Gooey Dewey

Vent stuff I don't want on my main blog If you know my main no you don't

[dewthegay4403]

[joe-chungus]

Moot check up!!

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How are yall feeling today? :33

[redtheredheadeddemon]

im alive

yall guyz alive??

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[shuichisdarkmistress]

alive and well!!

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[raer0se]

Dead inside and Alive on the outside

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[nixieboysposts]

Oh I'm fine trust. My mental health is totally not declining at a exceedingly fast rate. 😊

Wbu guys? Y'all good?

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[voxssharktank]

I’m actually out of depression, and plan on coming back soon.

@dewthegay4403 @moony-buckets open tags

[dewzaltidk]

I’m actually planning on dying guys more soon

@kitiisdelusional idk

[dewzaltidk]

the word annoying has started to come to mind. All I can think about whenever I go over what I did for the day is how annoying I was. Annoying annoying annoying. Of course when I talk to people I enjoy there’s always that calm feeling they give off, but always underneath there is the layer that hates me. Thinks of me as a parasite. Something annoying that will just go away if they think hard enough.

I look at posts people make, hating on others and I think; “ Am I like that? “ Am I an attention seeking narcissist? Am I a disgusting gross weirdo? Am I just a bag of rocks you must carry up this hill we call life? I’m sorry.

[dewzaltidk]

When your closest friend slowly pulls away from you for people they met 2 months ago. I’ve given my heart but it’s clearly not enough.

[dewzaltidk]

smile and wave smile and wave ask about your day all I do is smile and Fuckinf wave and still she complains. “I feel like you have an attitude with me” me? Attitude? You mean the happy overjoyed attitude I give you whenever you call? You mean the endless hugs and holdbacks every time you leave? Right. Attitude.

[dewzaltidk]

I’m so fucking tired of this household. All I do is smile and wave and play nice and Oh! Don’t talk about dads because you’ll hurt feelings and don’t forget to keep a level tone because if you sound slightly sad you’ll get yelled at and oh step dad is here? Time to put on a goofy silly face ahaha and don’t forget you can’t have any complaints but you can complain about dads all you want and oh how about we stay here for another two weeks instead of our half and half and oh my FUCKIGNGODTHISHOUSEISANIGHTMARE

[dewzaltidk]

How do I kill myself

[dewzaltidk]

most use a knife to the skin, but I find a brush to the skull delivers the message more clearly

no more

[dewzaltidk]

there we go again. Fucking everything up for having opinions.

[dewzaltidk]

every time I think of them finding this blog I feel so selfish. So useless. So rude. I suppose that’s what I am. A selfish, annoying, useless person. What would they all think if they saw this? I know. Selfish. Such a selfish stupid child.

[dewzaltidk]

[dewzaltidk]

I’m so tired. I’ve helped and helped and helped, but I’ve just begun to care less and less and less for them. I love you with as much as my heart I can give, twin, but it always seems to be never enough.

and im so tired.

[dewzaltidk]

No, yeah of course it’s always my fault. Always my responsibility. Always has to be me comforting you. Yeah screw my problems the same thing happened to you so now I have to comfort you!!! Shut the actual fuck up oh my god.

[dewzaltidk]

I can’t do shit right my god