I’ve met many people throughout my life that have influenced me in so many aspects. From writing, dancing, singing, acting, and just simply living. For them , I am so grateful to be here to influence people positively in my life the same way it was done for me.
My trip to Africa is far from an act of selfishness. My trip to Africa is for the ones in my life who’ve never been, and won’t get the opportunity to since passing on to another life. I recognize that there are aspects inside of me that are still left untapped, and undiscovered, and I do believe that being in the Motherland will help me unleash fears and uncertainties that have plagued my mind for so long. Afterall, I do believe that sometimes the best way to help others, is to help yourself first. I aim to be the best version of myself unapologetically. In this life, I think we all owe that to ourselves.
What is it that we as humans fear so much? Why is it so important for us to get validation from others rather than just the Creator? Why do we care so much about what others think of us? I wouldn’t be honest if I said that these thoughts don’t go through my mind and impact my decision making from time to time. 2014 was the year I realized that these thoughts were not only unproductive, but kept me from truly stepping into the Queen essence I envisioned in my dreams. 2015 marked the year of courageousness, honor, and self love for me; things that I thought I embodied prior, but learned that I only began to scratch the surface of what that really means.
I share this intimate writing with you all now because I believe that we are all Kings and Queens; some of us have just forgot. Sometimes we are distracted by negative criticism, and some are self-sabotaging by the way they are thinking. I am here to tell you that you are loved, the journey is not easy, and if it were, I don’t think it would be as appreciated as much.
I’m grateful for my family, my friends, and all loved one who have supported me along my journey thus far. I look forward to traveling to Africa in the next few days and am sure that the experience will produce gems of knowledge and wisdom that will last me a lifetime.
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