prepare for an aching

[dissectingduality]

⚠️ you have stumbled across an unknown area…this is your last chance to turn back…

20’s. adult DID-system / Minors Dni 🔞 / 18+ blog, we post heavy topics & sexual content. fun surprises below.

WEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Tags: me/us - our collective system tag // jinxcore - main host tag //🌀 - spirituality tag // 🎵 - music tag // fave - self explanatory // misc - posts idk how to categorize // hm. - reflections or vent-y feelings // woof - canine alterhuman stuff // 🪢 - horny violence //

[attex]

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[kippwire]

and summore

[ultrvmonogamy]

i’m not casual i will keep u on a chain

[heated-blanket]

they’re foreclosing on my mind palace

[deathgasmic]

who else is up permanently feeling like they did something Wrong

[dahppled]

sometimes it feels like I should just shut up forever and not do anything at all

[i-said-im-a-fucking-star]

daddys having an identity crisis to be honest with you kitten

[ppups]

[theplant-system]

I'm not a therian but pls reblog or something if youre an adult therian. I need to find more nonhuman blogs, a lot of people on here who identify as animals are children.

[de-activated-offical]

I need to do this. (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't do it) (Doesn't d

[heat--end]

i haaaate being avoidant. it makes you feel like the world's biggest jackass whenever someone tries to talk to you or whatever and you just Freeze Up

[heat--end]

Oh sorry i took a long ass time to reply and didnt say anything. I got arbitrarily scared and tired myself out so now i cant say much. Oopsie teehee. it makes you feel like a huge dickhead

[dissectingduality]

hm.

[elnalth]

My Benson fanart 🦒

[dissectingduality]

i don’t know how to write about what happened to me. much less talk about it. in part, because i don’t “remember”. i can’t give details or dates or anything important to other people that would make it “real”. i don’t know what to say or how to say it. instead all i have is this vague dark cloud that hangs over my head all the time. a suggestion of what it was or could be. the parts i remember don’t feel significant enough, and we think about them often enough that you would think..well why can’t you get over it?? i don’t know. i ask myself that everyday. why can’t we get over it already. i’m tired of it. i’m tired of being this way. i’m tired of thinking about it, being haunted by it. being ruled by it. i’m just so..tired. i don’t want to talk about it, any of it, but i don’t know if i have a choice. i don’t want to be miserable my entire life and so far, i kinda have been. i don’t want to live, half floated away from myself all the time, barely tethered. i don’t want to be who i am… it’s almost funny, huh? that’s exactly the problem, i’m never who i want to be, and i don’t know who i am.

[spirulin4]

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone