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@deadlyasatiger-khan
*mumbling angrily to himself*
You okay?
[stumbling around somewhere]
And I trust you. Third time is always the charm. Isn’t that what people tend to say? [He laughs softly under his breath, his nose still scrunched up] Don’t you dare start blaming yourself for this now, Khan. It’s my fault, and I deserve the blame. But I can promise you that I won’t leave you again. Ever. I only want to be by your side. [He grins when he sees the blush, taking it all in] Fucking hell. Now I really need to get my strength back sooner or later because that sounds tempting as hell. I don’t think it’s gonna be too long.The only thing that really sucks is wounds don’t heal like human wounds do. Sucky disadvantage there. [Grins up at him as he nods his head] I’ll keep that in mind, handsome. [Buster didn’t ever want the kiss to end, but when it did and Khan was out of the room, he sighed softly and glanced over at the rabbits, moving closer, is hunger getting to him even more now]
Yea, that is. You know, I couldn't stop thinking about you the entire time you were gone.. *He smiled even more, kissing the tip of his nose* You are so cute. *Sighs* I can't help it, I knew they were bad for me and I still took them. I just....I need your help quitting them... *He smirks a bit at him, nipping playfully at his bottom lip.* You really do. I want to scream your name again. It'll feel so good. Well, then I can keep you wrapped up nicely until you do start healing again. I'm sure it'll happen soon. Right? *Khan stayed in the kitchen longer then he needed to eat a simple sandwich, about twenty or so minutes. He loved Buster with all his heart, but the thought of him eating a rabbit, or any animal that wasn't a steak, sent a chill down his spine. With a glass of water in his hand, he knocked on the door to their room.* Buster? You done?
[stumbling around somewhere]
So they say. Together we can do anything. I have faith in that, and coming from me, that’s big. [He laughs softly when hos nose is nuzzled, scrunching it up a bit] I definitely don’t mind that in the slightest. I welcome it. No, no you don’t have to be sorry for anything. I know this is my fault because you thought I left again. I don’t know what I would have done if I escaped and found you dead. I can’t imagine my life without you. There’s nothing that can separate us now. [Grins cheekily] Oh yes, my kink is you. It’s as simple as that. Mm, fuck yes I like that. Let’s hope I get my strength back sooner rather than later. [He smiles into the kiss, getting back into that routine once more] I figured as much. You go ahead and eat. I’ll be okay for now.
Well, it will happen, okay? This is our third time and it will be perfect in every way possible. I know it is. *Smiles at how absolutely adorable he looks and nuzzles his nose again.* Good. No, no, I do though. I shouldn't have turned to drugs and I shouldn't have doubted that you left and i'm sorry... I-I was scared to find out you were gone or dead and I couldn't handle it... Promise you'll never leave me again. *Smirks a bit more as he blushes slightly.* Well, as soon as you're healed up and have your strength back, I have a months worth of sexual tension I need you to fuck away. I'll do whatever it takes to help you. *Smiles at him, gently breaking the kiss as he stands up.* If you need anything, call me. I'll be in the kitchen. *Kisses him once more before getting up and walking out of the room and going to the kitchen,*
[stumbling around somewhere]
Too many times. But I’m not going to leave your side again as long as I can help it. I think we finally deserve our happy ending. I love you as well, Khan. [He doesn’t want the kiss to end, but he knows that they shouldn’t go further than that until he got his strength back] I didn’t mind that at all. Not in the slightest. —You overdosed? Oh my god, Khan. I—fuck. This is all my fault. You aren’t touching those drugs again! I can’t lose you! [He pulls back with a small smile] I think I can get down with that. No more past, only the future. You took the words right out of my mouth. Oh yeah, I think you’re going to have to as well. Who knew I had a gun kink. But then again, it’s you with it. [Buster nodded his head, trying to control himself from just devouring them right then and there] It’s perfect. Are you going to eat too? I doubt you want to watch me rip the rabbits apart.
Well, third times the charm, right? This time though, will be the last. We can do this. Together. *Smiles softly, gently nuzzling Buster's nose with his own as he hums happily.* Good. I just. I missed you so much and I need to kiss you and cuddle you. Yes.. I didn't mean to the first time and the second was intentional and i'm sorry, Buster. Please, don't blame yourself. It was all my fault. You won't lose me, I promise. Nothing will make you lose me. *Smiles a bit more.* I like that. Just us now. You and me against the world. Mm, well I think you have a kink for anything that has to do with me. Maybe once you get your strength back I can get that gun while naked. Like that? *Khan smiled and kisses him gently.* Eat and wash up. I'm going to go make me a sandwich and eat real quick. I love you and all and i'll even get you the food until you're strong enough to hunt on your own, but I don't exactly wanna watch this.
[stumbling around somewhere]
I know it’s meant to be. True love and whatnot. Something like that never goes away no matter what tests it’s put through. [Buster’s eyes flutter when he feels the kiss deepened, happy to comply with it] Khan, tell me you didn’t..do anything worse than just take the drugs. Fuck. This is all my fault. But don’t you worry, I’m going to make sure you don’t go back to those drugs ever again. [He smiles, leaning forward to kiss a few of the tears away] I really do want to forget all of that. More than anything, actually. Alright. You’re right, that’s all that matters. [Chuckles softly, his eyes locked on Khan] Oh, I wouldn’t deny you of any of that. Especially after seeing you with that gun of yours. [While he waited, he lounged on the bed until he caught scent of fresh blood and pushed himself into a sitting position]
If people are meant to be together, they'll find their way back. We have proved this time and time again. I love you, Buster. *Khan gently breaks the kiss after a few moments, smiling at him.* Sorry, couldn't help myself...I needed to kiss you.. *Feels his voice crack as he tries to speak.* I-uh well. O-ODed...twice and was in the hospital...twice. I'm sorry Buster... *He can't help but smile more, leaning into the gentle kisses.* Then let's forget it all, okay? That doesn't matter anymore. Only our future,okay? Fuck what happened. *Smirks at his words, biting his bottom lip to stifle a soft moan.* Ooh, I love seeing you like this. Maybe i'll have to pull out my gun a bit more often. *He walked into the room, kicking his shoes off as he set his gun down.* I only got three rabbits, that good enough for you? *He set the three rabbits down in front of Buster, smiling softly at him.*
[stumbling around somewhere]
You know, that sounds really romantic. Love has set it in stone for us to be together forever. I like it. [Slowly he slid his arms around Khan when he was pulled closer, smiling against his lips] You what?! Fucking hell. You’re going to give me all of your pills and whatever else you’ve been taken, and I’m going to sell them for you. I won’t take no for an answer with this. And that includes any of your hidden stashes. [Gently he brought a hand up and brushed away the tears with his thumb, smiling softly] And I promise I won’t fuck anything up again either. God, I still feel like an ass for what I did when I found out about Angel. Forever, Khan. [He glances down at the bandages around his torso curiously before glancing back up at Khan] And you will always have mine. Right now I’m fine with anything. [He watches with a small smirk] You and that gun. Damn, I can hardly contain myself.
As do I. I mean, it has to be meant to be. After all this time, the love still holds strong.. *Smiles softly into the kiss as he deepens it, craving to feel their lips together after so long.* I'm sorry..uh...well I sorta took a litttttleeee- lot of everything. B-but...fine. Even my secret stashes..I just..didn't know what else to do. The high kept my worry and heartache at bay... *He smiled, leaning gently into his touch as he continued to cry.* It's okay, that was sort of my fault. Don't beat yourself up over it. Right now, that's all behind us. All that matters is we're still in love and we're going to get you human again, okay? *Smiles at him as he feels his heart flutter.* Good. I'm gonna go get you something to eat. *He smirks and winks at him, making sure it's fully loaded.* After you eat and wash up I hope you know we're making out and cuddling. *Leaves the house for about fifteen minutes before coming back, carrying three rabbits in his hands.*
[stumbling around somewhere]
I’m positive. I couldn’t think of a better life than spending it with you every second of the day. And I think i can deal with you. I mean, you gotta deal with me. [He paused as he met Khan’s gaze, unable to tear his eyes away from the other] I think that’s the only addiction I will allow you to have. I definitely approve of you being addicted to me because I’m addicted to you. [He wanted to reach up and set his hands against Khan’s cheeks to wipe at any tears the fell, but he was still weak from everything] It’s going to happen. I know it will because it did before. And this time I’m not going to run because I want to be human. I want my heart to beat only for you. [Buster sat still as his torso was being wrapped] I’d never want to go back anyways. I am a ridiculous man redeemed only by your love, Khan. —Yeah, very hungry. But don’t worry, I’m not gonna munch on you.
Then it's set. You're stuck with me forever and i'm stuck with you forever. There's no going back now, because the love has set it in stone. *Slowly stops walking as their gazes hold, pulling him closer into his chest. It was almost like he was falling for him all over again and he couldn't help but kiss him gently.* Good. We can be each other's drug. Though...I-I may- have uh, well sorta got addicted to pills while you were gone.... *He smiled softly soft him, nodding happily as he cried.* One day, I promise you Buster, you will be human again all because of me and i'll be here and I won't fuck up again. It'll be us, babe. Forever. *Secures the bandages tightly, making sure they wouldn't fall off before looking up at him* Well, you'll always have my love, Buster. I know, I know. I've lived with you far too long to not trust you. Sit tight, okay? Make yourself comfortable and i'll be right back. Won't bother you that it isn't human, will it? *He stood up, slipping his shoes back on and grabbing his gun.*
[stumbling around somewhere]
Mm, I suppose that sounds like a pretty good deal. Getting to be by your side forever. I think I’ll accept. [A small laugh escapes him at the nuzzling, his eyes bright with happiness for the first time in a month] I’ve been told I’m pretty good at doing stuff like that. Gotta be careful around me and my charm. And we can’t forget the kisses either. They’re pretty addicting. [At those words, he couldn’t help the wide smile that spread over his lips. Buster always loved hearing such things from Khan] More than perfect. I’m sure it’s going to happen sooner then we think. Hopefully. I miss being able to really sleep, and to actually feel things temperature wise. Even having my heart beating again…I’d like that. [Even though he didn’t feel any pain, it felt so much better without the damned bullets in his body, and he was beyond glad Khan was willing to do that for him. He smiled at him and despite being hungry, he was able to control himself around his other half. He always had been] I seriously don’t deserve you.
Mm, are you sure? Because that means forever with me and well, i'm quiet the handful now. *Laughs a bit more, feeling the tears finally fade away from his eyes as he looks up into Buster's eyes, all but melting as they met* Oh, but they are. You in general are addicting. More then any drug out there. I fear I might have become addicted to you,, Buster. *Khan's cheeks lit up bright red as he smiled, tears of happiness stinging at his eyes.* I'll spend every day with you to make sure that happens. I just wanna feel your chest rise and fall under my head as I sleep. Feel how warm you are as you kiss me. Feel your heart beat...for me.. *Wincing slightly, Khan could only imagine how much this would hurt if Buster had been human. Once all the blood was gone, he grabbed a roll of bandages, tugging Buster to sit up before he began to wrap his entire torso.* But you do and you have me, so there's no going back now. Are you hungry love?
[stumbling around somewhere]
The downsides to being a human. Well, you can totally eat in bed, and when you’re cooking I can be by your side the entire time. Good because I don’t think I’ll want to let go of you anytime soon.[Grinning, he couldn’t help but let out a small laugh] I can see right through you. I totally called it too. [At that moment he wished that his heart could beat just to see how it would react to such words like that] True love. We’re the best team there is, and I don’t give a damn what anyone else thinks. I guess that’s all I can ask for with the healing. Not that my body really heals, though. One of the downers of being dead. [He opened his mouth to reply and snorted when his pants were taken off anyways. Honestly he didn’t mind seeing as how Khan was the one that constantly saw him without clothing on. He was just worried about his reactions to his various injuries] I love you too, Khan. More than I could ever really say. [While the bullets were being pulled out, he gazed up at the ceiling and at Khan before he glanced down at himself] Finally those damned bullets are gone. Thank you.
Hm, I like the sound of that. Just don't leave my side at all for like the next forever, okay? That sound like a good deal? *Laughs happily as he nuzzles his nose gently into his cheek.* Damn. I guess your charm and amazing kisses must have brought my guard down. *Smiling, he nodded, feeling his own heart skip a beat as butterflies fluttered in his stomach.* I don't want anyone except you. You're perfect and we're perfect and..and just. Perfect. Well, we got your heart to beat once, we can do it again. Then you can heal just right and we can sleep together. Actually sleep, sleep and you can be warm again... *He offered him a soft smile when he removed his pants before getting to work. Buster was in bad shape and he was going to fix him up no matter what it took.* I will never get tired of hearing you say that. *Wipes his hands on one of the towels he brought before carefully beginning to wipe away the blood.* Anything for you, Buster.
[stumbling around somewhere]
Oh, I plan on making all of that up as soon as I can. You’ll be begging me to release before I even get to a week of what I owe. [He cracked a small, teasing smile. It felt good to finally be back with Khan, and be able to joke around and let his guard down after that month of hell he had gone through] You love me for my viciousness, huh? Not my drop dead gorgeous looks, or my charm? [He winked playfully, wishing he could just reach up and smash their lips together, but he knows he has to be patient] I’m double the trouble, don’t you forget it. There are some benefits to being a zombie, though I doubt my foot is ever gonna heal right even when I’m human again. The fuckers. And they messed up my pretty face. [Buster nodded his head] Sounds good to me.
I doubt it. If I didn't have to worry about human functions like eating and drinking, I would just stay in bed with you for a weeks straight. I could never beg to be let go of. *Laughing softly, he couldn't help but feel any sort of previous depression or need of drugs wash away. Buster was all he needed and now he had him back.* Oh yes, you've figured me out. Damn, saw through my clever disguise. *Laughs softly, loving that he can joke around and tease again.* And absolutely perfect, don't forget that. We're trouble together and nothing but perfect love. I'll do my best to help it heal, I promise. Mind if I go ahead and take off your pants? *He already had Buster's pants undone before he even finished asking and without waiting for approval, he took them off completely, leaving him only in his boxers. Smiling softly, he admired his body, though all the wounds he saw made him frown.* I love you, Buster. *Takes a deep breath, he begins to seek out the bullets, carefully removing each one, placing them in the trash can, finally letting out the breath he didn't realize he was holding until he was done.* I think that's all of them.
[stumbling around somewhere]
I wouldn’t want to negotiate it anyways. [Slowly he begun to relax completely, at ease with everything around him. He had to keep reminding himself that he was safe here with Khan, but otherwise he felt better than he had for the past month] And they didn’t go peacefully either. I made sure of that. [He returned the smile, unable to help it] I like trouble when it comes to you. It’s my favorite kind. Yeah, I can manage that. [Buster pushed himself into a sitting position, lips pursed] Try not to freak out when you get my shirt off, okay? My side is pretty nasty, and I’m pretty sure there’s still a few bullets lodged somewhere on my torso.
Good. Because you owe me a months worth of cuddling and kisses and I want nothing less. *He could feel Buster relaxing in his arms and it made him happy. No matter how long they were separated, when they were stuck together again, it was like nothing happened. If this wasn't true love, then Khan didn't wanna know what was.* Good. This is why I love you. *He smiled more, even a slight blush touching at his cheeks.* Good, because you're all the trouble I want and need too. *Bites his bottom lip as he speaks and nods,slowly taking off his shirt for him.* I'm just glad you can't feel pain right now, I wouldn't be able to handle your cries of pain. *Frowning at how bad shape he was in, he quickly pulled out some large tweezers.* I'm gonna get the bullets out then clean and bandage you up, okay?
[stumbling around somewhere]
I think that could definitely be arranged. [He tried not to recall anything of what they had done to him, but he knew it was going to be a while before he got over it. A month of torture didn’t exactly go away in a day] They’re dead. It’s over. [Buster cracked a small smile at that] I think that sounds like a plan, seeing as how I I’m a trouble magnet. [He clung onto Khan until he was lowered onto the bed, his hands moving over the familiar feeling of the sheets, beyond glad to be home at last] I’ll still be here.
Good, because it's nonnegotiable. Just saying. *He smiled softly, enjoying the familiarity that slowly came back to him. After a month of this, it was too perfect.* Good. People like that don't need to be alive. *He smiled at him, laughing softly.* And i'm all the trouble you need. You don't need anymore. *Nodding, he quickly grabbed the first aid kit and a wet towel before making his way back to him.* I need to get your shirt off, can you sit up?
[stumbling around somewhere]
You know I’m not going to stop apologizing. I won’t. [He knew everything was going to be okay now that he was back with Khan. There were no more hunters that were going to torment him daily. He was safe right now] I wish I’d kept my mouth shut. This could have been avoided. I think I’ve lost my touch on defending myself. I’m not going to leave you alone again.Ever. I don’t want to ever leave your side again. [He stands there, shifting all his weight on the foot that isn’t injured]
Then apologize with kisses and cuddling because I desperately need your arms around me. *He was happy to have Buster in his arms again. He never wanted to let go of him, but he knew he had to for at least a little bit.* I know. It's okay though, okay? Cause they're dead and you're here again. Next time you go away for more then an hour, i'm getting my weapons and heading out to look for you, okay? *Opens the door before he scoops him up again, carefully carrying him inside, kicking the door shut behind him before heading towards their room, setting him on their bed.* Ima go get a firstaid kit from the bathroom real quick. *disappears for a few moments*
[stumbling around somewhere]
But you were worried. And I couldn’t do anything. Again. [He was hoping that the tears were ones of happiness as he reached out to gently wipe them, giving Khan a gentle smile. Buster was going to make sure his cheek, sighing softly] I’m sorry. I’ll keep my mouth shut, I promise. I was so fucking stupid, and I was worrying about you every second. You were all I thought about. God, I’m so sorry.
It's okay. I-I just. I'm glad you're here and alive. That's all I care about right now. *He smiled, leaning into his touch, feeling his heart skip a beat. He had longed for his touch for so long and as always, it was absolutely perfect.* Thank you. I couldn't stop thinking about you and God, i've missed you so very much. I couldn't even sleep in our bed, I felt too alone. *gently sets him down and unlocks the door*
[stumbling around somewhere]
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I fucked up again. [Buster tightened his arms around Khan, never wanting to let him go again. If he had been human he would have been crying at this point, but instead he just stood there. When he felt the familiar lips against his own, he shuddered, groaning into the kiss before he was resting his head on Khan’s shoulder, arms around his neck] I ran into a group of hunters a month back. I was stupid and pissed them off, and they captured me and, well…
It's okay. You're here and that's all that matters. *Khan could feel the tears rolling down his cheeks, never stopping as he felt their lips together. Smiling softly, he could feel his heart pounding and for once, he was glad he hadn't done any sort of drugs that day. He held Buster close in his arms, kisses his cheek softly.* Buster, please, for the sake of me and my health, if you run into anymore hunters, watch your mouth. I can't keep worrying like this about you. I love you too much to be extended amounts of time without you.
[stumbling around somewhere]
[He stiffens at first when he feels arms around him, his mind flashing back to his tormentors, but when he recognizes the scent, he all but collapses into Khan’s arms, relief washing over him that he was back in his arms] They’re already dead.
I'll go kill them again. I've been worried sick... *He buries his face into the all too familiar and comforting chest, holding him closer. For a few moments, he doesn't move, but then finally looks up at him and kisses him deeply before carefully picking him up.* Let's get you home and cleaned up. What happened?