hi.

28 - Dutch

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

due to personal reasons I love to stay in bed for long, long hours and simply…stay in that bed. and honor it. and highkey just remain there.

[batou]

we, the uglies, deserve love too

[transpeter-deactivated20180411]

all clothes are unisex if you stop giving a shit

[smile-the-worst-is-yet-to-come]

The struggle when you’re touch starved but have a fear of physical contact

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Also me

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Touch starved.

Want to hear a sad story?

Two or three years I got myself a massage as a birthday gift. Just a regular one, perv. And while the woman was massaging me she asked: "You don't get touched a lot, do you?"

Well that basically sums it all up. I don't miss sex or having sex and I'm perfectly fine with not having it for the rest of my life, but I do miss some sort of intimacy. Physical touch but not on a sexual level. Preferably with someone I'm attracted to and who I'm in love with. I would give anything for a hug, maybe a kiss if it were someone I was attracted to and vice versa, hell even a hand on my shoulder is something I enjoy on occasion.

But I hardly ever experience it. And no one ows me anything. Don't get me wrong, I understand this very well. That's not my point. I just want to express my thoughts and feelings.

I read something about professional cuddlers last week and people being touch starved. That seems interesting. I didn't know.

[ocdfeels]

hahaha but like why am i such an insecure paranoid piece of shit

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Do you know what type of wood a woodchuck would chuck if a woodchuck chucked wood?

According to the Urban Dictionary a woodchuck would chuck so much wood he wouldn't know how much wood he chucked.

Sorry to be a partypooper but thanks for the question.

[theweirdwideweb]

[wifiwife]

full offence but you deserve to be at peace with being alive

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Well one needs a reason for that so...

[detrans-tastic-blog]

People are so fucking stupid.

It's time for robots and talking animals

[bigtransmoods]

I have no problem with detransitioners until...

I fully support and love some detransitioners. You made a mistake, a lot of people do and guess what? You shouldn’t be silenced and you shouldn’t be ridiculed and made an example of, just because you simply aren’t transgender. 

I can understand detransitioners who genuinely believed they were trans i.e. they hated their chest, their voice ect, but it was actually dysmorphia and they were wrongly diagnosed or didn’t understand the difference between dysphoria and dysmorphia. I can understand detransitioners who for any personal reason, just decided they may be better off as their birth gender. 

I have no sympathy for detransitions who had absolutely no gender dysphoria and were aware of that. I’ve spent time warning people, if you don’t have dysphoria and you transition, you are going to get dysphoria because you aren’t actually transgender. That’s entirely your fault and I genuinely feel no sympathy for you because you understood that you were just deciding to be transgender, and just deciding to take hormones instead of actually needing them. 

Finally, I hate detransitioners who say… “Well, my experience was bad and if I’m not transgender after all that, I guess no one is,” and they suddenly become terfs. Just because your experience was bad and you weren’t actually transgender, doesn’t mean no one else. 

If you are going to detransition for any reason, please can you just love the community you are no longer apart of? 

[detrans-tastic-blog]

I can imagine the triggered-ness if someone made a post with: "I don't have a problem with trans people until..." 😂😂😂

[kimbasprite]

gaining new followers

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Losing followers actually. But still...

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There’s a secret Facebook group for detransitioned women that I’m part of and I think you would find the support helpful. Many feel very similar to you. If you are interested I’ll message you privately and add you to it.

Hiya. Do you mean the "reconciling support" group? I don't remember the full actual name. I am already part of that group but thanks for recommending it to me.

[mysoleisred]

“You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want.”

— (via keep-that-pussy-wet)

[detrans-tastic-blog]

I need money for that too...

[mysoleisred]

Things I want in the next 5 years

- a stable job that i love

- enough money to live comfortably and travel

- a fulfulling relationship

[w-ander-lusts]

Putting this out into the universe

[detrans-tastic-blog]

Things I have wanted in the last 8 years but never managed to achieve, you mean?

[dontaskmelove-deactivated202103]

[detrans-tastic-blog]

I need tips on how to stop my fear of death/dying so I can finally fucking kill myself

Why the fuck is it so hard to end my life? Does anyone have any tips for overcoming my fear of death?