Ded_d0nut

That one queer alt audhd artist..In my rawr-ing 20s. Nekomimi mourning the loss of my ST hyperfixation. Probably need meds. °•☆◇.*🌈(　・ω・)

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Mhm, I knew all my gay posts would start popping off the second June rolled around..

[satanicblowjobs]

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

[alpha-blu]

I’ve never hit reblog faster or harder.

[ded-donut]

MY FELLOW KILLJOYS GUESS WHATTT??

Now I know a lot of people are going on about mcr being sellouts & cash grab this & that, release new music, stop remaking old shit blah blah blah

I understand where y'all are coming from but people on the internet are a little too miserable so here's an exciting interruption from my autistic ass-

MY GF JUST GOT ME A CASSETTE OF THE DELUXE VERSION OF DANGER DAYS & I STARTED CRYING

WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GET TO LISTEN TO MASTAS OF RAVENCROFT WITHOUT WIFI, WHENEVER I WANT??

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Reading BL webtoons & watching yuri are my new favorite pastimes & lemme tell ya...

The: "pretty boy" (deragatory) × "you think im pretty?"

And the

"princess" (derogatory) x blushing mess

UGHHH

The amount of joy I get from this is immeasurable, I love it so much.

[ded-donut]

It took me a few minutes to fully realize I'm reading gay smut with a straight face while casually eating leftovers...

[ded-donut]

I'm crying, someone called Anakin a Republican boy-toy.

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Immediately stopped scrolling & went here after realizing my Pinterest algorithm is literally just the vampire-loving side of Tumblr...

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I haven't been on a byler kick in a few months but like.. okay. I'll finally read ttmd;ttms.

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I'm back in the MLP fandom after... *checks notes* maybe 10+ years? Wow.

Watched only seasons 1-4. & a few episodes into s5, I think. Including the 1st Equestria Girls movie.

Fast forward present day: I casually run into MLP content here & there. I just saw the most convincing ship edit of Sunset Shimmer & Twilight..

I genuinely thought that shipping scitwi was just: "oh they looked at each other once." "They're rivals so it's giving enemies to lovers. Full stop." BUT NO-

UHMM- HELLO?? THEY'RE GAY. YURI. THEY ARE SO GAY. TGEYRE BOTH BLUSHING- LIKE, *CANONICALLY* BLUSHING.

NO FREAKING WAY. LOOK AT THEM:

[it-fits-i-ships]

Heyo, so I made this GIF and it is not an edit, I clipped it straight from Legend of Everfree, they're just straight up being that sapphic in the movie, I made a post series about them being just overtly into each other in the movies (and a removed song from Friendship Games) 1, 2, 3

[ded-donut]

Hey!

Oh, cool! I'll definitely check it out. Also, I guess I should've made it clear, I was referring to an edit I saw on another platform that used this exact same scene, not the GIF itself. But thanks anyway for telling me this! ^-^;

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I haven't posted for my fellow killjoys in a hot minute. I was busy hyperfixating on a gay ship. Never in my life have I been that deep into fandom culture. *war flashbacks* but uh ANYWAYS-

GUESS WHAT Y'ALL?!

Someone told me they might take me to see MCR in August.. they said *might* sure, but I still almost cried on the spot. That's the gist of it, more yapping below:

As soon as The Black Parade Tour was announced I was.. beyond excited. I think I mentioned it in my first post here. I legit thought they were never coming back. Reading old comments from fellow killjoys just had me feeling like it'd never happen. As a somewhat newer fan I felt like I was too late & I missed out on something amazing. I'm sure a lot of you get the feelin'.

And I have never felt this much love for a band, ever. Shout out to my cousin for reccomending one of their songs to me. At the time, my depressed teenage brain latched onto those lyrics like a lifeline. So I did what I usually do with music. Become obsessed & replay all of it until I can't anymore! Free dopamine! Or serotonin? Both, or whatever the fuck- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

At some point everyone knew how fixated I was with MCR whether they liked it or not. And how excited I was for the tour. But we all hesitated on that front because of my sensory issues with crowds & noise. Not sure if I'd be okay in that environment. Especially since I've never been to a concert before.

Fam was tryna convince me to send them a sobstory about my autistic struggles & how much I love mcr but I doubt that'll work. Not even sure who to contact (or who would buy it.) Besides I don't like doing that kinda stuff just for brownie points or whatever. I think I'd be better off just getting tips from other autistics that have already been to one, lmao.

But going to see them live would mean so much to me. Just the fact that I have a CHANCE at going made me tear up & want to explode into a pile of confetti.

OH MY GOD I'd have so much to prepare- I could make bracelets & go all out with my outfit, as I do. At least as practical as a concert setting allows. I wonder what fan projects will take place. I lovee how creative y'all are & how creative the band is. UGHHHH TwT

[ded-donut]

I'm back in the MLP fandom after... *checks notes* maybe 10+ years? Wow.

Watched only seasons 1-4. & a few episodes into s5, I think. Including the 1st Equestria Girls movie.

Fast forward present day: I casually run into MLP content here & there. I just saw the most convincing (tiktok) ship edit of Sunset Shimmer & Twilight..

I genuinely thought that shipping scitwi was just: "oh they looked at each other once." "They're rivals so it's giving enemies to lovers. Full stop." BUT NO-

UHMM- HELLO?? THEY'RE GAY. YURI. THEY ARE SO GAY. TGEYRE BOTH BLUSHING- LIKE, *CANONICALLY* BLUSHING.

NO FREAKING WAY. LOOK AT THEM:

[georgiasbrainstuff]

☆ use this picrew maker, and tag your moots! ☆

thank you for the tag wonderful @li-rheinn!! <3 <3

i love picrew!! <3 <3 these are always such fun.

no pressure tags to these lovely people @wisteriagoesvroom @deadpoets @inhalingstardust000 @raspberry-ribcage @siysuki @arsenicjade @daesanghyeok @vampirepointbreak @ladymarshmall0w @damn-yelle @graciousapples @jesterlavorrre <3

[siysuki]

☆ use this picrew maker, and tag your moots! ☆

Dear @georgiasbrainstuff thank you for the tag! ⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼

૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

Have fun, darlings! <3 @nr1-apple-lover @rotting4ngels @ineffamelon @imagopersonal @tellmeyousaid-no @cheesecakekiss @iheartspnphoenixandxwings @natedavo @baldcaraz @merthurtrenches @piastonishing @a-blanket-and-a-cup-of-tea @wgtior @kedaaluwho @freckledfae @godforbidenemieskiss @tea-or-die @lobotomizedworm @witchesgetstitches-18 @kazhetsya-vy1 @angelquantums @erensartdump @hella-sirius @corrupt-touch @murderhusbandsapproved @idontexistbutwhodoes @indraniila @chiamyyy @sinfornow @white-monsters-and-jotters @crowcaraz @nigaki @fightingmongoose @tormentorinchief @aetaria @4mn3sia @zedd-is-lost @toasterbob @heysudokustar + whoever wants to join <3

[nr1-apple-lover]

☆ use this picrew maker, and tag your moots! ☆

got tagged by two of my moots so thx @siysuki and @freckledfae for the tag!<3

hope i don’t tag someone’s who’s alr been tagged </3

@tired-jacs @edxietys @tulpar-captain @midnightfragment @wiggleondude13 @vicqchesters @contemporarycrawfish

[wiggleondude13]

TYSM FOR TAGGING ME I FEEL HONORED!!!

I havent been on piccrew in so long and im so happy i finally get to do one of these!!

@fifiyuri74 @snuffstar4ngel @armadillocrossing @no1cliverosfieldlover @human-n0-l0ng3r @witchesgetstitches-18 @thenoblewar1 @saltcirclesigil @dumb-nerd7 + anyone I forgot to tag (sorry)/or anyone who wants to join in!!

[saltcirclesigil]

Thx for the tag @wiggleondude13 !!

I’m currently blonde but I miss my colored hair so baddd so I had to make it pink (and no emo hair options 💔)

Tags~! @cantchooseafav @saltnburnbaby @sirpompet @malfunctioning-froog

[saltnburnbaby]

tysm! for the tag @saltcirclesigil xoxo

here's me!!! I love it sm! ^^

tags: @thisboyiscorrupt @ashwinchester67 @sssunfjower @malfunctioning-froog @cantchooseafav @reginaphalangelobster

[reginaphalangelobster]

Ooh, I love these sm!!

The only major change since my last one is that I'm gingerish now, fading too quickly lol but a murky purple is next!

np tags: @ra1nchester @alasdecas @cantchooseafav @andmeiamherdagger @aseafullofstars + anyone else interested!

[mythandmemories]

posting on main for privacy sake but this is i guess me or something idk

im very boring I know 😭😭 i promise I'm interesting guys 😭

[myneighborjoetoro]

these are so cute!!!

i almost put the camp half blood shirt on lmao

tagging my other lovely moots <3 @lifecanbebeautiful4 @moonlovr4life

[moonlovr4life]

omgg my first little tag game!! tysm @myneighborjoetoro for tagging me. now we can have matching moon necklaces

here's me, just imagine my bangs a little shorter and the rest of my hair a bit longer :P

oh! and a spiky septum piercing

here you go moots, if you'd like to participate :) @withdevovotion @asourorange @cale-likes-stuff @jadeybab-y @michaelqueerlerslipstares @kiwiwthebylercursed

[michaelqueerlerslipstares]

My hair's a tiny bit shorter in this one and I wish I had those earrings.

𝚃𝚊𝚐𝚜!: @idontknowhowtodance @jack-wack @vampbyler444 @helliforniadreamin

[idontknowhowtodance]

This was so fun :P I tried to make my picrew interesting even tho I don't have any piercings and rarely wear jewelry lol

(They didn't have aro on there so I could only do bi😔wish I could put both lol)

Tags: @halflitpages @heartsfromcat @crunchy-drag0nn @pendragonstarz @jadesessence

[jadesessence]

thanks for the tag, yours is adorable !!

this is mine!! its crazy how this is exactly the outfit I wore the other day..

tags: @prollycryingoverbyler @byleriskillingme

@sweetcreatureeternal @soscaredtogrowup

[byleriskillingme]

omg thank you sm for tagging me! I love yours sm

lol I had to do a spiderman one bc that was an option. I am NOT normal abt spiderman

but this is a real one. very me.

@goodluckwheeelah @soyboygirlboss @girlfriendfinderinator @dessasink @ziggyzoomer @oliveespineapples @puppydogmike @halflitpages @georgeodowd @soleilmoth @vanished159 @voidcrumbs @berrycold @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant

[vanished159]

omg tysm for tagging me, this looks so cute!!!! Also I absolutely love yours <333

I wish my hair was this short, but it’s definitely too curly for this style lmao

No pressure tags: @jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah @dramatic1nlyf @ieatstarsanddirt @imogen5676 @phantomfandoms491 @prettypinkangell @frankierosfoottattoos @rion0118 + open tags!

[jjxkiaraxpopexcleoxjohnbxsarah]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TAGGING ME, I HAVEN'T PARTICIPATED IN TAG GAMES IN AGES. BY THE WAY, YOURS IS SO CUTE.

(I WANT THIS OUTFIT IN REAL LIFE AND THOSE EARRINGS PLEASE)

When I'm really happy I smile with my teeth so it was only fair I showed this here.

THIS WAS SO FUN TO DO, TAGGING: @crookedkingdomruinedme @ded-donut @luckyglitterz @heartreactor AND ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO PLAY, I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYONE I'VE FORGOTTEN TO TAG BUT CUT ME SOME SLACK, I HAVEN'T BEEN PN HERE FOR A WHILE.

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HIII MOOT! LONG TIME NO SEE! OMG it's been a while since I've been here too.

I can't wait to cut my hairr ugh. TwT 🏳️‍⚧️

& this is normally a faceless account so this is as close to a face reveal as you guys are gonna get ;3

I don't have a lot of moots so I'll tag some other people I've talked to. Do y'all wanna be moots? You guys still alive?/hj

@just_a_gay_moth @brittanagirlcrush @noticethelotus @wickeddreamer @vanished159 @hollowedcathedral

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Sonetimez the way I describe myself these days makes me sound like someone's OC that escaped from their sketchbook or story.

Like, yes- I am a vampy queer neurodivergent emo catboy, actually. Furreal. Genuinely.

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OMG IT'S BEEN FOREVER Y'ALL (A little over a week)

HIII !! DID YA MISS ME?! (I say to the void)

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What the heck, I had a dream that Toga had Shigaraki's powers & the mom was like, "She shouldn't be hidden away like a monster. She needs to have experience in the outside world" & then she started screaming & crumbling in front of a mirror. Then Toga freaked out & ran away from home.