Di's Doodle Dump

Partly art, partly rambles

[direese]

So do John and Arthur just get divorced every 5 episodes because it seems like every time they make progress with eachother and come to an understanding one of them is an asshole 10 minutes later and fucks it up.

[direese]

Im listening to Malevolent for the firsr time which is another podcast about a British man getting possessed by the cosmic horrors and I understand the pressing issue about a cryptid chasing them through the woods and into an abandoned house - But all I can focus on is how he left a baby on a the couch. Youre not supposed to leave a baby unattended on the couch , Arthur

[direese]

Update: Never trust basements or caverns or anything going down. Stop going DOWN Arthur

[direese]

Arthur makes me want to climb into this podcast and throttle him over the head. John does too sometimes, but not as much as Arthur

[direese]

Im listening to Malevolent for the firsr time which is another podcast about a British man getting possessed by the cosmic horrors and I understand the pressing issue about a cryptid chasing them through the woods and into an abandoned house - But all I can focus on is how he left a baby on a the couch. Youre not supposed to leave a baby unattended on the couch , Arthur

[direese]

Update: Never trust basements or caverns or anything going down. Stop going DOWN Arthur

[direese]

Im listening to Malevolent for the firsr time which is another podcast about a British man getting possessed by the cosmic horrors and I understand the pressing issue about a cryptid chasing them through the woods and into an abandoned house - But all I can focus on is how he left a baby on a the couch. Youre not supposed to leave a baby unattended on the couch , Arthur

[tartimaar-bloggeth]

A fun little thing I made for a friend! Dallas and Delphine went on a date at the mall and he felt like sharing it for once, isn't he thoughtful?

Oc Credits under the cut!!

Delphine Barlow belongs to @direese

[direese]

As much as I love Cole - we as the players are ABSOLUTELY biased towards our son. Irl if a random little white boy Ghost demon I just *met* started reading my thoughts and spewing my inner most secrets, I'd hate him and find him a bit creepy too.

Still adore him tho

[direese]

Thus begins the countdown of Doom

[direese]

I am thinking about Jaheria and Minsc and loosing my mind. They are each others ride or die. You physically cannot have one without the other. If Jaheria dies you cannot get Minsc in your party. When you are fighting Minsc Jaheria begs you not to kill him and she screams if you do and then leaves. When Minsc wakes up after the fight he is ready to tear you apart because he thinks you killed is oldest friend and Jaheria was absolutely ready to doom the world if it meant saving Minsc. If one leaves your party the other follows. She is the only person he listens to aside from Boo. The only time minsc thinks Jaheria is wrong is when she says he shouldn't protect her. They love each other. they literally cannot and do not want to exist without the other.

I am LOOSING my mind.

[direese]

Ace people (like me) are real and valid and can be in happy, healthy relationships!

(Note: I drew this while listening to the first verse "Against the kitchen floor" on repeat because it resonates in my soul)

[direese]

See one draw back about having so many non-binary friends is that when I gossip I can't go "girl, let me tell you -" and I can't go "*Girl*" / "*Boy*" with a slightly sarcastic and exasperated tone whenever they say something wack and I fumble every time

How can I be a chatty/snobby bitch while being respectful of gender identities? What are some good nb terms to use when my friends are being stupid or I have to tell them about work place drama

[direese]

Percy's acts and perceptions of Loyalty

So I am watching the show and I KNOW Percy's fatal flaw is loyalty and I am just eating up (and writing down) all of the subtle hints to that as the episodes come out.

- Sure he's mad at Poseidon for neglecting him, but he is TWICE as pissed at Poseidon for abandoning Sally. "I don't care if he ignores me, but he can't just ignore you" and "Im gonna make him see us both"

- "You are Poseidon's son" "I'm Sally Jackson's son!"

- Percy wasn't going to accept the quest to the underworld UNTIL he heard about his mom. He ain't going for the gods. He's going for SALLY

- His absolute LACK of hesitation when picking Anabeth for the mission. Like I know it's cause he thinks they can't be friends but i also think it's cause she actually did help him at camp (in her own weird Anabeth way) and he respects that.

- The way he trusts Grover above everything, even despite what the Oracle said (I know the "friend" is Luke. But still.)

- in an odd, but similar vein he clocked Luke and Anabeth and said that he DIDN'T choose Luke because he thinks that Luke would be too Loyal to Anabeth and if she decided to stop Percy from his quest he thinks Luke would have helped her

-when he was arguing with Anabeth he told her to stop bringing Grover into this because "he's on my side. He's my protector"

- he trusts his mom's stories, which lead him to trusting Medusa.

- He was defending Anabeth when Medusa was bad mouthing her in the kitchen despite thinking they could never be friends

- Medusa ALMOST had Percy on her side by playing to his affection for Sally, but the MOMENT she suggested that he should betray Anabeth and Grover and insinuated that they would betray him he was like "Aight, gotta go"

- Percy understand the importance of motherly connection and immediately dropping the idea of burying the hat because it's important to Anabeth and then giving it back to her when he shipped the head

- "Medusa said she'd help me find my mom if I betrayed the the two of you" "and what did you say?" "I cut off her head"

- in the preview of the next episode he's seen moving Anabeth and Grover to safety before what looks like attempting to 1v1 the chimera.

I'm so normal about this. The perfectly normal neurotypical act of writing down every scrap of what I think is foreshadowing shall continue as more episodes come out.

[direese]

Liara in Mass Effect 1: I am very quiet and not used to conversation with people. I prefer to be alone but perhaps being on a ship will allow me to get more accustomed to speaking with people. I am shy when it comes to speaking my mind and I worry how people will look at me due to my mother's actions.

Liara in Mass Effect 3: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

[direese]

Honestly the entire Mass Effect Trilogy is so unbelievably wild. It is a fantastical game with introspective story lines from various standpoints. It talks about how all of the choices we make - minor or small will end up affecting the world around us. It brings up the moral standpoint of forsaking being humane for the innovation and betterment of humanity. It talks about a parent will always affect the child - whether they are there or not. It talks about how doing something you thought was right in the past can absolutely be wrong and bite your ass in the future. It talks about family and love and loss and how grief can make a person do unspeakable things to themselves and others. But this is also the same series that looked us dead in our eyeballs and went "yeah this character has to have a medically designated boob window to help him breathe better"

[direese]

Ever since I started being active on Tumblr again I have remembered why I stopped being active on Tumblr. My art posts dont get a lot of traction because its mostly original art, and since I've started posting again I've gotten 4, count em, FOUR messages from porn bots in my inbox. So the great purge of 2017 was HELLA useless.

God this place is a dumpster fire. I love it, but it is a dumpster fire

[direese]

Huevember Day 3: Honeysuckle

[direese]

🌻 Huevember Day 2 🌻

[direese]

🌼Huevember Day 1🌼

I think I will stick with the theme of flower fairies this year