A Confession?
Good day to all my followers and to whoever is reading this~
This is, what I’d like to call, an “Update” post on what’s happening to me and the blog and what’s going to happen in my life and this blog. Here I go:
I’ve been “back” for awhile now and so I have to take responsibility of why I haven’t been posting as much or active as much as I said I would. I’m going to list it down for you to be able to read it with ease (hopefully).
• I’m not as obsessed with BuzzFeed as I was before and I have to admit that the anchor of me being in the fandom in the first place was the ever-so-loved, Ashdrew. You might say I’m not a “true BuzzFeed fan” if that’s the case, and I’m completely fine if you say it like that because you are half right. Ashdrew, however, lead me to loving the rest of the BuzzFeedVideo cast and the characters they play in the videos.
• Ashdrew, the anchor to the fandom (If you don’t agree, That’s completely okay), is suddenly removed; cancelled; somewhat “thrown out”- with no clear reason, is another reason why I am not as enthusiastic in the fandom as I used to. The way BuzzFeed could have officially ended Ashdrew was perhaps, give a better plot to how it ended and how the two characters find out their feelings but afterwards find out it was entirely platonic? The two would separate neutrally. I’d be totally, in fact, extremely grateful for that! They’d be the “It’s OK to have a bestfriend that’s a guy/girl Awkward/Creepy Addition” kind of series- BuzzFeed is happy, Fans are happy! Yay!:D Sadly, that wasn’t how they finished the beloved otp.
• I have the habit of obsessing over a fandom and go nuts and bolts… but then getting over it and moving on. Everytime I return, I always go back to that frantic fangirling though. (Besides, Fandom are for life.) but even I wanna find another fandom to join and new friends to make :“3
• I also want to keep this blog totally ashdrew now. To remember the times and to of course, serve it’s original purpose. FEED THAT NEED FOR ASHDREW- ESPECIALLY for those who just joined the fandom and need a little obsessing to do~
• I used to write fanfics about Ashdrew but since there doesn’t seem to be anything sparking my brain about it since I’ve been stuffing my head in exams the whole year, I can’t continue them. For that, I extremely apologize. It will take a long time but I will try to finish it as nicely and appropriately as possible. *bows*
…so those are the reasons that I can’t and couldn’t do much for this blog anymore. I’ll only often reblog- but provided it’s ashdrew ;3
If you do wish to follow Me, personally, I’m @uniquelypatty as well~ It’s a jumble of all my fandoms~
Also, Thank you for the 2,000+ Followers you guys!! Still amazed at how we are continually growing!
Thanks for Reading and understanding~! Have a Wonderful Day!! Love one another! :D
~pat xxxxxxxxx
