devyn’s ashtray

TW ED 5’6, 18 y/o sw 205 cw 125 gw 115 ugw 110

[devynsd3ad]

an an0r3x!c ramble:

i’m so tired of everyone thinking that i want to be sk!nny for him or to be pretty or to fit the toxic male-created beauty standard of flesh and bone. when i don’t eat i don’t feel. everything in my head is actually quiet for once and i don’t have to think about those 6 years or every time ive cried in a hot car or everything she ever said to me. when im flesh and bone my pain is on the outside too. people know to stay away. i want to look as sick as i feel in my head. i can hide it in the tone of my voice and my words. i don’t want to hide it on my body.

[q-for-quinn]

[zero-sugar--bambi]

Me an my vape against the world 🌍🤣

[ana-beetle]

The scale keeps going down it feels fucking amazing

[devynsd3ad]

🕯️🦋

[bowsmith]

bestie sleepovers but it’s us buying low cal snacks and watching triggering movies

[catchymemes]

[th1nbunny]

to look stylish even in basic outfits 🦷

[babydoll-ollie-deactivated20240]

shoutout to the rexxies that have a body they're told they're "supposed" to be proud of but aren't

all the girls with thick thighs who want thinner ones, you're so valid

all the trans mascs with feminine bodies who are losing weight to look more masculine, you're so valid

all the rexxies with larger chests who want a smaller cup size, you're so valid

literally all of yall and more

you're all so valid✨🪽

[xxtrying-to-do-betterxx]

🖤🖤🖤

[bigandbadandbruisedd]

"nothing in this world goes the way you want. you can't control anything. but you can control what you eat"

[bigandbadandbruisedd]

wish i could post what i eat on here but i don't eat anything at all for most of the day and when i do its lowkey a binge 💀

[devynsd3ad]

literally i either eat nothing or everything :((((

[nepttunno]

ngl i miss old edblr, when we didn’t have to put fucking numbers and symbols in words to search for a tag, when we could simple search the things we wanted without the annoying warning

like please let me be triggered in peace

[mils-666]

<3

[bequiteanddriveeee]

Btw I love you people with €ds and other disorders

People with mood disorders

Clusters A,B, and C personality disorders

People who are psychotic/schizo-spec

People with delusions that fuel their €D

People with OCD/ have rituals and triggers that revolve around your €D

People who have autism and that bleeds into it

People who have AFRIDS

People who are systems

People who are paranoid/paranoia that affects ur €D

People with conduct disorders

I don’t see a whole lot of ppl talk about how everything is interconnected, in a web of ick but, I am one of you I see u and u are no less of or more crazy €D haver

[liverpolo-deactivated20240625]

is anybody else scared to update their weight in bio bc they think they'll jinx it????

[strawbewiepie]

This year I WILL get skinny.

[ginaisverysicklol]

[mellarkisser]

"you should eat more" boooo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅tomato tomato 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 boo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

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