Cubes Body SUCKS

I’m a cripple. Let’s talk about it

[cube-is-a-cripple]

Cube introduces themselves!

What you can call me: Cube or 贺予 (He Yu)

Pronouns: They/It

!! I AM A MINOR. KEEP THAT IN MIND WHEN INTERACTING !!

Safe space for: queer people,disabled people,xenogender and neopronoun users,anyone that is not in dni.

Dni: NSFW accounts, E@ting d!sorder accounts, Sh account,MAPS aka Pedos, people who make fun of others interest, people who post about their bl00d k!nk, accounts made to make fun of people,intersexist.

I am a Pcos,intersex,queer and disability advocate!

I am a cane user and a rollator user plus ambulatory wheelchair user!

I never want another person to go through what i have.

Pro 🇵🇸

!! Other accounts !!

@cubeispog

@the-best-music-taste

@the-cast-system

@cube-learns-languages

[aspdzai]

I GOT A WHEELCHAIR!!!!

I really want to decorate it but I don’t have any ideas on how to do it! I really like yamikawaii and gyaru! I also love my fandoms (squid game and bungo stray dogs my beloved) if anyone has any ideas drop a suggestion below!

[wtchgrrl]

BLACK CAT: A term to describe an intersex individual who presents themself in a gothic, punk, emo or otherwise alternative fashion. Anyone who is intersex and presents themself in a non-mainstream fashion can can describe themself or be described as a black cat, regardless of their specific intersex variation (pcos included).

HISTORY BEHIND THE TERM: Historically, intersex babies have been seen as a curse or a sign of bad luck. On the contrary, they have also been seen as descendants of the Greek god Hermaphroditus, and thusly, were seen as divine. Black cats have had a similar history. While often seen as a sign of bad luck, black cats can also be used as a symbol of magic.

FASHION: As stated previously, any intersex person who dresses alternately can use the term black cat to describe themself. These alternative fashion styles include, but are not limited to: Gothic, punk, grunge, emo, scene, and kinderwhore, along with all variations of the previously mentioned styles.

[maive-the-sheep]

As someone officially diagnosed with aspd.

I don't get the problem people have with self diagnosers.

Aspd on record means if go to jail get a worse sentence.

Aspd on record means many therapist in their ableism will refuse to help with any problem.

I knew i had no guilt or shame or affective empathy or feelings of compassion from earliest memories. I didn't suddenly lose those feelings when i got diagnosed.

And there is genetic evidence for aspd.

And there are psychologists that view it more like a neurodevelopmental disorder.

"Well the dsm 5"...was written by people who used studies only on prisoners for their results so it became more action focused over internal as a way to reinforce the prisoner claim.

And it's a work in progress authority...that you are blindly obeying and believing? Now that's a trait that doesn't fit aspd.

Reflect on actual symptoms like problems with boredom. Lower, missing, or weirdly selective care for feelings of compassion, affective empathy, guilt, shame, care. Things viewed differently for you then norm. Urges. Response to things. Having rules need to be explained to make sense and not just accepted in their own right. Etc.

Knowing a spectrum and if fit enough, fit enough.

And then if fit do the best to use how different for best way forward. Like i use my selfishness for long term prisoners dilema as a motivation for me to do good. I turned my high anger into motivation. I found beauty in various things as an alleviation for boredom. Etc.

Tl;dr those "with aspd" trying to fake claim others cause no official diagnoses...are the ones most likely to not have aspd.

[agnarid-deactivated20260112]

Btw people with Autism aren't the "good" people with low/no empathy, and people with ASPD or NPD aren't the "bad" people with low/no empathy. Stop demonizing personality disorders for the love of god.

[cube-is-a-cripple]

Reminders for people with cluster B personality disorder

You are allowed to unmask

It sucks your mental illness has been made out to be evil

You matter

If you aren’t diagnosed but are actively trying to be diagnosed you are valid

Not everyone will understand you but be yourself

You’re not evil.

[m1lkcartonang3l]

I asked a friend who is a sociopath (diagnosed with ASPD, he refers to himself as a sociopath which is why I’m calling him that) what love feels like to him and how he knows when he loves someone.

I loved his answer. He said “Routine. If they are a part of my routine and feel familiar and comfortable and I would feel like something is missing if they weren’t there, then I think I love them.”

I have bpd with ASPD traits and I think his answer was so cute. I think that is what love is like for me too but I’ve never heard it so succinctly explained, perfect summarization.

[yippeeimmentallyill]

How I feel when I unmask

[th1rdt3chnician]

who up hating pop psychology

[ur-all-fucking-idiots-deactivat]

Mfs when a trauma response makes someone an asshole and isn't just some cute uwu quirky part of their personality

[npdemu]

thank you for your constructive criticism. unfortunately, i have been sent into a rage which i will not mentally recover from for three years

[black-celebrationnn]

What people think sociopathy is:

- manipulative

- homicidal

- overall a bad person

- crazy

- lacks emotions

What sociopathy really is:

- constant overwhelming boredom and understimulation, feeling of void, what often leads to performing harmful or stupid behaviors on others or self

- inability to regulate emotions properly which leads to impulsive mood swings

- often paranoia

- putting yourself at constant risk and danger to feel anything

- disgusting intrusive thoughts running through your head 24/7

- inability to manage a healthy relationship

- returning desire to cut off all the people who care about you (often in a harmful way)

- struggles to understand why people care and inability to return the same

- often SH

- inability to adapt and function in society due to fanatical nonconformism

- actual homicidal thoughts or tendencies

- depending on complexicity of the disorder trauma-based psychotic episodes may occur, these may trigger fatal self-destructive/destructive behaviors

- making impulsive decisions (large part of which turn out to be bad)

- actual manipulative behaviors often being a result of fear of loosing control over your life

- being prone to falling into addictions

- easily triggered aggression (verbal or physical)

- selective to none interest in understanding emotions and pain of other people/animals

- often depression

- meltdowns that can last for days or weeks

- subconscious isolation

- overly materialistic or trade-like understanding of any relationship, benefit oriented mindset

- feeling of being tired and disgustingly sick of everything and everyone, indifference and ignorance being a result of years of own suffering

- can be but not necessairly an entirely bad person, you don't choose to have a certain mental illness but you do choose to be a piece of shit or not.

ASPD as sociopathy is a spectrum and a complex trauma based disorder that varies depending on the individual but most importantly causes a lot of struggles and a lot of pain to the person experiencing it. It incredibly pisses me off how misunderstood and misinterpreted that disorder is, so here is a yap from someone who is actually diagnosed with it.

[asherwentinsanelol]

yknow qhat i love seeing? people with the "scary" or "mean" or "evil" disorders getting silly with it. thats definitely destigmatizing it /srs

like, if audhd people get to joke around about their disorders, not always treat it with an absurd amount of weight, so does everyone else. i love you aspd people who make jokes about your disorder, you deserve to do that without being called an edgy teen. i love you npd people make memes about it. i love you scary people who get to destigmatize your disorders by laughing.

[scary-friend]

… (=ㅎㅅㅎ=)

Just so you know, I hate you with every fiber of my being.

Every breath I take is in spite of you personally.

You people make me sick.

[zukkaoru]

dazai needing a cane post-meursault and he clearly hates using it so to make it more ~fun~ kenji buys several different packs of stickers for dazai to decorate his cane with. and dazai pulls out a fake smile and thanks him and proceeds to shove the sticker packs in his desk drawer and forget about them entirely. until kyouka approaches him a few weeks later and quietly tells him that kenji is worried he didn't like the stickers. and dazai, lying through his teeth says "oh, no, i really did like them! i just haven't decided which ones i want to use yet, they were all so good!" and he watches kyouka report this back to kenji and kenji looks so relieved that dazai figures. what the hell. and he digs out the stickers and pulls off the first one he sees and sticks it on his cane, then lifts it up so kenji can see. and kenji just starts beaming

for several more weeks, that sticker is the only one on the cane. and dazai keeps looking at it. and he'll rub his thumb over it. and it does kinda make having to use the cane more fun, because he's got a little cartoon cow with him wherever he goes too, and he can hear kenji's voice in his mind whenever he sees it saying something supportive that he fully believes with his entire heart to be true. and dazai runs his fingers over the cow so much that the colors start to fade and it starts to peel. so he takes all the stickers home, scrubs off the first one, and he spends hours painstakingly mapping out where to put different stickers and decorating the cane.

and it helps! because kenji didn't just get farm animal stickers - there are sticker sheets reminiscent of all the ada members. tigers for atsushi, bunnies for kyouka, cats for fukuzawa, snowflakes for jun'ichirou, candies and desserts for ranpo, a school-themed sticker sheet with notebooks and pens for kunikida, and one with various weapons for yosano. he still thinks the cane is stupid, and the stickers are stupid too, but they make him smile and it's easier to use the cane when he can at least get some entertainment out of looking at it. and maybe he buys slug stickers himself to add to the collection, and lucy gives him a sticker with the cafe's logo, and ranpo gives him a raccoon sticker and naomi and haruno find a cute flower-themed sticker sheet and suddenly the cane doesn't feel so much like a burden or a hinderance or a weakness. suddenly it's just another new part of himself he's found while with the agency, and it's a tangible reminder that he has more friends than he ever thought possible - people he trusts, people he cares about and who care about him in return. he has something like a family now, and they want the best for him, even when he doesn't want the best for himself

[cube-is-a-cripple]

THIS MADE ME TEAR UP GTFO/Pos

[the-real-fyodor]

Tumblr can be such a nice place until a son of a bitch with a genetic profile shows up and calls me the r slur because I’m physically disabled like wrong slur buddy. If your gonna be a dick get it right

[cube-is-a-cripple]

This is from one of our alt accounts btw. If you are going to interact with this account you have to

A. Have an actually tumblr account that has a real profile picture

B. Be kind

C. Do not talk about experiences you don’t understand.

(We always block freely)

-Fyodor 💊♿️

[feelingthemode]

disability pride month userboxes part 1/5

posted these on insta throughout the month :3