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hayden pike #1 yzerman/fedorov rpf angsthead
ok. so like. to explain the joke I believe RR/Hayden is making here.
Sergei Fedorov, one of the greatest to ever do it, was drafted by the Detroit Red Wings in 1989, helped to defect from the USSR by Red Wings management in 1990, and played there for 13 years and won us 3 Stanley Cups. Absolutely goated and beloved player. On the list of Top 100 NHL Players of All Time, on top of being the first Soviet/Russian player to win every various trophy, etc. etc.
In 2003, as a 34-year-old established legend, he declined to resign a 5-year $50M deal with Detroit (under which he could have likely finished out his career and retired, again, as an absolutely beloved legend in the town that drafted him while taking home $10M/year as a 39-year-old hockey player...) in favor of taking $10M less money to become (or was promised to become) the face of the franchise that had been recently founded by the Walt Disney Company called... The Mighty Ducks of Anaheim.
The decision baffled the world and enraged every living person in the state of Michigan. There is an entire chapter in the book The Russian Five laying out the circumstances at the time that may have led to his departure, but comes to no conclusion.
The non-shippy reading of Hayden's comment is that in 2003, Fedorov was splitting from tennis star Anna Kournikova, and that somehow precipitated his departure.
The shippy reading of the comment is that when Fedorov arrived in Detroit, he chose #91 because it was the inverse of #19, the number of Red Wings team captain Steve Yzerman, whom Fedorov knew from international play and already idolized, with whom he would go on to play all 13 years with on the Red Wings and win all 3 Stanley Cups with, and it is that hypothetical breakup that caused Mr. Russian Legend to sign with Anaheim.
Wow googles ai search is so smart
That's straight up not a happy ending though. The only non-white gay hockey player in the entire series loses almost all of his friends (unintentionally due to the friends he doesn't lose, so there will always be that hanging over their relationships), he goes to his husband's team where not only is he paid way less than what he's worth, he's demoted (they could've given him the A or had a rotating captaincy, that does happen in the NHL), he's called a prima donna, his boundaries are trampled on, everything he feared happening comes true. What sort of message does that send?
He shouldn't have had to choose. Yes, Ilya had to make the decision to go to Ottawa but he ended up getting a raise, close friends, and supportive teammates out of it. Shane got none of that.
Okay so maybe YOU don't think it's a happy ending? And like, you're doing a whole lot of conjecture there. We don't actually know what either of them get paid. Shane doesn't lose Hayden and he reconciles with JJ, the only two Voyageurs he was really close with. We don't know that they don't ultimately work something out about the captaincy because we literally only see them stepping on the ice for their home opener. Nobody actually calls him a primadonna in the book or anything like that? We don't get any of the reaction to him leaving on the page other than his loved ones going "good for you dude I get it".
The Voyageurs don't kick him out, Shane chooses to leave and he chooses to go to Ottawa where his husband and his parents are and where he knows he can play kickass hockey with a great team. And who's to say that Shane doesn't get close friends and supprtive teammates out of the move? Why would Shane not make friends with the Centaurs? He already IS friendly with Wyatt and Bood who both coached at foundation camps. Shane isn’t punted to the beer leagues, he's going to play with an insanely promising team that also has his husband on it, who he fucking loves playing with and who he will finally get to see more than once a month. And he wasn’t happy in Montreal anymore even before they got outed!
If anything, Shane gets a better deal out of his move than Ilya did because Ilya was fucking miserable for two years before it started getting better. He built the Centaurs from the ground up. They were the literal worst team in the league and Ilya ground through loss after loss after humiliating loss and the media DID mock him about his move and Shane just gets to waltz in and probably win a Cup immediately.
And again, the whole point is that he realises success didn't protect him. That's the message being sent. Don't make yourself fit the mould they're trying to stuff you into because it's not worth it; find your happiness and fucking claim it (which is the same message of Game Changer, and of Heated Rivalry, and of Tough Guy, and of Common Goal, and of Role Model. Rachel is not subtle). Shane was the undisputed best (because Ilya was stuck on a shit team!) and it didn't mean shit. The book is so fucking clear about Shane moving to Ottawa being an improvement and not in any sense a downgrade because he's not actually losing anything, he's leaving a hostile and toxic work environment and taking control of his life and yeah, sure, he isn't captain immediately. But if your husband had spent years on a shit team, to be closer to you, and finally got them in shape just before you joined him, it would be really fucking shitty to go and say actually, I should be in charge now. Ilya deserves the recognition and their relationship is based on real, honest competition. Shane still has two more Cups and an Olympic medal. He's fucking fine.
So yes, everything he was scared of came true. And he realised it wasn't nearly as scary as the thought of losing Ilya, so instead of bowing and scraping and going back in the closet, he chooses Ilya, and he's damn well rewarded for it.
Let's also not forget that both Eric and Ryan literally quit playing altogether because they're unhappy. Eric is retiring to fade into obscurity and travel the world with his problematic age gap boyfriend (I love Common Goal but, you know) after a very long and successful career but Ryan played for what, 5 years? and he did NOT get paid the big bucks Shane and Ilya get, he does not have luxury brand deals or a real estate portfolio, he retires to be Fabian's trophy boyfriend (and Fabian isn't raking in cash either, he's playing small local clubs!) and thinks about maybe studying to be a social worker. The only real friend Ryan has in Tough Guy is Wyatt, who is traded to Ottawa not even halfway through the book, and then it's just him and Fabian and maybe Fabian's friends. Ryan arguably has a very similar experience as Shane when he realises "this team is toxic and doesn't give a shit about me as a person" and he does not get to join a better team who teach him to love hockey again, Ryan quits.
Shane maybe takes a bit of a pay cut and will be a hockey legend for the rest of his life. His Wikipedia page will say "After a contentious split from the Voyageurs [35], he continued to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, winning the championship three more times [36] [37] [38] while on the team with his husband until the couple retired in 2029, making him one of the most decorated professional players of all time [39]."
Shane is fucking fine.
Lmao yeah I feel like comparing Shane to the endings other Reid characters get (Ryan quitting, Eric retiring, Riley crashing out of his career and being miserable for a decade before getting his happy ending) you can feel how protective Reid is of Shane because she gives him everything. I might be projecting myself but looking at all her books together I think Shane is her hockey baby. She clearly loves Ilya too, but Shane indisputably gets the best career in the entire Reid-verse, and spends the least amount of time in a bad head space (like, five minutes before Tampa, and then from the outing to maybe the first cup they win in Ottawa, depending on how much the Montreal stuff weighs on him).
Small point, Bood does (TEASINGLY) call him a prima donna:
But that's because, you know, he's Shane fucking Hollander. It feels ridiculous to explain this so explicitly, but "Who the fuck does he think he is, right?" is a joke line indicating that Shane is so self-evidently the best and most famous hockey player around that the idea of him being humble is inherently absurd.
Also, immediately after this we're told that Shane is already the most popular player in Ottawa:
(Ilya does get extra credit for bringing him home, I'm sure)
First thing I do before following any heated rivalry blog is seeing if they've made or reblogged any posts treating Reid like an idiot and if they do I straight up block them. I'm not interested in seeing posts that say shit like "she doesn't even know her own characters!" by people who are wildly misinterpreting the text and her own words.
"SHANE HATES OTHER GAY PEOPLE" actually shane co-founded and operates a mental health charity in which he intentionally invites openly LGBT players to coach a children's hockey camp something that would absolutely open him up to a lot of homophobic abuse for doing even though he himself is not out.
phil at every given opportunity: just so we're clear the hiatus was exclusively dan's fault
WHYARE DAN AND PHIL IN OUR SACRED GOOGLE DRIVE. WHY DID DAN AND PHIL HAVE TO GO INTO OUR SACRED GOOGLE DRIVE TO PIRATE THEIR OWN TOUR. IM GOING TO CRY
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REALLY REALLY ENJOYING the phanscripts game. because they are forever destined to be bad at guessing what words do not exist in their own heads and then we all get to watch obscure younow clips together <3 yayyyy <3
thinking more about @bluebirdlester's post and how brilliant and full of potential a regular/semi-regular phanscripts game on the pod would be. there'd be the potential of them to find the hoodie string liveshow, more old vyous, and the possibility of new lore drops based on clips they watch. crazyyyyyy give it to me please.
one of the most wonderful parasocial things about being a phannie is wanting to share the precious and beautiful act of phannieing out with ur close personal friends dan and phil and im so serious about that.
they love doing phannie activities with us. like reacting to twitter and watching random ass liveshow clips from 10 years ago. because it fuckin rocks!!!!!
it’s so funny that dan’s so shocked the box is directly from alice oseman like babe i have some incredible news for you about Alice Oseman’s Phannieism
Okay. I was on my beloved AO3 and I saw something that made me do a double take. So, now I really want to know…
What is your AO3 user ID?
I’m an OG user 5 digits or less
Six figures baby!
I’m in the millions…
I’m so curious to see how long people have been on AO3! I know some people have been on there since beta/invite only, but I would love to see what the number is on tumblr!
Harris do his best as always
He wanted us to know so bad :(
HAPPY ONE YEAR TO THE CRAZIEST THING EVER
Just finished The Long Game and I don’t quite understand why there was so much hate for Shane because of this book. This book is clearly more Ilya-centric because his entire arc is basically him realizing, apart from that he has depression, that what he was fine with for the last 10 years (i.e. the hiding, the secret relationship), he’s actually not fine with anymore.
Do I think it’s a bit unfair that he changed a lot of things about himself for Shane while the latter stays in the comfort of his home? Yes. But what’s the alternative though? If Ilya stayed in Boston, he would definitely have a better track record but do you think their relationship would’ve survived that long distance? Do you think he would’ve survived that?
Ok, one could say then why couldn’t Shane be the one to move, and to that I say, why should he? There’s nothing really substantial that’s keeping Ilya in Boston as compared to Shane whose family is in Canada. If it were a battle between Russia or Canada, that I would get.
They were both initially fine with keeping it a secret when they both started being exclusive. In TLG, both of them are still anxious about dealing with the absolute shitshow that’s gonna happen when they come out and reveal their relationship. It’s not just Shane. And hell, they both have moments where they just wanna be done with it and scream on top of their lungs that they’re fucking in love with each other. It’s just that out of the two of them, Shane is the more…disciplined(?) one. He’s better at sticking to the plan they both agreed on– Ilya goes to Ottawa and get a canadian citizenship, start Irina Foundation, play up their “friendship” so that their “rivalry” image slowly dies down, and then retire, reveal their relationship, and get married. For all he knows, he’s just sticking to their plan and protecting their relationship and peace.
In this long game they’re playing, I definitely clocked it even just from Heated Rivalry that Ilya will be the one who cracks first.
So I can’t hate Shane for keeping their secret when Ilya didn’t outright verbalized that he is not fine with it anymore. And once Shane understood that, he immediately went to fix things. He proposed, planned their coming out as well as their wedding. Because that’s the type of person Shane is. He’s only playing this long game because it’s what he thought would keep him from not losing Ilya. He had the patience and the grit to stay in the dark for a long time if it means he gets to be with Ilya always.
Sorry for the addition OP but I think there's a weird dynamic with some fans where they take the TV show canon and then read TLG and so they see Ilya's more positive seeming relationship with the Raiders (compared to the Bears, which are described as being hard partiers and with whom Ilya seems to have no intimate friendships) and his close friend Svetlana in Boston and they see it as Ilya having lost so much, and Shane ignoring it.
But book!Ilya says the Bears kind of sucked. He genuinely likes the Centaurs a lot more. Book!Ilya doesn't have childhood friend Svetlana, she's just an old hookup he likes better than most because she's Russian and knows puck. Book!Ilya wasn't leaving behind anything in Boston other than his career.
Which is a lot! Obviously! But it's a calculation book!Ilya makes very deliberately.
The book spells this all out pretty clearly too. The conflict Ilya has in TLG is he doesn't know how to be in relationships---platonic, romantic, AND familial. He doesn't know how to express his needs to Shane. He doesn't know how to build intimacy with friends. And he doesn't know to be part of a family dynamic. He learns each of these over the course of the book, with the help of his therapist.
Shane's shittiest moment in TLG is when he accuses Ilya of just slacking off and smoking weed, but if we think about it from Shane's perspective for a hot minute, this is when Shane's out to the Voyageurs and things are pretty obviously not going well, based on how fast stuff falls apart after the leak. Shane's developing an eating disorder and Ilya won't stop bitching at him about his diet, he's worried about Ilya but Ilya won't talk to him, he's (in his mind) running out of time to acheive his career goals with his 30th bearing down on him.
Whereas (from Shane's perspective) Ilya is having a ball on the Centaurs. He's throwing fun Halloween parties. His house smells like marijuana. He's going to gay bars with his hot gay available teammate Troy Barrett. He doesn't seem to care that the team loses constantly even though wasn't it hockey that they fell in love over? Doesn't he miss competing with Shane? Why won't he talk to him?
So Shane's over here like "I thought we were doing this together for our careers and you're fucking around and having fun. And now you're asking me to put our whole plan in jeopardy for what, a party? What the fuck?"
Anyway my point being that I don't think either of them are in the wrong they just don't know how to communicate because they don't know how to be in a relationship because they're barely adults and have never done any of this before and they're doing it under the most stressful possible conditions. I love how Yuna says she's proud of them because really it is a miracle what they manage to do and how they manage to love each other despite everything. Or not a miracle, they fucking work for it.
I think Shane has more screentime and positive interactions with various Montreal players (and certainly more numerous players - Hayden and JJ, but also Miity and Andropov the Canadian-accented Russian-named ginger guy) than Ilya does with Boston players, but yet the fanon is the other way around.
Hopefully in s2 Bood and Wyatt get some screen time early on and people fall in love with the Centaurs.