    “This must be Jaehyun, the stable boy Yuta was talking about.” She sneered. 

    Yuta. The prince I must marry. 

    Mother cupped his face and laughed.

    His head would be served at our next dinner.

[crackhead4kpop]

Extra - Doyoung X Reader

This is all because we need a little more doyoung fics in our lives haha.

SO basically, Doyoung and Y/n are a little extra...

Perhaps being the soon to be bride of a powerful CEO wasn’t so bad. I thought as I watched Doyoung get dressed for the party. His white shirt was open exposing his chest as he tried desperately to hook each button together. I watched and after a while he sighed in defeat. His shoulders went slump and his head fell back as he let out an “ugh”. Standing, I looked at him and grabbed his hand, pulling him to the bed. He complied and sat on our bed. His eyes were closed and his black hair was pushed back exposing his forehead. He looked stressed and tired. “Doyoung?” I mumbled as I finished his buttons. He only hummed a response. “Why don’t we just cancel the engagement party? We already had one with family and friends.” I told him as I sat next to him on the bed. Slowly, his eyes opened and he stared at me. He scanned my body taking in the way I looked. “No, I don’t ever get to show you off to the world. This is my chance.” Doyoung smiled and took my hand in his, “Besides we are just extra like that.”

[hellokenmaz]

Has anyone had any experience with antidepressants breaking them out/ causing acne to return?

[crackhead4kpop]

I have it honestly sucks!

[hellokenmaz]

I genuinely do not remember what punch sounds like after every time I listen to it.

[crackhead4kpop]

Dude same! I only seee the music video but can’t hear the music! 😂😂

[crackhead4kpop]

Jimin x reader

Um so, Jimin loves you but you’re getting married.

“She’s not yours,” Namjoon told his friend. “I know,” Jimin sighed as the duo walked into the room where the soon to be bride would be. Once Jimin saw his childhood friend wearing her wedding dress, his heart stopped. The only thing going through his mind was how he wished it was him waiting for you at the alter, not Soobin. Tears primed his eyes, but he held them back. He would cry, not yet. You looked stunning in the small dress you picked. All Jimin wanted was to hug you and confess everything. Maybe it would change your mind. Maybe you would run out the back door with him. “Woah,” Namjoon broke the silence. You turned around and asked the boys, “Do I look okay?” Jimin’s heart was knocking on his chest. He swore you could hear it. To him you looked breathtaking, then again you looked gorgeous in just sweatpants and a T-shirt with your hair in a messy bun. “You look more then okay,” Jimin pressed a smile. “Thank you,” you blushed at his complement. “Are you ready Mrs. Choi?” Jimin extended his arm. You took it not meeting his eyes. Your hands shook as you liked arms with him and Namjoon. The two boys walked you down the aisle, the moment Jimin made eye contact with Soobin he tightened his grip. He didn’t want to let you go. Not yet. He wasn’t ready. While the vows were being said he let a few tears out. “Hyung?” Jungkook looked sadly at his elder, “it’s okay.” Jimin felt the boy’s hand on his. It was comforting so he didn’t say anything. As soon as the newly wedded couple got into their car, Hoseok pulled Jimin aside, away from others, and held him close. The man let it out. He bawled. All he wanted was you. Hoseok just held him, “it’s okay, let it out.” That night on the plane ride to your honeymoon, Soobin slept beside you, you began to think. Jimin will never know where your true feelings lie. He would never know that you had wished he took your hand and ran out the back door. He will never know that you fell in love with him all those years ago. He will never know that your heart belongs to him and him only. Then again you will never know how much he loves you.

[scarlct-vvitch]

i honestly dont get why people stopped reblogging things they like on here bc like what are you afraid of??? people thinking youre cringey?? guess what bitch! youre on tumblr! it's all cringey! reblog everything you like and do it shamelessly no one fuckin cares