tea and tattle

hi i'm cha its not that i’m difficult to read it’s just that i’m a book that changes language every day

[hereliesmybrokenheart]

“Moving on from you isn’t that easy if I can be honest. There are some days where I can completely be okay, but there are any other days which I will be sad and full of regret from what happens to us. It’s okay. I know that it’s not easy to move on. How do you move on from a relationship when you both love each other but apparently it’s not enough? You were such a good man to me, you were everything that I ever need, and my deepest regret is that I know I will never find another man like you.”

— Late night thoughts #77 // why is love not enough?

[solounarosa]

I’m tired, I’m so tired. I’m done trying to find you at the end of a cigarette or an empty beer bottle. Nothing feels the same as your lips touching mine or our hands intertwined.

solounarosa

[you--broke--all--your--promises]

In the end

They will all stop talking to you.

They will all start ignoring you.

They will all stop caring about you.

Be prepared.

[for-him-diaries]

“Trying to un-love you was trying to take a piece of me away from myself.”

— P.G.G

[nix-phoe]

There is a part of me that will always love you, no matter how much time has passed.

– p.n.

[nolimitwords]

“I think I’m still holding onto you because there’s a part of me that aches to be who I was with you. You saved me, you shaped me and made who I am. You helped me so much. Maybe that’s why I can’t let you go, even after so long. I just don’t want to lose the change you made- I don’t want to lose myself again.

-i feel like i miss you, but not enough to really say it and mean it | a.m

[chill-babe-8-deactivated2021092]

“The hardest part of moving on, is really letting go. I know you gotta find someone, but I don’t wanna know.

-Mr Hudson - "Coldplay”

[our-greeneyes]

I miss being in love with you.

I miss the comfort that I found only within your gaze. I miss the warmth I felt, only within your smile. I miss the security I felt, only within your arms. I miss having my world revolve solely around you. I simply just miss being in love with you, and I would do anything to get it back.

[imissyoumorethanirememberyou]

“I miss you caring about me. I miss you saying good morning and goodnight and hugging me when I’m sad and checking to make sure I get home safe. Now all we have is glances across the room and unsaid words in our minds. I guess I just miss knowing that I meant something to you.”

-i wish you still cared

[wishing-for-deathx]

So here I am, stuck. Stuck between being afraid to love you and wanting to love you. You are the first person I’ve ever felt this way about and I know this is going to ruin me.

I can’t stop falling for you.

[imconstantlyconflicted]

“Give your heart time to heal because loving when damaged is only gonna result in another heartbreak.”

— Me

[pol-ar-ity]

There wasn’t yelling. There wasn’t fighting. There wasn’t “fuck you” and “I never loved you” and “I’m not going to miss you.”

There were two tired hearts. Still beating, but no longer in sync. Four eyes that never seemed to meet at the same time. Twenty fingers that no longer entwined. Two pairs of lips that hadn’t met in months.

So we said goodbye. We said we’d keep in touch. We said “good luck,” and we meant it. And it hit me:

I spent so long being mad at you, that I forgot you were human, too. That we were both flawed. That I loved you, I loved you, I loved you.

I still do.

“i’m sorry for not realizing you were doing your best”

[radiantquotes]

“Once you’re in a relationship you think it’s going to last forever. But in reality, it only lasts as long as you’re working for it. If one of the person stops working, it falls apart.”

[thislovethathurt]

“I think we were meant to be but we did it wrong.”

—4:15 PM

[multa--paucis]

“The real goodbye is the one that happens slowly, over time, wordlessly. There is no ‘see you again.’ There are no future plans. You stop checking up on each other, and eventually you go back to being strangers.”

— we can’t just “be friends”

[longliveuslove]

you deserve to be with someone who is as sure about you as you are about them

-don’t settle, you know better

[vomitingwords]

Sometimes I wonder what would it feel like to live with you forever.

Even if I thought of what would we'll be like if we haven't met each other.

contrast // ma.c.a