I'm Shy/Shyann, whichever I don't mind, and this blog will mainly be me just speaking to the void so expect anything from artwork to vents really! ^^
DNI:: Adults, anyone who supports MAGA, LGBTQ+phobia, sexism, racism, Z0o/ped0s, ablism, or harassment/bullying of any kind. I don't hesitate to block so dont interact.
I am 16, Bi/Demiromantic/Gray-aesexual, I go by She/They Pup/Puppy (trying out Fawn/Fawn) pronouns
I'm an alterhuman with otherhearted kintypes. (Red fox, Northwestern Wolf, Calico cat || Kintypes; German Shepherds, Awassis', Pygmy Rabbits)
Proud kemonomimi: inumimi/shikamimi
My favorite colors are Purple, Red, and pink and my favorite number is Five[5]. I love watching Pezzy and Soup on YT (explains my humor honestly). Scream, Saw, Ratatouille, and all of Rob Zombies movies are my favorite !! Im into 'Neon Genisis Evangelion' , 'Yellowjackets', and rewatching Bojack. I love any and all Steven King/ James Patterson books and; The Unlikelies, Pop goes the weasel, The Silent Patient, are my alll time favorites :3
Fandoms/intrests: Animal Crossing game(played most of them), Hello kitty and friends, Mouthwashing, Class of '09, TADC(the amazing digital circus), Dark souls, MLP(my little pony), Elden ring, roblox, and Minecraft ! Im also a Furry/Kemonomimi ^^
My few hobbies include Guitar, baking, writing/poetry, reading, playing video games, and drawing sometimes. I love listening to music, and also acting like an animal
my favorite artists are 'BabyBugs', 'Bambi Baker', 'Solya', and 'Ghost'. I also LOVE old rock, Deathcore, Heavy metal, any garage-band trash, or meme-y music ('Pink guy', 'Dagames', and 'Lil cumtism' for example)
check out> lov3r-iris ; for some puppy-brain and mature posts
My other socials :
[{☆Shy☆}] | i know im a freak , we've been over this 😒
Asks are always welcomed and my DMs are open, but please keep them SFW. Id love to be moots/friends !
You also don't really need to know this but I have BPD, Autism, and PTSD,and doing ED recovery, sorry if any symptoms of these affect how I act at times*
went to my psychologist annnnd guess whos doing group therapy in August 🥹🔫.... he literally said i only rlly have to say at least 1 thing each time but itd be 3 times a week and hr each.. UGHHH FML૮ ╥ ﻌ╥ა૮ ╥ ﻌ╥ა
i mean he says itll help with both the ed since it IS ed based group therapy,, but he also wants me to work on my social anxiety since its real bad in group settings and needing to speak. but im also getting ANOTHER psychologist so ill have him and this girl. he's my family psychologist and shes gonna be my individual one so hooray! (?)
however in all truth i dont want to get better. i want to look sick i want to be thin and frail. hospitalize me again even, nothing felt better than when i was at my lightest and i wasnt hungry ever. these appetite increasers suck ass and i want to throw out the bottle. im just doing this to get my parents off my back and be proud of me, but whatever.
"you really were everything" so why did it have to end if you still love me? i dont care what you see in 2 years from now, just enjoy it now. i dont believe in forever love or soulmates but i know we had something going for us even if it wasnt ment to last. a few more days please ...
I am aroace and berri (its bi but I prefer women but like not like that cuz aroace) and a black wolf Cambikin and a Bobby Bearhug Fictionkin and a calico cat otherpaw