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he screams in silence

hi! im sergiewoo! im bi and aroace+grey-romantic and im also a man. i'm infp-t. all my nicknames/names:

serge

serg

jarm

jam

cher

billie

mike

boot

carpet

sock

boot2

jarming

prince jarming

edwin

timber

i am a minor

i like collecting cds, vinyls, and the occasional dvd when i can find them. my cd collection recently reached over 105 as just an estimate (my discogs)! i also play guitar, bass, and i sing

i like the movies idiocracy, ordinary world, accepted, school of rock, and the truman show

i LOVE making websites!!! gimmick and non gimmick, whatever. theyre super fun. im constantly learning html and css... i'll link my sites someday

i post art, animation, and maybe music if i want to

MY COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN!!!!

im into green day, silverchair, weezer, and mcr atm.

some other bands/artists i like (although not as prominent) are smashing pumpkins, nirvana, weezer, soundgarden, arizing, left, pitchshifter, primer 55, limp bizkit, deftones, return to dust, patrick jumpen, etc.

i am also into silverchair and green day's side projects - i can't believe it's not rock, the dissociatives, foxboro hottubs, the longshot, the network

pls don't talk about femtanyl, jjk, or msi with me. soad is something i'm a bit icky about but i don't exactly mind it as much

heres my old blog. i post other stuff there

anyways, you can also see me here:

last.fm

instagram

artfight

strawpage

gdc

tiktok

spacehey

napo

thats all for now. any questions you have about me feel free to ask

i will probably add those answers here if they are worth. i'll be updating this overtime since i often forget and remember things about myself constantly. ok bye now 📯📯📯📯

last updated: 12 april 2026

for the extra curious i am also making a dumb conlang named gooj

observer86

Triple Mike Tuesday

byjove

‘Nuclear Family Month’ is so funny as a concept. I have never seen a nuclear family worth celebrating.

crazycarpetsock2

Green day...

frnko-mars

My Chemical Romance at The Roxy - August 1, 2009

catpda

how can ppl say cats dont have feelings like.

when my cat got deadly sick she refused to eat a single thing and it had been days but when i started crying she ate just a little bit, and upon seeing how happy it made me, kept doing it whenever she could.

now whenever im sad or crying she finds wherever i am with a mouthful of food and eats the pieces one by one, every time looking up at me making sure i was watching her eat it all because she knew it made me happy. and it DOES make me happy

i love cats!!!

catpda

im so glad my little Foofy has touched everyone’s hearts… she luvs you all

animentality

red-dyed-sarumane

stop calling your own work slop

#crazycarpetslop

headshr1nker

there’s people that body shame billie joe armstrong?? what the actual hell

murraysiskind-deactivated202511

It’s so crazy that suicide prevention is just people going awwww don’t!! Awwww come on noooooooooo stopppppp

allhailklisz

yokelfelonking

One of the best ones I saw was a thing noting that every single one of the few survivors of suicide jumps off of the Golden Gate Bridge realized, on the way down, that the problems they were killing themselves over actually were fixable or could be worked through...except for the now - extremely unfixable - problem of gravity.

authortobenamedlater

Went to the Holocaust Museum in DC once. There was a video interview of an Auschwitz survivor who said he and some other prisoners stayed up all night with a man who wanted to kill himself. The man didn’t kill himself and survived to liberation.

In the video the survivor said “Never seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And they’re all temporary problems.”

Hearing that from a guy who survived the Holocaust rewired my brain a little bit.

drgrlfriend

I think something a lot of people don't understand is that depression is not suicidality, and suicidality is not depression. People can, and are, depressed without being suicidal, and sometimes suicidality peaks as people are emerging from depression. Suicidality is a wave, and the trick is to allow that wave to crest and subside WITHOUT acting on it. Whatever it takes to ride it out. For some people that's distraction, like watching television. For others it's calling a friend -- not to talk about the suicidality, but just to talk. For others it could be as simple as going to sit in a coffee shop or library, because the presence of other people is a huge diminisher of suicide risk. That's what suicide safety planning is about. It's like having any other type of emergency plan, like a plan for fire or evacuation. It's making a plan when you are in the frame of mind to do so, so that you can just DO the plan without having to think about it when the occasion arises. When you're in the midst of suicidal ideation, or even intent, you're not in a problem-solving mood. So knowing past!you, with the help of a therapist hopefully, came up with the plan and all you have to do is follow up until the wave crests and subsides, is what allows you to see another day.

ETA: Here's a link to a safety plan. https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/988-safety-plan.pdf

goldkirk

There’s a really compassionate and well-written paper/book/thing called Suicide: The Forever Decision that’s written specifically for people who are currently suicidal. The letter to the reader at the beginning is wonderful and deeply understands how to talk to someone who’s suicidal without preaching or talking down to them.

It’s very honest. It’s very clear. It’s very kind. It presents you with a lot of information and a lot of understanding and lets you take it all in like the autonomous human you are, and make decisions from an informed place. It goes over the reality of suicide attempts, pain involved, likelihoods of survival, after effects of attempts, and how to get help if you want it after reading all of that and learning about the reality of suicide attempts.

You can read it for free here: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf

No one can ever stop you if you’re really determined. Only you can stop yourself. If you’re suicidal and there’s ANY tiny part of you that wants a chance to not go down that route, but can’t convince the rest of you yet, give this short book a try. Or share it with anyone you know who might need it.

the-sacred-now

When I brought up my suicidal ideation years ago to my sibling, their immediate response was, "Okay, so I'm hearing that you're perceiving your experience as unsustainable. Let's brainstorm options to change your experience." And obviously that and the safety plan that came from it were specific to the structure of my particular mental health, but I've never heard people take that approach. It seems like common sense that could help a lot of people? It worked for me.

(...especially not seen it followed by their next question, "Are there any substances that let you escape from this experience? How are you with alcohol, for instance?" which is obviously stopgap but holy harm reduction batman. Obviously leaning on a substance to alter your state is better and more recoverable than killing yourself, why did it never occur to me? Because our fucking culture.)