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@dissociatrix
YOUR ADDICTION HAS AFFECTED US IN THE FOLLOWING WAYS YOU ARE ANNOOOYING
girl 5mg of amphetamine insufflated has me soo
ugh i am so tweaked… maybe i should make some into a nasal spray or something & microdose it cause 5mg is too mucn
ugh i need to get off tumblr & finish responding to texts & hound some ppl for refunds/money & shower anddddd i think thats all thats left for today?
i’m getting so close to this. my hair is fully down to my ass/hips, like the ends of my braids touch the top of my hips if i stand up straight ^___^
honestly i dont talk about this ever, but since im seeing hayden shit on my dash again… as someone who met hayden & shared the circle of poor people she came from before she clicked up with all her rich friends… she ripped her entire vibe from girls in the circle we shared, like she was a sponge & would seriously swagjack so hard. specific she did this to fable imo, stole fables whole thing. classic stealing from poor swer girls… its such a classic. like she probably stole the lyrics too idk. but for sure her entire ‘aesthetic’ was ripped from the oogle Girl circle of the midwest/east coast.
since the Illness™️ took over my life last february its really made me incredibly like idk how to phrase it. like all my mental illness is just a joke compared to this mysterious physical illness. like i used to talk about sociopathy & adhd & cptsd & like osdd a lot more; like it feels like i have perspective now that dwarfs them? & obviously this thinking gets externalized which is probably bad? idk everyone says they think im depressed but like i look at people who are actually JUST depressed & sulking their life away (i live with one!) & like thats not my issue.. & i wont like minimize this person issue to their face obvi cause im a civil roomie & its none of my business.
but like idk dude i think if my Symptoms™️ went away tomorrow like entirely, assuming i’m stabilized on some opioid as opposed to going through a many months process of fully getting off them & waiting for my brain to adjust. i would still have the adhd no executive function issue, like i need to take amphetamine to do simple tasks & outcompete the sedation from the opioids, but like assuming i stabilize on an opioid & have my amphetamine i think i would like immediately be back on the horse? idk mental illness feels very highschool coded once you have chronic physical illness is i guess my thesis?
you're not a psychopath, u just have disorganized attachment n unresolved trauma that has fucked yr empathy skills
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lmaoo i mean we can get into the weeds; but this is such an old ask you probably wont see it, but yes that is basically what aspd/sociopathy is; theres a distinction between “factor one sociopathy” & “factor 2 n sociopathy” factor 1 is a primary sociopathy or what i colloquially call psychopathy to distinguish it from factor two being sociopathy, now thats not a professional distinction, its just one i use because psychopathy & sociopathy are no longer really used in psychology its broadly been replaced by aspd. but i feel like the difference between factor I & factor II maps on really well to the distinction me & a handful of other aspd friends just sort of mentally have for psychopaths vs sociopaths.
i would argue that factor 2 is sociopathy & it is essentially yes a breakdown of all trust & intense trauma sort of causing a callus shelf to be formed, youre forced to look out for yourself cause no one else will & everyone else is harming you, so you get pretty shut down, its like classic aspd, like the conduct disorder -> bpd -> aspd pipeline is very real, as you age if you stay symptomatic you slowly get the big girl diagnosis.
idk this is rambly, but ive always thought of it as psychopaths are born that way, sociopath are made. ive never once said i was a psychopath, i do however claim sociopath relatively proudly, i mean as much as you can hold an inherently antisocial label & be like pro social in terms of like friends & roommates & stuff. i think most people in my life at this point have heard me say i have a total lack of empathy or think morality is retarded. idk either i find other aspdlets or i cozy up to npd bitches, because for whatever reason the energetic relationship between an npd & a sociopath is easy comparatively to normies. anyways ive talked enough on this like 9 month old ask; bye
do you have diagnosed autism?
nope. but i have dyslexia & adhd so i can say retard
are you in grad school
something like that…
a word abt the heroin market from anecdotal boots-on-the-ground; i’ve lived (northern) ireland > canada > germany > uk > norway > (republic of) ireland > switzerland and been an active + fastidious user of heroin and other opiates throughout;
canada has many many problems as you alluded to but was the “healthiest” market aside from prebrexit UK, for heroin and also grey market RCs et al., but myn last year living there was 2017 and things have changed radically in the intervening years (for the worse obv); uk sucks now, ireland (island of) has always sucked; switzerland market controlled by very few actors with too much volatility (but just hop to germany, konstanz is a quick bus ride away from zürich, even annecy from genève, makes things very easy); norway is an absolutely nightmare extreme in every aspect *except* for the ability to get hyperspecific state-sponsored care outside of Approved pharmacopeia (which is much smaller than the EU’s, though, bear in mind), but it took me 4+ years of jumping through hoops to get there; germany overall i have to say is the best for your aforementioned purposes. and berlin being a great milieu, gotta agree with the previous anon. miss living there (i am in norway again currently for other factors).
omg im so sorry i took so long to answer this ;.; i feel awful. thank you so much for the info!! also if you see this id love to be friends! i love meeting other junkies through tumblr, please please dm me, im sorry this took so long for me to get too
an inordinate amount of pressure being executed on the opioid supply as of recently.. all these dea emergency federal schedulings… 🤔🤔🤔 kratom its analogues & odsmt were all intentionally (as i understood it) left unscheduled while things like nitazine were targeted in an attempt to sort of leave benign mostly safe opioids around because theres value in not driving people towards the strongest most profitable to smuggle substances. but they went so far as to emergency schedule the placebo drug sr17, so like they’re really just guns blazing. the pressure this is gonna put on the remaining fentanyl & heroin market will be interesting
Perhaps I am missing something but I am very confused by you claiming weed is not comparable to heroin. I understand that it is not but being high alters people, that is factual.
i feel like im trapped in a gsa at a local library with a bunch of ppl wearing cheap macy combat boots
(english butler voice) Will you be making an attempt on your life this evening, sir?
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doc, my advice fetish is taking over my life, i just dont know what to do.......... (lecherous look appears in my eye)
[publishing research thesis] lol is this anything