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When you’ve healed, and you feel ready, you can always come home

You probably won’t even see this, you probably forgot about me, but in case you do I’m praying for you. I’ve heard how coronavirus is spreading through your city and it’s made me pray for you daily. I’m begging God that you stay safe even if I never see you again. I know it’s hard but please stay home or even with a friend. Just please stay safe sweet puff.

#sweet puff

hopelessromanticbignigga

My birthday wish…

I wish that my best friend lives a happy life, that she receives spiritual growth as a woman, that she receives success in her career, and that she build a happy healthy home for her family.

When I first saw her I felt something I never felt for a woman before or since. At first I didn’t accept it because I had just survived an incredibly toxic point in my life and just wanted to be alone. I instantly talked to God among seeing her and said I’d need a sign to approach her. I got one and felt parts of myself I thought were destroyed in speaking to her.

When I look back now I realize every day I ever saw her or spoke to her I would talk to God about her in some capacity. I didn’t want to accept she was going to play a role for me, for the longest I’d tell God “either put her in my life or take away this feeling I have about her.” I just wanted to be alone for the longest.

I finally gave in and was unbelievably happy every time. Her smile, her eyes, her laugh, the walls I built around my heart were just completely down when I spoke to her. She made me feel like not only my best self but better than I’d ever known myself to be. I felt I could do anything and everything but all I wanted to do was things for her.

I prayed every day. Becoming her best friend made me grow closer to God and getting into all around better shape. I once told her she deserved a man at his physical, emotional, and spiritual best and I completely intended on delivering that to her. I even stood before the altar with tears in my eyes begging God to make me a better man, heal me from past trauma, so I could be a better man and great husband for her someday.

I didn’t understand what any of this meant or why it was happening. I didn’t even call it love because everything I ever experienced about love never felt like this. But for a good while I was truly happy.

I don’t know where she is now but I give my wish to her so she can be happy and safe. It’s all I’ve ever wanted for her. I still pray for her every day since I lost her, I guess I’ve done it so much it’s become a habit. I do wish she was still in my life and served the same capacity, but I’m trying to trust God on what’s going on. Had I known the last time we talked would be the final time I’d have said something much more different than what I did. Maybe somehow these words can reach her:

“You may not be the woman I thought you were going to be when I first saw you, but the woman you are and are going to be stole my heart nonetheless. I didn’t think I’d ever meet a woman like you and I hope you never lose that part of yourself. The world needs you, your friends and people need you. You made me feel a spark in the soul I thought I lost. I can’t even joke about myself because parts of me I see in you, and it was so amazing. You were the first person to call me and make me feel beautiful. I hope that, for both of us, we learn the lesson that God intended for us when we met and it served a better purpose. Because I truly felt God was involved in us sharing this time together. I know one day I’ll see you on the news once you’ve reached your life goal and I’ll smile just like how seeing you always made me smile.

Whatever space you’re in I hope that you remember I’m cheering for you, I believe in you, my heart goes out to you, I pray that God keeps and protects you, you’re my best friend no matter what, and as your best friend I love you so very much.”

#sweet puff

sheabutterbitch

full of love and soft like honey

#future bae

anancientheart

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

anancientheart

whenever i post this it works reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet

ruinedchildhood

ME ON SEPTEMBER 30TH VS ME ON OCTOBER 1ST

lesbifuckinghonest

Get someone that staaaays obsessed with you, not just in the beginning

dop3-peach-ringz-deactivated202

Need

nysugarrrr

!!!!!

#future bae

iamfinallybreakingfree

My home will be a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no name calling, shaming or blackmail. My home will be gentle, it will be warm. It will keep my loved ones safe. No fear, no hurt and no worries. I may come from a broken and twisted place but I will build something whole and safe. I’ll sing in the shower again, cook with a smile and dance in all the rooms. I will heal.

#goals

hyrude

this is the text of good fortune, reblog in 60 seconds and $1200 will spontaneously materialize in your bank account🙏🙌💪🏻😤

stacczzz-deactivated20181216

Worth a shot! 🤷🏽‍♀️

bocampbell29

Oh, hell yeah I need good prosperity in my life right now

officialaudreykitching-deactiva

‪Honest, raw, real communication changes everything. Get it out. Unburden yourself. Say what you feel.‬

#future bae

heyyreene-deactivated20190514

You can still get STD's with condoms on

HPV Syphilis Herpes

audycordelia

Just incase you didn’t know because most don’t 🗣

babybuu-deactivated20180707

This. This. This. Omfg this.

heyyreene-deactivated20190514

lol I made this post months ago Funny how since Usher and his herpes comes to the light that’s when Majority of y'all started caring 🤦🏾‍♀️

stressedasperusg-deactivated201

To add onto this…. info from someone who screens for STDs: 1. Condoms protect against fluid 2. Anything skin to skin can be contracted 3. A new form of Gonorhea has developed that is resistant to antibiotics 4. If you have unprotected sex and get BV or a yeast infection it is because your vaginal pH does not mix well with the pH of his semen 5. That means you can get HIV 6. MORE THAN HALF OF THE POPULATION HAS HERPES 7. Type 1 is usually oral (cold sores) Type 2 is genital 8. You can give someone genital herpes if you have a cold sore and give them head 9. You can give someone cold sores if have genital herpes and receive head 10. Herpes lies dormant for years sometimes so you could have gotten it 10 years ago and it just now pops up 11. Most screening sites will not test for it, unless asked, because it cause problems within a relationship 12. Untreated chlamidiya (👈🏽 I’m trying) can make you infertile

heyyreene-deactivated20190514

You gave the most informative add on thank you Idk wth everyone else is talking about

haitibabyyyyy-deactivated201802

Reblogging this again for the “I hate condom dudes”

transgenderhelp

Two ways to protect yourself:

Get the vaccination for HPV. It’s not just for cis women! HPV is nasty and causes cancer.

Don’t be afraid to have a little light in the room to start out with, even if you later turn it off, to check things out with a new partner or hookup. Herpes is most contagious when there are blisters present.

Also, if you find out you have an STD, the etiquette is to tell all new partners until you’re cured or firmly undetectable and let all previous ones you may have infected know.

Please don’t be afraid to get thoroughly tested! An STD isn’t the end of the world, especially if you catch and treat it early.

e--wills-deactivated20190506

More about HPV:

When people hear HPV, they think cervical cancer and genital warts. You can have HPV without visible warts. Also, if you are infected with HPV, times of increased stress and low immunity can cause warts and leisons to appear where there weren’t any.

Furthermore, we have screening tools for HPV and cervical cancer in women. It’s called a Pap smear. It’s not just some uncomfortable screening your provider does for funsies. Follow the recommendations and get your pap on time. Women ages 21-35 are at the greatest risk of HPV infection.

Additionally, GET THE HPV VACCINE whether you are a man or woman. Even if you are past the recommended age and you have had HPV before, you can protect yourself from infection from other strains. While the link between cervical cancer and HPV in women is well known, the people most likely to die of HPV infection are men. Throat and rectal-anal cancer from HPV infection is on the rise, and men(straight or gay or bi) are the most likely to be infected and go undetected, since there are little to no screening tools developed for men. It’s not just promiscuous people who get infected with HPV. Men in long-term committed relationships are contracting it through anal or oral sex with a partner who has been infected with HPV from previous sexual encounters. I can’t stress this enough: HPV IS FAR MORE DEADLY IN MEN SIMPLY BECAUSE IS VIRTUALLY NO SCREENING TOOL FOR IT. The best thing men can do is protect themselves before they contract it by getting the vaccine.

And finally: if you are a man and you notice and abnormal lump or knot or tingling or ANYTHING in your throat or your anal-genital region, do not hesitate getting that examined by a medical professional! As a medical professional, I can promise you it’s not nearly as embarrassing as you are making it out to be in your head. It is statistically proven that men are less likely to use primary care and preventive mecidince and screenings by a WIDE margin and therefore more likely to suffer fatal infections and cancers. Don’t be another statistic. Take care of yourself. Take HPV seriously, because it is. It can kill you and you’ll never see it coming.

s3xxciting

I’ve reblogged this before but I’ll reblog it again because being safe during sex is important, not being careful COULD LITERALLY KILL YOU. This isn’t to scare people off sex. Sex is great, just be safe

fatpinocchio

It should be socially unacceptable to come to work with a cold or similarly contagious disease.

infraredarmy

It should be socially unacceptable to make your workers come to work with a cold or similarly contagious disease.

shoggoth-the-bitch

It should be socially unacceptable to pay your employees so little that they have no choice but to come in with a cold or similarly contagious disease.