i was just thinking about how two years ago around this time i was still trying to figure out how to start life over again after spending months in hospital unsure as to whether or not i was gonna recover or even make it through the hard part without going into intensive care. and now im in the tub 2 years in with my new name that i adore and feel right in, watching plant videos, excited about movies and games, planning on reading when i get into bed bc the weather is windy and rainy and perfect, having had the best day at work ive had in a long time bc all the issues ive had are sorted and i do actually like what i do, with a plan for areas of my life that i need to work on bc of my hospital stay that is actually working and will continue to work with time and patience, with some of the best relationships ive had probably ever actually (lovely to my angel if u see this, yes u) and having one of those relationships be in my workplace and my personal life. i got my audhd diagnosis and i feel so validated bc everyone who said i was lying is wrong. my physical health has improved even tho its kicking my ass but the improvement is there and i feel it. and then like, i have started taking a real interest in art again, im reading comics often and reading slowly on other things bc its a skill i need to work on but im having SO much fun. i wanna create again. like. damn.
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