some parking lot dream

21. She/he. Lesbian. https://linktr.ee/crypticpuffin

[crypticpuffin]

okay, it's about time for a new pinned post, I think....

hi, I'm Alan, a 21-year-old brazilian genderqueer lesbian with a passion for horror! I reblog all sorts of stuff, but most of what I post about will probably pertain to one of my major hyperfixations, such as:

Saw (has a tendency to pop up frequently, and again I'm mainly interested in the plot and characters-- my favorite of them all is definitely Amanda Young <3 predictably, my favorite movie is III)

Ginger Snaps (the fandom for it is much more sparse, so I don't talk about it as much, but it's still my favorite movie of all time-- Brigitte is a character that I relate to on a very personal level)

Ravenous (this movie has a scary grip on my brain sometimes, but another pretty small fandom, so less posting, usually. fascinating in many ways, particularly with Boyd and Ives' characters in their own right)

other obsessions of note I should probably mention include: The Lost Boys, Naruto, Jaws, Avatar: The Last Airbender + The Legend of Korra, Cutie Honey (2004), Alien, Jurassic Park (the novel more likely than not), NBC Hannibal, the Twilight Syndrome games, The Dark Crystal, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, Alice in Wonderland, Batman, Persona 5, Kamikaze Girls, Doctor Who, Indiana Jones, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, X-Men, Star Trek, Metal Gear Solid, etc. etc. it's unreasonable really

as for other hobbies, I write sometimes (including fic), make video edits (some of which I'm quite proud of), and I'm learning other skills, like drawing and (sometimes) programming. my askbox is pretty much always open, as are my DMs! if you want to be friends, I'd love to talk to you, and also if you just want to have a friendly chat.

thanks for reading :)

(discord is available for mutuals!)

[insecuregodcomplex]

[tastylemonbread]

[clowngirlpony]

aaaaaa she's eating a burger lol

[soymoss]

knight pigeon

[pukicho]

They're adding sorrow to fortnite

[pukicho]

Hideo Kojima needs to stop naming people words so I can make my quips in peace

[mevil]

[druidshollow]

i thimk trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and everyone whos not cis should all love eachother forever and embrace eachother and listen to eachother and protect eachother. we should all be eachothers' shield

[druidshollow]

yes definitely. thank u oldmanyaoi-jpeg

[byjove]

everybody: you’ve got to advocate for yourself in medical settings!

medical professionals when a patient advocates for themselves in a medical setting (x100 if that patient is a part of any minority): damn. you’re a hypochondriac crazy bitch who has every mental illness and is seeking every narcotic in existence. that’s the only reason you’d be disappointed in the care you’re receiving here. in retaliation, we will be even less helpful and less sympathetic. our jobs are hard. people are dying. we don’t have time to deal with anyone who is slightly inconvenient for us.

[crypticpuffin]

love being a fan of obscure music while also having memory issues. I recommend little-known bands to people and they’re like oh how did you find about them?? I don’t know. there was a QR code in my dream and it led me to their spotify page. I don’t fucking know, man.

[frederickchiltonsdivacup]

Me in middle school: EWWW I'M NOT A FURRY!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'RE ANIMALS??? FUCKING CRINGE. I'M NOT CRINGE LIKE THAT!!! EWWW WHAT THE FUUUUCK WHY IS THIS PERSON WEARING CAT EARS EWWW JUST BE NORMAL EWWWWW

Me in college: the pubpy has somthing to say... wof wof... ue.. the world shouldn't be making pupies do homework liek this.. euh... arf arf euhh i just wamt a milkbone for all my tedious pupydog strugles... when am i gonna get scritches behind ma floppy pubbydoggie ears, man... i thimk... euh it's bellay rub time... !!!

[frederickchiltonsdivacup]

still proud of this one

[clementine-kesh]

of the various ways that beyond evil presents its commentary on relationships and control one of the more fucked up imo is that in both of the prominently featured parent-child relationships that are fairly positive the parents in question are either infirm or dead, and yet it’s the combination of that positive relationship and physical absence that ends up controlling their children, dong-sik with his endless search for his sister and jae-yi with her unwillingness to abandon her mother’s butcher shop. it’s an inversion of the negative relationships ju-won and jeong-je have with their respective parents, where parental presence is the major source of control in their lives and it’s only once they’re rid of it that they can begin to live freely. would dong-sik and jae-yi’s parents be happier if their children just moved on and found a way to live a good life despite it all? very possibly, i don’t think any of them would ever have wanted to control dong-sik and jae-yi to such a degree, but i also don’t think that really matters because what the show is doing is presenting us with the ways that grief can control us despite the best intentions and kindness and love of all involved. in fact, it’s often because of those things that grief ends up controlling us, keeping us spinning our wheels as we try to grapple with it. running to crime scenes and wandering vast open fields just for the chance it might make things right

[miminwords]

Juwon in Beyond Evil is so funny because my guy went from 'this man is a danger to others and I will arrest him' to 'this man is a danger to himself and I will tie myself to him' to 'this man is the salvation of my life and I'm ruined by the handcuffs on his wrists' and it's somehow the best thing that happened to him. 10/10 on matching the freak and changing yourself because of knowing someone.

[crypticpuffin]

love when a song is 15+ minutes long like hell yeah bitch keep going!!!!

[gospozha-dafina]

[denisglillie]

Things they don't tell you about having rocks in your pockets:

1. It will be really heavy because you put rocks in there

2. You will be carrying rocks around

3. You put them in there so it was entirely your own fault

4. If you take them out of your pockets and put them in your backpack, then you will have rocks in your backpack. This is an entirely new and equally stupid problem to have

[negativeresponse]

i like when i put a little emoticon at the end of my parentheticals (like this ^_^) because it turns it into a messageworm