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he/him || formerly cyan-bouquet multifandom artist (mostly orv, malevolent, tma)

[cyan0type]

my friend sent this post and i immediately thought of them

[yoki-loves-stars]

Bro what is season four even about

there is no way

[scamcall]

[skopostheorie]

To be honest music might be one of the things

[chungledown-bimothy]

reblog to tell a 14 year old that these are the very, very hard years and they're not wrong to feel the way they do.

[nojglisrenaissance]

I had a fifteen minute long crying session yesternight over the fact that all I was 10 years ago, at the ripe old age of 14, is lost and lonely, and now, at 24, I am neither and that filled me with so much gratitude

[cecil-speaks]

reblog to tell a teenager that these aren’t actually the best years of your life and that things can and will get better when you have independance and maybe are away from your situation right now.

Its me reblog to tell me that

[kurulover]

I hate that when you’re stressed enough your body just starts falling apart. I think it should realize you’re already stressed and don’t need that and start functioning better actually

[deadbaguette]

Taps sign lightly

[deadbaguette]

pack it up everyone this is the funniest reblog

[moonknightproductions]

happy pride to whatever the fuck jarthur is

[localapparently]

june has arrived

[cyan0type]

threshold pt 3 is out! what a great way to start pride month!!

[cloudofsalt]

Malevolent Ch. 40 - The Order

(og link to the shitpost:)

[nikoisme]

i imagine being medicated would feel good as fuck. unfortunately i have to rawdog whatever's wrong with me

[cyan0type]

as i’ve seen others touch on before, i think it would’ve been a very interesting and thematically relevant twist for secretive plotter to have been a woman, or at least someone who isn’t concerned with keeping up a strictly masculine presentation.

this is a version of yjh that has escaped the narrative through sheer willpower, a version that has finally gained the time to reflect on who they are outside of the cycle of the story. this opportunity to reflect was not given to yjh throughout twsa, as he was written into a specific role as its protagonist and made to follow the accompanying script for over a thousand regressions.

before becoming secretive plotter, he’d had little room to consider any options outside of the role of this masculine figure that he’d been written to portray. he’s reached his full potential as a transcendent: going beyond human (and/or constellation) abilities and beyond the narrative alike. it’d be rather fitting for him to have breached past the confines of his masculinity as well.

furthermore, the novel mentions he had complicated feelings about his form as punisher, although it isn’t really delved into. i think it would’ve been fascinating if we had gotten more insight into that. also there’s that one comment regarding punisher that’s along the lines of “she looked more like yjh than yjh himself”, if i remember correctly. there’s so much that could be explored here!!

[yoki-loves-stars]

…antro jmart anyone? kill me

so weird drawing Jon shorter than Martin

[auuwmk]

the other woman

[shoviio]

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[oysters-aint-for-me]

taking my jestosterone bc i’m a fool