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A Galaxy in Skin. hiding here in the ether. friends wanted.

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Beautiful day traveling through Raymond and at the river with my girls. Celebration of 11

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13 years later - Hi tumbler. Changes have happened and an update is coming

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George: Come on Harry! Look, turning 35 is not that big a deal.

Harry: Oh really. Is that how you felt when you turned 35?

[Flashback to George's 35th birthday party]

George: (screaming) Why Merlin?! Why?! Let the others grow old! Not me!

Harry: Oh come on you guys! Is it just me? Am I overreacting to this?

Ron: Nah mate, it's not just you. My 35th certainly wasn't that much fun.

[Flashback to Ron's 35th birthday party]

George: (screaming) And now Ron! We're all getting so old!

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minerva mcgonagall is the patron saint of Putting Up With Everyone’s Bullshit

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Sorry if this seems really ignorant, but what is a terf? I'm new to this side of the internet. I usually just look at memes or do fandom things.

It stands for “Trans-Exclusionary Radical Feminist” - basically, they think trans people (especially trans women) aren’t real. They’re known for harassing transfeminine people and just spouting really hateful rhetoric to anyone who will listen.

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Wow, how insulting is that!!! All women matter. All men matter. People matter. Transgendered individuals are just as valid as any other person on the planet and since most of them are very accepting of others, they might even be more valid.

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I want a drawing of my alters but none of them, or me, have the skill to get one drawn up. The one that did is no longer with us.

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When you listen to a voicemail over and over just to hear their voice and the friendliness they have for you. - rain

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“Can you really do X/can I trust you with X if you have DID (though I have seen no cause for concern)?”

How many times/what more to I have to do to prove that I AM NOT MY DISORDER 😢😢😢

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The doubt is what of the biggest silent soul killers of having a mental disorder.

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DID in media: alters kidnapping people, alters murdering people, alters changing clothes and being dramatic, alters keeping secret weapons, alters having secret jobs

DID in my shitpost of a life: alter yells at dad, alter dumps half a carton of cream in my normally black coffee, alter has no idea how to work air conditioning, alter walks away in the middle of conversation because they weren't aware they were being spoken to, one alter ordering a sandwich and another alter taking half the toppings off in disgust, alter gets lost in own house

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I made a big announcement. I told her I loved her. She is fuxkin taken already and I would never violate that because only assholes purposely try to break someone up. Especially someone you love. I would not fuxkin do that. (Im tryin to edit up my language but some is still gonna slip out.) That is not how the Maddie do. She told me this changes nothin and that she still adores me. That's the best I could hope for out of a drunken declaration. -Maddie 8.2016

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- Maddness

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Hello all. I'll be around for a while if anyone would like to chat.

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Stop shaming alters who use pictures models, celebrities or stock photos as reference pics/ face claims. It’s really shitty like if we could have a pic of how we actually looked in our inner world we would. Like do you know how shitty it is to not be able to be seen for you? It fucking sucks

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Like what if you could never see yourself when you looked in the mirror, instead you saw your mother or father’s face or your brothers or some guy you don’t even like? What if no matter how often you were around your best friend they never knew what you looked like? Can you imagine what it would feel like to be basically invisible to everyone you would ever meet and have it be so hard to recognize yourself in the face you have to wear that you are desperate for any little thing that is truly yours to display who you are, ie; clothes, hairstyles, wigs, glasses, or piercings.

Its lonely and sometimes I doubt my own existence because nothing in this body I wear looks like or fits like me. Im taller, broader shouldered, my hair is longer and a different color. My eyes are darker and closer together and slant differently. I’m a different gender. Everything is different so I desperately cling to a collection of pictures that are as close as I can find to me and what I look like. I agree #stopshaming

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This is happening right now. #WhoIsEatingAllThisShellfish