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Basically a blog for the system and any alters that wanna contribute. Members: Xeke, Axinite, Yuu, Ellie, Crystal, Shadow, Felix, Ethan, Chirsty, Octis, Roger, Imele, Scarlett, Percy, Ollie, Bill, Alexander, Rash Meme, Gemz, Venti, Etherial, Karkat, Ambients, Sades, Mel, and others. Traumagenic DID!

[punkpeanuts]

Before you knew you were plural, did you think that you were just incredibly creative and really good at entertaining yourself within your own brain?

[d-i-d-gem]

Yes, especially because Yuu specifically acted as my "imaginary friends" for years and years - Xeke

[4mtns]

NASA just dropped the closest image ever taken of Jupiter

[chocoholicbec]

@hamletthedane’s tags: #Vincent Van Gogh is crying somewhere in the after and I’m crying just thinking about that#you knew!! you saw the patterns!! there is a whole planet painted in the oils from your brush!!#TIL that the craft Juno went as close as 4000km from Jupiter’s weather surface#for context: the craft was closer to Jupiter than NYC is to LA#which is space terms is like. basically being on the planet#holy shit

[mundane-plurality-is]

mundane plurality is suddenly hetting really bad it utpoung .... typic .... BRO. typing. okay. yes. we're bad at typicng for some reaong now. help pls..

(idk who i am/who's in the front but omfg. i can't tupe shi. =

We also really suck at typing when certain people front (🌸)

[crabussy]

"I just find it hard to believe some people who claim to be systems. why do all their alters have strange names and unique appearances and weird mannerisms?" queer people are disproportionately at risk of experiencing childhood trauma. autistic people are disproportionately at risk of experiencing childhood trauma. there are countless studies on this if you want to hear it right from the source. childhood trauma is the driving factor behind a massive majority of DID/OSDD system formations. I trust that you can connect the dots here!

[crabussy]

if you intentionally choose to disregard peoples' existences based on their appearance or behaviours, you have biases that you absolutely need to deconstruct before people like me can ever feel safe around you.

you can start by saying nothing about how you "just can't believe it" when someone you don't know exists as a system where you can see. you can keep going by trusting the people in your life when they share extremely vulnerable information about themselves.

[crabussy]

telling someone that you're part of a system feels like exposing your soft underside. I've cried from terror almost every time I've had to reveal it to someone I care about, and I don't cry easily. if someone tells you they're part of a system, they're placing a monumental amount of trust in you.

please don't break that trust.

[crabussy]

actually, another thing!!! you are seeing systems who:

1. actually know that they're systems (this is rare. being online makes resources on figuring it out WAY more accessible) 2. happen to exist in the same online space as you, the tumblr user reading this 3. are, as a result, usually younger and/or autistic and/or queer, which are all factors that can influence individual alters' identities.

so of COURSE you think we're all like this. you're looking at one damn tree instead of the whole forest!!! there are systems who are 60 years old and never had the resources to figure out what was going on. there are systems who are 30 and barely use social media for personal reasons. there are systems who are 20 and don't tell anyone because of the cruelty they've faced every time they try. there are systems who are 15 and are SO relieved to have answers to why everything felt weird and wrong their whole life, so they shout it from the rooftops. your limited interactions with systems in specific online spaces does not represent the majority of systems on earth.

even if it did represent the majority of systems on earth we STILL deserve to be treated like people. this should not be something I have to beg for!!!!!

[crabussy]

I'm in tears. I'm in tears.

[fuckrsystemcringe]

Hi. All fictive heavy systems/plurals. Look at me. You’re all so cool. You are so valid. Do Not listen to the people who are telling you otherwise. They are jealous of your swag.

[notabotindisguise]

SHUT UP HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME THATS MY IMAGINARY FRIEND ?!?!?!?!!?!!?? CAN I ENJOY MY IMAGINARY FRIEND IN PEACE FOR ONCE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!??! JUST FOR ONCE??!?!?!?!!?!?!!?!??!?!?!

[candycatfalls]

pathetic creature

[candycatfalls]

[alteredpanel]

unrivaled champion of guess who

[f0xseven]

Most goofy ass big/little spoon situation. No of course bill isn’t possessive why would you say that

Someone said “it’s over for bill when ford rolls over” and it made me giggle so there’s this too

[d-i-d-gem]

Thank you Yuu for driving us home even though you were so so sleepy ❤️🙏 - Xeke

[byjove]

I don’t think Dionysus was raised as a girl for his protection. I think he was raised as a girl because they didn’t know better. Then one day he told them all he was not a girl. All of the mad women of the mountains who raised and loved him and would be his first maenads rushed to hug him and kiss the crown of his head. Hermaphroditus told him how proud they were that he knew himself. Silenus lied and said he had seen this coming for some time. The world paused for a moment for him but it did not change around him. The creeks babbled and the birds sang and the gentle rains of Nysa beat down upon the trees. His girlhood was in the past tense very suddenly and his boyhood stretched out in front of him.

[inkblotsinthestars]

im so incredibly emotional about Dionysus as a god of trans/gnc kids

[dogpuppy]

[danikriatura]

All that is revered and held as sacred in this world is fake.

All that is real, devalued, discarded, rendered socially dead and marginalized by force is sacred.

[somnambulant-dreamer]

me when I give up

[macaroni--attorney]

[mindwrms]

your system literally can look like anything. it can have only introjects, it can have no introjects, it can have only non human members, it can have only members that look exactly like the body, it can have only littles, it can have only ageless members, it can have a full system of members that all have only one type of role, it can have a million members, it can have only two members. there is no set way systems have to look! they can present however your brain deems necessary for you!

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

this post will find you when it needs to find you.

just some facts: you are loved. you are not alone. you are valuable. you are worthy of good things. you are deserving of self love and forgiveness. i’m glad you’re still here.