Traverse The Darkness With Me

MDNI! •Kay• 36• They/her• He exists to stand in the dawnglow, for why else was the sun made if not to kiss his skin? ● Main- Otomesass ●

[dawnbreakersgaze]

"𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾. 𝓝𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮."

Kay | 36 | They/Her | Agender | Main @otomesass | Crackpot theorist | ADHD | Autistic | Chronically ill | Artist | Queer AF | Otome old-timer

❄️Chairman of the Dawnbreaker Defense Squad ❄️

🩺🧸Head of the Dr. Greyson Fanclub🩺🧸

Retired from the Psych and Behavior field, now I use that knowledge for 𝐄𝐯𝐢𝐥 by over-analyzing my favorite fictional characters. Join me on the journey, won't you?

(Under construction)

Masterlist | WIP | Art | Lore Theories | Edits

"𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝔀𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓬𝓻𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮. 𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓽. 𝓦𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼, 𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓻."

[skynapple]

Have a sad Dawnbreaker I doodled at the office today

[eniteoepoch-archive]

A complete disconnect from my art means it’s time to go back to the basics-

Blue line anatomy work with dndverse Greyson, WIP

[deepspacexavier]

ooc:

Look man if you want to multiship I'm not here to rain on your parade but just to let you know, I'm not personally comfortable when people try to rage bait Xavier with implications that they've been seeing other guys or LI's... like it's just not a good feeling :( Makes me feel bad for the guy and I can't think of any other way to write responses other than he would just leave.

Xavier has a quiet resilience, and he's patient, but there's always been an undertone of insecurity. If that's met with infidelity, I think it would crush him, I don't think he could handle it. Not in a yelling angry or vengeful way, I think he'd quietly disappear. If you think your star won't leave you because you played around, I think we're playing different games. Ah, but that's my interpretation. I choose to believe he's strong enough to hold his tongue, respect himself, and has enough respect for her to not raise his anger against her even if it's.. valid. So expecting me to write Xavier crashing out because you want an exciting plot of angst and drama and vengeance, please understand we have fundamentally... differing (?) views of what may be entertaining for character growth.

Anyway if I choose not to respond to asks like this... please consider that it's just because I've chosen not to write in a world in which Xavier's heart is willfully being broken. And please understand I'm allowed to pick and choose what might be entertaining.

Some plots kinda toe a line that I may be willing to cross, and some things give an ick? you know? I think we all can understand that.

Thank u!

[eniteoepoch-archive]

A year in review- Equinox ☾☀︎(Auri and Grey, and their story)

from January to December, this year has been incredibly joyful when it came to my art. Being able to abandon the idea that I needed variety in subjects or to constantly push myself for some ideal improvement meant I just genuinely got to enjoy art again and it’s been soooo cathartic. And to see one piece from each month all laid out like this- I can absolutely see just how much these two have meant to me since their development in 2024.

This makes me so excited for whatever comes in 2026. I hope you all have a lovely new years!

Some honorable mentions from the sketch folder below the cut

[dawnbreakersgaze]

A last little sign off here- to everyone who was around for the very beginnings of Greyson (and then the later addition of Aurelia): thank you! Thank you for enjoying that journey with me. These two will continue to live on in my mind forever it seems 😅

I really do hope that as the year closes, you guys can also look back and see the good parts of 2025 and take those moments with you into the new year- especially the creative ones and ones that bring you closer to the things or people you love most ♡

[dawnbreakersgaze]

So

I think I’m going to be deleting this blog very soon.

For those of you that have been around since June, you’ll know that some very depressing shit happened this summer and I gotta be honest-

It’s ruined the game for me. As of right now I haven’t opened it in weeks. I logged in just to get Zayne’s myth but I didn’t even finish it. I haven’t even played the new story update with Dawnbreaker bc it all just feels so fucking shitty. The incredible memories I have with the game and the things that once brought me joy now just make me sad asf and I…. I need to say goodbye to it.

I really do hope to be able to pick it back up someday. I thought surly by now I’d have come back around to it but I haven’t. It just makes me so unbelievably sad. It feels so gutted and lonely and isolated and idk. I feel so heavy every time I come back so I just need to let it go.

I don’t really have much on this blog worth saving since I didn’t like, produce content really, but y’all have my permission to save whatever you want, however you want (with the exception of the AU Grey stuff. I’m still keeping @eniteoepoch and everything can be found there.)

Idk when exactly I’m doing it (I have a few things I wanna save so I need to do that first), but I promise to let everyone know several days in advance!

You can find me and my general fuckery on @otomesass, and if you like Demon Slayer you can find me on @the-axe-and-flail. I tagged my art blog already as well (that is Auri/Grey centric, but I do post my dnd art there too), so I’m not disappearing in the slightest. Just shifting to the left a little to recoup ❤️

[unluckywisher]

DRAG THEIR ASS IGN

[dawnbreakersgaze]

AAAAALLLLLLLLL of this though

[dawnbreakersgaze]

While working on art I got the most incredible notif from lads. It’s so ominous and silly at the same time, I’m surprised I haven’t seen it before 😂

Now I wonder which him is him?

[shikaritani]

power couple rafmc

[lilfaekitten]

love it when men wear their slutty lil glasses

[sylus-beloved-wife]

[ruffolive]

Heads up, especially if you have trouble with unreality:

I've already started seeing Sora videos pop up on other platforms, so just know that if you see this watermark logo:

the video is AI generated. Some of them can be very convincing, so I just wanted to let people know if you haven't already heard of it.

[image id: a white watermark of a cloud with eyes next to the word Sora.]

[shockimage]

in the same vein, google gemini has a logo in the corner of its generated photos. obviously someone could crop it out but given how lazy users of ai can be chances are they wont

[lemurianjasmine]

Love and Deepspace ✧ 2025 Birthdays

[irandial]

Because some writers deactivated:

This is the exact reason you need to reblog the works you like!

In case an account deactivates, you can’t access their masterlist anymore or their stories.

BUT!

If you have reblogged the story you, oh so love, to your own blog, you can still find it there. In your blog.

The original post might be gone, but your reblog lives as long as you want.

That’s why reblogs here on tumblr are so important!

It not only helps the writer to be seen, but it also helps you to keep the things you love stored in a place you control.

So:

Reblog ✨ stuff ✨ you ✨ want ✨ to ✨ keep ✨

[lawslvr]

ofc marriage is fucking terrifying, what if he’s not Xavier??!?!?!

[xavierfrogprincess]

WHAT IF

He is xavier??? ..😇☺️🥺🥹

[deepspacexavier]

Shouldn't it be? 😇

[skynapple]

Ladstober Day 2

Weave

Two gods weaving their own fate.

[eniteoepoch-archive]

Day 2- Casual clothes

Grey’s favorite pastime is using his technicolor wardrobe to match Auri’s outfit when they go out, be it fancy or casual. Unfortunately Auri prefers pastels and neutrals, and Grey is all vibrants or jewel tones. So he works with what he’s got lol. He’s also very melodramatic when flavors aren’t as advertised. The bloomshore shops hate this man.

A much more simplified piece today, with the challenge of a very (veryyy) basic bg using just brushes I haven’t touched before. Overall, it was super fun!

[dawnbreakersgaze]

Y’all remember my “date Greyson” series from a year and a half ago? Well it’s coming back as prompts for drawtober!